Hanging Out
lsitening to: Shin Hakkenden - Memories
wishes for: the old days
Last night, there was an earthquake. I thought it was a dream. O__o Oh-kaaay.. Strange ne? Mm.
Today, woke up late. Ate five pieces of suman. Went to SM to ParaPara with Kang and Khan and Jem. Creole was supposed to come with us since she was supposed to go to school. Um.. that's about it. ParaPara'd from three to five-ish. Then we all ate beef bowls at Yoshinoya. x3 Aaaaaaaaaah.. How I miss ParaPara Dancing. >3 It was fun. Got to do Easy Busy only once though.. Mikado twice. Got the hang of it already. Muhahaha. Kang and I want the ParaPara machine all to ourselves. We plan to buy it. Some day. >D
Aaaaaaaaanyway, Kang ends up sleeping over with me tonight.
And remember kids, 10 x 0 is ALWAYS equal to 0. *inside joke* Muahaha.
Feel sorta better now. Love you Kang. Love you Creole. Love you Ross. Thanks Aliah. Hi Mike.
Hmmmm.. Might write another serious post tomorrow. Anyways, 'till the next update~
Toodles~ <3
Wednesday, October 06, 2004
No, Seriously...
listening to: Story of the Year - Anthem of Our Dying Day
wishes for: sweet, sweet melancholy
Things happen. And when they happen, we usually can't do anything about it. It's already happened, it's already done and there's nothing we can do about it. What we can only do and hope for is that we make the right choices, the right decisions to make the future a little more desirable than what we're experiencing now. That's what Fate and Destiny is all about. Whatever decisions we make, what actions we do, whatever we think about, it all leads us to one destination. We'll always find ourselves facing our destiny. We are being guided, being shown choices, but our decisions, our choices is what makes our destiny.
So why am I blabbering about these things? At first, it was for nothing. For no reason at all. Except maybe some hints at DesCha. But when I realized it, I wanted to write about something else. Something I haven't written about yet. Something that I haven't talked to anyone about yet. Or maybe I *have* talked to someone about it, I just forgot.. Or that person never really thought much or did much about it.
What I am going to write next, I just want to be read. I don't want to wake up the next morning with my inbox/flooble/comment box full of pity and being sorry for me. No, I don't need those. I just need to get this thing out. See, if I keep it in, the pressure of it will build up, and if it stays in and never gets out, then BOOM! One day, I'll just snap and people'll probably find me behind bars or in the loony bin. Who knows. All I ask is for you to read. Don't do anyting, because you can't do anything anymore. Don't say anything because I already know what you'll be saying. I don't need that. I don't need anything right now except for people to read this. And get this out.
You see, this all started even before I was born. Some people might already know the reasons of my birth. Some might just shrug it off thinking I wask kidding, or just won't believe me. I was born just a month after my parents' wedding day. My mother was 19 years old when she had me. And she was eight months pregnant when they married. I guess it was a fad then, or maybe up to now. Premarital sex leading to a somewhat unwanted marriage just to make sure that none of the parties concerned feel guilty. And then, I was just there. And maybe it was my fault. And maybe it wasn't. But it was THEIR choice. It was my parents' choice. And who am I to complain? I *am* just a byproduct of two sex cells meeting. Nothing more. And so, I grew up. But I wasn't raised by my parents. They were too busy "studying" for college. My dad was in his last year taking his pre-med and my mom was finishing up her Jouralism course. My mom passed, no big. My dad never continued to study medicine though. Don't know why. WIll probably never know why. Wouldn't care. It's his decision. The point is, they didn't raise me. Technically, they just brought me to the waking world and left me to my grandparents. I don't think they have any right to be called "mom" and "dad" by me. I don't think they even deserve to be called "parents". But that's how the world goes. It's better to have something called "parents" than none at all. It's how society deictates it. It's a standard that everyone has to have or else you're not part of the circle. Frankly, I dont' care anymore. Anyway, getting to the point. I used to be nice. yeah. I used to care a lot about them, because I didn't know. Maybe if i still didn't know, I'd still care. But I grew up. I grew up, brought up by good people, had a seemingly normal life. By the time I reached elementary, I knew something wasn't right about my family. I was a loner when I was in grade school if I wasn't clinging on to Carla or to Jaya. They were the first ever friends I had. We used to hang out a lot. Until third grade, where we kinda got split up. That was when we rarely got to ever see each other. And that was also around the time i first got to know the word "dysfunctional". It's an adjective. The adjective that describes my family. So nothing is perfect. Nothing ever was. Three or four years later, I had no God anymore. Because all I did when i discovered that word was "pray". Just like my Grandmother told me. Because "people up there" will hear it and will make things better. But it never did. And I just didn't believe anymore. I only believed in what I can do, in what people can do. And usually, people hurt you. I met new people, made friends, some of them still are, and those who still are remain very dear to me. And I guess, I consider them more my family than what binds me by my blood. Family never necessarily meant being bound by blood to each other. You just have to understand each other. And that's what we have. We understand each other, behind all that fighting, all that misunderstanding. Because me and my friends actually find a way around whatever problem we have. Sometimes, we do isolate ourselves, but in the end, we find that we're together again. I never had that in the family I'm blood-bound to. THe problems just keep appearing, and if any one of us try to at least solve it, something goes wrong. And it's usually because of my mother or my father. More often it's because of my mother. And no, I don't want any part of it anymore. And i think my parents know that. I ran away once or twice. Because I never liked how my mom treated me. So I'm a rebel. Who isn't? That probably is my fault, but it's my decision as well. And so far, I've been good. And frankly, I'm glad I made that decision. I know it's going to hurt me at some point, but I don't care. I'll live through it. I know I'm strong enough. And so, right now, the only person most affected by all this is my youngest sister. She's the only person left living with my parents. She's the only person left who's putting up with their bickering, their fighting, their late night arguements. And I'm sure that it's hurt her emotionally, psychologically. And I've always wanted to take her away from all that. But she doesn't want to be taken away. I don't know why. Never asked why. It's her choice. I have to respect that. But I hate what my parents are doing to her. Lately, I've been noticing that my dad's been acting secretively. Having phone calls with whispered voices, going to "work" late at night and coming home two days later. That made my mom snap. And it's been like that for the past years already. No, I'm not caring because they're my parents. I don't care about them, about what they do. I don't want anything to do with them. I'm caring about my sister, who I'm afraid will not grow up right. In fact, she's already showing signs. What signs? She's bloody carving numbers on her bloody hand with a bloody knife. She's bloody going out with someone twice her bloody age. Gods, i won't be surprised if she gets pregnant during her college life. The point is, I don't think I can help her anymore. And everything is up to her. Up to them. Up to whatever choice they make.
And there I ranted without thought. And there I rabled on without coherence. And there I declare that I do not give a damn anymore.
listening to: Story of the Year - Anthem of Our Dying Day
wishes for: sweet, sweet melancholy
Things happen. And when they happen, we usually can't do anything about it. It's already happened, it's already done and there's nothing we can do about it. What we can only do and hope for is that we make the right choices, the right decisions to make the future a little more desirable than what we're experiencing now. That's what Fate and Destiny is all about. Whatever decisions we make, what actions we do, whatever we think about, it all leads us to one destination. We'll always find ourselves facing our destiny. We are being guided, being shown choices, but our decisions, our choices is what makes our destiny.
So why am I blabbering about these things? At first, it was for nothing. For no reason at all. Except maybe some hints at DesCha. But when I realized it, I wanted to write about something else. Something I haven't written about yet. Something that I haven't talked to anyone about yet. Or maybe I *have* talked to someone about it, I just forgot.. Or that person never really thought much or did much about it.
What I am going to write next, I just want to be read. I don't want to wake up the next morning with my inbox/flooble/comment box full of pity and being sorry for me. No, I don't need those. I just need to get this thing out. See, if I keep it in, the pressure of it will build up, and if it stays in and never gets out, then BOOM! One day, I'll just snap and people'll probably find me behind bars or in the loony bin. Who knows. All I ask is for you to read. Don't do anyting, because you can't do anything anymore. Don't say anything because I already know what you'll be saying. I don't need that. I don't need anything right now except for people to read this. And get this out.
You see, this all started even before I was born. Some people might already know the reasons of my birth. Some might just shrug it off thinking I wask kidding, or just won't believe me. I was born just a month after my parents' wedding day. My mother was 19 years old when she had me. And she was eight months pregnant when they married. I guess it was a fad then, or maybe up to now. Premarital sex leading to a somewhat unwanted marriage just to make sure that none of the parties concerned feel guilty. And then, I was just there. And maybe it was my fault. And maybe it wasn't. But it was THEIR choice. It was my parents' choice. And who am I to complain? I *am* just a byproduct of two sex cells meeting. Nothing more. And so, I grew up. But I wasn't raised by my parents. They were too busy "studying" for college. My dad was in his last year taking his pre-med and my mom was finishing up her Jouralism course. My mom passed, no big. My dad never continued to study medicine though. Don't know why. WIll probably never know why. Wouldn't care. It's his decision. The point is, they didn't raise me. Technically, they just brought me to the waking world and left me to my grandparents. I don't think they have any right to be called "mom" and "dad" by me. I don't think they even deserve to be called "parents". But that's how the world goes. It's better to have something called "parents" than none at all. It's how society deictates it. It's a standard that everyone has to have or else you're not part of the circle. Frankly, I dont' care anymore. Anyway, getting to the point. I used to be nice. yeah. I used to care a lot about them, because I didn't know. Maybe if i still didn't know, I'd still care. But I grew up. I grew up, brought up by good people, had a seemingly normal life. By the time I reached elementary, I knew something wasn't right about my family. I was a loner when I was in grade school if I wasn't clinging on to Carla or to Jaya. They were the first ever friends I had. We used to hang out a lot. Until third grade, where we kinda got split up. That was when we rarely got to ever see each other. And that was also around the time i first got to know the word "dysfunctional". It's an adjective. The adjective that describes my family. So nothing is perfect. Nothing ever was. Three or four years later, I had no God anymore. Because all I did when i discovered that word was "pray". Just like my Grandmother told me. Because "people up there" will hear it and will make things better. But it never did. And I just didn't believe anymore. I only believed in what I can do, in what people can do. And usually, people hurt you. I met new people, made friends, some of them still are, and those who still are remain very dear to me. And I guess, I consider them more my family than what binds me by my blood. Family never necessarily meant being bound by blood to each other. You just have to understand each other. And that's what we have. We understand each other, behind all that fighting, all that misunderstanding. Because me and my friends actually find a way around whatever problem we have. Sometimes, we do isolate ourselves, but in the end, we find that we're together again. I never had that in the family I'm blood-bound to. THe problems just keep appearing, and if any one of us try to at least solve it, something goes wrong. And it's usually because of my mother or my father. More often it's because of my mother. And no, I don't want any part of it anymore. And i think my parents know that. I ran away once or twice. Because I never liked how my mom treated me. So I'm a rebel. Who isn't? That probably is my fault, but it's my decision as well. And so far, I've been good. And frankly, I'm glad I made that decision. I know it's going to hurt me at some point, but I don't care. I'll live through it. I know I'm strong enough. And so, right now, the only person most affected by all this is my youngest sister. She's the only person left living with my parents. She's the only person left who's putting up with their bickering, their fighting, their late night arguements. And I'm sure that it's hurt her emotionally, psychologically. And I've always wanted to take her away from all that. But she doesn't want to be taken away. I don't know why. Never asked why. It's her choice. I have to respect that. But I hate what my parents are doing to her. Lately, I've been noticing that my dad's been acting secretively. Having phone calls with whispered voices, going to "work" late at night and coming home two days later. That made my mom snap. And it's been like that for the past years already. No, I'm not caring because they're my parents. I don't care about them, about what they do. I don't want anything to do with them. I'm caring about my sister, who I'm afraid will not grow up right. In fact, she's already showing signs. What signs? She's bloody carving numbers on her bloody hand with a bloody knife. She's bloody going out with someone twice her bloody age. Gods, i won't be surprised if she gets pregnant during her college life. The point is, I don't think I can help her anymore. And everything is up to her. Up to them. Up to whatever choice they make.
And there I ranted without thought. And there I rabled on without coherence. And there I declare that I do not give a damn anymore.
Sunday, October 03, 2004
Works in Progress
listening to: Miyavi - Happy End no Uta
wishes for: money to buy me an SD13 Boy
1. If Only - Suikoden Fanfic 98% done
2. War of Emperium Ch2 - Ragnarok Online fic - 10% done
3. Red Moon Murders Ch1 - 0% done And I said I'd make the scripts.. >.>
4. GoxLayp Skit 1 - 10% done I have no humor -__-;
5. TsumexToboe pic - 25% done
6. Aki's dA Kiriban - 0% done Evil procrastinator
7. Procrastination - 0% done I'll do it tomorrow. I swear.
And that, my dear ladies and gentlemen, proves that chickens indeed have taken over my brain and intended to rule the world. That or college just hates my guts and isn't giving me any inspiration for all that. >.<
Crap it all.
And to top it all off, the Miyavi songs I downloaded were kinda disappointing.. >.> And Mini Moni attempted to brainwash me with their songs, too. >.> Thank god for J-rock.
Ooooh!! Downloaded a copy of Moonchild yesterday. Took me almost the whole effin' day to do that. Dunno why. I'm supposed to be having this fast connection called DSL. Of course, I know there are better connections out there, but why the effin hell was my download effin' slow? >.< Haven't watched it yet, though. Want to, but haven't.
Read this really cute shounen ai story yesterday called Spontaneity. Edan is just sooo adorable *goes off to make fanart*
Got to talk with Seme-sama again ^^HerHis insane laptop's sparklie and has good stuffus now. ^^ She He's happy ^^ And he loves to molest.
I miss her. Haven't talked to her in ages. *sobs* ...Or maybe it *was* just a passing obsession. But why do I still think of her? Am I only making believe that I like someone else because I do miss her and my subconscious just wants to kick my ass and make me realize that i really reall really miss her? That was as confusing as hell, but who cares.
Before I depart, a quote from Spontaneity:
listening to: Miyavi - Happy End no Uta
wishes for: money to buy me an SD13 Boy
1. If Only - Suikoden Fanfic 98% done
2. War of Emperium Ch2 - Ragnarok Online fic - 10% done
3. Red Moon Murders Ch1 - 0% done And I said I'd make the scripts.. >.>
4. GoxLayp Skit 1 - 10% done I have no humor -__-;
5. TsumexToboe pic - 25% done
6. Aki's dA Kiriban - 0% done Evil procrastinator
7. Procrastination - 0% done I'll do it tomorrow. I swear.
And that, my dear ladies and gentlemen, proves that chickens indeed have taken over my brain and intended to rule the world. That or college just hates my guts and isn't giving me any inspiration for all that. >.<
Crap it all.
And to top it all off, the Miyavi songs I downloaded were kinda disappointing.. >.> And Mini Moni attempted to brainwash me with their songs, too. >.> Thank god for J-rock.
Ooooh!! Downloaded a copy of Moonchild yesterday. Took me almost the whole effin' day to do that. Dunno why. I'm supposed to be having this fast connection called DSL. Of course, I know there are better connections out there, but why the effin hell was my download effin' slow? >.< Haven't watched it yet, though. Want to, but haven't.
Read this really cute shounen ai story yesterday called Spontaneity. Edan is just sooo adorable *goes off to make fanart*
Got to talk with Seme-sama again ^^
I miss her. Haven't talked to her in ages. *sobs* ...Or maybe it *was* just a passing obsession. But why do I still think of her? Am I only making believe that I like someone else because I do miss her and my subconscious just wants to kick my ass and make me realize that i really reall really miss her? That was as confusing as hell, but who cares.
Before I depart, a quote from Spontaneity:
"...chickens are far more intelligent than they let on to be and I have discovered that they are hell bent on taking over the world." -Prince(ss) Edan(a), Prince(ss) of Niall
Friday, October 01, 2004
Eh? ... O__O!!!
listening to: Sister Princess - Love Destiny
wishes for: SD13 LE Chris ver2
Love Destiny is an extremely cute song. ^^ I like listening to it. And because I like listening to it, I kinda sing along sometimes. And because I feel nice today (Wolfram x Yuuri..!!! Yesssssss!!!) here are the cute lyrics of the cute cute cute song~
Love Destiny
Yui Horie
Sister Princess Op
Aitai ai ai ai ai no ni
aenai ai ai ai kon'ya wa
Mado wo utsu ame yori
Hageshii arashi ni yureteru
aenai ai ai ai ai kara
motto ai ai ai tsunoru yo
moe tsukite mo ii kore ga saigo no shinjitsu
hajimete no deai wa heibon datta kedo
au tabini kakko no dare yori mo kikareteku
konna kimochi no wake umaku ienai kedo
unmei no koi to hito wa yobu no deshou
hitomi tojitara futari ni nareru
ima tatoe kono heya hitori demo
It's my only destiny
Aitai ai ai ai ai no ni
aenai ai ai ai kon'ya wa
katteni afureteku dekijou wo tomerarenai
dakara ai ai ai aitai
dakedo ai ai ai aenai
mou modore wa shinai
kore ga saigo no shinjitsu
dareka wo omou toki kurushiku naru nante ne
kore made no jibun ga tsugi tsugi ni kuzureteku
poozu to wa urahara makikomarete yuku kanji
mienai chikara de kikiyoserarete yuku
hitomi sorasazu futari ni nareta
ano yoru no kodou wasurenai It's my last destiny
Aitai ai ai ai ai no ni
aenai ai ai ai kon'ya wa
Mado wo utsu ame yori
Hageshii arashi ni yureteru
aenai ai ai ai ai kara
motto ai ai ai tsunoru yo
moe tsukite mo ii kore ga saigo no shinjitsu
nee fushigi kare wo omotte nakeru yoru ga arutte
maru de Love Song
dakara ai ai ai aitai
dakedo ai ai ai aenai
mou modore wa shinai
kore ga saigo no shinjitsu
I just love that song.. ^^
Speaking of songs, I heard this freakishly freakish song while eating dinner tonight. ABS-CBN dubs Ragnarok the Animation, right? Guess what? They made this sucky freaky ugly godforsaken Tagalog version of We are the Stars, RtA's opening theme. O__O FUCK YOU ABS-CBN! THANK YOU FOR MAKING MORE CRAP THAT WE DON'T NEED!
And they have no right to sue me. Everything in here is of my own opinion and no one can make me change that. *deathglares at ABS-CBN*
Moving on... Played StarCraft today like hell. Didn't eat lunch because of that. O__o Must practice more. Zergs rule. Terrans suck eggs. Protoss are cool. I really, *really* need to practice again. I am SO gonna kick Antet's ass when I play against him again. >D
I still want a SuperDollfie 13. Preferrably the LE Chris ver2. Or an FCS that would look like Chris ^^ I can't wait until I have an SD13~ <3 I would die happy when I do get one. ^^
Another thing I'd like to talk about tonight would be the Mini Moni movie, The Great Cake Adventure. Mini Moni is actually a subgroup of Morning Musume, and they make silly genki songs, too. Ai Takahashi is cute. O__O Actually, they're all cute. ^^; I like Mari Yaguchi bestest, tho.. But enought about that. More on the movie.
It's deathly cute. OwO See? I even did the demented panda smile. ^^; The movie is just soooo adorable! Their 3D characters were just sooo cute! And the songs were uberly genki!!! OwO I like it!! ^^ Everyone should watch it!
Er.. anyways, that's it for me now. ^^;; I'll be reinstalling StarCraft in a while so I can play it ^^
Toodles~ <3
listening to: Sister Princess - Love Destiny
wishes for: SD13 LE Chris ver2
Love Destiny is an extremely cute song. ^^ I like listening to it. And because I like listening to it, I kinda sing along sometimes. And because I feel nice today (Wolfram x Yuuri..!!! Yesssssss!!!) here are the cute lyrics of the cute cute cute song~
Love Destiny
Yui Horie
Sister Princess Op
Aitai ai ai ai ai no ni
aenai ai ai ai kon'ya wa
Mado wo utsu ame yori
Hageshii arashi ni yureteru
aenai ai ai ai ai kara
motto ai ai ai tsunoru yo
moe tsukite mo ii kore ga saigo no shinjitsu
hajimete no deai wa heibon datta kedo
au tabini kakko no dare yori mo kikareteku
konna kimochi no wake umaku ienai kedo
unmei no koi to hito wa yobu no deshou
hitomi tojitara futari ni nareru
ima tatoe kono heya hitori demo
It's my only destiny
Aitai ai ai ai ai no ni
aenai ai ai ai kon'ya wa
katteni afureteku dekijou wo tomerarenai
dakara ai ai ai aitai
dakedo ai ai ai aenai
mou modore wa shinai
kore ga saigo no shinjitsu
dareka wo omou toki kurushiku naru nante ne
kore made no jibun ga tsugi tsugi ni kuzureteku
poozu to wa urahara makikomarete yuku kanji
mienai chikara de kikiyoserarete yuku
hitomi sorasazu futari ni nareta
ano yoru no kodou wasurenai It's my last destiny
Aitai ai ai ai ai no ni
aenai ai ai ai kon'ya wa
Mado wo utsu ame yori
Hageshii arashi ni yureteru
aenai ai ai ai ai kara
motto ai ai ai tsunoru yo
moe tsukite mo ii kore ga saigo no shinjitsu
nee fushigi kare wo omotte nakeru yoru ga arutte
maru de Love Song
dakara ai ai ai aitai
dakedo ai ai ai aenai
mou modore wa shinai
kore ga saigo no shinjitsu
I just love that song.. ^^
Speaking of songs, I heard this freakishly freakish song while eating dinner tonight. ABS-CBN dubs Ragnarok the Animation, right? Guess what? They made this sucky freaky ugly godforsaken Tagalog version of We are the Stars, RtA's opening theme. O__O FUCK YOU ABS-CBN! THANK YOU FOR MAKING MORE CRAP THAT WE DON'T NEED!
And they have no right to sue me. Everything in here is of my own opinion and no one can make me change that. *deathglares at ABS-CBN*
Moving on... Played StarCraft today like hell. Didn't eat lunch because of that. O__o Must practice more. Zergs rule. Terrans suck eggs. Protoss are cool. I really, *really* need to practice again. I am SO gonna kick Antet's ass when I play against him again. >D
I still want a SuperDollfie 13. Preferrably the LE Chris ver2. Or an FCS that would look like Chris ^^ I can't wait until I have an SD13~ <3 I would die happy when I do get one. ^^
Another thing I'd like to talk about tonight would be the Mini Moni movie, The Great Cake Adventure. Mini Moni is actually a subgroup of Morning Musume, and they make silly genki songs, too. Ai Takahashi is cute. O__O Actually, they're all cute. ^^; I like Mari Yaguchi bestest, tho.. But enought about that. More on the movie.
It's deathly cute. OwO See? I even did the demented panda smile. ^^; The movie is just soooo adorable! Their 3D characters were just sooo cute! And the songs were uberly genki!!! OwO I like it!! ^^ Everyone should watch it!
Er.. anyways, that's it for me now. ^^;; I'll be reinstalling StarCraft in a while so I can play it ^^
Toodles~ <3
Tuesday, September 28, 2004
Whee! 295 Posts~
listening to: Melocure - Itoshii Kakera
wishes for: SD13F28FCS ^^
Yay! My 295th Post, celebrated by a New Layout! Whee~ <3
Anyways, still obsessed with the Super Dollfies. Especially the SD13 ones.. I hear (or read, whichever is more appropriate) that Kaede is a new type of SD all in all. The SDCute... I think it's a little smaller than the MSDs.. I'll do more research but the site's in Japanese and I cant raed Kangji without the furigana. >.> Useless me.
Anyways, I have to be preparing for a test tomorrow.
Ah, gee. What a useless 295th post.. Whatever. I'll make a more long and more nice post once i reach the 300th ^^ Might do a kiriban for that, but i still have to do Aki's.. >.> Lazy, lazy me.
Toodles~ <3
listening to: Melocure - Itoshii Kakera
wishes for: SD13F28FCS ^^
Yay! My 295th Post, celebrated by a New Layout! Whee~ <3
Anyways, still obsessed with the Super Dollfies. Especially the SD13 ones.. I hear (or read, whichever is more appropriate) that Kaede is a new type of SD all in all. The SDCute... I think it's a little smaller than the MSDs.. I'll do more research but the site's in Japanese and I cant raed Kangji without the furigana. >.> Useless me.
Anyways, I have to be preparing for a test tomorrow.
Ah, gee. What a useless 295th post.. Whatever. I'll make a more long and more nice post once i reach the 300th ^^ Might do a kiriban for that, but i still have to do Aki's.. >.> Lazy, lazy me.
Toodles~ <3
Monday, September 27, 2004
Worship the Super Dollfie 13~ Wheee~ <3
listening to: Orange Range - Viva Rock
wishes for: SD13F28FCS please?
Photobucketis screwed died, but they say they'll come back Tuesday PST [Monday, GMT -6, whatever those timezones mean]. And that is why my layout looks awful. >.< Unless the problem is on MY poor, battered, and not-so-useful-anymore Jimmy.
...And now I'm thinking of changing my layout. Again. >.< Err.. Yeah. Because September is almost ending. That's why. *lamelamelame*
I want an SD13F28FCS Volks SuperDollfie, preferrably, someone who looks likemy Chris <3. I'd also like an LE Nanjou, an LE Konoe and an LE Tohya *claimclaimclaim* >3 LE Kai is too scary ;o;
I would gladly give up/skip one term of my whole college life for one of them or the FCS I chose. But it *would* be nicer if someone gave me one *wishwishwish* ^^;
Last night, I couldn't sleep because all I did was think of the perfect SD13 I wanted and the perfect name to go with him. I decided that I will call my SD13 Boy (if that day will come) Ritsuka ^^
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaanyways, I should stop dreaming and read my INTRODB book now. The PCCDB idea Myk suggested was the one Sir Oli picked. ^^; Hehe. So there.
Till my next update~
Toodles~
PS: Oniichan has been acting strange around me recently... or am I just being paranoid? O__o
listening to: Orange Range - Viva Rock
wishes for: SD13F28FCS please?
Photobucket
...And now I'm thinking of changing my layout. Again. >.< Err.. Yeah. Because September is almost ending. That's why. *lamelamelame*
I want an SD13F28FCS Volks SuperDollfie, preferrably, someone who looks like
I would gladly give up/skip one term of my whole college life for one of them or the FCS I chose. But it *would* be nicer if someone gave me one *wishwishwish* ^^;
Last night, I couldn't sleep because all I did was think of the perfect SD13 I wanted and the perfect name to go with him. I decided that I will call my SD13 Boy (if that day will come) Ritsuka ^^
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaanyways, I should stop dreaming and read my INTRODB book now. The PCCDB idea Myk suggested was the one Sir Oli picked. ^^; Hehe. So there.
Till my next update~
Toodles~
PS: Oniichan has been acting strange around me recently... or am I just being paranoid? O__o
Saturday, September 25, 2004
Jack the Ripped Off
listening to: Kimi ga Nozomu Eien - Rumbling Hearts
wishes for: More deathnote, her. More L. *nibbles on L's ear*
Would You Rather...
1) pierce your nose or tongue?
eew. never
2) be serious or be funny?
serious.
3) drink whole or skim milk?
chocolate milk, please
4) simple or complicated?
simple
Do You Prefer...
5) flowers or angel figurines?
eew. never.
6) grey or gray?
black.
7) colored or black-and-white picture?
it depends on what the picture is
8) lust or love?
...no comment. ^^
9) sunrise or sunset?
sunset. sunrises tell me to go back to bed.
10) M&Ms or Skittles?
Both! <3
11) rap or rock?
J-rock. :3
12) staying up late or waking up early?
staying up late!! whee!
13) TV or radio?
tee vee~~
15) eating apples or oranges?
apples! ^^
Answer Truthfully...
16) Do you have a crush?
yeah
17) Who is it?
klajsdfherkajsdfa
Do You Prefer...
18) being hot or cold?
um... o__o? cold?
19) tall members of the opposite sex?
i likeshota men who are a little taller than i am. :3
20) sun or moon?
the moon!
21) emeralds or rubies?
diamonds~ are a girls~ best~ frieeend~~~ <3
22) left or right?
left
23) having 10 acquaintances or 1 best friend?
i'd rather have a bestest bestest friend. or be alone for the rest of my sad life
24) sun or rain?
rain! ^^ makes me happy
25) vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream?
VANILLA!!! x3 with chocolate syrup! <3
27) green beans or carrots?
carrots, please
26) boys or girls?
both! :D
28) low fat or fat free?
um.. what?
Miscellaneous...
29) What is your biggest fear in the world?
falling down a flight of stairs.. @_@
30) Showbiz or Politics?
i hate both of them
31) Cat or dog?
NEKO!!! ^^
32) Half empty or half full?
half. just. half.
33) Mustard or ketchup?
ketchup!
34) Hard cover books or soft cover books?
hardcover books! they're more expensive, i know.. but! they're better. ^^;
35) Newspaper or magazine?
zines
36) Sandals or sneakers?
sneakers!
37) Wonder or amazement?
wonder AND amazement!
38) Red car or white car?
Black Ford Lynx.
39) Happy and poor or sad and rich?
Sad and rich. Feed me angst.
40) Singing or dancing?
parapara! whoo!
41) Hugging or kissing?
both!
42) Corduroy or plain?
stripes, dots and checkers. ^^
43) Happy or sad?
angst
45) Blondes, brunettes?
dark brown haired men. or black haired men with strange eyes who likes sweets. *stalks L*
About You..
46. What time is it now?
3.25 pm. I'm supposed to be taking a bath.
48. Nickname?
Rika, reia, Jo, siosy
49. Names and ages of siblings?
aretha, 15
50. Number of candles that appeared on your last birthday cake?
there were.... lots. o__O
51. Pets?
i have three cats! ^^
52. Eye color?
dark brown
53. Hair color?
dark brown!
54. Piercings?
just the ears, please
55. Clean guy/gal/ pierced guy/gal?
piercings turn me off.
56. Who's on your mind right now?
L
listening to: Kimi ga Nozomu Eien - Rumbling Hearts
wishes for: More deathnote, her. More L. *nibbles on L's ear*
Would You Rather...
1) pierce your nose or tongue?
eew. never
2) be serious or be funny?
serious.
3) drink whole or skim milk?
chocolate milk, please
4) simple or complicated?
simple
Do You Prefer...
5) flowers or angel figurines?
eew. never.
6) grey or gray?
black.
7) colored or black-and-white picture?
it depends on what the picture is
8) lust or love?
...no comment. ^^
9) sunrise or sunset?
sunset. sunrises tell me to go back to bed.
10) M&Ms or Skittles?
Both! <3
11) rap or rock?
J-rock. :3
12) staying up late or waking up early?
staying up late!! whee!
13) TV or radio?
tee vee~~
15) eating apples or oranges?
apples! ^^
Answer Truthfully...
16) Do you have a crush?
yeah
17) Who is it?
klajsdfherkajsdfa
Do You Prefer...
18) being hot or cold?
um... o__o? cold?
19) tall members of the opposite sex?
i like
20) sun or moon?
the moon!
21) emeralds or rubies?
diamonds~ are a girls~ best~ frieeend~~~ <3
22) left or right?
left
23) having 10 acquaintances or 1 best friend?
i'd rather have a bestest bestest friend. or be alone for the rest of my sad life
24) sun or rain?
rain! ^^ makes me happy
25) vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream?
VANILLA!!! x3 with chocolate syrup! <3
27) green beans or carrots?
carrots, please
26) boys or girls?
both! :D
28) low fat or fat free?
um.. what?
Miscellaneous...
29) What is your biggest fear in the world?
falling down a flight of stairs.. @_@
30) Showbiz or Politics?
i hate both of them
31) Cat or dog?
NEKO!!! ^^
32) Half empty or half full?
half. just. half.
33) Mustard or ketchup?
ketchup!
34) Hard cover books or soft cover books?
hardcover books! they're more expensive, i know.. but! they're better. ^^;
35) Newspaper or magazine?
zines
36) Sandals or sneakers?
sneakers!
37) Wonder or amazement?
wonder AND amazement!
38) Red car or white car?
Black Ford Lynx.
39) Happy and poor or sad and rich?
Sad and rich. Feed me angst.
40) Singing or dancing?
parapara! whoo!
41) Hugging or kissing?
both!
42) Corduroy or plain?
stripes, dots and checkers. ^^
43) Happy or sad?
angst
45) Blondes, brunettes?
dark brown haired men. or black haired men with strange eyes who likes sweets. *stalks L*
About You..
46. What time is it now?
3.25 pm. I'm supposed to be taking a bath.
48. Nickname?
Rika, reia, Jo, siosy
49. Names and ages of siblings?
aretha, 15
50. Number of candles that appeared on your last birthday cake?
there were.... lots. o__O
51. Pets?
i have three cats! ^^
52. Eye color?
dark brown
53. Hair color?
dark brown!
54. Piercings?
just the ears, please
55. Clean guy/gal/ pierced guy/gal?
piercings turn me off.
56. Who's on your mind right now?
L
Friday, September 24, 2004
Collective Blogging
listening to: Para Para Paradise - Deltadance.com
wishes for: Deathnote, RaitoxLxRaito, inspiration, yaoi, her.
Sept. 17, 2004: I got kidnapped
Mike, Rey and Niko and I all thought it was Zagi's birthday party and farewell party. But noooo... We got kidnapped. Where were we sent? To this god-awful "place with a whiteboard and a fucking marker". Legacy for Life. Crap you. Every bloody line they said was bloody scripted. Bloody Mark Dapiton is a bloody fucker who bloody fucks his own fucking car. Bloody arrogand bastard. Buuut.... Now I know where other teens get their "extra cash" from.
Sept. 18, 2004: UGotGame
I went there to have fun, to meet people and to help Ross a bit. Went there early morn, they were still setting the place up. Got to molest the Bard Cardboard cutout. Yess... Ended up joining the On The Spot Ragna Fanart Contest, Juno theme. Drew a female alchemist. The UGotGame cosplay rocked. Iori was lame, he didn't have broad shoulders, Kyo was stupid looking, Mai was... fat, Kerrigan was hot, the FFX cosplayers mostly sucked and..... the Hydralisk 0wnz j00! the Ragna cosplay had lots of monks, a bunch of alchemists, a handful of crusaders, and practically none of the rest. Oh, and the ragnacosplay had little kids who were forced to cosplay against their will.
Sept 18, still.
Khan's Bday. Greeted him the first thing in the morning. After the UGG event, went to Kang's play with Mike. It was a SUCCESS!!! xD Loved every bit of it. x3
Sept 19
I love you. I miss her. ;__;
It was either the 20th or the 21st...
Bought new clothes. :3 I rock.
Last night
Got to talk with Arred and Oniichan. Arred is Oniichan's Ukeboi. O__O!! Got to talk to them for a loooooooooooong time. Oniichan and I
was supposed to 3way Kang after the first hour with Arred, but someone picked the phone up, didn't bother to answer, and tehn put the phone down again. No wonder. It was almost midnight. O__o So, we talked with arred again. It was fun. ^^ I wish we could talk like that again. Oh, and Oniichan might get back by January. Yay! ^^
Just a while ago...
Got to hold brains. O__o Gave Khan's gift. Hanged out with him at Megamall and Shang. My legs hurt. I shall hate that bloody effin stairs for teh rest of my life. The next time I'm riding the MRT at Shaw, I shall enter Shang first. >.<
Aaaaaaaaand...
That's it. :3
Toodles~
listening to: Para Para Paradise - Deltadance.com
wishes for: Deathnote, RaitoxLxRaito, inspiration, yaoi, her.
Sept. 17, 2004: I got kidnapped
Mike, Rey and Niko and I all thought it was Zagi's birthday party and farewell party. But noooo... We got kidnapped. Where were we sent? To this god-awful "place with a whiteboard and a fucking marker". Legacy for Life. Crap you. Every bloody line they said was bloody scripted. Bloody Mark Dapiton is a bloody fucker who bloody fucks his own fucking car. Bloody arrogand bastard. Buuut.... Now I know where other teens get their "extra cash" from.
Sept. 18, 2004: UGotGame
I went there to have fun, to meet people and to help Ross a bit. Went there early morn, they were still setting the place up. Got to molest the Bard Cardboard cutout. Yess... Ended up joining the On The Spot Ragna Fanart Contest, Juno theme. Drew a female alchemist. The UGotGame cosplay rocked. Iori was lame, he didn't have broad shoulders, Kyo was stupid looking, Mai was... fat, Kerrigan was hot, the FFX cosplayers mostly sucked and..... the Hydralisk 0wnz j00! the Ragna cosplay had lots of monks, a bunch of alchemists, a handful of crusaders, and practically none of the rest. Oh, and the ragnacosplay had little kids who were forced to cosplay against their will.
Sept 18, still.
Khan's Bday. Greeted him the first thing in the morning. After the UGG event, went to Kang's play with Mike. It was a SUCCESS!!! xD Loved every bit of it. x3
Sept 19
I love you. I miss her. ;__;
It was either the 20th or the 21st...
Bought new clothes. :3 I rock.
Last night
Got to talk with Arred and Oniichan. Arred is Oniichan's Ukeboi. O__O!! Got to talk to them for a loooooooooooong time. Oniichan and I
was supposed to 3way Kang after the first hour with Arred, but someone picked the phone up, didn't bother to answer, and tehn put the phone down again. No wonder. It was almost midnight. O__o So, we talked with arred again. It was fun. ^^ I wish we could talk like that again. Oh, and Oniichan might get back by January. Yay! ^^
Just a while ago...
Got to hold brains. O__o Gave Khan's gift. Hanged out with him at Megamall and Shang. My legs hurt. I shall hate that bloody effin stairs for teh rest of my life. The next time I'm riding the MRT at Shaw, I shall enter Shang first. >.<
Aaaaaaaaand...
That's it. :3
Toodles~
Thursday, September 16, 2004
Eh..? o__o
listening to: Melocure - First Priority
wishes for: any form of contact with her
Oh dear, I'm bored. Finally got the psychology book. Amazing that our prof kept me awake last Wednesday. He was boring last monday.. Or maybe I was just too sleepy last Monday to pay attention to him..
Got a Kafra desktop assistant, an annoying poring bouncing around my desktop, and my desktop is extremely Ragnarok Online themed. Even the mouse pointers and my winamp skin is ragnarok themed. The hell?
And I have one complaint in life. Why is it that when I like someone I find out that someone else has 'claimed' that person as his/hers? It makes me feel like I can't touch that person anymore. *pouts*
I was eating at Italianni's at Glorietta for lunch at three 'cause it took Papa too long to get out of his office.. @_@ was really hungry. I ate Chicken Parmagiana. It was delish <3 Anways, during lunch, I had this thought... I wanted my own domain. My own domain would probably cost between $9.50 to $20 a month. Lots of money ne? Prolly more than the laptop I'll (hopefully) get at the end of the term. Anyways, I thought of what I'd name my domain. And then it hit me. I like chocolates and strawberries, ne? So I thought, hey, why not name my future domain name "ChocoIchigo.net"? Cute name, ne? And I think it hasn't been used yet. Hopefully, I'd be able to get enough money by next year to get my own domain name. I want that domain name. *lusts for it*
Downloaded a bunch more mp3s, finally got a copy of Ask DNA... Hrmm.. Oh, they said there was an earthquake 3am today. Slept through the whole thing. Which reminds me, I have to call Khan about that thing he texted me this morning.. O__o 'tis somewhat disturbing..
Oh, here's a nice little thingy to leave here before I go. ^^
Toodles~
Solitude
What Kanji word best suits you?
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Fists! Martial Arts Babe! You don't need any weapon
your body is a weapon anyway! And you know how
to kick ass! Go you!
What's your Weapon? .._..contains Anime pictures.._..
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Yoshiki-- you're basically a god when it comes to
what you've been able to accomplish in life.
You're one of the most talented people in the
world. You write beautiful music. You're
hightly attractive, sensitive, and influential.
And you can get laid when you're nearing 40;
you really are a god.
Which member from X Japan are you most like?
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listening to: Melocure - First Priority
wishes for: any form of contact with her
Oh dear, I'm bored. Finally got the psychology book. Amazing that our prof kept me awake last Wednesday. He was boring last monday.. Or maybe I was just too sleepy last Monday to pay attention to him..
Got a Kafra desktop assistant, an annoying poring bouncing around my desktop, and my desktop is extremely Ragnarok Online themed. Even the mouse pointers and my winamp skin is ragnarok themed. The hell?
And I have one complaint in life. Why is it that when I like someone I find out that someone else has 'claimed' that person as his/hers? It makes me feel like I can't touch that person anymore. *pouts*
I was eating at Italianni's at Glorietta for lunch at three 'cause it took Papa too long to get out of his office.. @_@ was really hungry. I ate Chicken Parmagiana. It was delish <3 Anways, during lunch, I had this thought... I wanted my own domain. My own domain would probably cost between $9.50 to $20 a month. Lots of money ne? Prolly more than the laptop I'll (hopefully) get at the end of the term. Anyways, I thought of what I'd name my domain. And then it hit me. I like chocolates and strawberries, ne? So I thought, hey, why not name my future domain name "ChocoIchigo.net"? Cute name, ne? And I think it hasn't been used yet. Hopefully, I'd be able to get enough money by next year to get my own domain name. I want that domain name. *lusts for it*
Downloaded a bunch more mp3s, finally got a copy of Ask DNA... Hrmm.. Oh, they said there was an earthquake 3am today. Slept through the whole thing. Which reminds me, I have to call Khan about that thing he texted me this morning.. O__o 'tis somewhat disturbing..
Oh, here's a nice little thingy to leave here before I go. ^^
**Descibe your Dream Wedding** One where I don’t have to wear a dress. I want to wear a tuxedo, HE can wear the dress.
Toodles~
Solitude
What Kanji word best suits you?
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Fists! Martial Arts Babe! You don't need any weapon
your body is a weapon anyway! And you know how
to kick ass! Go you!
What's your Weapon? .._..contains Anime pictures.._..
brought to you by Quizilla
Yoshiki-- you're basically a god when it comes to
what you've been able to accomplish in life.
You're one of the most talented people in the
world. You write beautiful music. You're
hightly attractive, sensitive, and influential.
And you can get laid when you're nearing 40;
you really are a god.
Which member from X Japan are you most like?
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Monday, September 13, 2004
Otanjoubi Omedetou~
listening to: Gravitation - Smashing Blue
wishes for: I wanna talk to her again ;o;
Otanjoubi Omedetou Hideki~ *glomps Hideki*
Aside from that, today was the first day back at school. The first two subjects were okay. The teachers seemed fun. And then the GenPsyc prof ruined the whole mood. I fell asleed for half his class. He is effin' boring.
Ross, sorry I wasn't able to go with you to RP. The driver was already waiting for me outside Gox.
Aaanyways, speaking of genpsyc, I'll just relate some of the events and some thought provoking er.. thoughts i had today. This morning, I saw someone and noticed that he was absolutely sexy. Yes he was. Very much so. And I declared that I wanted to rape him because of that, IF i were a guy, and someone said that it would be better if i just stayed as a girl cause it was better that way, and i kinda said that it would work as well. Actually, I only wanted to give him a really big hug and er.. maybe a kiss or two. He replied with something like, "Tara, sige.. kaso baka kung ano magawa ko sayo ha.." (Come on, let's do it.. but I might do 'something' to you...) Of course, everyone that was around knew, felt and noticed we were just kidding around. BUT! Here's where the genpsyc whatever comes in. If i were him, regardless of liking yaoi, gay relationships, anything that screams gay, declares itself as gay and/or bisexual, would I react the same way? If i had told that to someone who was uber straight AND hates anything to do with yaoi, etc? What if he replied differently? He did kind of look not in the mood when he came by. If, it happened, that he didn't reply with the way he did? Would it make me look stupid? Or would I have offended him? People tend to react badly to what they fear. Would that mean that person would be afraid of me telling him (in a rather extremely exaggerated manner) that he's sexy? Or is he afraid of complemets? Or is it because he's afraid of gay or any bisexual/homosexual relationships? Or would it be simply because I said I'd rape him? O__o
Ah, crap. That did not make any sense at all. >.>
And this was supposed to be a birthday post to Hi-chan.. >.>
listening to: Gravitation - Smashing Blue
wishes for: I wanna talk to her again ;o;
Otanjoubi Omedetou Hideki~ *glomps Hideki*
Aside from that, today was the first day back at school. The first two subjects were okay. The teachers seemed fun. And then the GenPsyc prof ruined the whole mood. I fell asleed for half his class. He is effin' boring.
Ross, sorry I wasn't able to go with you to RP. The driver was already waiting for me outside Gox.
Aaanyways, speaking of genpsyc, I'll just relate some of the events and some thought provoking er.. thoughts i had today. This morning, I saw someone and noticed that he was absolutely sexy. Yes he was. Very much so. And I declared that I wanted to rape him because of that, IF i were a guy, and someone said that it would be better if i just stayed as a girl cause it was better that way, and i kinda said that it would work as well. Actually, I only wanted to give him a really big hug and er.. maybe a kiss or two. He replied with something like, "Tara, sige.. kaso baka kung ano magawa ko sayo ha.." (Come on, let's do it.. but I might do 'something' to you...) Of course, everyone that was around knew, felt and noticed we were just kidding around. BUT! Here's where the genpsyc whatever comes in. If i were him, regardless of liking yaoi, gay relationships, anything that screams gay, declares itself as gay and/or bisexual, would I react the same way? If i had told that to someone who was uber straight AND hates anything to do with yaoi, etc? What if he replied differently? He did kind of look not in the mood when he came by. If, it happened, that he didn't reply with the way he did? Would it make me look stupid? Or would I have offended him? People tend to react badly to what they fear. Would that mean that person would be afraid of me telling him (in a rather extremely exaggerated manner) that he's sexy? Or is he afraid of complemets? Or is it because he's afraid of gay or any bisexual/homosexual relationships? Or would it be simply because I said I'd rape him? O__o
Ah, crap. That did not make any sense at all. >.>
And this was supposed to be a birthday post to Hi-chan.. >.>
Sunday, September 12, 2004
I've got that feeling of impending doom...
listening to: Ohmori Reiko - Transparence
wishes for: no more spaghetti ;__; more chocolates
I have ube! yay! xD
Ate lots of spaghetti whcih made me feel sick.. Puked twice @_@ I still feel awful.
DesCha's got a new recruit ^^
This is hilarious. xD
And tomorrow, school starts. *sobs*
listening to: Ohmori Reiko - Transparence
wishes for: no more spaghetti ;__; more chocolates
I have ube! yay! xD
Ate lots of spaghetti whcih made me feel sick.. Puked twice @_@ I still feel awful.
DesCha's got a new recruit ^^
This is hilarious. xD
And tomorrow, school starts. *sobs*
Saturday, September 11, 2004
obsessions and updates
listening to: Orange Lounge - Mobo*Moga
wishes for: bishies galore~
Long time no update. Finally gotten a new layout. Nyaha! Minagawa-tama~ *fangirls* New obsessions include Cafe Kichijoji de, Loveless, King of Bandit Jing, Eurobeat(*gasp*), the music genre and not the song, shotacon -- no, wait, that's old news... err.. and Tomy being an uke. xD
Oniichan's been updating the DesCha site... not much there yet, but it's comin'.. Erm.. what else.. oh, i need to finish 10 masks by the end of the day o__o Gots to para para with Ross twice this week, will cut my hair tomorrow.
Doomsday is on Monday. School starts monday. Myk will kill me for not attending the teambuilding today. But I was at school up to eight thirty today to pay me tuition fees. Got to see Joyce there, too.
Err.. haven't talked to anyone on the phone in ages.. 'cept for khan. And creole.
Levelled arizel up to 46 this week, less than 30% and she's 47. Khan~~ Thanks for the stuff~ I still have your pretend murdered~ Thankiesh for lending it to me~ ^^ I have your oridecon with me, too~ ^^; I'll give it to you next time we meet~ OH!! And thanks for the OPB, the lunatic egg, the silk robe, the sandals and the carrot juices~ ^^ and the 10k you gave me. ^^; Whee~ *tackleglomps yew*
I miss eating cake. o___o and Ice cream, and pie, and egg tarts. And baking cookies, too. ^^;
Aaaaaaaaanyways, i really need to make those masks ^^;
Toodles~
listening to: Orange Lounge - Mobo*Moga
wishes for: bishies galore~
Long time no update. Finally gotten a new layout. Nyaha! Minagawa-tama~ *fangirls* New obsessions include Cafe Kichijoji de, Loveless, King of Bandit Jing, Eurobeat(*gasp*), the music genre and not the song, shotacon -- no, wait, that's old news... err.. and Tomy being an uke. xD
Oniichan's been updating the DesCha site... not much there yet, but it's comin'.. Erm.. what else.. oh, i need to finish 10 masks by the end of the day o__o Gots to para para with Ross twice this week, will cut my hair tomorrow.
Err.. haven't talked to anyone on the phone in ages.. 'cept for khan. And creole.
Levelled arizel up to 46 this week, less than 30% and she's 47. Khan~~ Thanks for the stuff~ I still have your pretend murdered~ Thankiesh for lending it to me~ ^^ I have your oridecon with me, too~ ^^; I'll give it to you next time we meet~ OH!! And thanks for the OPB, the lunatic egg, the silk robe, the sandals and the carrot juices~ ^^ and the 10k you gave me. ^^; Whee~ *tackleglomps yew*
I miss eating cake. o___o and Ice cream, and pie, and egg tarts. And baking cookies, too. ^^;
Aaaaaaaaanyways, i really need to make those masks ^^;
Toodles~
Sunday, September 05, 2004
*scream*
listening to: Earth Girl Arjuna - Kuuki to Hoshi
wishes for: a better pc
Ugh. Dad took away the logitech mouse with teh scrolly thingy in the middle and replaced it with a genious mouse with no scrolly thing in teh middle, so i'm trying to adapt. Jimmy is being a prick and has lots of viruses. >.< I need a better pc. Jimmy keeps hanging, there's the mouse problems, there's the cd burner problems, there's the OS problems.. Meh. Damn you microsoft. >.<
Got to play pRO a while ago. Might play a little later. Levelled 20% up on arizel (currently 44/33). Nigel asked for a tank. Ended up tanking a lv12 Aco instead.. who disappeared wiffout saying goodbye. >.< Went back to the pyramids to level up. "Effin lag." -Creole.
Survival project is addicting. I have yet to download and play Gunbound. Someone give me the url, I'm too lazy to search for it.
It's somewhere past 7, nearly 7 thirty methinks... and i've just woken up from me nap.. I'm supposed to be working on ten or so masks for the play the DramaGuild's working on right now.. >.> Meh. Sounds manager na nga ako, tapos ginawang prop girl pa. [I'm already a sounds manager, and they make me prop girl as well.] Meh. Oh well. I'll have a better position after the fifth anniversary. x3
Cholo has a blog. Go visit and pester the shorts-wearing tarsier gaylord. xD Aaah, yes.. pre-finals madness still lingers. That yahoo conference was one of the bestest. Ever. xD We should do that often. :D
Mmm.. What else... Oooh, i've finished book 9 of The Wheel of Time!!! And I find out that it isn't over with book ten just yet!! Ooooohh....!!!! The suspense!!!! >w< I've just gotten past chapter 1 of book10, and then i fell asleep... and i just woke up. hehe. ^^; Oh well. ^^; Will continue reading it later. *is so excited* You guys should go read the book!!! It's just soooo cool~~~ xD SPOILER: Elayne's pregnant!! Mat's just proclaimed that Tuon's his wifey!! Nyneave and Lan remind me oh so much about Rika and suise.. and it's not just because Lan used to be ever so cold hearted and Nyneave's wearing a braid most of the time o0 whoo for spoilerage! xD
The end.
listening to: Earth Girl Arjuna - Kuuki to Hoshi
wishes for: a better pc
Ugh. Dad took away the logitech mouse with teh scrolly thingy in the middle and replaced it with a genious mouse with no scrolly thing in teh middle, so i'm trying to adapt. Jimmy is being a prick and has lots of viruses. >.< I need a better pc. Jimmy keeps hanging, there's the mouse problems, there's the cd burner problems, there's the OS problems.. Meh. Damn you microsoft. >.<
Got to play pRO a while ago. Might play a little later. Levelled 20% up on arizel (currently 44/33). Nigel asked for a tank. Ended up tanking a lv12 Aco instead.. who disappeared wiffout saying goodbye. >.< Went back to the pyramids to level up. "Effin lag." -Creole.
Survival project is addicting. I have yet to download and play Gunbound. Someone give me the url, I'm too lazy to search for it.
It's somewhere past 7, nearly 7 thirty methinks... and i've just woken up from me nap.. I'm supposed to be working on ten or so masks for the play the DramaGuild's working on right now.. >.> Meh. Sounds manager na nga ako, tapos ginawang prop girl pa. [I'm already a sounds manager, and they make me prop girl as well.] Meh. Oh well. I'll have a better position after the fifth anniversary. x3
Cholo has a blog. Go visit and pester the shorts-wearing tarsier gaylord. xD Aaah, yes.. pre-finals madness still lingers. That yahoo conference was one of the bestest. Ever. xD We should do that often. :D
Mmm.. What else... Oooh, i've finished book 9 of The Wheel of Time!!! And I find out that it isn't over with book ten just yet!! Ooooohh....!!!! The suspense!!!! >w< I've just gotten past chapter 1 of book10, and then i fell asleep... and i just woke up. hehe. ^^; Oh well. ^^; Will continue reading it later. *is so excited* You guys should go read the book!!! It's just soooo cool~~~ xD SPOILER: Elayne's pregnant!! Mat's just proclaimed that Tuon's his wifey!! Nyneave and Lan remind me oh so much about Rika and suise.. and it's not just because Lan used to be ever so cold hearted and Nyneave's wearing a braid most of the time o0 whoo for spoilerage! xD
The end.
Tuesday, August 31, 2004
FRUSTRATED
listening to: Sister Princess - Maboroshi
wishes for: priority downloads for Shinchaos. All the time.
fuckingdhemmet!!!!!!!!!!!!1 *shakes fist* This sucks!!! >.< As soon as I logged on mIRC today, I was number one at Shinchaos' queue list with a 3/5 priority 'cause I'm a regular and voiced, and with only three hours left to wait to get my first ever BL game (Shounentachi no Byoutou -- the one with the really nummy smex scenes in hospital wards.. mmm..). That's good right? Right. Three hours pass by and I get download it. I was extremely happy. I cancelled all other downloads and closed all programs just so the transfer would be faster. And then guess what? Fifteen percent into the download, approximately one hour, my pc decides to fucking hang.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!
>.< I hate you Jimmy. I swear, when I get my laptop, I am so gonna make fun of you, you damned machine you! >.<
listening to: Sister Princess - Maboroshi
wishes for: priority downloads for Shinchaos. All the time.
fuckingdhemmet!!!!!!!!!!!!1 *shakes fist* This sucks!!! >.< As soon as I logged on mIRC today, I was number one at Shinchaos' queue list with a 3/5 priority 'cause I'm a regular and voiced, and with only three hours left to wait to get my first ever BL game (Shounentachi no Byoutou -- the one with the really nummy smex scenes in hospital wards.. mmm..). That's good right? Right. Three hours pass by and I get download it. I was extremely happy. I cancelled all other downloads and closed all programs just so the transfer would be faster. And then guess what? Fifteen percent into the download, approximately one hour, my pc decides to fucking hang.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!
>.< I hate you Jimmy. I swear, when I get my laptop, I am so gonna make fun of you, you damned machine you! >.<
lackage of inspiration
listening to: The Scanty - Rock 'n Roll Princess
wishes for: inspiration. or more sleep. whichever comes first.
The neko has finally lost all her inspiration to write or draw. Is it because ofthe impending doom course card day? Maybe. Is it because it's been weeks since the neko last talked to her? Maybe. Or both? Most probably.
I need chocolates. And cake. And ice cream. And more animanga stuff. Yess... Those are the best ingredients for inspiration.. Mm..
listening to: The Scanty - Rock 'n Roll Princess
wishes for: inspiration. or more sleep. whichever comes first.
The neko has finally lost all her inspiration to write or draw. Is it because of
I need chocolates. And cake. And ice cream. And more animanga stuff. Yess... Those are the best ingredients for inspiration.. Mm..
Monday, August 30, 2004
try other channels? ^_~:: dami dyan -irc.y-hosting.net try here kso onti lang tau d2 but there glad to help.
Oh i forgot イチャイチャパラダイス ヘルプ meron me *_* and im still playing it.
yaoi games = BL-game
DeepRoute | Homepage | 08.23.04 - 3:51 am | #
DeepRoute-san? Who are you? And which channels do i go to at irc.y-hosting.net? ^^;;; Thanks for suggesting that nga pala. ^^
Oh i forgot イチャイチャパラダイス ヘルプ meron me *_* and im still playing it.
yaoi games = BL-game
DeepRoute | Homepage | 08.23.04 - 3:51 am | #
DeepRoute-san? Who are you? And which channels do i go to at irc.y-hosting.net? ^^;;; Thanks for suggesting that nga pala. ^^
I'm back! *expecting loud cheers but gets crickets chirping*
listening to: Hysteric Blue - Candy
wishes for: someone to take me away from here... preferably her.
Okay, something's wrong with this keyboard. I cant type properly anymore... That or my hand's gone and grew a little bigger. O_o
Or it's because i haven't used the computer for three days straight. O__O
And OMG, i posted two quiz posts one after the other!!!!!!! What have I done?! I can't believe myself, not posting anything but quiz results. >.< What's happening to mee??? Have I lost the will to rant?! *gasp* Nooooooo...!!!! *sobs* An' I keep losing inspiration to write, too. I can't write a decent reply to rpg's anymore *sobs* (That's with DesCha aside.. 'Cause DesCha's special.)
What am I gonna do? I'm supposed to be writing the scripts for Red Moon Murders!!! >0< I have the fixed plot already, tho. At least I have that. ^^;;
Ooohh, Kyou Kara Maou ep16 is subbed and out! *glomps AnimeOne* xD Yaaaaaaaaaaay~~ *runs off to go download the raws for episode 17*
...Feh. Only three hours of being awake and I'm bored already. >.> This bites. And it's supposed to be our vacation!!! >.< Sucky vacation this turns out to be.
Aaaaaaaaaaaaanyways, here's what has been happenin to me:
Went karaoke-ing with Val, Anne, Ajong and Ross last thursday. It was uber fun!! Ross! I'll pay you back that fifty! I swear!! And Val! I have to have a copy of that pic!! Okie? ^^ Okie!
Friday was the last day I got to see Kinji-san and Yutaka-san. Yutaka caught me staring at him. Dreamily. Ack..!! >.< That was awful! >.<
Saturday I was mallhopping! Whee! First stop, I was at Galle where Khan, me and Creole watched The Stepford Wives. Really good movie. Nicole Kidman was just so pretty... *w* ANd after, we passed by MegaMall and tehn ended up at Shang where Khan and I played Dance Maniax. Mm.. After that I went straight to G4 tohave free food celebrate Eunice's birthday. Whee! Sushi!! Whoo~~ ^^ We were at Timezone until around 11, and then Cholo took me home. Thanks Cholo! Ooh, speaking of Cholo, he was the night's Tarsier boy and we picked on him 'cause he was wearing shorts. xD Ooooh yeah.
Sunday I slept the whole day. o___o no really I did. Except I woke up in the evening, and then Ate Ouine suddenly came by so my plans of going online went poof. But we had a really nice talk about Lord of the Rings, which was showing on HBO. She left past eleven. And then I watched Cowboy Bebop. It rules. It was so awsome!! It really is!! Spike is cool! So was Vincent. I watched the dubbed one last night on Creole and Khan's suggestion. ^^; Will watch the Subbed version after breakfast.
Yes, breakfast. I haven't eaten anything yet.
Oooooooooooooooh.... Lookie~ long post! Yay! ^^ But I'm hungry, so I hafta go. ^^;
toodles~
listening to: Hysteric Blue - Candy
wishes for: someone to take me away from here... preferably her.
Okay, something's wrong with this keyboard. I cant type properly anymore... That or my hand's gone and grew a little bigger. O_o
Or it's because i haven't used the computer for three days straight. O__O
And OMG, i posted two quiz posts one after the other!!!!!!! What have I done?! I can't believe myself, not posting anything but quiz results. >.< What's happening to mee??? Have I lost the will to rant?! *gasp* Nooooooo...!!!! *sobs* An' I keep losing inspiration to write, too. I can't write a decent reply to rpg's anymore *sobs* (That's with DesCha aside.. 'Cause DesCha's special.)
What am I gonna do? I'm supposed to be writing the scripts for Red Moon Murders!!! >0< I have the fixed plot already, tho. At least I have that. ^^;;
Ooohh, Kyou Kara Maou ep16 is subbed and out! *glomps AnimeOne* xD Yaaaaaaaaaaay~~ *runs off to go download the raws for episode 17*
...Feh. Only three hours of being awake and I'm bored already. >.> This bites. And it's supposed to be our vacation!!! >.< Sucky vacation this turns out to be.
Aaaaaaaaaaaaanyways, here's what has been happenin to me:
Went karaoke-ing with Val, Anne, Ajong and Ross last thursday. It was uber fun!! Ross! I'll pay you back that fifty! I swear!! And Val! I have to have a copy of that pic!! Okie? ^^ Okie!
Friday was the last day I got to see Kinji-san and Yutaka-san. Yutaka caught me staring at him. Dreamily. Ack..!! >.< That was awful! >.<
Saturday I was mallhopping! Whee! First stop, I was at Galle where Khan, me and Creole watched The Stepford Wives. Really good movie. Nicole Kidman was just so pretty... *w* ANd after, we passed by MegaMall and tehn ended up at Shang where Khan and I played Dance Maniax. Mm.. After that I went straight to G4 to
Sunday I slept the whole day. o___o no really I did. Except I woke up in the evening, and then Ate Ouine suddenly came by so my plans of going online went poof. But we had a really nice talk about Lord of the Rings, which was showing on HBO. She left past eleven. And then I watched Cowboy Bebop. It rules. It was so awsome!! It really is!! Spike is cool! So was Vincent. I watched the dubbed one last night on Creole and Khan's suggestion. ^^; Will watch the Subbed version after breakfast.
Yes, breakfast. I haven't eaten anything yet.
Oooooooooooooooh.... Lookie~ long post! Yay! ^^ But I'm hungry, so I hafta go. ^^;
toodles~
Friday, August 27, 2004
ripped off. again.
listening to: Fruits Basket - Chiisana Inori
wishes for: no more work *sob*
Find your Role-Playing
Stereotype at mutedfaith.com.
You're Element is Night. You're a loner who is very
creative but never show your work to anyone.
You may smile a little but sadness or
loneliness surround you and other can feel it
when they're near you. You have a dark or
unusual beauty that makes you mysterious and
you probably have a lot of secrets that you've
never told anyone. You're beauty is intriging
and unorthidox but the real thing that makes
you special is your eyes. Something in them
makes them like Diamonds in the Rough.
What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES)
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Industrial rock! Just like Marilyn Manson, you
know what you have to say and you just say it!
I like you very much...just be careful you
don't scare me away...
What genre of rock are you?
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Was also supposed to type up a rant last night, but i forgot what about. O_o
listening to: Fruits Basket - Chiisana Inori
wishes for: no more work *sob*
Find your Role-Playing
Stereotype at mutedfaith.com.
You're Element is Night. You're a loner who is very
creative but never show your work to anyone.
You may smile a little but sadness or
loneliness surround you and other can feel it
when they're near you. You have a dark or
unusual beauty that makes you mysterious and
you probably have a lot of secrets that you've
never told anyone. You're beauty is intriging
and unorthidox but the real thing that makes
you special is your eyes. Something in them
makes them like Diamonds in the Rough.
What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES)
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Industrial rock! Just like Marilyn Manson, you
know what you have to say and you just say it!
I like you very much...just be careful you
don't scare me away...
What genre of rock are you?
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Was also supposed to type up a rant last night, but i forgot what about. O_o
Monday, August 23, 2004
bored, oh so fucking bored
litening to: lab silence
wishes for: chocolates! lots of goddamned chocolates, demmet!!
Which deadly sin do you represent? (Angel Sanctuary Pics)
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You are a Siren. More adventurous than all with a
voice like no other you sit on warm rocks and
sing to the moon and sea. Yet sometimes
shipwrecks find you and raving men want you.
You are a bottle of talent and power. What the
unknown is you seek to find, and a lover. You
have the moon and stars as freinds. There are a
very few of you, what a rare find. Will you
rate my quiz, I think your voice in just
beautiful?
What kind of mermaid are you? (Gorgeous Pics)
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You are the Strange Creature that fell from the
sky. You are not understood and are careful in
any kind of realtionship. You have peculer ways
and thoughts. You are quiet but present. I like
weird people, rate my quiz.
What kind of element fey are you? (PRETTY PICS)
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Your: Cool kitten. Your super cool, cute and
popular. your sweet on the guys and totally
into fashion. You are naturally a perfectionist
and are very artisitc.
What kind of cat are you?
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You are: Yellow Crayon
What color crayon are you?
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borderline
Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?
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litening to: lab silence
wishes for: chocolates! lots of goddamned chocolates, demmet!!
Which deadly sin do you represent? (Angel Sanctuary Pics)
brought to you by Quizilla
You are a Siren. More adventurous than all with a
voice like no other you sit on warm rocks and
sing to the moon and sea. Yet sometimes
shipwrecks find you and raving men want you.
You are a bottle of talent and power. What the
unknown is you seek to find, and a lover. You
have the moon and stars as freinds. There are a
very few of you, what a rare find. Will you
rate my quiz, I think your voice in just
beautiful?
What kind of mermaid are you? (Gorgeous Pics)
brought to you by Quizilla
You are the Strange Creature that fell from the
sky. You are not understood and are careful in
any kind of realtionship. You have peculer ways
and thoughts. You are quiet but present. I like
weird people, rate my quiz.
What kind of element fey are you? (PRETTY PICS)
brought to you by Quizilla
Your: Cool kitten. Your super cool, cute and
popular. your sweet on the guys and totally
into fashion. You are naturally a perfectionist
and are very artisitc.
What kind of cat are you?
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You are: Yellow Crayon
What color crayon are you?
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borderline
Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?
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Sunday, August 22, 2004
Three things that...
litening to: Okazaki Ritsuko - For Fruits basket
wishes for: her safe trip ^^
...you never knew about Rika:
1. I like shota *w*
2. I sucked my thumb until I was in 4th grade *runs and hides*
3. I have a relationship with my pillow OwO *hugs Mr. Kamui pillow*
...Rika does when waking up:
1. Go back to sleep
2. Try to go back to sleep and forget about going to school
3. When all else, fails, try draging my ass off the bed and take a goddamned bath.
...Rika likes best:
1. Shounen-Ai
2. Her
3. Chocolates
...you'll catch Rika doing:
1. Drawing
2. Sleeping
3. Online
...Rika listens to everyday:
1. My mp3 collection
2. My fingers tapping on the keyboard
3. My grandmother nagging at me to go to sleep because it's 2 in the morning and I'm still online. ^^;
...you'll never catch Rika doing:
1. Run around naked singing "I have a lovely bunch of coconuts...."
2. Making a shrine for Barney, the fucking purple dinosaur
3. Pass a math exam TT^TT
...Rika wants to be when he/she grows up:
1. Mangaka
2. Professional Slacker
3. Kicker of Bill Gates Arse
...you might want to give Rika this Christmas:
1. Shounen ai/Yaoi manga
2. Elegant Goth/Loligoth dresses. Note the plural tense.
3. Anime OSTs
Haha. I got bored. ^^;
litening to: Okazaki Ritsuko - For Fruits basket
wishes for: her safe trip ^^
...you never knew about Rika:
1. I like shota *w*
2. I sucked my thumb until I was in 4th grade *runs and hides*
3. I have a relationship with my pillow OwO *hugs Mr. Kamui pillow*
...Rika does when waking up:
1. Go back to sleep
2. Try to go back to sleep and forget about going to school
3. When all else, fails, try draging my ass off the bed and take a goddamned bath.
...Rika likes best:
1. Shounen-Ai
2. Her
3. Chocolates
...you'll catch Rika doing:
1. Drawing
2. Sleeping
3. Online
...Rika listens to everyday:
1. My mp3 collection
2. My fingers tapping on the keyboard
3. My grandmother nagging at me to go to sleep because it's 2 in the morning and I'm still online. ^^;
...you'll never catch Rika doing:
1. Run around naked singing "I have a lovely bunch of coconuts...."
2. Making a shrine for Barney, the fucking purple dinosaur
3. Pass a math exam TT^TT
...Rika wants to be when he/she grows up:
1. Mangaka
2. Professional Slacker
3. Kicker of Bill Gates Arse
...you might want to give Rika this Christmas:
1. Shounen ai/Yaoi manga
2. Elegant Goth/Loligoth dresses. Note the plural tense.
3. Anime OSTs
Haha. I got bored. ^^;
Friday, August 20, 2004
Good Mooooooooooooooooooooooorning!
listening to: Apocripha/0 - Blue Tail in the Cross Track 7 - Beryl and Seles
wishes for: yaoi smut
...I can't read gravitation remix volume 1 at school. You know, the one where Yuki and Shuichi do it in the recording sutdio and Sakano and Hiro happened to er... pass by. ^^; Tohma rules the world indeed. ^^
But!! I need my yaoi smut or else I don't think I'll be able to work properly. i'm supposed to be doing a flash animation for multmed which will be passed TONIGHT. frecking demmet. >.<#
AghIfeckingneedtoseetwomenscreweachothersilly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! why can't we have yaoi games?! It's so fecking unfair that stores sell H-games, but you'll never get to see yaoi games!!! THIS IS UNFAIR!!! *sobsobsob*
Feck.
Ooh. Val and I are gonna make a yaoi rp blog thingy. x3 Anyone interested in joining should leave a note here. ^^ *smoochies*
Toodles~
listening to: Apocripha/0 - Blue Tail in the Cross Track 7 - Beryl and Seles
wishes for: yaoi smut
...I can't read gravitation remix volume 1 at school. You know, the one where Yuki and Shuichi do it in the recording sutdio and Sakano and Hiro happened to er... pass by. ^^; Tohma rules the world indeed. ^^
But!! I need my yaoi smut or else I don't think I'll be able to work properly. i'm supposed to be doing a flash animation for multmed which will be passed TONIGHT. frecking demmet. >.<#
AghIfeckingneedtoseetwomenscreweachothersilly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! why can't we have yaoi games?! It's so fecking unfair that stores sell H-games, but you'll never get to see yaoi games!!! THIS IS UNFAIR!!! *sobsobsob*
Feck.
Ooh. Val and I are gonna make a yaoi rp blog thingy. x3 Anyone interested in joining should leave a note here. ^^ *smoochies*
Toodles~
Monday, August 16, 2004
Update! W00t!
listening to: gox lobby noises
wishes for: *blush* aah... *blush*
Oh-kay.. strange, frustraing and god-awful stuff have been happening in DesCha lately. Rika is such a frustrated mum, and she doesn't want to be ever mad at Hideki. *sobs* And Rika doesn't know what to do.. And then she learns that she's part Lalaika.. T3h GM gave some long info about it and they're basically a genetically enhanced human race of sorts that live with smilers. And that she's some sort of "chosen one". M3h. Oh, and her son's involved in an incestuous relationship with his slut of a cousin. *stabs Maya* Damn bi0tch.
Anyways, enough of the descha update. Ph3h. *stabs Maya again* Grr.
ENOUGH, i said. >.>
Graduated from ROTC last Saturday! Yay! And I met Artoo who looks like Hades without the CutesyWootsey Jpop habits. Nyaha. xD Played more Para para paradise and Dance Maniax wiff Creole. Saw kael again. Met cute guy who looks like aki who turns out to be parlor gay who smokes who isn't that cute in reality 'cause his smile sucks and he's just the wrong kind of gay demmet. >.<## Fecking hell.
I dun wanna fail Anmath1. Again. And Compro2. *sobs* Those are the two subjects that are kinda.. err.. in danger.. Not worried about multmed 'cause it fucking sucks. 'Sides, I'm sure I'd only get a 1.0 there. Feckingprofessorsuckstohighfeckinghell.
Gakuen Heaven = Fucking Heaven. *giggles like mad*
Loveless is just so lurvely. And Gravitation Remix is HAWT!! xD Yuki and Shuichi were just so adorably fucking sexay!! Literally!! *giggles like mad*
Hmm.. what else.. Mikey-poo mentioned me in his bloggie. Amaygad, I was just so oblivious. xD I didn't even notice he had this frickin crush on me on our 1st term in our 1st year. XD Amayfeckingad! *giggles like mad*
That's it I guess.. Oh, and I wish she wuffs meh. *w* *dreamy sigh* I really really wish so.. ^^ I know I wuff her soo mush. ^//////////////////^
toodles~~
PS
ROSS HAS A FECKING NEW HAIRCUT!! It looks good on him demmet!! x3
listening to: gox lobby noises
wishes for: *blush* aah... *blush*
Oh-kay.. strange, frustraing and god-awful stuff have been happening in DesCha lately. Rika is such a frustrated mum, and she doesn't want to be ever mad at Hideki. *sobs* And Rika doesn't know what to do.. And then she learns that she's part Lalaika.. T3h GM gave some long info about it and they're basically a genetically enhanced human race of sorts that live with smilers. And that she's some sort of "chosen one". M3h. Oh, and her son's involved in an incestuous relationship with his slut of a cousin. *stabs Maya* Damn bi0tch.
Anyways, enough of the descha update. Ph3h. *stabs Maya again* Grr.
ENOUGH, i said. >.>
Graduated from ROTC last Saturday! Yay! And I met Artoo who looks like Hades without the CutesyWootsey Jpop habits. Nyaha. xD Played more Para para paradise and Dance Maniax wiff Creole. Saw kael again. Met cute guy who looks like aki who turns out to be parlor gay who smokes who isn't that cute in reality 'cause his smile sucks and he's just the wrong kind of gay demmet. >.<## Fecking hell.
I dun wanna fail Anmath1. Again. And Compro2. *sobs* Those are the two subjects that are kinda.. err.. in danger.. Not worried about multmed 'cause it fucking sucks. 'Sides, I'm sure I'd only get a 1.0 there. Feckingprofessorsuckstohighfeckinghell.
Gakuen Heaven = Fucking Heaven. *giggles like mad*
Loveless is just so lurvely. And Gravitation Remix is HAWT!! xD Yuki and Shuichi were just so adorably fucking sexay!! Literally!! *giggles like mad*
Hmm.. what else.. Mikey-poo mentioned me in his bloggie. Amaygad, I was just so oblivious. xD I didn't even notice he had this frickin crush on me on our 1st term in our 1st year. XD Amayfeckingad! *giggles like mad*
That's it I guess.. Oh, and I wish she wuffs meh. *w* *dreamy sigh* I really really wish so.. ^^ I know I wuff her soo mush. ^//////////////////^
toodles~~
PS
ROSS HAS A FECKING NEW HAIRCUT!! It looks good on him demmet!! x3
Wednesday, August 11, 2004
ripped off. again.
listening to: my tortured soul angst about *bleeeeeeeeeeeeeep*
wishes for: Yutaka. *drool*
Met the Japanese students today. Kinji-kun is t3h fun. Yutaka is t3h bish. Will be taking Kinji-kun to Greenbelt tomorrow. Hopefully, I'd get back before my compro exam. Which i have yet to study. My MP is not yet done. Mwaha. I hate my life.
*sulks in a corner*
Your Motions
[ Current Clothes ] yellow shirt with pink print over black long sleeved top, wide bottomed denims and sneaks
[ Current Mood ] angsty.
[ Current Music ] Malice Mizer - Regret
[ Current Taste ] KFC HotShots drowning in gravy
[ Current Make-up ] What's... "make-up"?
[ Current Hair ] shoulder length hair, now wiff spiffy bangs, half pony
[ Current Annoyance ] my foot is itchy. it's ruining my angst
[ Current Smell ] city streets
[ Current Favorite Artist ] *stares at yew blankly*
[ Current Desktop Picture ] Kamui being angstu
[ Current Favorite Group(s) ] The Stand Up, AnimeOne.
[ Current Book you're reading ] *still* the Da Vinci Code. The Files reviewer doesn't count
[ Current CD in CD Player] Gravitation Vocal Collection
[ Current Color Of Toenails ] Toenail color
[ Current Refreshment ] I NEED COFFEE
[ Current Worry ] *sobs like there's no tomorrow*
LAST PERSON...
[ You Touched ] creole
[ You Talked to ] creole
[ You Hugged ] creole
[ You Instant messaged ] oniichan
[ You Yelled At ] my stupidity
[ You Kissed ] mr. kamui pillow. because i am sad and desperate and mr. kamui pillow is the bestest friend i have. *sniff*
FAVORITE...
[ Food ] chokoreeto ga suki desu! daisuki desu! -Kinji-kun
[ Drink ] rootbeer. sarsi forever.
[ Color ] black
[ Album ] X Single collection
[ Shoes ] my sketchers retros
[ Candy ] bubblegum
[ Animal ] aa.. neko daisuki desu! -Kinji-kun
[ TV Show ] Kyou Kara Maou!
[ Movie ] Loser
[ Dance ] Deluxe Eurobeat mix, Butterfly, Mobo Moga, Aishiattemasu?, Ale` Japan, 100
[ Song ] Crucify My Love
[ Vegetable ] Potatos
[ Fruit ] Strawberries, Watermelon, apple
[ Cartoon ] ANIME
ARE YOU...
[ Understanding ] in anything except math and physics
[ Open-minded ] very much so.
[ Arrogant ] it depends
[ Insecure ] yes
[ Interesting ] i get boring after a while
[ Random ] rabbit?
[ Friendly ] *smile*
[ Smart ] Trust me, I'm about to fail compro2 and anmath1 again.
[ Moody ] Very.
[ Childish ] I'm a five year old trapped in an eighteen year old's body
[ Independent ] err..
[ Hard working ] never
[ Organized ] i dont clean my room.
[ Healthy ] i hope not
[ Emotionally Stable ] no.
[ Shy ] depends
[ Difficult ] huh?
[ Attractive ] hah.
[ Bored Easily ] yes. all the time.
[ Messy ] like i said. i don't clean my room
[ Thirsty ] uh huh
[ Responsible ] *raises eyebrow*
[ Obsessed ] yes.
[ Angry ] with myself.
[ Sad ] duh.
[ Happy ] no.
[ Hyper ] was.
[ Trusting ] depends on who you are and what you are to me.
[ Talkative ] not much anymore.
WHO DO YOU WANT TO...
[ Kill ] me.
[ Slap ] my mom, my grandma, basically anyone who wants me to be a mindless drone
[ Get Really Wasted With ] creole and kang
[ Get High With ] deschakada
[ Look Like ] Lhodo.
[ Talk To Offline ] deschakada.
[ Talk To Online ] her, deschakada, s19
[ My Name Is ] rika
[ In The Morning I Am ] never usually awake
[ All I Need Is ] her
[ Love Is ] killing me
[ I'm Afraid of ] love
[ I Dream About ] strange, idealistic and hopeless romantic shit
HAVE YOU EVER...
[ Pictured your crush naked? ] no comment
[ Actually seen ur crush naked ] no comment
[ Been in love ] so deep it hurts
[ Cried when someone died ] ........
[ Lied ] no.
WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX...
[what do u notice first?] eyes
[last person u slow danced with] arred
[worst question to ask] ........
WHO...
[makes u laugh the most?] Creole
[makes you smile] deschakada, her, val, ross
[gives u a funny feeling when u see them] her
[who do you have a crush on?] her
[who has a crush on u?] how the fuck should i know
[is easiest to talk to] creole
DO YOU EVER...
[sit on the internet all night waiting for someone special to I.M. you?] yes.
[save aol/aim conversations] i don't have aim
[wish u were a member of the opposite sex] lotsa times
[cried because of someone saying something to you] yesh
HAVE YOU EVER....
[fallen for your best friend] no
[been rejected] no
[rejected someone] yes
[used someone] no comment
[been cheated on] how the hell should i know?
[done something you regret] duh
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON..
[you talked to on the phone] creole
[you laughed with] creole
[you said goodbye to] creole
DO YOU // ARE YOU...
[smoke cigarettes] it would kill me if i did
[obsessive] very much so
[could u live without the computer?] the computer is my life
[color ur hair] no. i want to.
[ever get off the damn computer] when they force me to.
[habla espanol] no intiende
[how many peeps are on ur buddylist?] 148 and counting
[drink alchohol?] no one will let me.
[like watching sunrises or sunset] ........
[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?] emotional. i angst a lot.
NUMBER...
of times I have had my heart broken?: i can't count.
of hearts I have broken?: two.
of guys I have kissed?: two.
of girls I have kissed?: on the cheek? lots.
of continents I have lived in?: one
of tight friends?: 6
of cd's that I own?: can't count
of scars on my body?: lots on my legs and knees. battlescars from when i was a kid
of things in my past that I regret?: lots
I KNOW: something you don't know
I WANT: that person to love me
I HAVE: a very big problem
I WISH: i was dead
I HATE: my life
I MISS: my old self
I FEAR: love
I HEAR: my tortured soul
I WONDER: if that person will ever love me back..
I REGRET: fuck you.
I LOVE: of course i do.
I ACHE: my tummy does. that's why i have medicines for that
I CARE: not
I ALWAYS: try to smile even when i don't want to
I AM NOT: not a hopeless romantic
I DANCE: in my dreams
I SING: jpop
I CRY: every night
I DO NOT ALWAYS: get so fucking obsessed like this
listening to: my tortured soul angst about *bleeeeeeeeeeeeeep*
wishes for: Yutaka. *drool*
Met the Japanese students today. Kinji-kun is t3h fun. Yutaka is t3h bish. Will be taking Kinji-kun to Greenbelt tomorrow. Hopefully, I'd get back before my compro exam. Which i have yet to study. My MP is not yet done. Mwaha. I hate my life.
*sulks in a corner*
Your Motions
[ Current Clothes ] yellow shirt with pink print over black long sleeved top, wide bottomed denims and sneaks
[ Current Mood ] angsty.
[ Current Music ] Malice Mizer - Regret
[ Current Taste ] KFC HotShots drowning in gravy
[ Current Make-up ] What's... "make-up"?
[ Current Hair ] shoulder length hair, now wiff spiffy bangs, half pony
[ Current Annoyance ] my foot is itchy. it's ruining my angst
[ Current Smell ] city streets
[ Current Favorite Artist ] *stares at yew blankly*
[ Current Desktop Picture ] Kamui being angstu
[ Current Favorite Group(s) ] The Stand Up, AnimeOne.
[ Current Book you're reading ] *still* the Da Vinci Code. The Files reviewer doesn't count
[ Current CD in CD Player] Gravitation Vocal Collection
[ Current Color Of Toenails ] Toenail color
[ Current Refreshment ] I NEED COFFEE
[ Current Worry ] *sobs like there's no tomorrow*
LAST PERSON...
[ You Touched ] creole
[ You Talked to ] creole
[ You Hugged ] creole
[ You Instant messaged ] oniichan
[ You Yelled At ] my stupidity
[ You Kissed ] mr. kamui pillow. because i am sad and desperate and mr. kamui pillow is the bestest friend i have. *sniff*
FAVORITE...
[ Food ] chokoreeto ga suki desu! daisuki desu! -Kinji-kun
[ Drink ] rootbeer. sarsi forever.
[ Color ] black
[ Album ] X Single collection
[ Shoes ] my sketchers retros
[ Candy ] bubblegum
[ Animal ] aa.. neko daisuki desu! -Kinji-kun
[ TV Show ] Kyou Kara Maou!
[ Movie ] Loser
[ Dance ] Deluxe Eurobeat mix, Butterfly, Mobo Moga, Aishiattemasu?, Ale` Japan, 100
[ Song ] Crucify My Love
[ Vegetable ] Potatos
[ Fruit ] Strawberries, Watermelon, apple
[ Cartoon ] ANIME
ARE YOU...
[ Understanding ] in anything except math and physics
[ Open-minded ] very much so.
[ Arrogant ] it depends
[ Insecure ] yes
[ Interesting ] i get boring after a while
[ Random ] rabbit?
[ Friendly ] *smile*
[ Smart ] Trust me, I'm about to fail compro2 and anmath1 again.
[ Moody ] Very.
[ Childish ] I'm a five year old trapped in an eighteen year old's body
[ Independent ] err..
[ Hard working ] never
[ Organized ] i dont clean my room.
[ Healthy ] i hope not
[ Emotionally Stable ] no.
[ Shy ] depends
[ Difficult ] huh?
[ Attractive ] hah.
[ Bored Easily ] yes. all the time.
[ Messy ] like i said. i don't clean my room
[ Thirsty ] uh huh
[ Responsible ] *raises eyebrow*
[ Obsessed ] yes.
[ Angry ] with myself.
[ Sad ] duh.
[ Happy ] no.
[ Hyper ] was.
[ Trusting ] depends on who you are and what you are to me.
[ Talkative ] not much anymore.
WHO DO YOU WANT TO...
[ Kill ] me.
[ Slap ] my mom, my grandma, basically anyone who wants me to be a mindless drone
[ Get Really Wasted With ] creole and kang
[ Get High With ] deschakada
[ Look Like ] Lhodo.
[ Talk To Offline ] deschakada.
[ Talk To Online ] her, deschakada, s19
[ My Name Is ] rika
[ In The Morning I Am ] never usually awake
[ All I Need Is ] her
[ Love Is ] killing me
[ I'm Afraid of ] love
[ I Dream About ] strange, idealistic and hopeless romantic shit
HAVE YOU EVER...
[ Pictured your crush naked? ] no comment
[ Actually seen ur crush naked ] no comment
[ Been in love ] so deep it hurts
[ Cried when someone died ] ........
[ Lied ] no.
WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX...
[what do u notice first?] eyes
[last person u slow danced with] arred
[worst question to ask] ........
WHO...
[makes u laugh the most?] Creole
[makes you smile] deschakada, her, val, ross
[gives u a funny feeling when u see them] her
[who do you have a crush on?] her
[who has a crush on u?] how the fuck should i know
[is easiest to talk to] creole
DO YOU EVER...
[sit on the internet all night waiting for someone special to I.M. you?] yes.
[save aol/aim conversations] i don't have aim
[wish u were a member of the opposite sex] lotsa times
[cried because of someone saying something to you] yesh
HAVE YOU EVER....
[fallen for your best friend] no
[been rejected] no
[rejected someone] yes
[used someone] no comment
[been cheated on] how the hell should i know?
[done something you regret] duh
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON..
[you talked to on the phone] creole
[you laughed with] creole
[you said goodbye to] creole
DO YOU // ARE YOU...
[smoke cigarettes] it would kill me if i did
[obsessive] very much so
[could u live without the computer?] the computer is my life
[color ur hair] no. i want to.
[ever get off the damn computer] when they force me to.
[habla espanol] no intiende
[how many peeps are on ur buddylist?] 148 and counting
[drink alchohol?] no one will let me.
[like watching sunrises or sunset] ........
[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?] emotional. i angst a lot.
NUMBER...
of times I have had my heart broken?: i can't count.
of hearts I have broken?: two.
of guys I have kissed?: two.
of girls I have kissed?: on the cheek? lots.
of continents I have lived in?: one
of tight friends?: 6
of cd's that I own?: can't count
of scars on my body?: lots on my legs and knees. battlescars from when i was a kid
of things in my past that I regret?: lots
I KNOW: something you don't know
I WANT: that person to love me
I HAVE: a very big problem
I WISH: i was dead
I HATE: my life
I MISS: my old self
I FEAR: love
I HEAR: my tortured soul
I WONDER: if that person will ever love me back..
I REGRET: fuck you.
I LOVE: of course i do.
I ACHE: my tummy does. that's why i have medicines for that
I CARE: not
I ALWAYS: try to smile even when i don't want to
I AM NOT: not a hopeless romantic
I DANCE: in my dreams
I SING: jpop
I CRY: every night
I DO NOT ALWAYS: get so fucking obsessed like this
i'm lost
in a forest
filled with anger,
sorrow,
pain,
regret,
confusion,
nothing.
i'm naked,
bleeding,
melancholic
and cold.
i could feel the winds
beating at my back
i could still
see his face
distant
vague
blurred
and then no more
am i losing it?
that warmth we used to have?
the small treasure
you gave me
the one thing
i hold on so dearly
have i lost it already?
or is it still there
waiting
to be found again
Adagio Akazuki
in a forest
filled with anger,
sorrow,
pain,
regret,
confusion,
nothing.
i'm naked,
bleeding,
melancholic
and cold.
i could feel the winds
beating at my back
i could still
see his face
distant
vague
blurred
and then no more
am i losing it?
that warmth we used to have?
the small treasure
you gave me
the one thing
i hold on so dearly
have i lost it already?
or is it still there
waiting
to be found again
Adagio Akazuki
Tuesday, August 10, 2004
somewhat still sick.. -__-;;
listening to: the tv
wishes for: no more pain!!!
Went to the doctor today to check what's up with my tummy that's been hurting since yesterday.. (the reason why i couldn't go to second period) I thought it was appendicitis, since the pain was in that region. The doctor said it wasn't. But it still HURTS!! *sobs*
listening to: the tv
wishes for: no more pain!!!
Went to the doctor today to check what's up with my tummy that's been hurting since yesterday.. (the reason why i couldn't go to second period) I thought it was appendicitis, since the pain was in that region. The doctor said it wasn't. But it still HURTS!! *sobs*
Sunday, August 08, 2004
Longest online time. Ever.
listening to: Kyou Kara Maou Original Soundtrack
wishes for: Yuki~~~ *squeals ala Shuichi*
7 hours and 41 minutes as of now, and I'd still be online for the next hour or two. ^^ w00tm3h.
Aki got my 2222 dA Kiriban! Yay for her! She wished that she would get it and she did!! Yay!! *celebrates*
Went to Sangley Point in Cavite yesterday. It was fun. The food sucked though. >.> Bleh. I got to board a real live navy ship!! Whoo!! But t3h evil greenish water scared the hell out of me >.o And I didn't even notice that the ship was rockin'.. o.0 There were two ships we boarded. BRP Emilio Jacinto (PS35) and the really really big one with the helipad, BRP Dagupan City. I forgot the code thing for that. *w* I loved t3h helipad. It was so windy there.. But it takes hell to get up on there. The bridge was cool. It had this funky coffeemaker. And it smelled like Tic Tac, too. xD And they had a mini TV! No cable though. ^^;
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaanyways, yeah. I'm still online. Bwahahaha. Immagonnago eat dinner now. ^^
listening to: Kyou Kara Maou Original Soundtrack
wishes for: Yuki~~~ *squeals ala Shuichi*
7 hours and 41 minutes as of now, and I'd still be online for the next hour or two. ^^ w00tm3h.
Aki got my 2222 dA Kiriban! Yay for her! She wished that she would get it and she did!! Yay!! *celebrates*
Went to Sangley Point in Cavite yesterday. It was fun. The food sucked though. >.> Bleh. I got to board a real live navy ship!! Whoo!! But t3h evil greenish water scared the hell out of me >.o And I didn't even notice that the ship was rockin'.. o.0 There were two ships we boarded. BRP Emilio Jacinto (PS35) and the really really big one with the helipad, BRP Dagupan City. I forgot the code thing for that. *w* I loved t3h helipad. It was so windy there.. But it takes hell to get up on there. The bridge was cool. It had this funky coffeemaker. And it smelled like Tic Tac, too. xD And they had a mini TV! No cable though. ^^;
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaanyways, yeah. I'm still online. Bwahahaha. Immagonnago eat dinner now. ^^
Wednesday, August 04, 2004
Tuesday, August 03, 2004
I have ENROLLED!! MWAHAHAHA!!
listening to: Kyou Kara Maou Original Soundtrack
wishes for: More Kyou Kara Maou!! >D
Yesshhh
Here's me sked. Japala1 might be removed if OBJECTP and/or dasalgo would be available. ^^
MWF
0920-1020 Anmath2 S22 J304
1030-1130 TinTech S22 J304
1140-1240 Genpsyc S22 J304
TH
0800-0930 Japala1 S18 Y505
0940-1110 ISTech2 S12 J212
1120-1250 IntroDB S22 G206
Yay!! Isn't my schedule prettiful~? ^^ Ross~ Classmates tayo sa Genpsyc and Japala!! xD Mwahahaha!! xD
Comment here kung magkaklase tayo or hindi sa ibang subjects. Pagtawanan natin ang isa't isa. xD
I LOVE DSL!!! xD
listening to: Kyou Kara Maou Original Soundtrack
wishes for: More Kyou Kara Maou!! >D
Yesshhh
Here's me sked. Japala1 might be removed if OBJECTP and/or dasalgo would be available. ^^
MWF
0920-1020 Anmath2 S22 J304
1030-1130 TinTech S22 J304
1140-1240 Genpsyc S22 J304
TH
0800-0930 Japala1 S18 Y505
0940-1110 ISTech2 S12 J212
1120-1250 IntroDB S22 G206
Yay!! Isn't my schedule prettiful~? ^^ Ross~ Classmates tayo sa Genpsyc and Japala!! xD Mwahahaha!! xD
Comment here kung magkaklase tayo or hindi sa ibang subjects. Pagtawanan natin ang isa't isa. xD
I LOVE DSL!!! xD
Monday, August 02, 2004
something i ripped off people's blogs
litening to: Aiko - Hatsukoi
wishes for: lots of stuff.
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY
01. Joanna
02. Rika
03. Bakla (...)
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
01. Self proclaimed DLSU Yaoi Goddess
02. I draw gooooooooooood
03. I understand basic Japanese
THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
01. I have a bad sense of humor
02. My height.
03. I procrastinate too much
THREE THINGS YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND:
01. Homophobes
02. ANMATH1
03. Why I can't seem to be able to kill myself
THREE THINGS THAT ANNOY YOU:
01. Michel Onasis Seno Ogbinar
02. Extreme Homophobes
03. My family
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
01. cockroaches
02. wiggly pasta
03. love
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
01. Listening to Suteki na Shiawase (Beautiful Happiness) ^^
02. Her
03. Lots of food
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BRANDS:
01. Hershey's
02. AnimeOne (is that considered a brand?? O__o)
03.
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITES SONGS @ THE MOMENT:
01. Suteki na Shiawase
02. Crucify My Love
03. Sayonara Solitaire
THREE PEOPLE YOU "SPEND" THE MOST TIME WITH:
01. Me
02. Val
03. Ross
THREE THINGS YOU CAN'T DO:
01. Kill myself
02. commit suicide
03. draw hands
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
01. Draw
02. Sleep
03. Surf teh Net
THREE THINGS YOU CAN'T WAIT TO HAVE:
01. The complete Kyou Kara Maou episodes in me pc
02. a laptop I can call Wolfram/Wolfie/Wolfy ^^
03. death
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
01. Mangaka
02. Videogame designer
03. Kicker of Microsoft Ass
THREE COLORS YOU LIKE:
01. Black
02. Blue
03. Purple~
THREE PLACES YOU WOULD GO ON VACATION:
01. Japan
02. t3h US
03. anywhere in Europe
THREE THINGS YOU JUST DID TODAY:
01. Sulk
02. Procrastinated
03. Download the raws for KKM ep14 and get irritated 'cause it won't download properly so I settled with downloading episode 15&16. Bah.
litening to: Aiko - Hatsukoi
wishes for: lots of stuff.
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY
01. Joanna
02. Rika
03. Bakla (...)
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
01. Self proclaimed DLSU Yaoi Goddess
02. I draw gooooooooooood
03. I understand basic Japanese
THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
01. I have a bad sense of humor
02. My height.
03. I procrastinate too much
THREE THINGS YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND:
01. Homophobes
02. ANMATH1
03. Why I can't seem to be able to kill myself
THREE THINGS THAT ANNOY YOU:
01. Michel Onasis Seno Ogbinar
02. Extreme Homophobes
03. My family
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
01. cockroaches
02. wiggly pasta
03. love
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
01. Listening to Suteki na Shiawase (Beautiful Happiness) ^^
02. Her
03. Lots of food
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BRANDS:
01. Hershey's
02. AnimeOne (is that considered a brand?? O__o)
03.
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITES SONGS @ THE MOMENT:
01. Suteki na Shiawase
02. Crucify My Love
03. Sayonara Solitaire
THREE PEOPLE YOU "SPEND" THE MOST TIME WITH:
01. Me
02. Val
03. Ross
THREE THINGS YOU CAN'T DO:
01. Kill myself
02. commit suicide
03. draw hands
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
01. Draw
02. Sleep
03. Surf teh Net
THREE THINGS YOU CAN'T WAIT TO HAVE:
01. The complete Kyou Kara Maou episodes in me pc
02. a laptop I can call Wolfram/Wolfie/Wolfy ^^
03. death
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
01. Mangaka
02. Videogame designer
03. Kicker of Microsoft Ass
THREE COLORS YOU LIKE:
01. Black
02. Blue
03. Purple~
THREE PLACES YOU WOULD GO ON VACATION:
01. Japan
02. t3h US
03. anywhere in Europe
THREE THINGS YOU JUST DID TODAY:
01. Sulk
02. Procrastinated
03. Download the raws for KKM ep14 and get irritated 'cause it won't download properly so I settled with downloading episode 15&16. Bah.
Sunday, August 01, 2004
Quizzes!
listening to: Monty Python - The Usage of the Word Fuck
wishes for: no more pizza.
theOtaku.com: What Anime Legend Are You?
Which CLAMP series' random item are you?
Quiz made by Let-kun
You are the Manipulative Dreamer
Kanoe
Least able of the Dreamgazers, you move your strings to control the actions to lead to your personal goals, no matter how many heads will roll. The most 'alive' of the Yumemi type.
What kind of Dreamgazer is more appealing to you?
Quiz made by Let-kun, based on Melange's
Treatise on Dreams
theOtaku.com: What is Your Japanese Novelty Item?
theOtaku.com: What is Your Anime Zodiac?
listening to: Monty Python - The Usage of the Word Fuck
wishes for: no more pizza.
theOtaku.com: What Anime Legend Are You?
Which CLAMP series' random item are you?
Quiz made by Let-kun
You are the Manipulative Dreamer
Kanoe
Least able of the Dreamgazers, you move your strings to control the actions to lead to your personal goals, no matter how many heads will roll. The most 'alive' of the Yumemi type.
What kind of Dreamgazer is more appealing to you?
Quiz made by Let-kun, based on Melange's
Treatise on Dreams
theOtaku.com: What is Your Japanese Novelty Item?
theOtaku.com: What is Your Anime Zodiac?
Today is a day for sadness
listening to: THE STAND UP - Hateshinaky Tooi Sora Ni
wishes for: Kyou Kara Maou fansubs until the series ends. And teh raws, too.
To the Endlessly Faraway Sky... is a livejournal community dedicated to Kyou Kara Maou.
Kyou Kara Maou has been licensed. Geneon has it. *sobs like hell*
All I can do now is hope that AnimeOne still fansubs it until the whole thing ends. *sobs*
listening to: THE STAND UP - Hateshinaky Tooi Sora Ni
wishes for: Kyou Kara Maou fansubs until the series ends. And teh raws, too.
To the Endlessly Faraway Sky... is a livejournal community dedicated to Kyou Kara Maou.
Kyou Kara Maou has been licensed. Geneon has it. *sobs like hell*
All I can do now is hope that AnimeOne still fansubs it until the whole thing ends. *sobs*
Saturday, July 31, 2004
My feet are struggling to survive
listening to: Naruto - Wind [?]
wishes for: that my feet would feel much, much better
Anime on Ice was uber fun. ^^ Met lots of new people.
I heart the male priestess *w* he's just sooo adorable. Koji, if I remember correctl. *w* marry me *w*
my feet hurt from too much skatingness *w* from 4pm to 8pm *w* twas excruciatingly fun. I wuz skating around wiff this spiffy illustration board sign that said "I *heart* yaoi" and took pictures wiff teh LotR cosplayers xD it was a funny piccie
And to think I had ROTC this morning xD
yay! Kang can skate! thanks to me an' khan ^^
yay! I saw Emmy again!! hamishoo!! Siopao ha? :D
Met Sean and Liu today. They were fun. ^^ Me an' Kang an' Emmy actually made them go to AoI rather than watch Catwoman. Nyahaha. x3
Yeah. my feet hurt. I'll go ahead an' rest them now. ^^
Toodles~~
+edit+
had an awful dream. yep. bad dreams. really awful nightmare. woke me up at two in the morning. yep. dreams can really change the way you look at one person.. *brings out a dagger* sinong me gusto ng lechon?
listening to: Naruto - Wind [?]
wishes for: that my feet would feel much, much better
Anime on Ice was uber fun. ^^ Met lots of new people.
I heart the male priestess *w* he's just sooo adorable. Koji, if I remember correctl. *w* marry me *w*
my feet hurt from too much skatingness *w* from 4pm to 8pm *w* twas excruciatingly fun. I wuz skating around wiff this spiffy illustration board sign that said "I *heart* yaoi" and took pictures wiff teh LotR cosplayers xD it was a funny piccie
And to think I had ROTC this morning xD
yay! Kang can skate! thanks to me an' khan ^^
yay! I saw Emmy again!! hamishoo!! Siopao ha? :D
Met Sean and Liu today. They were fun. ^^ Me an' Kang an' Emmy actually made them go to AoI rather than watch Catwoman. Nyahaha. x3
Yeah. my feet hurt. I'll go ahead an' rest them now. ^^
Toodles~~
+edit+
had an awful dream. yep. bad dreams. really awful nightmare. woke me up at two in the morning. yep. dreams can really change the way you look at one person.. *brings out a dagger* sinong me gusto ng lechon?
Friday, July 30, 2004
Nyahahahaha!! xD
listening to: teh people in teh conserve
wishes for: that i didn't smell like barbecue O__o
err... yeah. accident earlier. >__> I should really learn how to control my temper. Teh barbecue smell is... er... annoyingly addicting. It's making me hungreh again. O__o
I have an extra ticket for Anime on Ice. *kicks artoo* Anyone who wants to go wiff me, text me. 09186641130. :D
Ooooooooooooooooohhh!!! I saw this kinda cute looking guy this afternoon wearing this dark blue shirt[or was it black? i dun remember] wiff big bold pink letters saying: NOBODY KNOWS I'M GAY
*w*
I WANT THAT SHIRT!!!! xD It's soo purdeeee~~~ I want a shirt like that so i can flaunt it. xD and make unsuspecting people believe i'm gay. Yuff. wiff me new hair, there are those angles that you'd think i'm male.. and me flat chest helps,too. :D for once, i find something useful for that. >.>
Anyways, i'm off to class. five minutes till it begins.
Toodles~~~ *muahmuahmuah*
listening to: teh people in teh conserve
wishes for: that i didn't smell like barbecue O__o
err... yeah. accident earlier. >__> I should really learn how to control my temper. Teh barbecue smell is... er... annoyingly addicting. It's making me hungreh again. O__o
I have an extra ticket for Anime on Ice. *kicks artoo* Anyone who wants to go wiff me, text me. 09186641130. :D
Ooooooooooooooooohhh!!! I saw this kinda cute looking guy this afternoon wearing this dark blue shirt[or was it black? i dun remember] wiff big bold pink letters saying: NOBODY KNOWS I'M GAY
*w*
I WANT THAT SHIRT!!!! xD It's soo purdeeee~~~ I want a shirt like that so i can flaunt it. xD and make unsuspecting people believe i'm gay. Yuff. wiff me new hair, there are those angles that you'd think i'm male.. and me flat chest helps,too. :D for once, i find something useful for that. >.>
Anyways, i'm off to class. five minutes till it begins.
Toodles~~~ *muahmuahmuah*
Thursday, July 29, 2004
*squeal of joy*
listening to: The Rocky Horror Picture Show - Sweet Transvestite
wishes for: her. ^^
Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee *squeals in utter happiness*
I JUST FOUND A BACKUP COPY OF MY JADExPLATINA LAYOUT!!! *squeal* >w< I can die happy!!! *w*
I shall upload the layout in a bit. ^^ I feel so happy!!!!
On other news, I'm downloading the RHPS ost ^^ I wuff it. I need to watch it though. ^o^ Someone have a copy I can borrow? :D It's just so fun to hear *w* And i want to see them people acting it~~~ >w<
And yes, I'm still addicted to yaoi/shounen ai. ^^
I wuffles it ^^
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YAY FOR THE NEW LAYOUT!! :D *huggles it because its purrrfect*
listening to: The Rocky Horror Picture Show - Sweet Transvestite
wishes for: her. ^^
Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee *squeals in utter happiness*
I JUST FOUND A BACKUP COPY OF MY JADExPLATINA LAYOUT!!! *squeal* >w< I can die happy!!! *w*
I shall upload the layout in a bit. ^^ I feel so happy!!!!
On other news, I'm downloading the RHPS ost ^^ I wuff it. I need to watch it though. ^o^ Someone have a copy I can borrow? :D It's just so fun to hear *w* And i want to see them people acting it~~~ >w<
And yes, I'm still addicted to yaoi/shounen ai. ^^
I wuffles it ^^
+edit+
YAY FOR THE NEW LAYOUT!! :D *huggles it because its purrrfect*
Tuesday, July 27, 2004
Politics = Evil
listening to: Hysteric Blue - Grow Up
wishes for: rawr!
Yeah. Politics is evil. I shall never grow up to be in it. ^^;
But this post isn't about me, really. It's about what I think of what's currently happening at our batch student council or whatever you wanna call it.
So it's the freshmen elections this week, right? And then this really crazy shit happens. Santugon and Tapat are the only two political parties in DLSU, and yes, ther is the rivalry. But up to what extent does this rivalry go to? backstabbing perhaps? making the freshmen candidates look miserable? Pointing fingers and calling names? Kicking people in the groin? Blackmailing? What?
I dont really like politics, but the people involved here are friends of mine. Oo, kahit hindi kami ganun ka-close, magkaibigan pa rin kami.
All I want to say is, stop your nonesense bullshit and cut the crap. What Mico did to Gox was bad, and you all know it. And yeah, I still think na plastic yung letter na ginawa ni Mico. And I don't frickin care what you say. I'm not a member of either party, you can even check their records if you want.
Bah. To hell with this. This is the reason why I never liked politics anyway.
listening to: Hysteric Blue - Grow Up
wishes for: rawr!
Yeah. Politics is evil. I shall never grow up to be in it. ^^;
But this post isn't about me, really. It's about what I think of what's currently happening at our batch student council or whatever you wanna call it.
So it's the freshmen elections this week, right? And then this really crazy shit happens. Santugon and Tapat are the only two political parties in DLSU, and yes, ther is the rivalry. But up to what extent does this rivalry go to? backstabbing perhaps? making the freshmen candidates look miserable? Pointing fingers and calling names? Kicking people in the groin? Blackmailing? What?
I dont really like politics, but the people involved here are
All I want to say is, stop your nonesense bullshit and cut the crap. What Mico did to Gox was bad, and you all know it. And yeah, I still think na plastic yung letter na ginawa ni Mico. And I don't frickin care what you say. I'm not a member of either party, you can even check their records if you want.
Bah. To hell with this. This is the reason why I never liked politics anyway.
Sunday, July 25, 2004
Blehh... >.>
listening to: The Smiths - How Soon is Now?
wishes for: more sleep. no school. more sleep. no more fecking school
Anime on Ice this Saturday, July 31. Haha.
I miss my JadexPlatina layout. It got lost when the HD died. *sobs* I shall have to remake it.. *pouts* It would be kinda hard since I lost the copies of the java scripts I used there.. /wah
I just woke up and I still feel sleepy. I need coffee. *goes off to make some*
Mmmmm... Caramel Mocha coffee.. Mmm..
Anyways, stuff happened to me. Especially last friday. *cringes at the thought* *sob* Twas very embarrassing. Iced tea + pants = bad. Thankiesh for tutay who helped me dry the darn thing. Belated happy brithday val.
Got to watch I, Robot Yesterday. It was cool. I loved it. And the shoes!! The shoes!!! >w< I want those shoes!! *drool*
I shall hate Animax from now on. Why? Because they're going to use dubbed anime isntead of subbed ones. DAMN YOU!! DAMN YOU TO HELL!!
*drinks coffee* I love coffee.
Oooooooh, and I got Book 9 of The Wheel of Time!! Finally!!!!! xD After almost a year of waiting!! xD Whee~~ I can read it~ Yay~~ *does a happy dance*
Anyway, I shall go and play Survival Project because i think it's fun. ^^ And cute.
THERE. I updated, Artoo. Happy?
listening to: The Smiths - How Soon is Now?
wishes for: more sleep. no school. more sleep. no more fecking school
Anime on Ice this Saturday, July 31. Haha.
I miss my JadexPlatina layout. It got lost when the HD died. *sobs* I shall have to remake it.. *pouts* It would be kinda hard since I lost the copies of the java scripts I used there.. /wah
I just woke up and I still feel sleepy. I need coffee. *goes off to make some*
Mmmmm... Caramel Mocha coffee.. Mmm..
Anyways, stuff happened to me. Especially last friday. *cringes at the thought* *sob* Twas very embarrassing. Iced tea + pants = bad. Thankiesh for tutay who helped me dry the darn thing. Belated happy brithday val.
Got to watch I, Robot Yesterday. It was cool. I loved it. And the shoes!! The shoes!!! >w< I want those shoes!! *drool*
I shall hate Animax from now on. Why? Because they're going to use dubbed anime isntead of subbed ones. DAMN YOU!! DAMN YOU TO HELL!!
*drinks coffee* I love coffee.
Oooooooh, and I got Book 9 of The Wheel of Time!! Finally!!!!! xD After almost a year of waiting!! xD Whee~~ I can read it~ Yay~~ *does a happy dance*
Anyway, I shall go and play Survival Project because i think it's fun. ^^ And cute.
THERE. I updated, Artoo. Happy?
Tuesday, July 20, 2004
Aaaaaaaah!
listening to: Moi dix Mois - La dix Croix
wishes for: 30,000 zeny
I need 30kzeny. Please give me some so I can upgrade my Gakkung to +5 and have 5k to spare. :D Please? Thankyou. ^^ PM me, arizel telizure @ Chaos, Payon Caves either just outside or at lv3 ^^ Thankyou!
+edit+
: if god is actually perfect, why does he get jealous? i mean, he has nothing to BE jealous about, does he? and why do we always refer to god as "he"?
So true...
+edit 2+
shet.. ross, remember that anonymous person who imed you??? i got the same thing O___O shiyeeeeeeeeet.
acmescreennamegurl: hi... anyone therr?
rika: err.. hello. i'm busy right now.
acmescreennamegurl: oh your there hi...
rika: um.. who are you?
acmescreennamegurl: all my personal infoo is on my web page, the link is in my profile.
rika: err... okay...
acmescreennamegurl: a/ss/l (age sex location)?
rika: you're talking to me because...?
acmescreennamegurl: im 27/f/USA. was lopkin at your profile. thought you might like to chat.
rika: i see..
rika: which profile..?
acmescreennamegurl: so what have you been upp to redmoonmurder?
acmescreennamegurl: cool. i was just hangin out watching tv. i was getting kinda horny (*blushes)
rika: playing ragnarok, programming my ass of, doing homework. multitasking basically.
acmescreennamegurl: oh no not work... thats a 4 letter word youknow..
rika: so what if it's a four-letter word?
rika: what's wrong with work being a four letter word?
acmescreennamegurl: reel like a little cyber fun with me ? please please...
rika: .......................................................
rika: haha.
rika: you wish.
acmescreennamegurl: i think ill just take that as a yes... being as that im starting to get reall horny here.. lol ok?
rika: ...
acmescreennamegurl: alright how bout i get down on my knees in front of you and help you ouut of your pants?
rika: three words
rika: leave
rika: me
rika: alone
acmescreennamegurl: tell me what you want me to do with you while i slip out of my panzies
acmescreennamegurl: oh yeah babe.. dont stop. while i slide my hand down between my legs and part my moist lips
rika: you are gross
rika: dont ever talk to me again
someone shoot that person. please. *is traumatized*
listening to: Moi dix Mois - La dix Croix
wishes for: 30,000 zeny
I need 30kzeny. Please give me some so I can upgrade my Gakkung to +5 and have 5k to spare. :D Please? Thankyou. ^^ PM me, arizel telizure @ Chaos, Payon Caves either just outside or at lv3 ^^ Thankyou!
+edit+
So true...
+edit 2+
shet.. ross, remember that anonymous person who imed you??? i got the same thing O___O shiyeeeeeeeeet.
acmescreennamegurl: hi... anyone therr?
rika: err.. hello. i'm busy right now.
acmescreennamegurl: oh your there hi...
rika: um.. who are you?
acmescreennamegurl: all my personal infoo is on my web page, the link is in my profile.
rika: err... okay...
acmescreennamegurl: a/ss/l (age sex location)?
rika: you're talking to me because...?
acmescreennamegurl: im 27/f/USA. was lopkin at your profile. thought you might like to chat.
rika: i see..
rika: which profile..?
acmescreennamegurl: so what have you been upp to redmoonmurder?
acmescreennamegurl: cool. i was just hangin out watching tv. i was getting kinda horny (*blushes)
rika: playing ragnarok, programming my ass of, doing homework. multitasking basically.
acmescreennamegurl: oh no not work... thats a 4 letter word youknow..
rika: so what if it's a four-letter word?
rika: what's wrong with work being a four letter word?
acmescreennamegurl: reel like a little cyber fun with me ? please please...
rika: .......................................................
rika: haha.
rika: you wish.
acmescreennamegurl: i think ill just take that as a yes... being as that im starting to get reall horny here.. lol ok?
rika: ...
acmescreennamegurl: alright how bout i get down on my knees in front of you and help you ouut of your pants?
rika: three words
rika: leave
rika: me
rika: alone
acmescreennamegurl: tell me what you want me to do with you while i slip out of my panzies
acmescreennamegurl: oh yeah babe.. dont stop. while i slide my hand down between my legs and part my moist lips
rika: you are gross
rika: dont ever talk to me again
someone shoot that person. please. *is traumatized*
Monday, July 19, 2004
Title Goes Here
listening to: The Pillows - Happy Bivouac
wishes for: her. still her.
Stolen from myk's blog
01. name: rika
02. hobbies: you really want to know? *raises eyebrow*
03. sexual preference: bisexual
04. age: no.
06. horoscope: taurus
07. school: college sucks.
08. address: no.
09. email add: no.
10. hair: straight, wavy, what have you.
11. eye colour: dark brown
12. hair colour: deep brown
13. right or left handed: i can do both, but mostly right
14. marital status: bisexual. este, single.
15. siblings: i hate them
16. last 4 digits of ur no.: 1632
17. when's ur bedtime: bedtime? wuzzat?
18. do u have a car: nope
19. what type of car do you want: kinda hard.. i still want a black lynx tho
20. brand of cars: dunno
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*hAvE yOu..*
21. tried smoking: smoke makes my eyes water, my nose itchy and my lungs die.
22. drink alc0h0l: no one allows me to.
23. been hurt emotionally: yes
24. kept a secret from anyone: everybody does
25. been on stage?: Lots of times
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*fAvOuriTes..*
26. color : black
27. food : CHICKEN CURRY RULES, sushi
28. drinks: ROOTBEER!!
29. number: DNE
30. looney toons: daffy duck.
31. sports: right now, i'm learning the arts of groin kicking
32. song : currently, Butterfly. All time fave: Crucify My Love
33. movie : lots~
34. subject: recess
35. friends: i have lots
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*riGht nOw..*
36. wearing now: underwear, pants, shirt, my watch, i have my hair in a ponytail.. or what looks like one. ^^;
37. hairstyle: short! whee! i have short hair!! *does a happy dance*
38. looking at: something
39. thinking of: why DID i do this from the last question and working upwards..?
40. listening to: *point up*
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*dO u beLieve in..*
41. love? : yaoi rocks my socks.
42. destiny? : X
43. urself: i do?
44. ghost : there's one in my brother's room.
45. angel : seles wanted to molest god, so he got kicked out of heaven.
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*iN the LaSt 24hRs..*
46. worn jeans: right now.
47. cleaned ur room: no. frickin. way.
48. cried: yes
49. met someone new: last may. ^^
50. last person i talked to on the phone: ..... shit i forgot. Khan?
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*LoVe LifE..*
51. do u hav a bf?: you wish.
52. hav a secret admirer: daw.
53. do u wanna get married?: I SAID I WILL NOT GET MARRIED!!! AAGH!!
54. do u plan on having kids? I WILL NOT GET MARRIED DEMMET!
55. hw old u wanna be when u get married?: I WILL NOT GET MARRIED!
56. hw old u wanna be when u hav ur first baby: i will not get married.
57. how many kids do u want: i will not get married.
58. would u hav kids before marriage: i will not get married.
59. do u hav a crush: *blush* aah....
60. wat do u want most in a relationship: luff.
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*eiTher oNe..*
61. pink or black: black~
62. kiss or hugs: hugs~
63. summer or winter: winter~
64. sunny or rainy: rainy~
65. chocolate or vanilla: CHOCOLATE!! NYARHARHAR!
66. hanging out or chilling: if i hanged out, wouldn't that mean i'd be chillin?
67. music or tv: computer.
68. nite or day: night
69. guys or girls: i'm bi. ^^ but i prefer gay guys. ^^
70. sleeping or eating: both~~
71. love or lust: eeeeew.
72. silver or gold: silver~
73. sunrise or sunsets: sunset. *hisses at sunrise*
74. phone or in person: both~
75. diamond or pearl: diamonds are a girls best friend.
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*paano ka ma-badtrip?
~~ Prepare for trouble! And make it double! >3
* Madali bang mahalata na may topak ka?
~~ Nyahahahahahahahahahahaha!!! x3
* Ano bang suot mo pag nsa bahay? Shorts o
pants?
~~ oversized shirts and underwear. *wink*
* Matagal ka bang maligo?
~~ 30 minutes long enough?
* Kumakain ka ba ng vegetables?
~~ Depends.
* Tamad ka ba?
~~ 8stares at piles of work to be done* Bah. *plays ragnarok*
* Mas gusto mo bang manood ng tv kesa magbasa
ng libro?
~~ Both~~ ^o^
* Nagpe-play station ka ba?
~~ YESSSSS!!
* ilan ang pamangkin mo?
~~ *shudder*
* Makukulit ba yung mga kamag-anak mo?
~~ Please adopt me. *kneels and begs*
* white ba ang kulay ng gate ng bahay mo?
~~ Depends on which street you're facing.
* Sa village ka ba nakatira?
~~ No, I live in a house.
* May sakayan ba ng jeep na malapit sa inyo?
~~ mamili ka. sa banawe o sa retiro.
* Nagsisimba ka ba linggo-linggo?
~~ no comment.
* At nagdadasal ka ba bago matulog?
~~ bwahaha. *sleeps*
*Anong trip mo sa buhay?
~~ define.
* May topak ka ba lagi?
~~ topak? ako? BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!
* anong iniisip mo ngayon?
~~ why the hell did i start from the last question and work my way up?!?!? O_o
* Anong gusto mong sabihin sa mga tao ngayon?
~~ I RULE!!
* Pano ka manamit?
~~ i wish to be a lolita. *hides behind couch*
*Anong pananaw mo sa buhay?
~~ i do not like green eggs and ham, sam i am.
* Pano mo tratuhin ang ibang tao?
~~ it depends.
* Anong uri ng pamilya meron ka?
~~ bah.
* Anong uri ng kaibigan meron ka?
~~the yaoi kind. the strange type. *wink wink*
* Anong style mo pagdating sa love?
~~ *__* ewan
* Sweet ka ba?
~~ ^^ it depends on who you are.
* Malakas ka ba tumawa?
~~ *evil iori laugh*
* May good manners ka ba?
~~ *evil laugh*
* Nagmumura ka ba?
~~ Everytime.. :3
* May bisyo ka?
~~ bisyo? what's that? *__*
* Nang-aasar ka ba?
~~ everytime i see the opportunity.
* Magaling ka ba sa pag-solve ng problem?
~~ nuuuuu!!! *dies*
*Anong oras ka natutulog?
~~ sleep? what's sleep?
* is there sum1 new in your life?
~~ *grin*
Taken from kang's LJ
>wen ka ngstart sa STC?
* prep! tee hee!
>msya k b sa STC?
* i thought i wasnt, pero i was. :D
>nging bus rider k b?
* BUS 4!!!!!!!! xD MANG JOSE! WE MISS YOU!
>nging O.S. kb?
* you wish.
>grduate knb?
* malamang.
____________________
__NAAALA2 MO PA BA__
>section mo nung prep?
* prep 10
>advser mo nung grde 1?
* pakitanong s ibang 1-3. ^^;
>rel tcher mo nung grde1?
* ms. fernandez ata.
>musc tcher mo nung grde2?
* ms. munar!
>guidance nung grde3?
* i never got to know her
>math teachr mo nung grde4?
* i hated math. i wouldn't know.
>language teacher nung grde5?
* ms. casaul ish also my homeroom
>sec m nung grde5?
* 5-6
>sbika tcher nung grde6?
* ms. limpin, pero di na nya ko kilala :(
>kada m nung grde6?
* ako, si ingrid, si elena at si lady gene. miss ko na kayo!
>ktbi m nung 1st yr pg alphabetical order?
* yung pader at si *__*
>1st evr award mo?
* ahahahaha! wala. x3
>1st evr SEG mo?
* kung me BITAW, me KAPIT. bwahaha. jowk.
>1st evr sport sa intrams?
* PATINTERO!!
>last day nung 1st yr ka?
* ay, di ko matandaan. *__*
>2nd yr co-ad mo?
* mrs t :D
>theme ng bandfest nung 2rd yr ka?
* hindi ko pinuntahan yun kasi me sakit ako eh.
>3rd yr advser?
* ...shet. sino nga ba?!
>3rd yr guidance counclor?
* ...shet. sino nga ba?!
>4th yr elective?
* ADVANCE COM!
>chracter mo sa greek mythology?
* i was a lame attempt at the furies. and they still call me sadako for that. -__-;;
>musical play nyo?
* Macbeth. Mali, playfest pala yun. Moulin Rouge. I was the evil pervert.
>last field 3p?
* Banahaw rocked.
>last rtreat/reco?
* yung lame attempt at the batch reco. haha.
_______
__ETC__
>ilan nging kleteran m?
* um.. s pagkakaalam ko, si kang at creole lang.
>memorable place?
* basement!!!! x3
>fav food sa canteen?
* mud slidge, tsaka ung libreng siopao ni emi!!!
>fav.drink?
* yung 12 pesos na iced tea. x3
>nconfscate nb cel mo?
* cel? what cel?
>na-B.R. knb?
* nyayaya.
>nu food niluto nyo nung cooking sa the?
* puro cakes ang natatandaan ko.. ah, tsaka ung supahgood na rosemary chicken! sarap nun.
>nu group name nyo sa feasbility?
* Kaffee Klatsch or something to that effect.
>class num mo nung 4th yr?
* 36. mwaha. lagi naman eh.
>title ng pnakahuli mong compostion sa eng?
* OMFG! nakalimutan ko!! *__*
>cno lge mo ksma nung 4th yr ka 2wing breaks?
* kang, creole, jem, emi, eunice, johanna, minsan kasama pa si trei, tala at hiyas and our food
>e pg sa clasroom?
* classmates malamang
>fav mong thresian occasion?
* DISMISSAL!!! x3
>nu msa2bi mo sa high school lfe?
* i miss high school ;__;
>shout out mo sa bwat taong nging part ng
theresian life mo?
* LOVE YOU!!! x3 *mwahmwahwah*
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FANSERVICE: Hi pearl! :D
listening to: The Pillows - Happy Bivouac
wishes for: her. still her.
Stolen from myk's blog
01. name: rika
02. hobbies: you really want to know? *raises eyebrow*
03. sexual preference: bisexual
04. age: no.
06. horoscope: taurus
07. school: college sucks.
08. address: no.
09. email add: no.
10. hair: straight, wavy, what have you.
11. eye colour: dark brown
12. hair colour: deep brown
13. right or left handed: i can do both, but mostly right
14. marital status: bisexual. este, single.
15. siblings: i hate them
16. last 4 digits of ur no.: 1632
17. when's ur bedtime: bedtime? wuzzat?
18. do u have a car: nope
19. what type of car do you want: kinda hard.. i still want a black lynx tho
20. brand of cars: dunno
-------------------------------------------
*hAvE yOu..*
21. tried smoking: smoke makes my eyes water, my nose itchy and my lungs die.
22. drink alc0h0l: no one allows me to.
23. been hurt emotionally: yes
24. kept a secret from anyone: everybody does
25. been on stage?: Lots of times
----------------------------------------------
*fAvOuriTes..*
26. color : black
27. food : CHICKEN CURRY RULES, sushi
28. drinks: ROOTBEER!!
29. number: DNE
30. looney toons: daffy duck.
31. sports: right now, i'm learning the arts of groin kicking
32. song : currently, Butterfly. All time fave: Crucify My Love
33. movie : lots~
34. subject: recess
35. friends: i have lots
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*riGht nOw..*
36. wearing now: underwear, pants, shirt, my watch, i have my hair in a ponytail.. or what looks like one. ^^;
37. hairstyle: short! whee! i have short hair!! *does a happy dance*
38. looking at: something
39. thinking of: why DID i do this from the last question and working upwards..?
40. listening to: *point up*
----------------------------------------------
*dO u beLieve in..*
41. love? : yaoi rocks my socks.
42. destiny? : X
43. urself: i do?
44. ghost : there's one in my brother's room.
45. angel : seles wanted to molest god, so he got kicked out of heaven.
-----------------------------------------------
*iN the LaSt 24hRs..*
46. worn jeans: right now.
47. cleaned ur room: no. frickin. way.
48. cried: yes
49. met someone new: last may. ^^
50. last person i talked to on the phone: ..... shit i forgot. Khan?
-----------------------------------------------
*LoVe LifE..*
51. do u hav a bf?: you wish.
52. hav a secret admirer: daw.
53. do u wanna get married?: I SAID I WILL NOT GET MARRIED!!! AAGH!!
54. do u plan on having kids? I WILL NOT GET MARRIED DEMMET!
55. hw old u wanna be when u get married?: I WILL NOT GET MARRIED!
56. hw old u wanna be when u hav ur first baby: i will not get married.
57. how many kids do u want: i will not get married.
58. would u hav kids before marriage: i will not get married.
59. do u hav a crush: *blush* aah....
60. wat do u want most in a relationship: luff.
-----------------------------------------------
*eiTher oNe..*
61. pink or black: black~
62. kiss or hugs: hugs~
63. summer or winter: winter~
64. sunny or rainy: rainy~
65. chocolate or vanilla: CHOCOLATE!! NYARHARHAR!
66. hanging out or chilling: if i hanged out, wouldn't that mean i'd be chillin?
67. music or tv: computer.
68. nite or day: night
69. guys or girls: i'm bi. ^^ but i prefer gay guys. ^^
70. sleeping or eating: both~~
71. love or lust: eeeeew.
72. silver or gold: silver~
73. sunrise or sunsets: sunset. *hisses at sunrise*
74. phone or in person: both~
75. diamond or pearl: diamonds are a girls best friend.
===================================================================
*paano ka ma-badtrip?
~~ Prepare for trouble! And make it double! >3
* Madali bang mahalata na may topak ka?
~~ Nyahahahahahahahahahahaha!!! x3
* Ano bang suot mo pag nsa bahay? Shorts o
pants?
~~ oversized shirts and underwear. *wink*
* Matagal ka bang maligo?
~~ 30 minutes long enough?
* Kumakain ka ba ng vegetables?
~~ Depends.
* Tamad ka ba?
~~ 8stares at piles of work to be done* Bah. *plays ragnarok*
* Mas gusto mo bang manood ng tv kesa magbasa
ng libro?
~~ Both~~ ^o^
* Nagpe-play station ka ba?
~~ YESSSSS!!
* ilan ang pamangkin mo?
~~ *shudder*
* Makukulit ba yung mga kamag-anak mo?
~~ Please adopt me. *kneels and begs*
* white ba ang kulay ng gate ng bahay mo?
~~ Depends on which street you're facing.
* Sa village ka ba nakatira?
~~ No, I live in a house.
* May sakayan ba ng jeep na malapit sa inyo?
~~ mamili ka. sa banawe o sa retiro.
* Nagsisimba ka ba linggo-linggo?
~~ no comment.
* At nagdadasal ka ba bago matulog?
~~ bwahaha. *sleeps*
*Anong trip mo sa buhay?
~~ define.
* May topak ka ba lagi?
~~ topak? ako? BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!
* anong iniisip mo ngayon?
~~ why the hell did i start from the last question and work my way up?!?!? O_o
* Anong gusto mong sabihin sa mga tao ngayon?
~~ I RULE!!
* Pano ka manamit?
~~ i wish to be a lolita. *hides behind couch*
*Anong pananaw mo sa buhay?
~~ i do not like green eggs and ham, sam i am.
* Pano mo tratuhin ang ibang tao?
~~ it depends.
* Anong uri ng pamilya meron ka?
~~ bah.
* Anong uri ng kaibigan meron ka?
~~
* Anong style mo pagdating sa love?
~~ *__* ewan
* Sweet ka ba?
~~ ^^ it depends on who you are.
* Malakas ka ba tumawa?
~~ *evil iori laugh*
* May good manners ka ba?
~~ *evil laugh*
* Nagmumura ka ba?
~~ Everytime.. :3
* May bisyo ka?
~~ bisyo? what's that? *__*
* Nang-aasar ka ba?
~~ everytime i see the opportunity.
* Magaling ka ba sa pag-solve ng problem?
~~ nuuuuu!!! *dies*
*Anong oras ka natutulog?
~~ sleep? what's sleep?
* is there sum1 new in your life?
~~ *grin*
Taken from kang's LJ
>wen ka ngstart sa STC?
* prep! tee hee!
>msya k b sa STC?
* i thought i wasnt, pero i was. :D
>nging bus rider k b?
* BUS 4!!!!!!!! xD MANG JOSE! WE MISS YOU!
>nging O.S. kb?
* you wish.
>grduate knb?
* malamang.
____________________
__NAAALA2 MO PA BA__
>section mo nung prep?
* prep 10
>advser mo nung grde 1?
* pakitanong s ibang 1-3. ^^;
>rel tcher mo nung grde1?
* ms. fernandez ata.
>musc tcher mo nung grde2?
* ms. munar!
>guidance nung grde3?
* i never got to know her
>math teachr mo nung grde4?
* i hated math. i wouldn't know.
>language teacher nung grde5?
* ms. casaul ish also my homeroom
>sec m nung grde5?
* 5-6
>sbika tcher nung grde6?
* ms. limpin, pero di na nya ko kilala :(
>kada m nung grde6?
* ako, si ingrid, si elena at si lady gene. miss ko na kayo!
>ktbi m nung 1st yr pg alphabetical order?
* yung pader at si *__*
>1st evr award mo?
* ahahahaha! wala. x3
>1st evr SEG mo?
* kung me BITAW, me KAPIT. bwahaha. jowk.
>1st evr sport sa intrams?
* PATINTERO!!
>last day nung 1st yr ka?
* ay, di ko matandaan. *__*
>2nd yr co-ad mo?
* mrs t :D
>theme ng bandfest nung 2rd yr ka?
* hindi ko pinuntahan yun kasi me sakit ako eh.
>3rd yr advser?
* ...shet. sino nga ba?!
>3rd yr guidance counclor?
* ...shet. sino nga ba?!
>4th yr elective?
* ADVANCE COM!
>chracter mo sa greek mythology?
* i was a lame attempt at the furies. and they still call me sadako for that. -__-;;
>musical play nyo?
* Macbeth. Mali, playfest pala yun. Moulin Rouge. I was the evil pervert.
>last field 3p?
* Banahaw rocked.
>last rtreat/reco?
* yung lame attempt at the batch reco. haha.
_______
__ETC__
>ilan nging kleteran m?
* um.. s pagkakaalam ko, si kang at creole lang.
>memorable place?
* basement!!!! x3
>fav food sa canteen?
* mud slidge, tsaka ung libreng siopao ni emi!!!
>fav.drink?
* yung 12 pesos na iced tea. x3
>nconfscate nb cel mo?
* cel? what cel?
>na-B.R. knb?
* nyayaya.
>nu food niluto nyo nung cooking sa the?
* puro cakes ang natatandaan ko.. ah, tsaka ung supahgood na rosemary chicken! sarap nun.
>nu group name nyo sa feasbility?
* Kaffee Klatsch or something to that effect.
>class num mo nung 4th yr?
* 36. mwaha. lagi naman eh.
>title ng pnakahuli mong compostion sa eng?
* OMFG! nakalimutan ko!! *__*
>cno lge mo ksma nung 4th yr ka 2wing breaks?
* kang, creole, jem, emi, eunice, johanna, minsan kasama pa si trei, tala at hiyas and our food
>e pg sa clasroom?
* classmates malamang
>fav mong thresian occasion?
* DISMISSAL!!! x3
>nu msa2bi mo sa high school lfe?
* i miss high school ;__;
>shout out mo sa bwat taong nging part ng
theresian life mo?
* LOVE YOU!!! x3 *mwahmwahwah*
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FANSERVICE: Hi pearl! :D
Saturday, July 17, 2004
Fweeh!
listening to: the BGM in the Elder Willow map
wishes for: free tank service ;__;
yay! I'm playing again, thanks to artoo. :D *glomps yew* thankyew for the ragnaload!! >w<
Anyways, met this super nice priest who tanked Sameji Mamimi, my merch in pRO/Chaos. His name's (tm)(that nice cross sign)Ne0-x(that nice cross sign)(tm) ^^;; Cant do them charas. ^^;;;; Anyways, he was very nice. ^^ And Arizel's 6% away from being a lv43 archer. Whoo. my thief isn't doing well.. -__-;; I need more items /sob
listening to: the BGM in the Elder Willow map
wishes for: free tank service ;__;
yay! I'm playing again, thanks to artoo. :D *glomps yew* thankyew for the ragnaload!! >w<
Anyways, met this super nice priest who tanked Sameji Mamimi, my merch in pRO/Chaos. His name's (tm)(that nice cross sign)Ne0-x(that nice cross sign)(tm) ^^;; Cant do them charas. ^^;;;; Anyways, he was very nice. ^^ And Arizel's 6% away from being a lv43 archer. Whoo. my thief isn't doing well.. -__-;; I need more items /sob
Friday, July 16, 2004
Article review: Instructional Challenges
listening to: gox lab sounds
wishes for: food. i'm hungreh. *hint hint*
ohkay.. this is for me ist class agains. ;3
Education and Technology should be able to work hand in hand, especially now that we are in the technological age.
There are a few things we need to look out for. Networking is a plus in education today. The internet would be like this really really big and extensive library thing so that students wont have to grovel in real libraries and get lost in the way just looking for a book in a certain topic. Another thing is visualization. The sense of sight is like the culmination of all the senses, and there's also a saying that seeing is believing. Interfaces would also help in educational technology. Not only would it be an andvancement in technology, but it would also help in the facilities needed for education. Artificial Intelligence would also be a big help. Self-Explanatory, really. ^^ Finally, what would all these wouldnt be possible if we didnt have the equipment to use them with. :D
But that doesnt just stop with technology. We also have to look into the people who handle the education: the teachers. The teachers should be knowledgeable in teh subject they are teaching and in teh technology they use. Also, with the availability of the internet meaning a more broad classroom, the teacher should at least learn a few different languages to be able to interact with students and teachers aroudn the world.
listening to: gox lab sounds
wishes for: food. i'm hungreh. *hint hint*
ohkay.. this is for me ist class agains. ;3
Education and Technology should be able to work hand in hand, especially now that we are in the technological age.
There are a few things we need to look out for. Networking is a plus in education today. The internet would be like this really really big and extensive library thing so that students wont have to grovel in real libraries and get lost in the way just looking for a book in a certain topic. Another thing is visualization. The sense of sight is like the culmination of all the senses, and there's also a saying that seeing is believing. Interfaces would also help in educational technology. Not only would it be an andvancement in technology, but it would also help in the facilities needed for education. Artificial Intelligence would also be a big help. Self-Explanatory, really. ^^ Finally, what would all these wouldnt be possible if we didnt have the equipment to use them with. :D
But that doesnt just stop with technology. We also have to look into the people who handle the education: the teachers. The teachers should be knowledgeable in teh subject they are teaching and in teh technology they use. Also, with the availability of the internet meaning a more broad classroom, the teacher should at least learn a few different languages to be able to interact with students and teachers aroudn the world.
Thursday, July 15, 2004
x__x it's soo cold
listening to: noises in the com lab
wishes for: i wish it wasn't super cold in the lab.. >.< i'm freezing!!
yeah. that. i'm freezing. my fingers arent working properly. >.< and i'm hungry, too.
i made a promise to artoo not to torture him with yaoi until August so everyone should stop torturing him, too. it would be really unfair for him.
dude, thanks for the ragnaload!! :D
i wanna watch kill bill vol 2 already, but my mom wants to watch mean girls instead. bah. it's sucky. sucky sucky sucky.
...i did say i promised i wouldn't torture artoo with yaoi, but that doesnt mean i should stop craving for it. ne? ^^
listening to: noises in the com lab
wishes for: i wish it wasn't super cold in the lab.. >.< i'm freezing!!
yeah. that. i'm freezing. my fingers arent working properly. >.< and i'm hungry, too.
i made a promise to artoo not to torture him with yaoi until August so everyone should stop torturing him, too. it would be really unfair for him.
dude, thanks for the ragnaload!! :D
i wanna watch kill bill vol 2 already, but my mom wants to watch mean girls instead. bah. it's sucky. sucky sucky sucky.
...i did say i promised i wouldn't torture artoo with yaoi, but that doesnt mean i should stop craving for it. ne? ^^
Monday, July 12, 2004
Dan dan dadadadan! Para para para!!! x3
listening to: Smile.dk - Butterfly [KCP Kung-fu Mix]
wishes for: tokens! give me tokeeeeeens!!!
Hee~ i've started to rebuild my mp3 collection. And I'm doing it by filling it with DDR DMX PF/DM GF and PPP music!!! xD Go me! Now I'm obsessing to go back to the arcades and play those games till i drop dead!!!!!!!! xDD What can make me happier?!?! xD
Oh, right. ^^ Yaoi. ^^ And her. ^^ Im happy~~~~~~~~~~~~
listening to: Smile.dk - Butterfly [KCP Kung-fu Mix]
wishes for: tokens! give me tokeeeeeens!!!
Hee~ i've started to rebuild my mp3 collection. And I'm doing it by filling it with DDR DMX PF/DM GF and PPP music!!! xD Go me! Now I'm obsessing to go back to the arcades and play those games till i drop dead!!!!!!!! xDD What can make me happier?!?! xD
Oh, right. ^^ Yaoi. ^^ And her. ^^ Im happy~~~~~~~~~~~~
Sunday, July 11, 2004
er.. what was it again?
listening to: Malice Mizer - Regret
wishes for: nothing and something at the same time
...i dunno where my mind has been, recently. i dunno what's been happening to me recently. i feel so busy and yet i'm not even doing anything. strange. i want to do something, but i dunno what it is. i want to go to sleep forever. i dun want to go back to school. >.> i hate college. if i had a choice, i'd disappear from the earth right now and just sleep. forever. that would be nice.
i'm tired of everything.
+quiz:
What (yaoi) anime pairing are you?
this quiz was made by Eike and Mirai
listening to: Malice Mizer - Regret
wishes for: nothing and something at the same time
...i dunno where my mind has been, recently. i dunno what's been happening to me recently. i feel so busy and yet i'm not even doing anything. strange. i want to do something, but i dunno what it is. i want to go to sleep forever. i dun want to go back to school. >.> i hate college. if i had a choice, i'd disappear from the earth right now and just sleep. forever. that would be nice.
i'm tired of everything.
+quiz:
What (yaoi) anime pairing are you?
this quiz was made by Eike and Mirai
Wednesday, July 07, 2004
Oh, joy!
listening to: See Saw - Anna ni Issho Datta no Ni
wishes for: her.
I'm just so happy. Dad got the HD fixed, though not all files were recovered, but it's okay.
And I'm talking to her again. ^^
And I got to squeeze Thelma and Louise again, and Kang's my Ad-Foto model..
How can i NOT be happy? ^^
listening to: See Saw - Anna ni Issho Datta no Ni
wishes for: her.
I'm just so happy. Dad got the HD fixed, though not all files were recovered, but it's okay.
And I'm talking to her again. ^^
And I got to squeeze Thelma and Louise again, and Kang's my Ad-Foto model..
How can i NOT be happy? ^^
Sunday, July 04, 2004
sumfink i stole off kang's lj
listening to: ali project[?] - Mirai no Eve
wishes for: to finish downloading eps 1-9 of Kyou Kara Maou... Again.
BTW: I made the [probably] first ever Kyou Kara Maou fanfic on the web. it's over here. Go read and make me happy by commenting on it. ^^
INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Bold the things that are true about you.
3. Whatever you don't bold are false.
01. When I was younger I made some bad decisions
02. I don't watch much TV these days
03. I love psychodelic mushrooms
04. I love sleeping
05. I have loads of books
06. I once slept in a bathroom
07. I love playing video games
08. I adore marijuana
09. I watch porn movies..shhhhhhh
10. I watch them with my father
11. I like sharks
12. I love spiders
13. I was born without hair and I still have no hair
14. I like George Bush
15. I am cool
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year
17. I have a jacuzzi and a Porsche
18. I have a lot to learn ABOUT LOVE!!!
19. I carry my knife everywhere
20. I can be really really smart
21. I've never broken someone's bones
22. I have a secret
23. I hate snow
25. Punk rock rules
26. I hate Bill Gates!
27. I love Chinese food
28. I would hate to be famous
29. I am so not a morning person
30. I wear glasses
31. I don't need glasses
32. I have potential
33. I'm pure Japanese
34. My legs are two different sizes
35. I have a twin
36. I wear a padded bra sometimes
37. I can ramble on about absolutely nothing
38. I'm left-handed
39. I hate llamas, but I'm one of them
40. I don't like horror movies
41. I suck at climbing, but I love it anyway
42. People hate me usually
43. I love pop music
44. I hardly ever go to bed before midnight
45. I hate parking fines
46. I know the national anthem of my country by heart
47. I know more than two languages
48. I can spend too much time on the computer
49. I often want to throw out the computer in a window
50. I live on a ground floor
51. I don't like chocolate
52. I'd like to be more original
53. I've lied
54. Cocks are my favorite birds
55. I want to conquer the world
56. I wonder what happens when I die
57. I've read all books about Harry Potter
58. I love my dog
59. I love to exercise
60. I hate chemistry with a passion and math, too!
61. I love to write but I wish I could be as interesting as some people
62. I like changes
63. I hate going to class
64. I am afraid to die
65. I hate dish washing with a passion!
66. My hair is long, brown, and incredibly curly
67. My nails are nine inch long
68. My favorite color is black
69. I like to sleep on the floor
70. I am hopeless at cooking
71. I sucked my thumb when I was little
72. I should be doing something else rather than doing this
73. I am online a lot
74. I hate government
75. I don't have a girlfriend/boyfriend
76. I'm too nice for my own good
77. I love to read, I read as much as I can
78. I don't trust newspapers
79. I like debating
80. I live in a wagon
81. I clean my room once a month
82. I'm scared of american fast food
83. I have a third eye
84. I love Mozambique
85. I don't trust any religion
86. I used to play with barbies
87. I wanted to be a super hero when I was little
88. I like listening to wind chimes
89. I'm very disorganized
90. My hair is long and straight
91. I earn a lot
92. I don't like spicy food
93. I keep a diary
94. I can't do cartwheels
95. I can be very lazy
96. I'm sarcastic more often than not
97. I think my hair can be annoying
98. I could be sensitive
99. I love being "ab-normal"
*whistles some random tune*
listening to: ali project[?] - Mirai no Eve
wishes for: to finish downloading eps 1-9 of Kyou Kara Maou... Again.
BTW: I made the [probably] first ever Kyou Kara Maou fanfic on the web. it's over here. Go read and make me happy by commenting on it. ^^
INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Bold the things that are true about you.
3. Whatever you don't bold are false.
01. When I was younger I made some bad decisions
02. I don't watch much TV these days
03. I love psychodelic mushrooms
04. I love sleeping
05. I have loads of books
06. I once slept in a bathroom
07. I love playing video games
08. I adore marijuana
09. I watch porn movies..shhhhhhh
10. I watch them with my father
11. I like sharks
12. I love spiders
13. I was born without hair and I still have no hair
14. I like George Bush
15. I am cool
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year
17. I have a jacuzzi and a Porsche
18. I have a lot to learn ABOUT LOVE!!!
19. I carry my knife everywhere
20. I can be really really smart
21. I've never broken someone's bones
22. I have a secret
23. I hate snow
25. Punk rock rules
26. I hate Bill Gates!
27. I love Chinese food
28. I would hate to be famous
29. I am so not a morning person
30. I wear glasses
31. I don't need glasses
32. I have potential
33. I'm pure Japanese
34. My legs are two different sizes
35. I have a twin
36. I wear a padded bra sometimes
37. I can ramble on about absolutely nothing
38. I'm left-handed
39. I hate llamas, but I'm one of them
40. I don't like horror movies
41. I suck at climbing, but I love it anyway
42. People hate me usually
43. I love pop music
44. I hardly ever go to bed before midnight
45. I hate parking fines
46. I know the national anthem of my country by heart
47. I know more than two languages
48. I can spend too much time on the computer
49. I often want to throw out the computer in a window
50. I live on a ground floor
51. I don't like chocolate
52. I'd like to be more original
53. I've lied
54. Cocks are my favorite birds
55. I want to conquer the world
56. I wonder what happens when I die
57. I've read all books about Harry Potter
58. I love my dog
59. I love to exercise
60. I hate chemistry with a passion and math, too!
61. I love to write but I wish I could be as interesting as some people
62. I like changes
63. I hate going to class
64. I am afraid to die
65. I hate dish washing with a passion!
66. My hair is long, brown, and incredibly curly
67. My nails are nine inch long
68. My favorite color is black
69. I like to sleep on the floor
70. I am hopeless at cooking
71. I sucked my thumb when I was little
72. I should be doing something else rather than doing this
73. I am online a lot
74. I hate government
75. I don't have a girlfriend/boyfriend
76. I'm too nice for my own good
77. I love to read, I read as much as I can
78. I don't trust newspapers
79. I like debating
80. I live in a wagon
81. I clean my room once a month
82. I'm scared of american fast food
83. I have a third eye
84. I love Mozambique
85. I don't trust any religion
86. I used to play with barbies
87. I wanted to be a super hero when I was little
88. I like listening to wind chimes
89. I'm very disorganized
90. My hair is long and straight
91. I earn a lot
92. I don't like spicy food
93. I keep a diary
94. I can't do cartwheels
95. I can be very lazy
96. I'm sarcastic more often than not
97. I think my hair can be annoying
98. I could be sensitive
99. I love being "ab-normal"
*whistles some random tune*
Friday, July 02, 2004
As good as dead
listening to: silence
wishes for: things to work out.
the secondary hard disk died yesterday. meaning i lost all my files. dad is in the process of recovering it. *crosses fingers* To kang and creole and the other people i promised to give a copy of KKM, cross your fingers, too. Hopefully i'd get them all back.
now, i feel all bad and angsty and really really awful. all my ad-foto files have gone with the hard disk. i dont want to fucking fail ad-foto, but how would i pass with two late submissions? damn my fucking luck.
this is the crap i get for being too cheerful. -__-; now go leave me alone while i kill myself.
+edit+
Goodbye, oh somewhat large BLG screenshots! Goodbye, Kyou Kara Maou! Goodbye Aishiteruze Baby! Goodbye nearly-extremely-large mp3 collection! Goodbye oh cruel world!! *sobs profusely*
listening to: silence
wishes for: things to work out.
the secondary hard disk died yesterday. meaning i lost all my files. dad is in the process of recovering it. *crosses fingers* To kang and creole and the other people i promised to give a copy of KKM, cross your fingers, too. Hopefully i'd get them all back.
now, i feel all bad and angsty and really really awful. all my ad-foto files have gone with the hard disk. i dont want to fucking fail ad-foto, but how would i pass with two late submissions? damn my fucking luck.
this is the crap i get for being too cheerful. -__-; now go leave me alone while i kill myself.
+edit+
Goodbye, oh somewhat large BLG screenshots! Goodbye, Kyou Kara Maou! Goodbye Aishiteruze Baby! Goodbye nearly-extremely-large mp3 collection! Goodbye oh cruel world!! *sobs profusely*
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