tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-50193982024-03-07T04:02:18.489+08:00little girl bloodriotsthe rantings of an nineteen year-old fangirl regarding games, anime, love, life, the universe and everything she lays her eyes on... and what she hears, too. may contain profanity.
...you have been warned.corinnehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00062509587244803463noreply@blogger.comBlogger432125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5019398.post-48025958568309407902012-03-01T22:34:00.000+08:002012-03-15T11:36:39.149+08:00<strong><span class="Apple-style-span" >GV Hotels Travel Sweepstakes: Win A Backpacking Adventure Trip for 3! </span></strong><br /><br /><a href="http://i.imgur.com/O4xTl.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 520px; height: 520px;" src="http://i.imgur.com/O4xTl.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br /><div><div><br /></div><div>Join the <b>GV Hotels Travel Sweepstakes</b> and get a chance to win free backpacking trip for 3. This promo is open to all Philippine residents who are fans of GV Hotels on Facebook.</div><div><b> </b></div><div><b>MECHANICS:</b></div><div></div><blockquote><div>1. 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(1 like = 1 additional entry.)</div><div><br /></div><div><b>PRIZES AT STAKE:</b></div><div>An all-expenses paid backpacking adventure trip for 3 to one of the 22 branches of GV Hotels. This includes:</div><div><ul><li>Airfare</li><li>GV Hotels Accommodation</li><li>Meals</li><li>Basic Tour</li></ul></div><div><br /></div><div>PROMO PERIOD:</div><div>February 15 – March 15, 2012</div><div><br /></div><div>Visit <a href="http://www.facebook.com/gvhotels">https://www.facebook.com/gvhotels</a> to join the raffle now!</div></div>corinnehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00062509587244803463noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5019398.post-1151457197179164932006-06-28T09:07:00.000+08:002006-06-28T09:13:17.193+08:00<strong>Lol</strong><br /><em>listening to: Hyotei - Koori no Emperor 2<br />wishes for: monies<br />mood: <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v289/rikaneko/emote/artistic.gif" alt="fwee~"></em><br /><br />I rarely ever post here, now. I suppose it's because I don't know if anyone reads here at all. No one comments in my posts, no one leaves messages on the flooble, no one bothers... At least over at LJ I know people get to read my stuff.<br /><br />Maybe I should... I dunno. Close down Bloodriot and permanently move to my LJ. I don't need a blog no one reads. <br /><br /><br />...Much less something I don't post in.corinnehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00062509587244803463noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5019398.post-1147521567789756462006-05-13T19:35:00.000+08:002006-05-13T19:59:27.886+08:00<strong>Hm!</strong><br /><em>listening to: Aozu - White Line<br />wishes for: Wednesday, and Sean's "gift"<br />mood: <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v289/rikaneko/emote/okay.gif" alt="humhum~"></em><br /><br />At least some people here are having a good day.<br /><br />Care to tell me how your day went~? :Dcorinnehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00062509587244803463noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5019398.post-1145801379984474272006-04-23T21:05:00.000+08:002006-04-23T22:09:40.076+08:00<strong>Almost 20 years.</strong><br /><em>listening to: the karaoke thing on TV<br />wishes for: To get in UST College of Education, damnit<br />mood: <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v289/rikaneko/emote/geeky.gif" alt="yarr.."></em><br /><br />So. I'm down to my last 27 hours as a teenager. Wow. It's... sort of scary if you think about it.. I'm turning the double decades! I'm getting more responsibilities and I still haven't.. grown out of this childish attitude of mine. I'm still immature, still bratty, still.. someone with a mindset of a 13 year old. I still get teenage angst attacks, I still get emo over things.. I'm still short and my voice is shrill... How can anyone think I'm 20? I mean, everyone I meet say I don't look my age. All of them say that I'm fifteen or something, and can't believe that I'm in college. Well, I don't blame them. Mostly. I suppose, I just look young for my age. But then again, there are people who don't look their age but act theirs. So how come I'm not one of them? Probably because of my upbringing...? I was raised by people who gave me what I wanted when I was a kid. I was raised by people who pampered me, fussing over me, doing things for me. At school, though, I led another life. I was a loner, mostly, especially during elementary. I never had people with me during lunch or recess. It was mostly me, my food and looking out of the window at everyone else. Sure, I sometimes played with the other girls or hung out with them.. But I was mostly alone. And then I was shoved into a world so different from what I was raised in. A rumor spread that some girl crushed on me. I was confused. I didn't really know what it meant, being raised in a conservative family. And then I learned about sex when I wasn't supposed to have learned about it yet. At the time, I was only supposed to know that when your mommy and your daddy love each other, they get a bloody bird to deliver the baby. Whut. SO yeah. My mind got corrupted at an early age. I acted all innocent at home, and not-so innocent outside of it. And then, highschool came. I sort of started to change. I became a little more rebellious, less religious and more... more of who I am now. I suppose.. I got a little worse. But then again, all I ever wanted to do was find myself.. And I feel that the environment here at home doesn't let me do what I need to do to be 'me'. But then again, who really is 'Rika'? Is she just someone trying to escape reality? Or is she someone trying to become someone she can never really become? <br /><br />I, for one, wouldn't answer that question. Rika is Rika, whatever the explanation is. What makes Rika up is the things around her. Her past, her present, and everything in between and all around. That's what Rika is. Right? The good side, the bad side, the side Rika's never shown anyone else... That's Rika. Sugar and spice, not everything nice, though. Rika wouldn't like it, but that's how Rika is. Rika likes things that catch her eye, that tug at her heart, that speaks for themselves. It's a wide variety of things that make her up, and that's how it should be.<br /><br />Aah, but then.. am I "Rika"? <br /><br />^^; Aaaah, mou. I pulled another Shinji~ ^^;corinnehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00062509587244803463noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5019398.post-1143217997107335852006-03-25T00:16:00.000+08:002006-03-25T00:33:17.243+08:00<font size=7>WE CAN NEVER LEARN FROM PAST MISTAKES, CAN WE?<br /><br />WE CAN NEVER LEARN TO FORGET, CAN WE?<br /><br />BECAUSE EVERYTHING JUST KEEPS GOING IN CIRCLES AND I'M TIRED OF IT. <br /><br />I WANT TO HELP, BUT YOU'RE NOT LETTING ME. SO FINE. I'M NOT HELPING. NOT ANYMORE.<br /><br />I'M SORRY, BUT I TRIED.</FONT>corinnehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00062509587244803463noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5019398.post-1142767710787490332006-03-19T19:17:00.000+08:002006-03-19T19:28:30.796+08:00<strong>Well, whut</strong><br /><em>listening to: Aya Ueto - Egao no Mama de<br />wishes for: Iinchou<br />mood: <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v289/rikaneko/emote/geeky.gif" alt="blargh! :D"></em><br /><br />Hello, peons. It's been a while. I've been updating my LJ like whoa lately. Whut. It's all the fangirling, I swear. I think I should call the LJ my fangirl blog xD I mean, it's all fangirling and nothing in reality. <br /><br />So.. This would be my real life blog, ne? Wow.<br /><br />So, I'm still at Kang's. I should have left for home yesterday, but after work, we got so tired and we slept for most of the day! :O We woke up and it was late and it's dinnertime already.. So I stayed another night. Good thing Francis is here, too. We'll be going home together later. Francis, by the way, was their neighbor when Kang's family still stayed at Makaturing. Since Francis and I would be going the same way, it's convenient for me! It's seven in the evening right now, and I'm worried about how we're getting home. I don't think staying another night here is good. It's like, abusing their generosity. D: <br /><br />Nya, I was already lucky enough to have stayed two nights here. Making it three <strike>seems appealing but</strike> is too much.<br /><br />I had fun, though. Kang and I have done a lot proving that we can read each other's minds and stuff. Also, during my stay here, I realized that my sister really did become Kong's classmate during kindergarten. Wow. I saw the picture. Wow. She still looked like a girly doll then. But now.. xD <br /><br />Also... I really could never understand why Kang likes wrestling <strike>other than the fact that it's sweaty men groping each otherfrom UST</strike>. It's just.. EEEW. Big muscly sweaty men who make their manboobs twitch is just fucking GROSS, man. GROSS. EW.<br /><br /><br />Ah, I wonder if Mama's angry at me..I haven't really called home eversince coming here.. And I havent checked my celphone either. o__o; Ohnoes. xD<br /><br /><br />Goodluck to me~corinnehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00062509587244803463noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5019398.post-1140704003121366182006-02-23T22:09:00.000+08:002006-02-23T22:13:23.133+08:00<strong>ARGHBLE!</strong><br /><em>listening to: Hiroki Takahashi - Kiku-chan no Soran Bushi<br />wishes for: Golden Pair!<br />mood: <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v289/rikaneko/emote/indescribable.gif" alt="..."></em><br /><br /><br /><h1>I HATE COCKROACHES</h1><br /><br /><br />----<br /><br /><br />Kiku-chan no Soran Bushi is JUST SO FORKING ADORABLE. I can listen to it ALL DAY, ALL NIGHT. <br /><br />KIKUMARU EIJI, MARRY ME ♥corinnehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00062509587244803463noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5019398.post-1139850311098091572006-02-14T01:03:00.000+08:002006-02-14T01:07:55.380+08:00<strong>ATTENTION!!!</strong><br /><em>listening to: KENN with the NaB's - Wake Up Your Heart<br />wishes for: Um. Cake. And Chocolates.<br />mood: <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v289/rikaneko/emote/silly.gif" alt="*sweatdrop*"></em><br /><br /><b>THE ONLY MOVIE THEY'RE SHOWING ON THE 18TH IS WATERBOYS. AND THE ONLY TIME THEY'RE SHOWING IT IS 8 IN THE EVENING.</b> I forgot that the 33rd Nihonggo Speech Contest was going to be held on teh 18th as well (It starts at 2pm, Cinema 3, which is where Eiga Sai is held)<br /><br />I KNOW! I SHOULD HAVE CHECKED THE SCHEDULES FIRST BUT I DIDN'T NOTICE IT UNTIL NOW. I'M SORRY.<br /><br />This means KARAOKE AT PODIUM. BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA. And then Waterboys in the evening. You guys can play as much DoTA as you want, but we STILL would go on as planned.<br /><br />And don't forget the cake! I'm treating cake that afternoon! So, while you guys are eating cake, I'd be leeching off the WiFi and watching PaniSuta. Muharhar.<br /><br /><br /><br />Here's the timetable I made up just now:<br />1000-1200 - Meet-up. Probably at PowerStation, like we always do.<br />1200-1300 - Lunch c/o Artoo.<br />1400-1430 - On our way to Podium<br />1430-1530 - Karaoke<br />1530-1600 - Looking for a place with cake. Cheap, too, so I'll have enough to go home.<br />1600-1700 - PaniSuta. I mean, Cake.<br />1700-1900 - Whatever.<br />1900-1945 - Dinner<br />1945-2000 - On our way back to Shang to watch Waterboys<br />2000-onwards - Waterboys at Shang<br /><br />And then we go our merry way.<br /><br /><br />Unless you want to attend the speech contest? o___0corinnehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00062509587244803463noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5019398.post-1139761657800625812006-02-13T00:04:00.000+08:002006-02-13T00:27:37.816+08:00<strong>Go away, emo kid.</strong><br /><em>listening to: Nagayama Takashi - Haru ni Omoidashi Omou<br />wishes for: i honestly do not know<br />mood: <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v289/rikaneko/emote/indescribable.gif" alt="..."></em><br /><br /><i>We fought, you ran away. "It's always like this," is what I thought.<br />All I could do is bid you farewell as you fled, unable to do anything more, I...<br /><br />We're on a downhill slide; are you crying somewhere now, I wonder? Or are you actually somewhere waiting for me?<br />It's not like you'd ever take it back, you've made your decision...<br /><br />Why couldn't I just have been honest with you? I should have gone after you.<br />But you weren't there, you weren't there down by the river, where the sakura blossoms dance.<br />Why couldn't I just have been honest with you? Standing there, trying to look cool,<br />With the spring breeze blowing against me, I'll seek you out.<br /><br />The sakura blossoms blow around me as I search and search for you, growing tired, but all that's left...<br />...is your image, back turned to me, still there, in my eyes.<br /><br />I was wrong, but it's so like me--where are you now, with your back turned to me? I can't find you anywhere.<br />I just want to see your face once more, your smiling face.<br /><br />Why couldn't I just have been honest with you? I should have gone after you.<br />If only it had been enough, but it just wasn't. I want to go back to that time.<br /><br />Spring is the season when things are supposed to start,<br />But for me...I can't do anything but remember the past.<br /><br />Why couldn't I just have been honest with you? I should have gone after you.<br />I'll be thinking of you in that season when the sakura blossoms dance.<br /><br />Why couldn't I just have been honest with you? It's so long to wait, and I'm so looking forward to it.<br />The blossoms are falling, and you're just like the sakura, I'll be thinking of you in the spring.<br /></i><br /><small>-translations of Nagayan's song, Haru ni Omoidashi Omou, taken from <a href="http://community.livejournal.com/tutixnagayan" target="_blank">here</a>, as translated by <a href="http://fencer_x.livejournal.com/" target="_blank">fencer_x</a>.</small><br /><br /><br />So I'm writing because I think that no one's ever going to read this. I'm not doing this to bash anyone, I'm not doing this to get anyone to hate me, or anyone else. I'm doing this because I have to. It's... Catharsis, I suppose.<br /><br /><h1>Because it's hard being a friend for both sides</h1><br /><br />What was it that someone told me? Neutral Pacifism? Yeah, that one. Someone told me I wa a Neutral Pacifist. Because I don't want either side getting hurt. So in the end, I'm the one taking the pain. Just because I don't want anyone being sad. <br /><br />I take it. And then smile. Because I don't want to sulk about it.<br /><br /><h1>I KNOW IT'S NOT FAIR</h1><br /><br />AND I HATE IT BECAUSE I KNOW I CAN'T REALLY DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT. <br /><br />I want to say that I don't want anything to do with it, BUT I CAN'T. <br /><br /><br /><br />FINE. Do what you want, go ahead. I'll take care of the other end, so that nothing will ever have to happen. But what if I can't handle it? Won't I be blamed because I let it happen? <br /><br /><br />I just.. I don't know.<br /><br /><br /><br />Maybe you're right and I don't know you after all. I don't even know who I am. I don't know what to do anymore. I really want to say that I don't want a hand in this, but I can't. I'm your FRIEND. I don't want you to feel bad. Any of you.<br /><br />Heck, I consider you guys more my FAMILY than the people whose blood I share.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I love you guys.. and I don't want us to fall apart because of this. I don't want ANY of you breaking, hurting, and I'd do ANYTHING just so that you WON'T. EVER.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />But right now.. I don't think I can do anything anymore. Or at all. <br /><br /><br /><br /><br />That doesn't mean I'll not try anymore. I'll keep trying. <br /><br /><br />Even though I know that at one point, all of you would hate me. I still would try and keep us all together. Whatever it takes.<br /><br />I love you guys. I really do.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I just really don't know what to do right now.corinnehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00062509587244803463noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5019398.post-1139233204382130622006-02-12T18:20:00.000+08:002006-02-13T00:37:35.580+08:00<strong>Attendees!</strong><br /><em>listening to: Nagayama Takashi - Minamiguchi<br />wishes for: Blossom DVD<br />mood: <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v289/rikaneko/emote/content.gif" alt="nfu~"></em><br /><br /><i>Updated: Feb 12, 2006</i><br /><br /><b>EIGA SAI - Feb 18, Shang</b><br />- Me<br />- Creole<br />- Kang<br />- Khan<br />- Artoo<br />- Sean<br />- Liu<br />- Jake<br /><br />Confirmed with Kang. Benji cannot go.<br /><br /><strike><b>STC BandFest - Feb 17, STC Covered Court</b><br />- Me<br />- Creole<br />- Liu<br />- Sean<br />Not Sure:<br />* Khan <br />* Kang<br />* Artoo<br /><br />Nothing yet from Benji, and Jake.<br /><br />For the Bandfest, I'll be getting the tickets and you can either pay half or full. It's Php50.00 :D</strike><br /><br />Scratch the bandfest. Creole's not going anymore, and I'm not really a good host left alone. Besides. We're seeing each other the next day, anyways.<br /><br />We'll be having cake on the 18th, because I'll make sure I'll bring enough money for cake for all of us. Just cake though. Of course, drinks come as well. ^^;<br /><br /><br />EDIT:<br /><br /><a href="http://jfmo.org.ph/events_e.htm" target="_blank">Eiga Sai Movie List</a><br />And for those who're too lazy to click the link:<br />1. Gomen<br />2. Hatsukoi<br />3. Waterboys<br />4. Tsugumi<br />5. Swimming Upstream<br />6. Natsu no Page<br />7. Love Story wo Kimi ni<br />8. Koisuru Onna-tachi<br /><br />.....Most of those are Love Stories. Or have Female leads. Is Waterboys a love story? O__o;corinnehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00062509587244803463noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5019398.post-1139208190723166282006-02-06T14:37:00.000+08:002006-02-06T14:43:10.736+08:00<strong>New Layout!</strong><br /><em>listening to: Nagayama Takashi - Okuru Uta<br />wishes for: CAKE~!<br />mood: <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v289/rikaneko/emote/loved.gif" alt="nfu~"></em><br /><br />As a late celebration to BloodRiot's 3rd birthday, I've put up a new layout! It features Nagayama Takashi, posing for the Winter Bleach Musical photoshoot. The words are from his song, Kotoba.<br /><br />Credits:<br />brushes: <a href="http://wonderland__.livejournal.com" target="_blank">Wonderland</a><br />photo: <a href="http://community.livejournal.com/tenimyuenorondo" target="_blank">TeniMyu e no Rondo</a><br />lyrics: Nagayama Takashi's Kotoba<br />code/layout: <a href="mailto:miyamuri_hideki[at]hotmail[dot]com">rika shiroi</a><br />emotes: <a href="http://nittlegrasper.net" target="_blank">Nittle Graspers</a><br /><br /><br />So yeah. Happy Belated 3rd Birthday, Bloodriot~ Enjoy the new Layout~corinnehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00062509587244803463noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5019398.post-1139120137580278492006-02-05T14:13:00.000+08:002006-02-05T14:15:37.593+08:00<strong>HOLYFORKSBATMAN!!</strong><br /><em>listening to: *pnish* Vol 6 - Monster Box<br />wishes for: Panic Cafe<br />mood: <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v289/rikaneko/emote/bouncy.gif" alt="*glee*"></em><br /><br /><br /><h1>HOLYFORKSBATMAN! I FORGOT TO GREET BLOODRIOT A HAPPY BLOG BIRTHDAY ON FEBRUARY FOURTH!<br /><br />BELATED HAPPY THREE YEARS BLOODRIOT!</h1>corinnehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00062509587244803463noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5019398.post-1138948267438415622006-02-03T14:27:00.000+08:002006-02-03T14:31:07.450+08:00<strong>That one thing that changed my whole world...</strong><br /><em>listening to: Nagayama Takashi - Kokoro ga... (Toscana Ver)<br />wishes for: sideFudo+backstage<br />mood: <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v289/rikaneko/emote/loved.gif" alt="tutixnagayan forever!"></em><br /><br />I don't think any fandom has gotten me this deep into worshipping it. I don't even think Kamui has made me worship SuzuKen. BL Dramas didn't make me want to stalk JunJun or Sakupyon or Seki Toshihiko and the like. No. This fandom totally BLEW ME OUT OF MY MIND.<br /><br />See, things lead from one thing to another. At first, I thought I was only getting a new anime fix. And I've always been itching to watch TeniPuri but haven't until recently, when Kang and I watched it at her place. And then came my OTP battle between TezFuji and GoldenPair. Dream Live First decided this for me. Golden Pair wins. And then, Nagayan decided to <strike>throw a rock at me</strike> be ABSOLUTELY ADORABLE, threw a rock at my fandom boat, and now I've sunk so deep. Tuti decided to hop in the fandom as well <strike>since he and Nagayan are SO VERY MUCH IN LOVE WITH EACH OTHER</strike><br /><br />I was known to have yaoi as my desktop wallpaper and that my winamp skin matches my WinXP theme (The aesthetic groove one, since it coems with m atching Winamp skins for all four colors), but now...<br /><br /><center><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v289/rikaneko/untitled.png"></center><br /><br />They rule my world. <br /><br />I sincerely hope this isn't a phase I'm going through. I want this to last FOREVER. Because I'm getting Blossom in the mail soon >D<br /><br /><small>Anak ng tokwa, kaya ako nauubusan ng pera eh xD</small><br /><br />Maybe, after saving more money, and after buying my doll (which I'm now debating to name after Tuti and Nagayan or after Prynn), I shall buy all the TeniMyus that Nagayan and Tuti were in, plus every other merchandise that would include them.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />ps.<br />thank you, Kang, for introducing me to this fandom. ♥ I just wish I'd have discovered this earlier~ ^o^/corinnehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00062509587244803463noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5019398.post-1137166414819465892006-01-13T23:28:00.000+08:002006-01-13T23:33:34.833+08:00<strong>A Challenge!</strong><br /><em>listening to: Ilaria Graziano - Christmas in the Silent Forest<br />wishes for: inspiration, aka boku no kannojo, aka liebchen<br />mood: <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v289/rikaneko/emote/artistic.gif" alt="tscha!"></em><br /> <br />Imma do this. :D<br /><br /><b><a href="http://100challenge.cjb.net/" target="_blank">Art Challenge: 100 themes</a></b><br /><br />1. Introduction<br />2. Love<br />3. Light<br />4. Dark<br />5. Seeking Solace<br />6. Break Away<br />7. Heaven<br />8. Innocence<br />9. Drive<br />10. Breathe Again<br />11. Memory<br />12. Insanity<br />13. Misfortune<br />14. Smile<br />15. Silence<br />16. Questioning<br />17. Blood<br />18. Rainbow<br />19. Gray<br />20. Fortitude<br />21. Vacation<br />22. Mother Nature<br />23. Cat<br />24. No Time<br />25. Trouble Lurking <br />26. Tears<br />27. Foreign<br />28. Sorrow<br />29. Happiness<br />30. Under the Rain<br />31. Flowers<br />32. Night<br />33. Expectations<br />34. Stars<br />35. Hold My Hand<br />36. Precious Treasure<br />37. Eyes<br />38. Abandoned<br />39. Dreams<br />40. Rated<br />41. Teamwork<br />42. Standing Still<br />43. Dying<br />44. Two Roads<br />45. Illusion<br />46. Family<br />47. Creation<br />48. Childhood<br />49. Stripes<br />50. Breaking the Rules <br />51. Sport<br />52. Deep in Thought<br />53. Keeping a Secret<br />54. Tower<br />55. Waiting<br />56. Danger Ahead<br />57. Sacrifice<br />58. Kick in the Head<br />59. No Way Out<br />60. Rejection<br />61. Fairy Tale<br />62. Magic<br />63. Do Not Disturb<br />64. Multitasking<br />65. Horror<br />66. Traps<br />67. Playing the Melody<br />68. Hero<br />69. Annoyance<br />70. 67%<br />71. Obsession<br />72. Mischief Managed<br />73. I Can't<br />74. Are You Challenging Me?<br />75. Mirror <br />76. Broken Pieces<br />77. Test<br />78. Drink<br />79. Starvation<br />80. Words<br />81. Pen and Paper<br />82. Can You Hear Me?<br />83. Heal<br />84. Out Cold<br />85. Spiral<br />86. Seeing Red<br />87. Food<br />88. Pain<br />89. Through the Fire<br />90. Triangle<br />91. Drowning<br />92. All That I Have<br />93. Give Up<br />94. Last Hope<br />95. Advertisement<br />96. In the Storm<br />97. Safety First<br />98. Puzzle<br />99. Solitude<br />100. Relaxationcorinnehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00062509587244803463noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5019398.post-1136731598257151122006-01-08T22:42:00.000+08:002006-01-08T22:46:38.276+08:00<strong>i want to see you, but i can't</strong><br /><em>listening to: Gumi - Catch You Catch Me<br />wishes for: liebchen<br />mood: <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v289/rikaneko/emote/crushed.gif" alt="mou..!"></em><br /><br /><i>aitai na aenai na setsunai na kono kimochi<br />ienai no iitai no<br />CHANSU nogashite bakari</i><br /><br />Exactly how I feel right now. ):corinnehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00062509587244803463noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5019398.post-1136307396298523342006-01-04T00:56:00.001+08:002006-01-04T01:00:06.250+08:00<strong>Unfair</strong><br /><i>listening to: silence<br />wishes for: her<br />mood:</i> <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v289/rikaneko/emote/crushed.gif" alt="*SOB*"><br /><br />sometimes, i do the most stupid things for the most stupid reasons, and i end up regretting them. <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />where are you when i need you? *tear* i miss you so.corinnehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00062509587244803463noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5019398.post-1135307247340372822005-12-23T11:01:00.000+08:002005-12-23T11:11:14.746+08:00<strong>For the Holidays</strong><br /><em>listening to: CCS Christmas Concert - Yorokobi no Carol<br />wishes for: CHRISTMAS PRESENTS<br />mood: <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v289/rikaneko/emote/bouncy.gif" alt="whee~"></em><br /><center><br /><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v289/rikaneko/xmas.png"><br /><br /><h1>Happy Christmas! Merry New Year!</h1><br /></center>corinnehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00062509587244803463noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5019398.post-1135133112251464012005-12-21T10:44:00.000+08:002005-12-21T10:45:12.263+08:00<strong>Letters</strong><br /><em>listening to: Tomoko Tane - Let Me Hear<br />wishes for: ...<br />mood: <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v289/rikaneko/emote/scared.gif" alt="..."></em><br /><br />Dear Ross,<br /><br />I know you'll might never be able to read this as you have no LiveJournal account, nor would you even dare read, much less look, hear or acknowledge, anything that comes from me. I know it's rather stupid knowing that and I'm still writing this, but I feel that it is my duty to at least finally be able to say something, or in this case write, about what we used to be, what we are, what I wanted us to be, and what we will become.<br /><br />You, my dear friend, were one of the first friends that I made in College. You even had those dorky thick glasses then. Remember the silly pictures we took of each other during one of our 10-minute breaks? Those were memorable. I wish I still had copies of those, but I think I lost them. I suppose our yahoogroups still has copies, maybe I can still get it from there. Ross, my good pal, you were one of the bestest friends I've ever had in College. I even envied you, because you were so good in making friends. I was too shy. But I met you. I interacted with you. We became friends. We shared interests. We laughed together, ate together, went places together, made ourselves look like fools in the arcade playing ParaParaParadise, took pictures with quite questionable poses together... Those were one of the best moments in my life. I had a special place for you in my heart, I cannot deny that. I loved you like a fool, but never realized it until it was a tad too late.<br /><br />And it hurt.<br /><br />We cannot even be called enemies. We cannot even be called friends, at this rate. What are we then, Ross? Are we just two people who have nothing to do with each other? It hurts to think that, Ross. I felt for you; I still do, I think. It hurts to think that we may never ever return to what we used to be. I admit, I was wrong to overdo what I did. I never thought that you'd react like that. All I wanted to teach you was that you should stop saying "I give up." Because I never wanted you to lose face. I wanted you to be who you really are: someone with a brilliant mind who can do anything if he willed himself. Maybe the method I used was a little too harsh, or maybe it was immature. Maybe I shouldn't even have bothered to try and help. But I did. It was in my nature. And I don't have foresight. If I did, I'd have known what could have happened and prevented it. But I don't. And I let it happen. I should have done something. I think I did, though. If I did or didn't, I don't think it matters. You never looked at me anymore. You didn't hear me, see me, or even feel my prescence. You erased me from your life.<br /><br />At one point, I accepted that. That form of acceptance was a mix of anger and impassiveness. I expressed that I was mad at your being so cold at the same time did not care. I was foolish. I should have said that I was sorry as soon as possible, but alas, asking for forgiveness was never part of who I am. So I let it pass. I let it hurt. I let it be.<br /><br />Time passed, I've gone and left Gokongwei for what I hope is a better institution for me, for a course more suited to my skills. I've said goodbye to all my friends. You were there. I wanted to walk up to you, give you a hug and say goodbye a last time. But I couldn't. I could feel the distance that separated you from me. At first, I thought it was just a tiny little tear, one that we can mend with a thread and needle. No; It was worse than that. It's as if we were worlds apart. As if we never existed.<br /><br />So I left De La Salle with a heavy heart. Because I was leaving behind people I cared for. Because I was leaving behind memories I wanted to last forever.<br /><br />But mostly because I've never uttered three words to you. Three simple words that could have brought us back together. Three words that could have made me stay.<br /><br />No, I did not leave because of you, dearest Ross. I did not leave because of the distance between us. I did not leave because I would see you everyday, but you would not see me. I did not leave because of the pain I felt in my chest when you planned CCS Amazing Race all by yourself-- I was supposed to be your partner, remember? We had been planning that since after the success of last year's race. No, I did not leave because of that. I left simply because there is no place for me with that course. Computers, Ross, were merely my hobby. A hobby cannot be the focus of your job, because you'll get tired of it eventually, and I do not want that to happen. Not only that, I don't think I'll get far with programming. I suppose it was all luck for me.<br /><br />Ross, I've made bad decisions in my life. And not telling you anything is one of them. I told my bestfriend once that I liked you, that I somehow knew you felt the same. I had hoped to have ended up with something a little more that friendship. My favorite picture of the both of us is still the one we took last year, with me wearing that silly dress: it was of you hugging me in a more or less possessive manner. It's still my favorite. It'll always be.<br /><br />I suppose, we should move on with our lives. I suppose, we shouldn't bother with these things anymore. I suppose I should accept the fact that we'll never be friends again. But if we left this behind and not do anything about it, it will haunt me forever. I know you might never forgive me, but at least let me say my peace.<br /><br />Ross, dearest, there's a space for you in my heart. If I dared tell you those words, I don't think there would be an emptiness in it right now.<br /><br />I wish you all the best, my dear friend. I hate having lost you.<br /><br />I am sorry. For everything I've ever done.corinnehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00062509587244803463noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5019398.post-1134439593753323112005-12-13T09:31:00.000+08:002005-12-13T10:06:33.766+08:00<strong>Past, Present, Future</strong><br /><em>listening to: Cluster'S - Kimi to Iu Na no Hikari<br />wishes for: the DesCha Kada<br />mood: <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v289/rikaneko/emote/loved.gif" alt="awww.."></em><br /><br />I had this realization last Sunday evening while browsing the net. It actually started when I dropped by <a href="http://shiroimiyamuri.descha.net/">This Place</a> to see if it was still up and wondered how I was supposed to access the FTP site again. And then it hit me. It was only a few more days until my DesCha anniversary.<br /><br />See, five years ago, I met this really hyper freshman. We had a similar taste in, well, everything (we still do). She was a freshman, I was a sophomore, and now, we're the bestest of friends. That very same year, before the year ended, I was introduced to That Which Became My Life. It was today, five years ago, that Rika Shiroi was brought into the world of DesCha. And I'm so glad that happened. (Today, I might add, is also the anniversary of the infamous Six Words. On the 22nd of the month, another 'anniversary' is going to take place: The EB That Went Wrong. For those of you who have no clue what these things are... SUCKS TO BE YOU!) <br /><br />Today's a really special day. I made a drawing for today, but I won't be able to put it up because of time constraints -- I can't scan it and color it by the end of the day, else I'd skip the whole sleep bit, which is bad for work. So, I'll be doing that this weekend, when I'got more free time. <br /><br />Um. I lost my trail of thought there for a while.<br /><br />Today, as I've said, is a special day. Five years ago today, I found the people who I'd love to spend the rest of my life with. I remember the old days, when four of us still had 3way calling. We'd be five or six on the line and we'd be chatting like there's no tomorrow, having a DesCha epi. I remember the very first epi I had-- that was with Creole and Arred, and it was in Senta Stadium. For that episode, I was awarded first (and only) character to have ever received the most number of flowers on the first day of playing. (And if I remember correctly, that was also the episode where Ichidai Takahashi decided to lose his swimming trunks while flirting with Rika) And that was also the night, my friends, that the infamous Six Words were uttered. (Still have no clue? Sucks to be you.) <br /><br />Y'know, even if Gino's all the way in Australia now, and we're not really playing DesCha much anymore, and that we're almost never together anymore, and that most of us are struggling with work and studying now, and even if DesCha disappears and is forgotten, I still believe that we, DesCha kada, will be together forever. It's not the game that brings us together anymore. <br />It's us. <br /><br />A toast, my dear friends, for DesCha, for the DesCha kada, for a friendship that will last for eternity.<br /><br /><h1>I LOVE YOU GUYS</h1><br /><br />The DesCha Kada:<br />Gino, Creole, Khan, Kang, Arred, and me<br />♥corinnehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00062509587244803463noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5019398.post-1134255791915075732005-12-11T06:58:00.000+08:002005-12-11T07:05:18.180+08:00<strong>Strange things go in rika's head</strong><br /><em>listening to:Hiro Shimono + Hiroyuki Yoshino - Mirai no Chizu<br />wishes for: LE TOUYA or an FCS-f16<br />mood: <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v289/rikaneko/emote/surprised.gif" alt="arghble?"></em><br /><br />I love work and the people I work with, but...<br /><h1>I WANT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL</h1><br /><br />):corinnehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00062509587244803463noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5019398.post-1132021440996224952005-11-15T10:19:00.000+08:002005-11-15T10:24:01.010+08:00<strong>Sympathy Needed</strong><br /><em>listening to: Hoshi Souichiro - Always...<br />wishes for: a new motherboard<br />mood: <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v289/rikaneko/emote/scared.gif" alt="*tear*"></em><br /><br />Rest In Peace, Jimmy. I barely used thee.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />RIP Jimmy<br />1999-2005<br /><br />--------------------<br /><br /><br /><br />Jimmy's motherboard gave way last Sunday, November 13, 2005. We tried to revive him, but today, November 15, Jimmy officially is gone and needs a new motherboard. My poor Jimmy. I shall miss you forever.corinnehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00062509587244803463noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5019398.post-1131109393957764202005-11-04T18:48:00.000+08:002005-11-04T21:03:14.026+08:00<strong>omfg</strong><br /><em>listening to: Yui Makino - You Are My Love<br />wishes for: superdollfie!<br />mood: <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v289/rikaneko/emote/bouncy.gif" alt="eeeee"></em><br /><br />Okay, so yesterday, I spent the whole day out. Why? I applied for a job. Mum went with me 'cause it was my first job interview thingie so she wanted to be there. Ritz tagged along. No idea why. Freebies? or something. Anyway, We first went to Pasig, for the company i saw in an ad. Turns out that there was a cut-off thing so I really didn't get to have my interview that day. Screw them. Saw Tita Chinky on the way there. (Hehe. Chinky is so near Chinko <3 ) So Mum suggested we go to that company Ate Marya worked in. This ate Marya is different from Kang's Ate Marya, bless her soul. This Ate Marya works at ACS, Inc, and she's one of Mum and Dad's Teatro friends. Anyway! So, we make our way to Makati where ACS is. Taxi. Fell asleep in it. Never wake me up before 10 am, really. I fall asleep anywhere if you do. /: So we get to ACS' office. Mum goes up with me to the 20th floor; both of us was kinda excited. Ritz was left down in the lobby since she didnt have an ID. I think she went over to starbucks or DeliFrance, right across the building. Anyway. 20th Floor. Man, that place is pretty. I love the interior decoration. So relaxing ^^ So I go for my interview. Pretty quick, really. Around 10 minutes of promoting myself, repeating things over and over, saying stuff that's already in my resume and shit like that. And then I wait again for another 10 minutes or so for my second interview. The second one determines which Account I'd be sent to. So I have my second interview with this really cute HR guy; his name's either Jeff or Jared or Alfred xD Something like that. He's really cute and he's half a head taller than me. That or my senses is thrown off because I was wearing heels... anyway! xD Yeah. The guy gives me a slip so i can take a few tests at around three in the afternoon at the 9th floor of the same building. That was 10 minutes to 3. So I go down and wait the 10 minutes. 3 came, we took the exam. Damnit, the exams were too easy. What did they think we are, sixth graders? Sheeeeeeeeet. Computer literacy test was chicken feed. English proficiency was a breeze. They made us write an essay, too. The last test was a typing speed test. They wanted a minimum of 25wpm. I got 64wpm *cackles* Kinda slow, really. Or is it? I'm not sure xD Anyway, so I get this slip that says I have to go to Allied Bank tower at 9 in teh fricken evening. I wondered why. By that time, Mum and Ritz were in Greenbelt. I had no idea how to get there so i walked. From Paseo de Roxas to Greenbelt 4. My feet died. They said they were in greenbelt 1, went there, didn't find them, went back to greenbelt 3 to check if they were at timezone, they werent there still, so i stayed in PowerBooks to check out the new books. OMG, PowerBooks live has Cirque du Freak!!! Eee! I can finally read Darren Shan!! *raburabu* And then we watched a movie. Zorro's time didn't cooperate with me so we watched this Pinoy slapstick movie instead. So many cliches~ I still found them funny though. xD Dehm. After the movie, we still had some time left, around an hour. So we spent some time in the arcade. Free games. Mmmmm. Love <3 After the games, we took a jeep to Ayala Ave for my Allied Bank interview thing. At the time, I did not know what my Account was. The second interviewer never really told me, and I didn't really know. When I god there, this nice old guy told me what my Account was: MCI, this American phone company thing. Whooo. I got there at 8.30, lots of time to kill. This dude peeks in the waiting room, turns out to be this other guy i took the test with. His interview was on the 10th floor; he just escorted this girl to the 9th. Five, ten minutes later, some familiar face passed by, looked at me strangely and went inside the offices. We were both like, "Wait, I know that guy.." When he was already inside, it hit me. He was my dad's cousin, Tito Donsy. And then i was all, OMGOMGOMGWHATAMIGONNADO?!?! A few minutes later, Tito Donsy went out again, took a good look at me and said, "I know you. Who are you? I'm supposed to know you. Are you my cousin?" x3 It was a fun coincidence. And I think that was also a plus in my interview with Miss Betsy. Miss Betsy's the American, who's probably in charge of MCI. It was a quick interview; she gave me the basic things about MCI, about being a customer service representative, etc. Miss Betsy then told me to wait for a call today, Friday, to see if I passed or not. So we went home, me, mum and Ritz, on this bus. This ROACH infested bus. We all agreed that we should have taken a taxi instead. Eeeew. We got home at around 10. I slept almost immediately. With a headache. Ick.<br /><br />ANYWAY. I woke up today, feeling all nervous like. The first thing I thought was, Shit, did they call yet? Apparently, they haven't. So I continued to wait. I played Gakuen heaven. I got the Kazuki Friends Ending. Poo! Omg, the MVP game xD My luck must be good; I have no bloody idea what the kanji means and I got them all right XD And then, by two in teh afternoon, I got a call on my celphone! I thought it was just an SMS since my SMS ringtone and my call tone are the same (One Winged Angel, yo) In short, my caller said, "Why aren't you here? You're supposed to be here because you passed the interview and we're giving you a job already!!!" I was like OMFGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! I FINALLY HAVE A JOB >w<<br /><br />Training starts Monday, 9 in the evening up to 6 in the morning. Coolies for me since I'd be wide awake at those hours xD <br /><br />My getting a job would also mean some things.. I won't be online as much anymore and if ever i am, they'd be in the morning/afternoon, unless, when I work, I get to surf the net and stuff... We'll see. ^^ Also, my manga would now have very slow progress since I'm going to focus on my work and stuff @__@ I shall be suffering, but at least I'd be getting the money for my Ball Jointed Doll. *cackles*<br /><br />...Makes you think what my real reason in getting a job really is, ne? *cackles again*corinnehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00062509587244803463noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5019398.post-1130959437164617882005-11-03T03:22:00.000+08:002005-11-03T03:23:57.176+08:00<strong>Mmm.</strong><br /><em>listening to: Yui Makino - Amrita<br />wishes for: OmixNagi<br />mood: <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v289/rikaneko/emote/scared.gif" alt=";3;"></em><br /><br />I built my world on lies and truths. If I stop now, the world I made for myself will collapse and I won't be able to bear it.corinnehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00062509587244803463noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5019398.post-1129650900950943672005-10-18T23:40:00.000+08:002005-10-18T23:55:00.956+08:00<strong>Kitaa!!!</strong><br /><em>listening to: Densha Otoko OST<br />wishes for: Densha Otoko DVDs<br />mood: <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v289/rikaneko/emote/indescribable.gif" alt="AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHH!!"></em><br /><br />CLIFFHANGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br /><br />The damn drama gets you totally hooked into the whole episode and then KILLS YOU DEAD DAMNIT!! The bloody cliffhangers PUSH YOU OFF THE BLODDY EDGE MAKING YOU FALL DOWN A BAJILLION STOREYS!!!<br /><br />What the hell am I talking about, you ask? DENSHA OTOKO of course. The J-Drama has EVERYTHING. It's like, a live-action anime. THE anime of all animes. Except it's live-action. If you dont get me, then you're no otaku. >:3<br /><br />Aaaaaaahh~~ Demo! Demo!!! The series is sooooooo good! It even has a book about it! And the publisher says that the story is true! Kyaa~<br /><br />EVERYONE SHOULD WATCH DENSHA OTOKO!! >w<<br /><br />*downloads the rest of Densha Otoko*corinnehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00062509587244803463noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5019398.post-1128868645113516652005-10-09T23:00:00.000+08:002005-10-10T02:16:17.243+08:00<strong>LOL</strong><br /><em>listening to: Gravitation - <strike>Super Dollfie</strike> Super Drive<br />wishes for: Volks FCS F28<br />mood: <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v289/rikaneko/emote/surprised.gif" alt="eheh..."></em><br /><br />Look at what the obsessed bitch did today.<br /><br />I went home, carrying big boxes and shopping bags, put them on the floor in the living room, got the keys to my room, went up and expected a fecking FCS f28 on my bed.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />WELCOME TO REALITY RIKA. Get a job already.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Well, I'm off to watch The Exorcist 8D Wish me luck<br /><br /><br />[ edit 2.15am ]<br />i fucking do NOT want to go to bed yet o___o to scared to sleepcorinnehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00062509587244803463noreply@blogger.com0