Hello, Iinchou!
listening to: silence
wishes for: installers for Iinchou
mood:

Say hello to Iinchou! ^^ He's here! I cant believe he's here! He's actually here!!! >w< And I'm using him right now! Wheee!! >w< *kisses her new uke laptop*

My laptop's name is Tobita Yuu, aka Iinchou. ♥ His namesake came from the number one shota uke in Gakuen Alice (or at least, IMO he's the number one uke). I've been itching to molest use Iinchou over the weekend already and I'm soooo loving him right now. ^^

Heee~~ ♥

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Yesterday, I was late at Jackie's party. ^^; I didn't get to swim since it's that time of the month. Boo. I just can't believe that Ross actually looked good when he was swimming. Tee hee~ Maybe I can get to swim by the time my birthday comes around... Oh yeah.. Ross and I were the only two people from DLSU-CCS who came. Boo you people! Boo you!!

PS:
Damn you person who stole my sister's celphone! I hope you die tonight! And I hope you die a slow and painful death, bastard!

SIGN THE BLOODY PETITION! NOW!

i signed it twice. shhhhhh.

You scored as Satanism. Your beliefs most closely resemble those of Satanism! Before you scream, do a bit of research on it. To be a Satanist, you don't actually have to believe in Satan. Satanism generally focuses upon the spiritual advancement of the self, rather than upon submission to a deity or a set of moral codes. Do some research if you immediately think of the satanic cult stereotype. Your beliefs may also resemble those of earth-based religions such as paganism. Satanism 100% Buddhism 83% agnosticism 83% atheism 71% Paganism 58% Judaism 42% Islam 33% Hinduism 29% Christianity 8% Which religion is the right one for you? (new version) created with QuizFarm.com

�も� 悪�。
listening to: Yasunori Mitsuda ー leftovers from the dreams of the strong
wishes for: 悪夢｡
mood:

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Quiz attack!
listening to: Suikoden III - Old Castle by the Lake
wishes for: TROGDOR!!!
mood:

from random people ^^


You are the Spirit of Hope. Whenever someone is
feeling down, they merely have to think of you
to make them happy again. You have the ability
to simply radiate happiness. You can make
friends quickly because your strong point is
your amazingly friendly nature which naturally
people want to be with. You think about the
best in everything, a total optimist, you won't
have any trouble getting a worthy person to
shae your life with!


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Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	High
Antisocial:	High
Borderline:	Very High
Histrionic:	Very High
Narcissistic:	Very High
Avoidant:	Very High
Dependent:	High
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Moderate
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I'm back! I hope..
listening to: Hiroki Kikuta - Oh I'm a Flamelet
wishes for: Trogdor!!
mood:

...Oh yeah. Trogdor roxx0rz.

Jimmy's back. Hopefully he doesn't go skizzy on me again. And "skizzy" isn't really a word. I think. I invented it. I hope. It means crap. Or Full of Crap. Or Crapfuck. Haha. I'm funny.

...Move along now, kids. Nothing to see here.

temporary hiatus?
listening to: Cardcaptor Sakura - Tobira wo Akete
wishes for: my laptop, DSL connection, my Jimmy to feel better ;_;
mood:

I'm going on a hiatus until Jimmy gets fixed. He needs a new OS and harware upgrades and that takes time. Until then, I'm going to wait for Jimmy to get fixed and until my Uke (aka laptop) arrives. Oh yeah, I havent really thought of a name for my laptop, so he'll be temporarily called Uke until I get a name for him.

Until then... Eat shit >:0 kidding ;)

Toodles~

Online enrollment suxx0rz
listening to: Rie Fu - Life is Like a Boat
wishes for: passing grades for all my subjects
mood:

So far, I still have to enroll two subjects. HUCOINT (Human-Computer Interaction) and ISTECH3 (Information Systems Technology 3). Damn people at the IT department does not know how to count and that ONE class with a maximum number of 40 students CAN NEVER ACCOMODATE AN IST BATCH WITH OVER 60 STUDENTS >:0

Right now, i'm supposed to be studying for my DASALGO (Data Structures and Algorithms) exam tomorrow. I had counseling earlier and er.. well, my conscience tells me I should get off the net and study. Or else Iori Yagami will get me. In my sleep. (Which doesn't seem bad, really.)

Bah. I just hate it.

This term is a do or die term. I need to pass it so that i can prove not only to myself that I CAN do something on my own and that I AM capable of being a comsci student... I dunno. When I told some people that I planned to leave DLSU, somehow, they seemed so.. so.. attatched to me. o_O; I dunno how to put it...There was this one time even that Ross sorta convinced me not to leave anymore.

But I want to leave. It's not because I don't like you guys. I know I can prove myself that I am fit to be a comsci student, but there's no thrill anymore. I'm not as interested in comsci anymore as I was in my first year.

I don't know what the future will bring me. I guess we'll just have to find out whether or not I will still stay at DLSU as a CS-IST student or move out...

Stressed out
listening to: Ishida Youko - Sugar Baby Love
wishes for: to finish the script, and START MY DASALGO PROJECT! :0
mood:

I've got too much to do, and so little time. I feel like I've run out of all the energy in my system and that i'm about to break. Poor me and poor Jimmy. We both need breaks.

Maybe I should start controlling myself. I mean, I KNOW i have to work, but all I do is put things off. I have to stop procrastinating. I know that. But sometimes, putting off procrastinating is.. er, well, procrastinating as well.

If that didn't make sense, it's okay. I'm not making sense anymore. It's 11.30 in the evening and I've gone totally skwushed. I dont make sense anymore and my head hurts. Last Saturday's headache hasn't gone away yet.

Last saturday, i watched artoo's Lord of the RIngs extended dvd's.. all day. as in one after the other. took me roughly 14 hours to finish the whole bit. and my head fuckin' hurt afterward. My eyes, too. But my eyes are sorta used to staring at screens for a long time. But my head hurt like hell.

And it hurts like hell right now.

And i just want to stop working but i know i cant.

I need someoen to help me with DASALGO. I fear I might not pass this subject and I wont see Ross, Val, Val and Erik anymore. Those four are actually the four people I can really cling on to in DLSU. the only four people who actually begged me to stay.

Maybe moving isn't at all bad. I just.. need somewhere to move to.

Maybe I can convince Ninang Cel to find me a college at San Francisco so I can stay there for the rest of my college days. Bad side is, i wont get to see not only the four people I love the most at DLSU, but Creole, kang, Jem, Khan, Benj, and everyone else back here.

Plus, there's this someone i won't probably see ever again. Pity I like him. I think I'm obsessing over him, too.

...Bad rika. Posting too much at LJ and forgetting bloodriot :( I should post more here.

I should be sleeping. -___-;

I dont want to work anymore.

Maybe I should.. kill myself? *shrug*

sleeeeeeeeeeep
listening to: Maki Ichihara - Mother
wishes for: sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep
mood:

Oh god, I'm awake at this bloody hour! :O People are gonna start waking up in an hour or so because they're all going to work and shit and I AM STILL BLOODY AWAKE!

It's Mr Kamui Pillow's fault! I told him to wake me up before Shaman King goes on Toonami but he didn't! and I even missed dinner! I am sooo hungry! I only got to make soup, but that isnt enough! I need foooooooooooood!!! >:0

...

OMFGIMISSEDSHAMANKING!!!!!!!!!!!!

*sobs*

Gwahaha. Or not.
listening to: Shimokawa Mikuni - Alone
wishes for: L
mood:

OMFGNOIHATEPAGEFIFTYEIGHTOFNEATHNOTEDAMNYOUSOBSOBSOB!!

I just finished the panel discussion we had today for english class. It was.. okay. I think we did good. I didn't prepare for it haha. Yeah. Crap ne? I've only eaten a donut and i have eighty five bucks left in my wallet. I want lunch, but it's only nine fourty in the morning and yeh. I have class later at one.

And I think I might be running away from her.

ps: DAMN YOU!!!!!!!! *sobs because of page 58*

My feet hurt ;o;
listening to: Para Para Paradise - Nonstop Megamix
wishes for: no more pain
mood:

I went ice skating today with my siblings. And my mom. 'Cause my sister got these one hour free thingies so we decided to go today. And there was a lot of people. Apparently, tomorrow's the last day you can use the coupons so everyone went today because tomorrow's a schoolday. I have only one thing to day. My feet HURT! ;o; Like Hell! Because (1) The damn skates were a size small for my feet (2) I wore the wrong socks so now my ankle has this wound thingy (3) There were too many damn people skating around (4) The damn skates were a size too small for my feet. Wait. I said that already. Bah!! >:0 So i did not enjoy the skating at all. Boo. Mom didn't know how to skate, so she was sort of coached by my sister. I just.. skated around. And fixed my skates. Time ratio of skating and fixing skates: 7:3 -__-;; i SO did not have fun.

And today, I proved to the world that I suck at Initial D. ;o; And the name on my card was supposed to be 'Ikea', I dunno where the 'a' went. So now it reads "Ike" o__O;;

AnimeXplosion 2005
listening to: Para Para Paradise - Boom Boom Fire
wishes for: the next devMeet, so I can give out some of my lineart, too! lol
mood:

Ohmigosh! I met lots of people!! Okay, Im gonna give you a run down on what happened to me today!

I woke up real early to get money from mama so I can dilly dally on to Megamall for the convention. XD So! I wear my m)phosis salmon tank top with my black courdoroy pants. (My footwear was lame.) Anyway, I go to Creole's place first, played with her GBA emulator, ate liempo and then Ate Happy shooed us. Lol. And then I find out that my umbrella is incompetent >:0

Anyway, we get to Megamall, right.. And we see all sorts of people and stuff. First thing we saw was the cosplayers going in. And then, when we finally came in, we saw a sentai/mecha exhibit! Glee! Childhood memories, oh joy! xD And then we saw people on the floor drawing, and tehn I realize the fanart contest was today and tomorrow. And then I saw Khan and Artoo and Sean on the floor, smack dab in the middle. So we join them in their little circle.

And then! I met people from devArt! Whee! And it was my first time to be in a devMeet, too! The first person I met was Ryne! He was at the fanart contest drawing Ed Elric! Joy! And then I saw Kuya Mikel! Hahaha! xD I thought he was this tall thin guy ahahaa.. but I was wrong! xD And then I saw Gian, and he introduced me to a bunch of people. I got to sign the devMeet attendance thing too. I saw Delru there, too. SHe was cosplaying Elle Lag (Shadow Skill). And I met Siopaw! And Ate Den and Lolo!! ANd Moo!! I met Moo!! I also met Ian, Blitzkreig(got a Mai Shiranui pic from him) and Cklaighe! Ahahaha.. I met lots of Kuleet-inc today! xD I didn't get to meet Nat, Teki, Kuya Maki and Ghe, though. And I got free art! Though, the only person who got art from me was Ryne, since he was special cause I felt bad and responsible for his celphone being lost. :( I was his last texter.

Cosplay was... okay. Less good cosplayers, more drop-outs. The Bleach cosplay group sucked high hell. I could have done a better Rukia! >:0 She didn't even have Rukia's special bang! And her Kon didn't look like Kon! And did I mention the Ichigo?!! HE DIDN'T HAVE ORANGE HAIR!! AND THEIR BYAKUYA-SAMA WAS NOT GOOD LOOKING!!!!!! FUCK!!!

AND! I did not see the girl with the SuperDollfie! *gasp* Artoo and Khan and Sean got to see her and took a photo of her, too!! >:0 I wanted to steal the dollfie, too. Darn.

As much as I would like to write more, I am too tired. Maybe you can call me (+639186641130) on my mobile and I can talk to you about it and how you should have been there because it was fun and all that.

The downside of all that was... Well, PhP150 was shit. >:0 Lower your ticket prices, damnit!

AnimeXplosion 2005 Today ♥ Whee! See you there ^^

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The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Fifth Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	Moderate
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	High
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Extreme
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Extreme
Level 7 (Violent)	Extreme
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Very High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	High

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Shine on me
listening to: Psycho le Cemu - With
wishes for: no more torpe attacks
mood:

Today was.. well, I dunno. Effed? I didn't attend two classes today simply because I wanted to "be with her", so to speak. And I really didn't feel like going anyway. If I did, I'd have slept through the whole class. So now, I'm going to have to look for a really good DASALGO tutor. Someone who knows what he's talking about. Like, say, Ross. ^^

Y'know, there's something I hate the most about MSN.. It's when you're talking to someone and pouring all your heart out to that person and it turns out that they were cut off the net and due to the lag, MSN messenger was not able to even put that notice where the person you're talking to was offline. It just frickin stinks. I mean, you bliddy talk but it turns out no one was listening! agh. effed up.

So, right now, i'm brooding because I was such an idiot who chickened out when all i had to say was "hi". Torpe. Tanginang torpe.

Val, thanks for putting up with me and my ramblings. I knew I could count on you.

Oniichan, thanks. Even if i never told you anything, what you told me made me feel a little better. Thanks. At least now, I know I'm not coward enough to get my wrists slit.

de-virginized
listening to: Chie Harada - Ghost Sweeper
wishes for: that it never happened
mood:

No, not really. I was molested. TT3TT Me and Erik went to SPS to get our X-Rays taken because that's what the APE (Annual Physical Examination) schedule said. So we go to SPS, take the bliddy forms we were told to get. And then I got molested. TT3TT

See, we know that the MedExams, the dental, physical, etc exams, were going to be held on March 1-3, when we get the XRay results. But noooooooooooooooooo.. stupid admin decided to screw with the schedule and made us take all med exams at once. Damn admin. Anyway, Erik and I were discussing bondage, yaoi and nudity while on the queues, oblivious to what was going to happen. And yea. I got molested. And that evil doctor's hands were damn cold i thought my breasts were frozen. =__=;

And then, when we were finally going to take the x-rays, the xray technician person asked me how old i was and i was like, "......um....... *insert longer pause here* eighteen?" and in my head i was like, "shit, how old am i again?! wtf?!" *slaps forehead*

egads.

Please wait while we attatch you to your uke
listening to: Enzai inthe background
wishes for: chocolates
mood:

...I swear, that's what I saw while i was attatching some files in an email i was sending... I was like, shit, Rika, you're staying up too late, go to bed! :O

And yes, a crappy valentines to you all.

*hugs and much love*

Shounen ai glee!
listening to: Haibane Renmei - Blue Flow
wishes for: Scanlations to Kaze to Ki no Uta. Or the Manga itself
mood:


In this forum thread I read the bestest news I've ever seen for the whole day. Live-eviL is fansubbing Kaze to Ki no Uta!! Eeeeeee!!!

FYI: Kaze to Ki no Uta is a shounen ai/yaoi magna whose OAV is called Kaze to Ki no Uta -Sanctus-. The story is about two French boys who are roommates in an exclusive all-boys school, set in the late 1800s.

I downloaded the Techno-Girls version of Kaze to Ki because my Seme-sama told me to. I downloaded it a few weeks ago, and I only watched it tonight, and omigosh, it was sooooooooooooooooo pretty I just had to have the manga! And then I remembered seeing a few pictures of Kaze to Ki in Obsession so I went ahead and checked their site and YAY! They have up to volume two scanlated, so I went to their irc channel and started downloading. *is still downloading vol1*

Anyway, being the greedy idiot that i am, I wanted a faster way of downloading the scans. BitTorrent. So I googled it and there I found the forum thread. I was like, OMG!! LIVE-EVIL!! *major fangirl squee* I'm totally excited that LE is going to sub Kaze to Ki. They've done a lot of really Classic anime titles and their subs are of very good quality, too!

So! In conclusion, I haven't studied for my DASALGO exam this monday night and Valentine's Day is going to suck for me. Unless I get my hands on all the scans of Kaze to Ki before that day.. :3

This is the most insane thing that i've taken in ages.

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Happy Anniversary
listening to: Miki Higashino - Reminiscence
wishes for: more blogging years
mood:

Wow. It's been two years since bLOODRiOT was born. So far, this has been my longest running site yet. It's updated when I can, updated when I could and updated when I have something to say. But now, I have two journals. RMM and bLOODRiOT. New year, new beginnings. LJ will have my more personal posts, bLOODRiOT will have general posts. I'm just so glad that this is still alive. ^^

As promised, a new layout and back to the old URL. Why go back? Well, bLOODRiOT won't be bLOODRiOT if it doesn't have it's proper URL back. ;) Besides, a lot of you have gotten more familiar with the old URL than the new, so hey. Hehe. Yeah.

So what has happened to bLOODRiOT for the past two years? Lots of makeovers. I started with an old Blogger layout, then one from blogskins, then other, more complicated layouts until I started to do my own.. Of course, when I getl azy, I use premade ones again. Haha. Yeah. Lazy me.

bLOODRiOT also witnessed my changes. Yep. From my old 16-year old self to someone turning 19, this blog has seen it all. My maturity, my immaturity, my moodswings, everything. I don't think I can live without this blog..

Oh yeah, as a tribute to the namesake of my blog, my layout features Iori Yagami, from the King of Fighters. Without him, I dont think i could have come up with a name. Hehe. Worship the Orochi blooders.

Actually, I dont have anything more to say.

Happy Anniversary, bLOODRiOT. Welcome home.

Love,
Rika

Bleached
listening to: Orange Range - * ~asutarisuku~
wishes for: Bleach 17 fansub
mood:

Bleach owns my soul, yes.

Okay, so I have two online journals. This one, and the one at Livejournal. So, how am i supposed to update both? Yes, well, here's something. I'll be posting school and general life stuff here at Bloodriot. Personal stuff go to LJ, and therefore it will be friends only from now on. *goes off to make a friends only banner for LJ*

Eew, gross. My grandma just kissed me nearly on the lips. Eeeeeeeeew. *dies* Okay, so she kisses me a lot, but eew. Please. Not on the lips! Or even NEAR my lips! Yech. X__x

Oh, and this friday, Bloodriot's going back to its original URL. ^^ And a new layout to celebrate two years of blogging. And More than 330 posts. And more than 6000 views. Huzzah!! x3

Eh.. lessee. What's up. Hmm.. Nothing much. DASALGO still confuses me.. or maybe it's just the summation bit. I'm having fun with stacks and heaps. Next we're having sorting algorithms, we took that up on our COMPRO2. haha. Yeah. Whatever. I just need to pass this term so I can leave soon.

Speaking of leaving, I plan to go will be going to California this summer, probably after Kangbon's birthday. Because I love her so, I will not miss her debut. ;) And then I'll celebrate my birthday in California. Haha. But that doesn't mean you don't have to give me gifts. When I get back home, I expect my room to be filled with them >3

Eh, that's it for now, I guess.

lub j00

<3

Lost my inspiration to write
listening to: The Scanty - I Love U
wishes for: my muse to come back ;__; i promise i'll feed you more shota!
mood:

Oh em gee, as Creole says. It seems that I can't write decently anymore. After the first chapter of Nine Tails was finished and a few paragraphs of chapter 2 was done, Mittens has left me alone. *sobs* Mittens is my muse, see. He's actually an evil yaoi spirit given to me by Artoo. I dunno where he is right now. I want him back. *sobs* Please, if you find my Mittens, please tell him I need him. I have a whole new shota collection just for him! ;__;

*on her knees, looking and shaking fists at sky* NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!
listening to: Xenogears OST
wishes for: Legend of Mana 2
mood:

I just heard from Khan that Square cancelled making Legend of Mana 2.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAGH!! DAMN THEM!!!!! AAAAAAAAGH!!! I swear I'll kill the project head when I find out who that person is!! Why is he doing this to us?!?! *sobs* Screw Final Fantasy! I want Legend of Mana 2!!

Nfufufufufu!
listening to: Suikoden III OST - In the Moonlight
wishes for: shota! and my most special person! <3
mood:

this is fun

i meet lots of nice people over at LJ. x3

school sucked. skipped my first class this term. DASALGO. x3 gods, i was hungry.

i sold my soul to the devil
listening to: Shimokawa Mikuni - Popcorn
wishes for: cake and ice cream!
mood:

AKA i have an LJ.

That doesn't mean I'm leaving Bloodriot. ^^ I love Bloodriot so much, it's nearing its 2nd year anniversary. I have something planned for Feb 4th. ^^ Watch for it. ;)

I'm happy. I got to choose the bestest topic for my Informative speech for next next week. Topic: Elegant Gothic Lolita. I am love. <3

depressed
listening to: Shimokawa Mikuni - Alone
wishes for: *sigh*
mood:



because i miss her dearly.

because i hate the fact that she's on the other side of the world.

because i know that i might never meet her face to face.

because i know that a lot of people like her who she likes back.

because i care too much.

itai. mune ga itai.



I:

Your Beauty lies
in Sadness. Lonely, depressed and feeling broken.
For whatever reason, you see
this world only for the bad that it holds carrying
the burdens of yourself and
others. Some people like to be with you and your
unique vantage point when they
are down, you are someone who can sympathize with
them. But you find yourself
alone again when they seem to find a solution and
are happy again, yet you still
are stuck in this rut. Do not worry, you will make
it out at some time. Everyone
does, if you try. When you are seen all others want
to do is make your pain go
away, but that is something only you can do. You
probably keep to yourself a lot
and don't like to let people in, afraid to be hurt
again. You feel empty and
helpless and your looks reflect that, often seen
with tears in your eyes.

Some Things
That Represent You:

Element:
Dark, Earth Animal: Robin Color:
Grays, Blacks, Dark
Colors Song: Tourniquet by Evanescence
Expression:
Tearful Frown

Gemstone:
Aquamarine Mythological Creature: Spirit,
Gargoyle Planet: Mercury Hair
Color: Blue-Black Eye Color:
Gray

Quote:
"Am I too lost to be saved?"

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thanks val. thanks khan. i feel a little better.

Dance, Gojyo! Dance!
listening to: that silly romanian song
wishes for: 60 cd's to back-up my cluttered 40gig drive
mood:

Oh gods this is addicting!!! Gojyo is so kawaii!!! *pinchii!*

Yes, well.. *ahem* There's an upcoming anime event where I plan to cosplay. It would be either Temari from Naruto (Oh gods, I'd really love to cosplay her!!!!! >w<) or Rukia from Bleach (Ohhhh~ Shinigami~~~ <3 Bleach is luff!), though most likely it would be Rukia, judging from the materials I'll be using for her costume. And I have the hair for it! Tscha~ <3 I'd still love to be Temari though.. I might even have Amiel and Mike cosplay as Gaara and Kankurou for me :D

Yes, that aside, I finally understand Operation Counting in DASALGO x3 The thing is, all my classmates are freshmen (except two, who are my batchmates but I dun even know them personally!) and I don't know what to do when I need to group myself with people for the machine projects o____o

And there's a bunch of us Filipino deviantAtists who are planning a dA convention. It's not gonna be something like an anime con, since dA doesn't just have anime artists. We have all sorts of artists. We have people who draw, who write, who take pictures, etc. So it's gonna be more like an art exhibit/gallery convention thing. ^^ I'm sure it's gonna be fun. I'm part of them people who're planning it :D

Meh. Now, I really think I'll be cosplaying Rukia. She's easier to make. *scratches cheeks* But I wanna cosplay her wearing her Shinigami clothes, not the school uniform. Cause Shinigami roxx0rz.

Bleh. I need to go to UST soon. @_@

Um, I guess that's it for tonight. :D

Toodles~ <3

*spazz*
listening to: Morning Musume - Happy Wedding Song
wishes for: brownies. because i never got to eat any today.
mood:

Oh gods, it was like, whoa..!!! And then WHOAA!!! and then Whoooaaaa.... You should have been there. It was awesome. We were awesome. x3 Kickass dude. Sanzo the homie was in teh house, j0!

Yes, and everyone else has an LJ and I don't. I suxx0rz! Boo! Hiss!

I saw Sanzo half nekkie. w00t for Hakkai! >w<

I am drunk. duah. from what, i do not know. o_O i mean, we didn't even drink. Oh, wait. i'm not drunk. o_O this is just normal behavior. i keep forgetting that.

Para para forever, j0!

I have not blogged for ages.

Happy new year. :D I am late, I know. I still greeted. ^^

I am random tonight.. whee! :D

My top three strangest gifts this christmas:
1. lingerie! Whoo! xD
2. an autographed picture of Jon Lapuz. O_o
3. Php600 worth of load. O_o;

My top three bestest gifts this christmas:
1. Eragon! Yessh!! FINALLY!!!
2. Php2000!! MORE FOR MY SD13 FUNDS!! WHOOO!!!
3. a laptop i never really got that. Boo.

My top three goals this year:
1. Raise enough money for a super dollfie 13 male!!
2. Get high grades, pass everything and be happy.
3. get plane tickets to the USA so I can finally leave the country and hopefully meet her. *squee*

I shall do a Creole imitation. *ahems* LOLZOMFGZZSTFUL0ZERR!!! xD gods we're all crazy.

Mango Musume gots an Ai Takahashi and Mari Yaguchi now! Whee! :D

oh yeah, i almost got caught watching Enzai last night.. O_o That was.. strange. O_o

And! I have started on Red Moon Murders! Whoopeee!!! because Adagio kept pestering me! And Amaru has turned into a manwhore! the bastard! *shakes fist at Amaru*

The first chapter of Nine Tails will be up soon. I need to edit it and fix the last part where Seiji pokes fun at *name censored until the end of part one is written because I rule*. Oh, they get to molest each other, too. *ebil laff*

i lub j00z.

and chickens are evil, j0.

ps. I need yaoi smut. care to give me some? or direct me to somewhere i can get them? for free?


Fire Goddess


What Elemental Goddess Are You? (Earth, Fire, Wind, Water) + Pictures +
brought to you by Quizilla
i wanted something else, but the description fits me so..


You're a sexy girl! You are beautiful, and you
love attention from guys, and are very
flirtatous. You might come off as a slut and
bitch to some but I think you have another side
to you that is pleaing for attention, love, and
care. You might be confident on the outside but
don't be afraid to unleash a more sensitive
side. Be better than just the average sex
symbol.


What kind of girl are you? (with pix!)
brought to you by Quizilla
omfg, where the heck did that come from? O_o

rika's new year's resolutions!
listening to: Morning Musume - Love Machine
wishes for: I wanna talk to her again, mya. :3
mood:

1. I will move to a better school.
2. I will have more yaoi.
3. I will take care of Jimmy and upgrade him.
4. I will take care of Mittens, P-chan and Soujiro-neko. (P-chan is the remaining second generation cat, Soujiro the last of the third generation... Mittens is the newest.. the sixth gen, i think.)
5. I will get rid of the bags under my eyes by sleeping early. *gasp*

Well, that's the first five of it. ^^;

akemashite omedetou gozaimasu! happy new year!

love you minna! ^^ See you next year! :D

Toodles~ <3

Happy Holidays!
listening to: Naruto OST
wishes for: NO MORE BAGS DEMMET!
mood:

Merry Christmas minna! ^^

Haha.. It's Christmas and I'm listening to the Naruto OST. x3 This is fun. We haven't even eaten Noche Buena yet. Oh, wait. Correction. We're eating now.

*rushes off*

*rushes back*

Okay. Dinner. Eat. Uh.. Yeah. Happy Christmas! :D *hugs and kisses to everyone*

Chihaya!
listening to: Maki Ichihara - True Romance
wishes for: EARTHIAN!! >w<
mood:

Omigosh! I just finished watching Earthian, and it's just so LOVELY!! (Not to mention includes two angels smexing each other silly..) Chihaya is my uke! >w< Kagetsuki looks better with his hair short. He looks butt ugly when his hair's longer. And i wonder what happened to Chihaya's wing... oops. spoiler. Hee! >w<

Anyway, with that over and done with.. My net hours are "limited". Yeah right. As if they can keep me and Jimmy separate. Heh. >3 No one can take me away from Jimmy! NO ONE!! *evil cackle*

Can I rant a little bit more about Earthian?

Of course! This is my blog!

Earthian is so gosh darned beautiful. Kouga Yun should be named the Ruler of all Shounen Ai. I can't wait for Loveless to come out. Hope it doesn't get licensed immediately. I want them fansubs. But first, I have to clear up my disc drive. my 40gig is running out fast. Or maybe i should buy another HD.. with bigger capacity.. mmm.. that's right. Get a 200++Gig HD so i can rule the world. Okay, so I cant rule the worl;d with a 200++Gig HD, but hey. I try. *wink*

My Christmas piccie will be up hopefully before christmas!! >w<

Until then! Ja mata ne! Toodles~ <3

what a week.. @_@
listening to: Iwao Junko - Yoru no Uta (Christmas)
wishes for: lots of presents!! and no grade below 1.0 TT^TT
mood:

From Khan's blog who got it from Benji's blog

Your element is Shadow: Indifferent, unusual,
gentle and a complete mystery. No one tends to
know quite what to think of you because you
camouflage your emotions so incredibly well,
almost as well as your thoughts. You are
unpredictable in that no one knows exactly what
your going to do or what your capable of and
you've made sure they never will. You are quite
the wallflower but deep down inside is a kind
and very intelligent person. You are capable of
love but unless you let some light into your
shadowed life you'll have a hard time with your
relationships. People are a mystery only
because they all seem too superficial, you
would rather be somewhere else, away from all
the noise perhaps putting your feelings into a
form of art, maybe writing your feelings into a
poem or journal, or perhaps painting a picture.
The shadows make you feel comfortable and you
don't like to step outside your comfort zone or
let anyone else in, the spotlight terrifies
you. You are truly a mystery.


.:-|What is your true element?|-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
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Monday
Nothing much happened. Took an exam, went home, blah. Uneventful, really.

Tuesday
No exams. Watched dad's play in the evening. It rawked. Was really fun. Mom ruined it though. She kept laughing everytime June was on stage. @__@ I don't blame her though. Leann was kinda.. er... funny.. on stage.. I mean.. the death scene! omg, the death scene!! xD

Wednesday
Defense day! And then i didn't know that objectp was having an exam today!! I didn't even study!! O__O!! But.. it's okay. At least i answered most of the items.. ^^; And then, went to UST to pick Creole up so we can watch June at Johnny together. Creole, Asia and Kael got in free!! Yay! :D We watched the 'last full show', aka the Gala performance. I saw lots of scenes with extras in it. xD It was fuuun. Can't wait to transfer and join Teatro xD Creole says she really really wants to join Teatro now :D Yay! And then, I got to eat two cups of Ice Monster (A new way of eating RICE -caloy)! And then.. we were at the cast party. WHoa.. drank lots of zombiess... i didn't know how many glasses i drank.. al i know is, i ended up getting a headache. o__o dad and i got home at around 3.30 in the morning. O__O major headache. Slept for four hours.

Thursday
Woke up at the same time Jem arrived at the house O_O! I quickly ran to the bathroom, took a bath, dressed up, ate breakfast, got money and we skidaddled to Megamall to meet up with a friend *wink* Went through lots of places until we got to Greenhills, bought what i had to buy, went all the way back to Megamall, went to North Edsa to play a bit of Parapara, went to Jem's house, watched Infinite Ryvius (MUST WATCH!!!!!! >w<) ate dinner, read a bit of Rizal, went home, read a bit more Rizal, went to sleep.

Friday
Uhh.. Took an exam, waited for papa at Powerbooks at Greenbelt, went home, went online for the first time in the whole week, worried about my grades, went to bed.

Today
Going to Glorietta to shop for presents and clothes. And I have to go to Megamall to pick up my comish from CK. ^^ Gaara-sama~ <3

Toodles~ <3

It's not my fault! I swear!
listening to: Crystal Kay - Motherland
wishes for: world peas
mood:


Your Seigaku Match is... Kikumaru Eiji! The plaster
boy of Seigaku! (Ok, acrobatic boy...). He's so
hyper that you'll never be bored on your
dates~! Did i mention that he's SOO cute too?!
XD Demo..you must learn to love his childish
nature~ or else you might find yourself getting
irritated by his somewhat insensitive nature...


Who Is Your Tenipuri Match? ~Seigaku~
brought to you by Quizilla


Your whole life someone has always been cheering
you on. Tennis is cool, and you are actually
pretty nifty (if not downright quirky) Win with
pride, or lose with honor it doesn't matter
because tennis is life and life is sweet. (Just
don't drink the juice...)


Which Prince of Tennis team do you belong on?
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If a kid asks where rain comes from, I think a cute thing to tell him is "God is crying." And if he asks why God is crying, another cute thing to tell him is "Probably because of something you did." - Jack Handy

Well, I wanted something positive.

je vous déteste tout
listening to: Plastic Tree - aoi tori
wishes for: la mort à tous
mood:

I have decided not to study at De La Salle University anymore. I have been lying to m yself for the past years that I like the place. No, in reality, I don't. The place is awful. The administration is an evil, money-leeching corporation that turns education into hell. The bastards. Besides, even if I do leave DLSU, it's not like anyone will miss me and vice versa. I don't care. Not one bit. Nope.

I decided I shall take up Behavioral Sciences at UST. Jem and I are still debating which school to go to. My number one choice would be UST, but since it is hard to transfer there, we've listed other schools. Among them are UP, Miriam and St. Scholastica's. We're still considering other schools like APC, Ateneo and shit. >.> We're having a hard time choosing, but we'll find one. It's our choice and we're sticking to it. They say it's hard to transfer to UST, but mom and dad says they'll help me get in. Hopefully, they'll help Jem as well. :) As for the other colleges we're planning to go in that doesn't have Behavioral Sciences, i'm taking any psychology or literature/journalism or advertising course. Yessir. No more programming for Rika. Nope. No more. Besides, studying at a semestral environment will give me more time to actually study.

For that to happen, I think I'll take up my grandma's suggestion of taking a Leave of Absence next term to sort everything out. I'll also be getting a part time job somewhere [thinking Bizu at Greenbelt as a waitress x3 cakes!!] Jem and I will be using that time to hunt for schools and get our applications ready. Hyep, Jem and I are all set to transfer schools as soon as possible.

Speaking of transferring, Val is going to transfer, too. Oh, and Michi? Don't be sad. It's not like I'm going to die. We'd still be in contact with each other, right? ^^ I'll introduce you to a friend of mine one of these days.. I'm sure you'd like each other. Hehe. ;)

So there you go. But I'm not finished ranting yet. Will do that later though. Stuff to do. Bah.

Pas de Deux
listening to: Ritsuko Okazaki - Morning Grace
wishes for: Princess Tutu!!! >w<
mood:

It shall be the title of my next masterpiece.. All I have to do now is look for the perfect coloring materials.. or else I'll be forced to color it with Photoshop. Thanks to Okazaki RItsuko-sama, I am inspired. I finally found a copy of the Op-Ed of Princess Tutu <3 Morning Grace is teh luff. ^^ Now, if you know what pas de deux means, you'll have an idea of what I drew. ^^ I just hope it comes out the way i plan it to.. *crosses fingers*

Anyway, today's the last day of the four-day vacation thing. I have read Rizal's The Philippines: A Century Hence and slept through it.. I also have downloaded bunches of stuff, including 23-26 of Kyou Kara Maou. I went to Kang's play last night, too.. And something happened last night.. x3 Not telling.

For lack of anything else to post, here's teh lyrics to Morning Grace

Morning Grace
Okazaki Ritsuko
Princess Tutu Op Theme

yonde iru koe saa me o samashite

nakigao nugutte
mabushii hikari kigi no tsuyu
umareru

dare mo shiranai himitsu no mizube de
odore inochi no pas de deux
kyou mo yume miteru

sore wa yasashiku hageshii nagare ne
doko made tsuzuku labyrinth
watashi wa yukou
nigirishimeru yume

yonde iru koe watashi ga hitsuyou?

kanashii no mayou no
tobidatsu tori yureteru hana
sasayaku

sayonara namida anata wa suteki yo
odore inochi no pas de deux
ashita o yume mite

watashi ga yuku wa sono te ni watasou
egao hitotsu de hora ne
konna ni atatakai

dare mo shiranai himitsu no mizube yo
odore inochi no pas de deux
asu o yume miteru

sore wa yasashiku hageshii nagare ne
shiawase sagasu labyrinth
watashi wa yuku no yo

--

ohmifeckingosh! someone just molested me at soulseek.. O__o! his/her name's 'wish_souhait' and he/she scares me. I already have a seme-sama, thank you very much.. =__=

owwie, my brain hurts..
listening to: that darned background music
wishes for: get past level eight.. >.>
mood:

DeathBall: not pr0n is a killer. >.< I got past level fifteen, but i can't get past sixteen!! And the site doesn't offer any more clues!! AAAAGH!!! >.< This sucks!!!! *shakes fist* the source code has muddled clues, too!!! >.< what am i doing wrong?!?! i hate this!!! AAAAAGH!!! >.< *wants artemis fowl's brains*

School still sucks.

I can't feel the "christmas spirit". Does it still exist? Did it ever exist in the first place? O__o Can i have a cookie?

Why do i not like pageviews? And why can't i find decent plaid skirts? And striped socks? Do butterflies like butter? What about donuts? Are donuts going to take over the world? Will lollipops enter politics? Why am I being silly?

...'cause i dun have anything to post, that's why. -___-;

churros con chocolate
listening to: Psycho le Cemu - Gekiai Merry-go-Round
wishes for: Artemis Fowl fanart. More books!!
mood:

Yesterday, after school, I was at PowerBooks at Greenbelt. I love that place. The best place to read books. Actually, any PowerBooks place is a really good place to hang out. ^^ I love that bookstore. Lotsa books to choose from~ Lots of really good books to read~~ <3

I finally bought book 2 and 3 of the Artemis Fowl series!!! YAY!!! *skips around* ^^ And today, I bought The SUpernaturals, another book by Eoin Colfer! He's a really good author! :3

And today, I got to eat lots of food~~~ Yay! x3 Yay for Rockwell and Powerplant. x3 Churros is fun. And then for dinner we ate out for dinner!

Anyways, not enough to say except that i wanna read the books i bought already. ^^ Later, nya~ <3

*cackles*
listening to: Plastic Tree - Monophobia
wishes for: SD13 Chris and Isao Nanjou!!!!!!!!!
mood:

Nyahahaha!! New layout in under five minutes!! *cackles* Thank you for copy and paste! xD And look!! PANTYSHOT!!!! xDD

I likes this new layout. ^^ Tish all black and purdee. Yay for Muffins!!! >w< I lurve them. Chocolate Chip Muffins and ChocoBanana Muffins are teh sex!!! Mmm!! Myehehe. I want more! x3 it's because CCS's IT department had a pre-Christmas bazaar and they were selling Little Miss Muffins!! MUFFINS!!!!! *cackles* Marc bought me two last friday. YAY!!! x3 THANKYOUUUU!!!

Downloaded lots of stuff today. Mostly Plastic Tree and Psycho le Cemu stuff. Happyyyyyyyy~~~ x3

TOHMA SEGUCHI IS GODD!! xD

ah, jeez, i really need my sanity back!! @__@

Anyway, on to more important stuff! Like IntroDB and ISTech2!!! *works ass off*

ps: grounded. no internet until further notice. in the meantime, stare at the pantyshot. it makes people happy. >3

clam+jam+fly
listening to: Mythical Channel 328
wishes for: sd13fcs!!! aaaaaaaagh!!! >.<

CLAMP's site has changed. Lots. They now have this personal webspace just for them. It's called CJF: clam jam fly, for reasons I have yet to find out.

Anyway, i shouldn't be online. I should be working on INTRODB and ISTECH2. Demmet. >.<

Oh, and also. CLAMP has Clover listed under continuing works. Meaning Clover isn't finished at Vol4 yet. Hmmm.. And I still want to know what Legal Drug is. I haven't found much sites about that, and that sucks major ass.

I need someone to translate CLAMP's site for me.. TT^TT

Anyway, preview of my Suikoden 2 fic can be found here. Go read.

Whooo...
listening to: Haibane Renmei - Blue Flow
wishes for: NARUTOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO..!!!!!!

Gaara-sama ish teh luff. So is Sasuke and Orochimaru and Naruto and Haku and Neji. All luffleees. <3 Mine!!!!!!!!!!! >3 Shikimaru was just hilarious. x3 I have to download Naruto.. Must know what happened between Gaara and Naruto.. Mm.

Last week was just horribly stressing. I luff the Naruto Marathon though.. I am bankrupt. I bought a family sized pizza last friday and I didn't even get to eat a single slice out of it. Bah. Now i want potato chips. And chocolate and candy. And more pizza. Damnit.

We have karekare for lunch today!! WHEEE!

And yesterday was Seme-sama's birthdayy!!! Oooh..!! Seme-sama luff!!!

I'll be finishing almost everything i need to finish today and tomorrow. I shall not be online in a few days 'cause i *reallyreallyreally* need to finish schoolwork.

I haven't blogged something really good in a long while, so here's some quizzes for you.


Which Historical Lunatic Are You?
From the fecund loins of Rum and Monkey.


Which Famous Homosexual Are You?
Brought to you by Rum and Monkey

omifrickingosh. wtf?! o__O


Which Latter-Day Glendinningite are you?
Brought to you by Rum and Monkey

No, don't ask me why i took this quiz. just don't. Oh, look! A cloud!


Which Horrible Affliction are you?
A Rum and Monkey disease.

ph34r.

untitled
listening to: Gackt - Hoshi no Suna
wishes for: no more.. no more.. i wanna die... *sob*

i wanna die.

stressed out maybe. due to schoolwork.

nah. not just that. life, in general, hates me.

"..it was that point in my life that i realized that the world had no need for me." -haku <3

and so my crazy dream continues...

bah. i have lost the will to do anything anymore. -_________- someone kill me. please. poison, guns, blades, i don't care how. just kill me.

yaoi
listening to: Seiken Densetsu 3 - Angel's Fear
wishes for: yaoi.

From here again. Bold entries are what i luff.

yaoi is out there
yaoi is the world i believe
yaoi is fun
yaoi is too hentai
yaoi is a genre of shoujo
yaoi is the japanese word for slash or male
yaoi is a shortened version of "yama nashi ochi nashi imi nashi"
yaoi is a woman's genre of manga
yaoi is a japanese term describing a genre of manga
yaoi is what we enjoy
yaoi is under "hentai shoujo"
yaoi is a japanese acronym for "yamanashi
yaoi is an abbreviation of the japanese phrase yama
yaoi is just a fictional glorification /glamorization kind of thing
yaoi is then you probably should leave now
yaoi is a handy name for gratuitous dirty sex
yaoi is a male/male relationship
yaoi is a "gurl thang"
yaoi is found in fan publications called doujinshi
yaoi is everywhere
yaoi is a particular
yaoi is not in
yaoi is male on male fiction created by women for consumption by women
yaoi is about the strong connection that forms between two people on an emotional level
yaoi is boy/boy or male/male sexual relations
yaoi is still mainly used for anime and videogame references
yaoi is something of a bastardized term taken from japanese that refers to a sexual relationship between two men
yaoi is used to refer to porn
yaoi is a form of anime/manga
yaoi is hentai is yaoi"
yaoi is homoerotica
yaoi is hosted on keenspace
yaoi is male+male relationships
yaoi is more focused on men
yaoi is often used to refer to both shounen
yaoi is the japanese term for a story involving two men being intimate
yaoi is a japanese term normally used to refer to a homosexual relationship in any specific fandom
yaoi is gay fiction for gays
yaoi is fiction
yaoi is a japanese term for male/male relationships?
yaoi is the following abbreviation
yaoi is good
yaoi is simply offering an alternative view of possible relationships
yaoi is fine with me
yaoi is properly an acronym
yaoi is mild but the story and the characters are unbelievable
yaoi is generated by talented fans
yaoi is to end with immense
yaoi is the acronym for 'yama nashi
yaoi is or is offended by the idea
yaoi is an abbreviation for "yamanashi
yaoi is male x male relationship
yaoi is x rated male/male fiction
yaoi is then
yaoi is pornographic; well
yaoi is great
yaoi is connected to the following things
yaoi is generally a term used in reference only to works of anime and manga
yaoi is wrong
yaoi is seen in kabuki theater as prostitution and videos of women posing as men for men in "shinjuku
yaoi is
yaoi is based on existing male characters put into a different context
yaoi is in you
yaoi is a japanese abbreviation which is used to signify homoerotic relationships
yaoi is a member of the following guilds and organizations
yaoi is a term used to refer to male/male or homosexual relationships of an intimate and/or sexually explicit nature
yaoi is another aspect of the romantic
yaoi is not an acronym from "yamete! oshiri itai!"
yaoi is a sexual act between two men
yaoi is the actual japanese term for fan comics
yaoi is known by
yaoi is secret in namco ^_^
yaoi is guy/guy romance and yuri is female/female romance
yaoi is an acronym for "yama nashi
yaoi is the term used for male/male
yaoi is in gw?
yaoi is to shounen ai as the erotic story is to the romance novel
yaoi is that you should avoid it

Because I am bored and I'm finishing up my genpsyc project thing.

I wanna sleep. =_______________=

red week strikes
listening to: Morning Musume - The Peace!
wishes for: no more work school

Warning: Before you read the following, one must at least understand the Filipino language.

tangina. grabe, iba na pala ngayon ang committe/group work. may volunteers nga, wala naman ni isa dun sa mga nagvolunteer ang gumawa. tangina talaga. mga putang ina. leche, walang kwenta. nagvolunteer pa diba? sana kasi naki-cooperate man lang. maayos naman ang pakiusap diba? sabi ko, sabi ni _____________ na sana pakiprint lang naman. ipiprint lang. okei naman kahit black and white. wala namang angal. alam naman ng lahat na may printer kayo. o kahit walang printer, meron naman dyang pc rental na may printer diba? common sense lang naman kasing dun nalang. nakiusap naman kami diba? tapos, sinabihan na din naman namin kayong maayos na sana magsubmit ng ideas para sa poster. may nagsumite ba? wala. pati ideas sa logo wala. grabe. kawawa si ________________. napabalik pa tuloy ako sa school kanina nang di oras. leche kasi eh. nasa sariling mundo, sarili ang iniintindi. tangina, wala na ba kayong pakialam sa mga kaibigan kaklase nyo? putangina. oo alam naming kelangan nyo ding magaral, pero sus naman o. sandali lang naman magpaprint diba? tangina, magpapasama lang naman, tinatamad pa. pucha talaga. sana malasin kayo buong buhay nyo. mga lecheng bwiset sa buhay.

two words. Fuck you.

� � 宮無� �科 ��。よ����願����。
listening to: Suikoden II OST Disc 3 - Freedom Again
wishes for: Princess Tutu OST

...if you don't understand that, do this: go to View > Encoding > Unicode (UTF-8) and then you can see it clearly mya. ^^

if you still can't understand, it's okay. it's supposed to say 'Watashi wa Miyamuri Rika desu. Yoroshiku onegaishimasu.' in kanji. Oh Nuffink. I was just playing around with the japIME.. which apparenly won't work in shift-jis, euc or auto. Oh well. ^^;

Anyway, got sick during the weekend. TT^TT Missed Genpsyc. I was absent for three days... and no one missed me.. *sobs* Well, there *was* a few... and their numbers only reach one hand.. Poor, poor me.. *sobs*

Today, Ellen pinched me on the cheeks. O__o just for wearing my special dress. OwO And everyone stared at me and loved meh. And my special dress. Which I designed. ^^ Teehee!

Mitch!! I'll send you the pictures once Ross sends them to me!! I promise!! :D I love you!! :D We should do that again some time.. I'll make more clotehs!!!!!! *squeals*

Today, i also learned that my memory suxxors. And I rule Guilty Gear when I play Ky Kiske. *evil laugh* Testament is smexy. *tackels him* mine, thank you.

Creole and I are being download whores. Soulseek, bittorrent and normal downloads for me... Heee.. Loving the downloads.. :3 Losing the disk space.. O___O Oh well. ^^;;;

Monday I'm getting a bunch of cd's frome Hades... Lots of Momosu PVs.. including W!!! Whee!!! :D Immagonnaget Kang a copy, nya! :D She'll love it!

Aaahh.. the Gravitation fandom is getting back.. *w* Yuki and Shuichi smexing.. can't wait!! *squeee* *melts*

My Saturday mornings are meant to be slept
listening to: Keyboard tappin' and people chattin' at g302
wishes for: sleep, demmet

I'm awake. I was woken up at 6.30 effin am just to attend a lecture/seminar for my Database class. >.< I want to sleep, demmet. And to top it all off, I didn't get breakfast at McDonald's!!! Agh!! >.
I need sleep. I have cookies in my bag. I have a lot of stuff to do today. I have to finish the scripts, I have to make another CCS Amazing Race logo , some CAR posters, the SCRIPTS!!! The scripts for the faculty variety show!! AAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh!!!!! *sobs*

Ooh, cool. We're doing some interesting webstuff.. I have to learn Java.. Mmm.. Fun. I want chocoichigo.net to be mine soon.. >3 And then I shall spread TripleH chocolate bars.. >D And Strawberry pocky!! Muhahahaha!!! Okay, so that didn't have anything to do with what we're doing..

We're actually making online databases, and our Prof is teaching us how to do them with Java and JavaScript... Take note that there IS a difference between the two. It's really cool. I just hope I can catch up.. Hehe. I need the knowledge of making online databases for chocoichigo.net I love that domain name.. chocoichigo nya~~ x3

I'm still sleepy. And I still want breakfast at McDonald's, but i don't think I can get one since the lecture/seminar ends at 12. >.< Damn my luck. And the lab's getting really really cold.. Add to that fact that I got the sniffles, and the shower didn't have any hot water.. *schniffle* I dun wanna be sick.. *schnifflecough* @___@ Too late.. @___@ Now how am I gonnado all that work that needs to be finiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiished??? *schnifflesobcough* @__X

I really want to go to sleep... -_______-;;;

PS: You found me! Omigosh! How long did it take? *cackles*

Froot Loops. It's like molesting Aki.. Only, Hideki's doing the molesting. Yum <3
listening to: those guys playing guilty gear on someone's laptop.
wishes for: them to get the fuck out of OUR territory *deathglares*

I am obsessed over Froot Loops. Don't ask why. I just am. I kept eating Froot Loops yesterday. O__o

Watched Bourne Supremacy with Khan last Friday. It was fun. Not as fun as the first, but still, it was fun. We met Arce at Powerbooks after the movie. I forgot to remind her about my sister's shirt. >.> Oh well.

Last Saturday, I got my dress made. Conflict over the cloths to use, though. I hope they choose the right ones. I haven't checked back on them yet. O__o I really hope they got the right cloths. I'm going to use that dress on the 29th 'cause me and Mitch and another friend of hers are gonna go Halloween Trippin' in Gox. Fashion Show!! Whee! I'm gonna get to wear make up.. *shudder* I'm not good at applying it, so I might ask Mitch or someone else to put it on me.. Mmmm.. About my hair.. it's eiher i put it in braids or wear a headband.. The usual ponytail wont work in this case. The dress is too pretty for my hair to be worn in a ponytail.

Oooh, i was also at Intramuros last Saturday! I didn't really wantto go, but I went.. And i bought really pretty earrings there!! So I'm glad I went ^^

Also! About last saturday! It was the longest time I've been online!! 13 hours 59 minutes and 58 seconds!! xD 14 straight hours just downloading episoded 1-26 of Daa! Daa! Daa! xD And now, I've watched up to episode 8 since I watch it afer doing homework and shit.. Hehe. I wanna go home early today so i can watch 9 onwards.

Last sunday was boring as usual.

Monday! Monday I got to play ParaPara Paradise with Ross! I can dance Speedway in Freestyle Hard Mode!! Yay!!! Ohh! i saw sir Geom in SM Manila~! When I was playing ParaPara Paradise, too!! O___O!!!! Whooaaa... Also.. anywhere you go.. CD-R King is ALWAYS slow. >.<

Hehe. Hmmmm.. Today, I was supposed to be going to Creole's place just to hang out.. but it turns out that she cancelled it.. >.> Boooo..

Tomorrow, I have to fix the Courseware proposal Danes and I have to pass.. @__@ We have to give it by Tuesday.. Hopefully we'd have a fine tooth comb run through it by tomorrow or Friday. You think STC would want to test the software? O__o

Oniichan made a Smiler League TCG and we're playing a test game in YM.. It's really confusing, but he says I've got the hang of it already. Or something to that effect.. It's confuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuusing!!!!!!!!!! @___@ Maybe that's why I don't play much TCGs... >.>

I'm at Gox. And I have to do one last homework I forgot to do yesterday.. I have to put in me notebook this dream I had.. Our prof is actually getting more and more fun these days.. Hehehe..

Anyway, I've ranted long enough.. I'm gonna get those arses out of our territory right now.. They're too effin' noisy. Damn bastards. *glare*

Toodles~!

your silence...
listening to: Shimokawa Mikuni - Alone
wishes for: something that would tell me that you still think about me.

...makes me realize how much i really do care for you. It's been two months since we last spoke to each other. Exactly two months today. Maybe it *was* a passing crush. Maybe. But I still do think of you. I still do feel something for you. I still care for you. I do. Maybe it wasn't as big of a deal than it was before, but i still do. I do care about you. I really do. And I still think about you. Everyday. Not one day passes that I don't think of you. I miss you. I really do. You know, I've always believed that you *would* be able to take me away from here and let me stay with you. There were times that I doubted that, but I still kept hoping. Amd I once believed that you would be able to keep me with you. But I guess you're right. About being two people living on either sides of the world. And maybe that's why we can't exactly be. I love you. Or I did. Maybe I still do. And maybe it would never happen. But I can't stop dreaming, right?

...I wish I'd be able to talk with you again. Even for just a minute, just to say 'Hi', just to ask you how you're doing.

I miss you.

Oooooh....
still watching Moonchild
wishes for: still Hideki x Aki numminess

This is fun. Los of fun generators for randomness. It even has a character generator! Coolies!

random stuffage from seventh sanctum:

Magical Knight Generator:
This lazy magic knight has slanted gray eyes and waist-length, curly, silky, red hair worn in an exotic style. He has a masculine build. He has holy powers that are activated by concentration. His semi-transparent outfit is mostly blue.

Bishotron:
This man's amethyst eyes are those of a prowling panther. He has shoulder-length, straight, ash gray hair that is styled in a way reminicent of a wave of water. His physique is very elegant.

Fwee... That was fun. ^^ Now I'm off to continue coloring Hideki in.. ^^

When termites attack...
listening to: watching: Moonchild
wishes for: HidekixAki numminess <3

...the ceiling on my roof gets to be the victim. >.> I now have no sanctuary. All hell shall break loose. I'll be leeping in my grandparent's room for the meantime. That means early wake up hours. Early sleeping time. No reading manga before bed. Someone save me. Please.

They're fixing my ceiling right now, and I don't know how long it would take them. I need my sanctuary back. ;__; I don't know how long I'll last if I don't have it.. ;___; *sobs*

The copy of Moonchild i have, however, is non-subbed. Thank god i have a good knowledge on the language so i at least understand what's going on.. I hope. *is still watching* Hyde and Gackt are so adorable together.. *squee* If anyone knows where to get a subbed Moonchild copy, please tell me. I don't think I'd like to watch it with a lot of squealing fangurls behind me on Friday.. NKK's having a mini-Japanese Movie fest showing a bunch of japanese animations and films starting 8 am and will go on up to 7 in the evening. They're showing Moonchild at 2 in the afternoon. I have no class at that time, but I'm sure there would be a lot of squealing fangurls skipping class just to watch it. And i don't like squealing fangurls behind my back. It'll ruin my watching mood.

Hmmm.. what else.. Oh. Went to school today. I said went. It doesn't necessarily means that I attended classes, right? *wink*

#@*^$&*@#!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11
listening to: Saeko Chiba - Sayonara Solitaire
wishes for: inspiration

...Crap. Just plain crap. I've lost all my will to work on ANYTHING. I'm supposed to be doing INTRODB work, but fuckin' hell, i've lost all my will to write. >.< And make that ER Diagram we're supposed to make. What the fuck is happening to me?!?! *frustratedarghsheeyut*

Bah. I don't want to write anything anymore. >.>

Hanging Out
lsitening to: Shin Hakkenden - Memories
wishes for: the old days

Last night, there was an earthquake. I thought it was a dream. O__o Oh-kaaay.. Strange ne? Mm.

Today, woke up late. Ate five pieces of suman. Went to SM to ParaPara with Kang and Khan and Jem. Creole was supposed to come with us since she was supposed to go to school. Um.. that's about it. ParaPara'd from three to five-ish. Then we all ate beef bowls at Yoshinoya. x3 Aaaaaaaaaah.. How I miss ParaPara Dancing. >3 It was fun. Got to do Easy Busy only once though.. Mikado twice. Got the hang of it already. Muhahaha. Kang and I want the ParaPara machine all to ourselves. We plan to buy it. Some day. >D

Aaaaaaaaanyway, Kang ends up sleeping over with me tonight.

And remember kids, 10 x 0 is ALWAYS equal to 0. *inside joke* Muahaha.

Feel sorta better now. Love you Kang. Love you Creole. Love you Ross. Thanks Aliah. Hi Mike.

Hmmmm.. Might write another serious post tomorrow. Anyways, 'till the next update~

Toodles~ <3

No, Seriously...
listening to: Story of the Year - Anthem of Our Dying Day
wishes for: sweet, sweet melancholy

Things happen. And when they happen, we usually can't do anything about it. It's already happened, it's already done and there's nothing we can do about it. What we can only do and hope for is that we make the right choices, the right decisions to make the future a little more desirable than what we're experiencing now. That's what Fate and Destiny is all about. Whatever decisions we make, what actions we do, whatever we think about, it all leads us to one destination. We'll always find ourselves facing our destiny. We are being guided, being shown choices, but our decisions, our choices is what makes our destiny.

So why am I blabbering about these things? At first, it was for nothing. For no reason at all. Except maybe some hints at DesCha. But when I realized it, I wanted to write about something else. Something I haven't written about yet. Something that I haven't talked to anyone about yet. Or maybe I *have* talked to someone about it, I just forgot.. Or that person never really thought much or did much about it.

What I am going to write next, I just want to be read. I don't want to wake up the next morning with my inbox/flooble/comment box full of pity and being sorry for me. No, I don't need those. I just need to get this thing out. See, if I keep it in, the pressure of it will build up, and if it stays in and never gets out, then BOOM! One day, I'll just snap and people'll probably find me behind bars or in the loony bin. Who knows. All I ask is for you to read. Don't do anyting, because you can't do anything anymore. Don't say anything because I already know what you'll be saying. I don't need that. I don't need anything right now except for people to read this. And get this out.

You see, this all started even before I was born. Some people might already know the reasons of my birth. Some might just shrug it off thinking I wask kidding, or just won't believe me. I was born just a month after my parents' wedding day. My mother was 19 years old when she had me. And she was eight months pregnant when they married. I guess it was a fad then, or maybe up to now. Premarital sex leading to a somewhat unwanted marriage just to make sure that none of the parties concerned feel guilty. And then, I was just there. And maybe it was my fault. And maybe it wasn't. But it was THEIR choice. It was my parents' choice. And who am I to complain? I *am* just a byproduct of two sex cells meeting. Nothing more. And so, I grew up. But I wasn't raised by my parents. They were too busy "studying" for college. My dad was in his last year taking his pre-med and my mom was finishing up her Jouralism course. My mom passed, no big. My dad never continued to study medicine though. Don't know why. WIll probably never know why. Wouldn't care. It's his decision. The point is, they didn't raise me. Technically, they just brought me to the waking world and left me to my grandparents. I don't think they have any right to be called "mom" and "dad" by me. I don't think they even deserve to be called "parents". But that's how the world goes. It's better to have something called "parents" than none at all. It's how society deictates it. It's a standard that everyone has to have or else you're not part of the circle. Frankly, I dont' care anymore. Anyway, getting to the point. I used to be nice. yeah. I used to care a lot about them, because I didn't know. Maybe if i still didn't know, I'd still care. But I grew up. I grew up, brought up by good people, had a seemingly normal life. By the time I reached elementary, I knew something wasn't right about my family. I was a loner when I was in grade school if I wasn't clinging on to Carla or to Jaya. They were the first ever friends I had. We used to hang out a lot. Until third grade, where we kinda got split up. That was when we rarely got to ever see each other. And that was also around the time i first got to know the word "dysfunctional". It's an adjective. The adjective that describes my family. So nothing is perfect. Nothing ever was. Three or four years later, I had no God anymore. Because all I did when i discovered that word was "pray". Just like my Grandmother told me. Because "people up there" will hear it and will make things better. But it never did. And I just didn't believe anymore. I only believed in what I can do, in what people can do. And usually, people hurt you. I met new people, made friends, some of them still are, and those who still are remain very dear to me. And I guess, I consider them more my family than what binds me by my blood. Family never necessarily meant being bound by blood to each other. You just have to understand each other. And that's what we have. We understand each other, behind all that fighting, all that misunderstanding. Because me and my friends actually find a way around whatever problem we have. Sometimes, we do isolate ourselves, but in the end, we find that we're together again. I never had that in the family I'm blood-bound to. THe problems just keep appearing, and if any one of us try to at least solve it, something goes wrong. And it's usually because of my mother or my father. More often it's because of my mother. And no, I don't want any part of it anymore. And i think my parents know that. I ran away once or twice. Because I never liked how my mom treated me. So I'm a rebel. Who isn't? That probably is my fault, but it's my decision as well. And so far, I've been good. And frankly, I'm glad I made that decision. I know it's going to hurt me at some point, but I don't care. I'll live through it. I know I'm strong enough. And so, right now, the only person most affected by all this is my youngest sister. She's the only person left living with my parents. She's the only person left who's putting up with their bickering, their fighting, their late night arguements. And I'm sure that it's hurt her emotionally, psychologically. And I've always wanted to take her away from all that. But she doesn't want to be taken away. I don't know why. Never asked why. It's her choice. I have to respect that. But I hate what my parents are doing to her. Lately, I've been noticing that my dad's been acting secretively. Having phone calls with whispered voices, going to "work" late at night and coming home two days later. That made my mom snap. And it's been like that for the past years already. No, I'm not caring because they're my parents. I don't care about them, about what they do. I don't want anything to do with them. I'm caring about my sister, who I'm afraid will not grow up right. In fact, she's already showing signs. What signs? She's bloody carving numbers on her bloody hand with a bloody knife. She's bloody going out with someone twice her bloody age. Gods, i won't be surprised if she gets pregnant during her college life. The point is, I don't think I can help her anymore. And everything is up to her. Up to them. Up to whatever choice they make.

And there I ranted without thought. And there I rabled on without coherence. And there I declare that I do not give a damn anymore.

Works in Progress
listening to: Miyavi - Happy End no Uta
wishes for: money to buy me an SD13 Boy

1. If Only - Suikoden Fanfic 98% done
2. War of Emperium Ch2 - Ragnarok Online fic - 10% done
3. Red Moon Murders Ch1 - 0% done And I said I'd make the scripts.. >.>
4. GoxLayp Skit 1 - 10% done I have no humor -__-;
5. TsumexToboe pic - 25% done
6. Aki's dA Kiriban - 0% done Evil procrastinator
7. Procrastination - 0% done I'll do it tomorrow. I swear.

And that, my dear ladies and gentlemen, proves that chickens indeed have taken over my brain and intended to rule the world. That or college just hates my guts and isn't giving me any inspiration for all that. >.<

Crap it all.

And to top it all off, the Miyavi songs I downloaded were kinda disappointing.. >.> And Mini Moni attempted to brainwash me with their songs, too. >.> Thank god for J-rock.

Ooooh!! Downloaded a copy of Moonchild yesterday. Took me almost the whole effin' day to do that. Dunno why. I'm supposed to be having this fast connection called DSL. Of course, I know there are better connections out there, but why the effin hell was my download effin' slow? >.< Haven't watched it yet, though. Want to, but haven't.

Read this really cute shounen ai story yesterday called Spontaneity. Edan is just sooo adorable *goes off to make fanart*

Got to talk with Seme-sama again ^^ HerHis insane laptop's sparklie and has good stuffus now. ^^ She He's happy ^^ And he loves to molest.

I miss her. Haven't talked to her in ages. *sobs* ...Or maybe it *was* just a passing obsession. But why do I still think of her? Am I only making believe that I like someone else because I do miss her and my subconscious just wants to kick my ass and make me realize that i really reall really miss her? That was as confusing as hell, but who cares.

Before I depart, a quote from Spontaneity:

"...chickens are far more intelligent than they let on to be and I have discovered that they are hell bent on taking over the world." -Prince(ss) Edan(a), Prince(ss) of Niall

Eh? ... O__O!!!
listening to: Sister Princess - Love Destiny
wishes for: SD13 LE Chris ver2

Love Destiny is an extremely cute song. ^^ I like listening to it. And because I like listening to it, I kinda sing along sometimes. And because I feel nice today (Wolfram x Yuuri..!!! Yesssssss!!!) here are the cute lyrics of the cute cute cute song~

Love Destiny
Yui Horie
Sister Princess Op

Aitai ai ai ai ai no ni
aenai ai ai ai kon'ya wa
Mado wo utsu ame yori
Hageshii arashi ni yureteru
aenai ai ai ai ai kara
motto ai ai ai tsunoru yo
moe tsukite mo ii kore ga saigo no shinjitsu

hajimete no deai wa heibon datta kedo
au tabini kakko no dare yori mo kikareteku

konna kimochi no wake umaku ienai kedo
unmei no koi to hito wa yobu no deshou
hitomi tojitara futari ni nareru
ima tatoe kono heya hitori demo
It's my only destiny

Aitai ai ai ai ai no ni
aenai ai ai ai kon'ya wa
katteni afureteku dekijou wo tomerarenai

dakara ai ai ai aitai
dakedo ai ai ai aenai
mou modore wa shinai
kore ga saigo no shinjitsu

dareka wo omou toki kurushiku naru nante ne
kore made no jibun ga tsugi tsugi ni kuzureteku
poozu to wa urahara makikomarete yuku kanji
mienai chikara de kikiyoserarete yuku
hitomi sorasazu futari ni nareta
ano yoru no kodou wasurenai It's my last destiny

Aitai ai ai ai ai no ni
aenai ai ai ai kon'ya wa
Mado wo utsu ame yori
Hageshii arashi ni yureteru
aenai ai ai ai ai kara
motto ai ai ai tsunoru yo
moe tsukite mo ii kore ga saigo no shinjitsu

nee fushigi kare wo omotte nakeru yoru ga arutte
maru de Love Song

dakara ai ai ai aitai
dakedo ai ai ai aenai
mou modore wa shinai
kore ga saigo no shinjitsu

I just love that song.. ^^

Speaking of songs, I heard this freakishly freakish song while eating dinner tonight. ABS-CBN dubs Ragnarok the Animation, right? Guess what? They made this sucky freaky ugly godforsaken Tagalog version of We are the Stars, RtA's opening theme. O__O FUCK YOU ABS-CBN! THANK YOU FOR MAKING MORE CRAP THAT WE DON'T NEED!

And they have no right to sue me. Everything in here is of my own opinion and no one can make me change that. *deathglares at ABS-CBN*

Moving on... Played StarCraft today like hell. Didn't eat lunch because of that. O__o Must practice more. Zergs rule. Terrans suck eggs. Protoss are cool. I really, *really* need to practice again. I am SO gonna kick Antet's ass when I play against him again. >D

I still want a SuperDollfie 13. Preferrably the LE Chris ver2. Or an FCS that would look like Chris ^^ I can't wait until I have an SD13~ <3 I would die happy when I do get one. ^^

Another thing I'd like to talk about tonight would be the Mini Moni movie, The Great Cake Adventure. Mini Moni is actually a subgroup of Morning Musume, and they make silly genki songs, too. Ai Takahashi is cute. O__O Actually, they're all cute. ^^; I like Mari Yaguchi bestest, tho.. But enought about that. More on the movie.

It's deathly cute. OwO See? I even did the demented panda smile. ^^; The movie is just soooo adorable! Their 3D characters were just sooo cute! And the songs were uberly genki!!! OwO I like it!! ^^ Everyone should watch it!

Er.. anyways, that's it for me now. ^^;; I'll be reinstalling StarCraft in a while so I can play it ^^

Toodles~ <3