Lost my inspiration to write
listening to: The Scanty - I Love U
wishes for: my muse to come back ;__; i promise i'll feed you more shota!
mood:

Oh em gee, as Creole says. It seems that I can't write decently anymore. After the first chapter of Nine Tails was finished and a few paragraphs of chapter 2 was done, Mittens has left me alone. *sobs* Mittens is my muse, see. He's actually an evil yaoi spirit given to me by Artoo. I dunno where he is right now. I want him back. *sobs* Please, if you find my Mittens, please tell him I need him. I have a whole new shota collection just for him! ;__;

*on her knees, looking and shaking fists at sky* NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!
listening to: Xenogears OST
wishes for: Legend of Mana 2
mood:

I just heard from Khan that Square cancelled making Legend of Mana 2.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAGH!! DAMN THEM!!!!! AAAAAAAAGH!!! I swear I'll kill the project head when I find out who that person is!! Why is he doing this to us?!?! *sobs* Screw Final Fantasy! I want Legend of Mana 2!!

Nfufufufufu!
listening to: Suikoden III OST - In the Moonlight
wishes for: shota! and my most special person! <3
mood:

this is fun

i meet lots of nice people over at LJ. x3

school sucked. skipped my first class this term. DASALGO. x3 gods, i was hungry.

i sold my soul to the devil
listening to: Shimokawa Mikuni - Popcorn
wishes for: cake and ice cream!
mood:

AKA i have an LJ.

That doesn't mean I'm leaving Bloodriot. ^^ I love Bloodriot so much, it's nearing its 2nd year anniversary. I have something planned for Feb 4th. ^^ Watch for it. ;)

I'm happy. I got to choose the bestest topic for my Informative speech for next next week. Topic: Elegant Gothic Lolita. I am love. <3

depressed
listening to: Shimokawa Mikuni - Alone
wishes for: *sigh*
mood:



because i miss her dearly.

because i hate the fact that she's on the other side of the world.

because i know that i might never meet her face to face.

because i know that a lot of people like her who she likes back.

because i care too much.

itai. mune ga itai.



I:

Your Beauty lies
in Sadness. Lonely, depressed and feeling broken.
For whatever reason, you see
this world only for the bad that it holds carrying
the burdens of yourself and
others. Some people like to be with you and your
unique vantage point when they
are down, you are someone who can sympathize with
them. But you find yourself
alone again when they seem to find a solution and
are happy again, yet you still
are stuck in this rut. Do not worry, you will make
it out at some time. Everyone
does, if you try. When you are seen all others want
to do is make your pain go
away, but that is something only you can do. You
probably keep to yourself a lot
and don't like to let people in, afraid to be hurt
again. You feel empty and
helpless and your looks reflect that, often seen
with tears in your eyes.

Some Things
That Represent You:

Element:
Dark, Earth Animal: Robin Color:
Grays, Blacks, Dark
Colors Song: Tourniquet by Evanescence
Expression:
Tearful Frown

Gemstone:
Aquamarine Mythological Creature: Spirit,
Gargoyle Planet: Mercury Hair
Color: Blue-Black Eye Color:
Gray

Quote:
"Am I too lost to be saved?"

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thanks val. thanks khan. i feel a little better.

Dance, Gojyo! Dance!
listening to: that silly romanian song
wishes for: 60 cd's to back-up my cluttered 40gig drive
mood:

Oh gods this is addicting!!! Gojyo is so kawaii!!! *pinchii!*

Yes, well.. *ahem* There's an upcoming anime event where I plan to cosplay. It would be either Temari from Naruto (Oh gods, I'd really love to cosplay her!!!!! >w<) or Rukia from Bleach (Ohhhh~ Shinigami~~~ <3 Bleach is luff!), though most likely it would be Rukia, judging from the materials I'll be using for her costume. And I have the hair for it! Tscha~ <3 I'd still love to be Temari though.. I might even have Amiel and Mike cosplay as Gaara and Kankurou for me :D

Yes, that aside, I finally understand Operation Counting in DASALGO x3 The thing is, all my classmates are freshmen (except two, who are my batchmates but I dun even know them personally!) and I don't know what to do when I need to group myself with people for the machine projects o____o

And there's a bunch of us Filipino deviantAtists who are planning a dA convention. It's not gonna be something like an anime con, since dA doesn't just have anime artists. We have all sorts of artists. We have people who draw, who write, who take pictures, etc. So it's gonna be more like an art exhibit/gallery convention thing. ^^ I'm sure it's gonna be fun. I'm part of them people who're planning it :D

Meh. Now, I really think I'll be cosplaying Rukia. She's easier to make. *scratches cheeks* But I wanna cosplay her wearing her Shinigami clothes, not the school uniform. Cause Shinigami roxx0rz.

Bleh. I need to go to UST soon. @_@

Um, I guess that's it for tonight. :D

Toodles~ <3

*spazz*
listening to: Morning Musume - Happy Wedding Song
wishes for: brownies. because i never got to eat any today.
mood:

Oh gods, it was like, whoa..!!! And then WHOAA!!! and then Whoooaaaa.... You should have been there. It was awesome. We were awesome. x3 Kickass dude. Sanzo the homie was in teh house, j0!

Yes, and everyone else has an LJ and I don't. I suxx0rz! Boo! Hiss!

I saw Sanzo half nekkie. w00t for Hakkai! >w<

I am drunk. duah. from what, i do not know. o_O i mean, we didn't even drink. Oh, wait. i'm not drunk. o_O this is just normal behavior. i keep forgetting that.

Para para forever, j0!

I have not blogged for ages.

Happy new year. :D I am late, I know. I still greeted. ^^

I am random tonight.. whee! :D

My top three strangest gifts this christmas:
1. lingerie! Whoo! xD
2. an autographed picture of Jon Lapuz. O_o
3. Php600 worth of load. O_o;

My top three bestest gifts this christmas:
1. Eragon! Yessh!! FINALLY!!!
2. Php2000!! MORE FOR MY SD13 FUNDS!! WHOOO!!!
3. a laptop i never really got that. Boo.

My top three goals this year:
1. Raise enough money for a super dollfie 13 male!!
2. Get high grades, pass everything and be happy.
3. get plane tickets to the USA so I can finally leave the country and hopefully meet her. *squee*

I shall do a Creole imitation. *ahems* LOLZOMFGZZSTFUL0ZERR!!! xD gods we're all crazy.

Mango Musume gots an Ai Takahashi and Mari Yaguchi now! Whee! :D

oh yeah, i almost got caught watching Enzai last night.. O_o That was.. strange. O_o

And! I have started on Red Moon Murders! Whoopeee!!! because Adagio kept pestering me! And Amaru has turned into a manwhore! the bastard! *shakes fist at Amaru*

The first chapter of Nine Tails will be up soon. I need to edit it and fix the last part where Seiji pokes fun at *name censored until the end of part one is written because I rule*. Oh, they get to molest each other, too. *ebil laff*

i lub j00z.

and chickens are evil, j0.

ps. I need yaoi smut. care to give me some? or direct me to somewhere i can get them? for free?


Fire Goddess


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i wanted something else, but the description fits me so..


You're a sexy girl! You are beautiful, and you
love attention from guys, and are very
flirtatous. You might come off as a slut and
bitch to some but I think you have another side
to you that is pleaing for attention, love, and
care. You might be confident on the outside but
don't be afraid to unleash a more sensitive
side. Be better than just the average sex
symbol.


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omfg, where the heck did that come from? O_o