Sunday, February 22, 2004

Toasted pencil sharpeners make great sausage toppings -Quizilla
listening to: Hitomi Mieno - Yukkuri
wishes for: Artbooks. Manga. Stuff that would not make me bored


I did nothing today and i am proud. And i dont think i'm christian neemore.. O.o which is ok for me, i guess.. i think..

Sesshy
You got Sesshoumaru from InuYasha!


...:::Who's Your Anime Boyfriend?:::...
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oooohh..cutie!

Nail Polish
You are 100% random. Yay! ^___^


...:::How Random Are You?:::...
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coooool. multi-colored somethings!

Neko
You enjoy making animal sounds in your spare time.
Go you!


...:::Quiz of Randomness:::...
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haha. how true. nya!

Haraku
You are Haraku from Fooly Cooly!


...:::Which Random Anime Character Are You?:::...
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haha. really?

my state of the union address excerpt:

America is on the offensive against the mice who started this Pumpkin Pie Festival. Last March, Morgan Merriwether , a mastermind of Valentine's day, awoke to find himself in the custody of U.S. and Chinese authorities. Last August 11th brought the capture of the terrorist Ghandi, who was a key player in the Barbecue Day in Alaska that killed over 200 puppies . We are tracking al-Qaida around the world and nearly 19 of their known leaders have now been mauled or maimed. 1 very skilled and determined military personnel are on a manhunt, going after the remaining hats who hide in umbrellas and chairs and, one by one, we will bring the mice to justice.


make your own state of the union address excerpt @ mewing.net

i think i'm going crazy.


my bad poem:
Sad tree

I feel so Sad and happy sometimes,
sometimes i want to kick my arm and die,
the tree is so tall and sad,
the flowers sound like spirits .

I feel so Sad and happy ,
nobody understands my beautiful , colorful pain ,
I want to hurt and kill in the rain
the tree reminds me of feeling happy , the flowers mock my sadness ,

sometimes i want to kick my arm and die,
underneath the tall , corrupt sky


make your own bad poem @ mewing.net

yeah.. i AM going crazy..

Friday, February 20, 2004

Wheee!
listening to: fingers tapping away on the keyboard in the comlab
wishes for: happy tree friends


hahah.. I saw arred's new bloggie! ^__^ Dude, i think you should adjust your time settings. Heheh.. Ah, nothing.. By the way, why'd you say i was sweet? *blink* i am? really? Hmm.. Ah! And send me that "recent pic of gino" you mentioned in yer blog~ okay? i wanna see! *snicker*

Anyhoo~ i'm supposed to be at this talk thingy in ten minutes, so i'll stop here. Ja~

Wednesday, February 18, 2004

The CLAMP Theory
listening to: Marble berry -Youkosou Metallic Party
wishes for: death to claim ...


Nothing, Kang and Emi were just trying to cheer me up. at least i hope it works. Something i cooked up while doing so.

me: ultra maniac is cool~
si_emmy: and kawaii~~~
me: heheh.. member ako ng ultra maniac fanlisting~ XD mwaha!
me: wala lang~
si_emmy: ooh, i saw that one!
c3lin3_25: XD
me:
me: i have a theory
si_emmy: ?
si_emmy: hmm?
c3lin3_25: eh?
me: CLAMP is making a series of crossovers with CLAMP Gakuen as a marker..
si_emmy: why? xD
c3lin3_25: eh?? 0.0
me: it all starts with Gakuen Tokkei DUKLYON, then 20 Mensou ni Onegai!, then CCD, then Tokyo Babylon + Magic Knight Rayearth, then X... *sigh* what next?
me: MKR?
c3lin3_25: really?
si_emmy: ah, okay! the school! xD
me: mmhmm!
si_emmy: i thoughtyou meant Nokoru and Co.
si_emmy: ^^;
me: actually, them too.
me: Nokoru-tachi were in Duklyon, too.
si_emmy: oooh.
si_emmy: xD
me: pati ung sister ata ni utako
si_emmy: i see. i should do more CLAMP research! >3
me: heheh
me: certified CLAMP fan ata ako!
me: *grins*
si_emmy: i don't like utako very much...
me: i dont like her at all
me: T_T
si_emmy: i like nagisa, tho.
si_emmy: she's cute and tolerable! ^_^
me: nagisa is cute.. and not as stupid as utako

that and proclaiming hate for utako.
my life sucks

Tuesday, February 17, 2004

Mou... chotto genki janai
listening to: X tv - Sadame (piano)
wishes for: ARTBOOKS!!!


meh. Saku-chan gots worse scores than i did. TT_TT puu..

Today was the "Awful Plastic Surgery Day" in Ultra Maniac, as Jeff said in his UM reviews.. Heheh.. ^_^ And Duklyon-tachi (except for Sukiyobashi or whatever his long name is) made an appearance at CCD today! They were the baseball commentators, though Erie-san didn't say much.. Waaaii! Takepon ga daisuki!

Anou.. oniichan to oneechan, gomennasai!! I know i was kinda impatient and snobbish and bitchy last night.. gomen!! honto ni gomennasai!! TT_TT tis okay if ya dont exactly forgive me.. gomen!!

*sigh*
I'm Narcissistic and Antisocial?!?!!?! O_o
listening to: Kamui - Dialogue Mix
wishes for: Soiral, X, MaLoki and CCS Artbooks. Yum!


I have nothing to do this morning, so bleah.

DisorderRating
Paranoid:Very High
Schizoid:Low
Schizotypal:Moderate
Antisocial:High
Borderline:Moderate
Histrionic:Very High
Narcissistic:Very High
Avoidant:Moderate
Dependent:Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive:Moderate

-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --



So yeah, i'm at school again. BioLab. Our Prof is actually moving around checking our terminals if we're doing our seatwork right. Ah, but you know me. Bad Girl. Heh.

Y'know, i dont like the results i got in that personality quiz. Tis inaccurate. I am NOT antisocial. T_T why the hell did it say i'm antisocial?!?! Grr!! >_<

Bah. I'll go make myself happy by posting at the forums.

Monday, February 16, 2004

byoki?
listening to: Spiral - Twinkle my Heart
wishes for: super cute fairies to make me strabwerry shortcake!


My head hurts... I was surfing the net last night for super cute fun, and i slept super late.. or should i say super early? yeah.. 3am isn't THAT bad.. unless you wake up at 7/8-ish.. X_x that's why my head aches...

and i'm craving for strawberry shortcakes right now. and more spiral. and more kamui-chan..

ah well.. on to the forums i go~

Sunday, February 15, 2004

slightly violent
listening to: X tv - Sadame
wishes for: the X ze0ro artbook


Bleah. Was supposed to meet up wit niichan online but then i went home late due to cake and traffic. Bleah.

Anyways, for some odd reason, we were talking about politics at the party. And then my ears snatched out a particular phrase that made my mind click. Phrase? "Gay Marriages". And then my trippy brain connected teh phrase with "Population Control". I ended up sending an SMS to Jem and Jessie saying: "random topic: Same sex marrieges as population control". But really, i think that is a solution to population control. I mean, hey! No matter how many times two guys do it every day, nothing would come out of it.

Anyways, where was i? Mmm. Good point. Nowhere.

Mmm. Yeah. No post from me in Yorokonde. Bleah. i havent even watched Friday's Ultra Maniac and CCD!!! WAAAAHH!!! *sob sob sob* It's all that damn boring BandFest's fault!! It was sooo fucking lame!!

Bleah. T_T i hate missing an episode of my fave series.

Saturday, February 14, 2004

spiral quizzies!
listening to: Hitomi Shimatani - Akai Sabaku no Densetsu
wishes for: Ayumu-sama


Ayumu Narumi
You are Ayumu Narumi, the genius with deduction
skills on par with Sherlock Holmes along with
equally impressive cooking and piano skills.
Haunted by the shadow of his brother's
greatness he tends to let feelings of self-
loathing overwhelm him at times, but when his
family and friends are threatened he will rise
to the challenge.


What Spiral: Suiri no Kizuna character are you?
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i'm rio takeuchi

who are yew?

made by emi






Hiyono
You look most like Yuizaki Hiyono!!!


What Spiral-suiri no kizuna character looks like you the best? (Girls)
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teehee! me loves my results!
Kyou wa Barentain dei
listening to: Cardcaptor Sakura - Sweet Valentine Story 3
wishes for: swiss and belgian chocolates


Happy valentines. And yes, i'm happy that i'm celebrating a love-free valentines day.

I couldnt watch CCD last night *sob* It was because of the evil LAME bandfest. It was the LAMEST bandfest in the history of STC. Damn. At least i gots to see Den-chan, Jaya , Danii, Sam and Amor last night. Meh.

On a lighter note, We gots at least 3 new anime on Feb 24 on Animax. Whee! .hack//SIGN, Saber Marionette J and Gene Shift or something like it. At least I'd be able to watch Saber Marionette without the awful Filipino dub.

Beerkada Moment:
You know the strip where Glen gave Pebbles a Gift Certificate for Christmas? Was it christmas? i dont remember. Anyway, yeah. I gots a GC today. T_T Pfft.

Obey Your Rika.
You Need A Rika.


Googlism!

text in bold are those i like most.

rika is hot
rika is da bomb?
rika is tremendosly hot in additude and looks
rika is kind
rika is very mature for her age
rika is a very sweet girl
rika is upset that guilmon was able to evolve without takato being strict with him
rika is a riddle wrapped in an enigma clothed in a mystery
rika is establishing in the czech republic
rika is a lifestyle domme
rika is a sweet girl
rika is very quiet and polite to everyone
rika is a senior at carlsbad high
rika is a fun
rika is actually very mature for her age
rika is the major cutie of the
rika is awakened by asuka
rika is sitting next to asuka chatting

rika is another one of sakura's friends
rika is fun
rika is one tough little tomboy
rika is apprehensive
rika is goin out wit a guy
rika is pondering about the whole digivolving process
rika is walking through the streets
rika is recognized as the digimon queen
rika is immediately chasing it
rika is angered at the fact that renamon needed help
rika is there
rika is on an academic scholarship from the german academic exchange service sponsored by the german government
rika is outgoing type and loves kanchi from the beginning
rika is aya's best friend
rika is japanese

rika is planning to invest the total amount of 5 billion at trcz
rika is dedicated to making improvements in environmental management systems
rika is hot registered user posts
rika is gold
rika is good
rika is truly a modern day family business success story
rika is the most ignorant tamer but as her character builds throughout the season
rika is our senior who graduated kitasato university in 1998
rika is different then every other female digidestined before her
rika is so set on her plans that she ignores ono's input; when ono finally decides to marry her
rika is mori's sister
rika is a new tutor for ccet
rika is very good friends with takato
rika is the digimon queen
rika is still trying to revive takato
rika is saddened by all of this
rika is the daughter of the ex
rika is transformed from the digimon queen into a princess
rika is only in grade school
rika is the most mature out of everyone in tomoeda elementary
rika is an indonesian student studying graphic design
rika is pretty
rika is also very good at cooking and sewing

rika is the gal with the bobbed hair
rika is a manipulator
rika is known as the digimon queen as she is excellent at playing the digimon card game and won the last tournament
rika is unlike any other female character in digimon that have made an appearance
rika is in danger
rika is a famous tennis player
rika is a smart
rika is due to complete a masters of commerce
rika is the right choice
rika is in the kitchen working on breakfast
rika is angry that the boys stepped in and voices it
rika is torn
rika is a breed champion
rika is un
rika is the quiet lady
rika is accompanied by her pals ripley & rhett
rika is very different from her predecessors
rika is "13" years old
rika is one of sakura's friends
rika is nu afgezonderd in het niet afgebouwde huis van de buren
rika is a 16 year old beatiful girl actually, i'm 17 :D
rika is the girl of the group and she is different from
rika is a
rika is a collection of modern
rika is also the daughter of the late bert m
rika is telling her she should just have left him there
rika is
rika is the daughter of the ambassador from country "u"
rika is as you would have her be
rika is hired to be a teacher to a class full of people her own age
rika is smug about it and kotoko is upset kotoko as in kotoko from chobits?
rika is not takato's gobble head
rika is the main character a little portrait of rune walsh
rika is a 16 i said i was 17!!
rika is a gentle little child

and how come most of these googlisms are about me being a digimon tamer?!?! O_o

Be An Anime Character by mangacatgirl
Character Name
EyesSilver
HairMedium Black Hair
Fashion StyleFrilly, Cutesy Clothing
AttitudeGenki
RoleAssassin
Created with quill18's MemeGen 2.0!


Purple
You are Purple.

Purple is the color of royalty, spirituality and
wisdom. In tune with yourself, others and
surroundings makes for a good thinker. Just be
careful not to let it go to your head.


What Color Best Represents Your Personality?
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Friday, February 13, 2004

Searching for new world
listening to: *still* Strawberry Jam - Kibouhou
wishes for: even more spiral!! even more ayumu narumi!


Tee hee. i gots Kang to post on Yorokonde! Whee! go me! Me and my ultra powers of persuasion!! whoo hoo!!

Anyways, yeah. go check it out. yeah. I'm having fun at the computer lab while i'm supposed to be at the Malate Office, spending quality time with the walls while reading my four-inch thick calculus book AND doing my FORMDEV assignment at the same time. Yeah. Multitasking. Go me!

And to think i'm at school at this bloody hour when my ONE AND ONLY CLASS for today is at one in the afternoon... O_o

M3h. Neehow, me gonna be at my high school's band fest tonight, therefore i might not be able to watch CCD. Booooo!!! Awww... *pout*

Anyways, I've officially added Ayumu-sama and Cain-sama to my Bishounen Closet. And Shinosuke, too. Y'know, Tsujiai's gay pet kitty. Really super cute when he turns into his gay human form. :D

That's it for me, i guess. Me gots to go to Malate office and bore myself until 12 so i can eat lunch and probably bore myself at FORMDEV again...

toodles!

Thursday, February 12, 2004

Slightly depressed
listening to: Strawberry Jam - Kibouhou
wishes for: More Spiral!!! More Narumi Ayumu!


I am slightly depressed. I just took my Bio exam and i most likely sucked and failed. T_T Not only that, I left home around 10 hoping that I'd get to school by 11, but halfway through my journey to teh LRT, i found out i left my wallet at home so i had to go back and get it. T_T

This is SO not my day.

I feel like skipping all my classes. T_T But i cant skip EnComp cause it's my bloody fucking turn to do a bloody oral recitation whatever about my research paper. Bullshit. T_T

On the lighter side of things, i gots to download 4 mp3s yesterday and the first chapter of the Spiral scanlation. Whoo! I want more spiral!! XD me wuvs Narumi Ayumu! XD

I guess that's it.

Wednesday, February 11, 2004

Quizzes!
listening to: Rina Aiuchi - FULL JUMP!
wishes for: Yorokonde review! to be successful


I gots weird results. Maybe it's because i have a Bio exam tomorrow and i havent studied yet.. O_o

You are Chii!  Adoreable, Sweet, Loving
You are Chii!


What Chobits Character are You?
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SteelWings
You have wings of STEEL. No one's really
sure why, but at this point in your life you've
shut off emotion to the point of extreme
apathy. You are cold and indifferent much of
the time...or perhaps you're just a good
pretender. Next to impossible to get close to,
even those who do never see the real you. It's
entirely possible that YOU don't even know the
real you. You have a certain fascination or
attraction to destruction on a massive scale -
disasters, perhaps even death or the concept of
the Apocalypse. Because you hold so much
inside, one day you're simply going to snap.
Then the mask will fall away, and your true
wings will be revealed. Until then you will
deal with whatever comes your way in icy bitter
silence and acceptance. On the positive side,
you are fearless and immeasurably strong - not
much can crack through your defenses. You
intrigue people, who can't help but wonder why
you're the way you are. A loner and one who
spends much of their time brooding and
contemplating life and death - you are a time
bomb waiting to explode and create some
destruction of your own.


*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*
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You are the silver moonlight. You have a deep soul.
Many people call you mysterious but they just
don't know you. You are often alone but shine
hope on every one else. People look up to you
and call to you for advice. You have been
betrayed but you have forgaven them. Your faith
in life has made you an inspiration to us all.
You are intelligent, quiet, beautiful, and
kind. You will become very sucessful. Your
dream career could maybe deal with the joy of
music. Keep up the spirit and let your mind
drift to the shining hope of the silver moon.


What shade of moonlight are you? (Boys or Girls)
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Suoh and Nokoru are gay
listening to: Inu Yasha - Change the World
wishes for: happy people to go visit Yorokonde Review!


Tee hee! Nokoru and Suoh are gay. Me likes. :D

Neeway, i'm at school, writing my blog.. Added unknown dead guy's blog to the links... erm, still looking for fanlistings i can join.. Yeah. that sort of shit. :D

OOh, and for some strange reason, when i tried to comment on a post by kang in her LJ, they wanted me to put in an LJ username O_o hweeerd..

neeway, i hafta post in Yorokonde now.. ^__^ later!

Tuesday, February 10, 2004

Zzzzzzzzzzz
listening to: CCD - Peony Pink
wishes for: happy anime people to visit (and/or join me in) Yorokonde Review!


I am at school this stupidly early morning, slaving my way in Biocol2... Sucks, really. We have to work and i wanna play. :( Erm, me bad grrl. Me sleepy. I woke up at 5.30am when i slept at around 1am cause i couldnt sleep. An then i havent eaten so my tummy is grumbling for food an i cant eat here either cause this is the e-classroom and food isnt allowed here. damnit i'm hungry. T_T

me want food..

ah, yeah.. me want rant about CCD ep 4. Twas uber cutie!! Akira made strawberry shortcake! Wai! And then he was corrupted by nokoru.. erm, read Yorokonde Review! for more info... aheheheheheheheh... *sweatdrop* Me wuv akira~ Oooh, and tomorrow, we gonna have Suoh/Nokoru-centric epi! Wai!! shounen ai!! Wheeeee!!! *superhappy dance*

Monday, February 09, 2004

anata no yume o miteta~~
listening to: can/goo - Hitotsu=Unmei Kyoudoutai
wishes for: Count Cain and Spiral scanlations


Ultra Maniac's ending song is addictive. Though, from what the oh-so vague translation i've done so far, the lyrics are quite *coughcough* Nya. But still. It is strangely addictive. BTW, Yorokonde Review! is up. Go me. So far, Kang's the only one who's joined me, and I'm the only one currently posting.. [3 teensy posts so far]. Meh. Go us.

Anyway, i want Count Cain scanlations. I like Cain. He's such a bishie *drool* I was told Spiral was a good read, too, so i'm looking for scanlations, too. I've seen piccies, and i've spotted a cute bishie. Now, al i have to do is get his name and i shall mark him(along with Cain) as a member of my Bishounen Closet(tm)(patent pending). There.

Currently downloading CCD's opening theme, Peony Pink. I like it. It's cute. Hmmm, i might do a review on that.. hehehe.. Me evil. Anyway, i'm waiting for the uber cute NokoruxSuoh scenes to prove that they *are* a couple.. I hear there are some in CLAMP Campus Detectives. Hmmm.. They havent exactly changed in X, tho Akira's genkiness doesnt show much.. Tee hee. Me likes Akira Ijuin.

I've burned all my files in a CD again, to save space. Damnit, i need a new harddisk. i cant live with a 4Gig HD. My dad is evil. He is depriving me of disk space. He gots the HD's with the bigger capacities and left me with a 4GB HD. And my grandma is evil, too. She wont let me buy a 40GB HD. *sob* At least i gots a new Graphics drive. My old one was cruel and didn't let me play pRO. *sob* I gots more memory, too. i think my pc now runs with a 256mb.. the previous one was around 100-something mb. Bah. I need a new pc. *sob* Maybe i could get me grandma to buy me a really really cool laptop for my 18th birthday(which is this April. Hah!)

Anyway, i think i've ranted enough.

~toodles!

Sunday, February 08, 2004

Moofie is the name i gave my teddy bear
listening to: Ultra Maniac - Kagami no Naka
wishes for: people to understand use and how to use the Haloscan Comment thingy or else i will bloodriot and rip random people apart.


I had this teddy bear for christmas, Anne gave it to me. I named her Moofie. For some awfully strange reason.

Another thing i would like to point out in this blog is that... I HAVE PUT BLOODY COMMENTBOXES ON MY BLOODY BLOG SO THAT PEOLE WOULD BLOODY HELL CLICK ON TEHM AND COMMENT ON MY BLOODY POST. the flooble is there for non-pot related comments and those comments directed to me personally or something like that shit. bah. no point in ranting to people who do not have common sense.. *sigh*

on a lighter note, see the following memes i gots from Kang:

Become a God or Goddess. by zerogirl
Name:
God/Goddess ofMystery
Element:Metal
Animal Companion:Crow
Weak againstCoffee
Weapon:Bow and arrow
Created with quill18's MemeGen 2.0!


i rock.

Afterlife as an Angel by childdoll
Your Name
Astrological Sign
Angel TypeAngel of Mysteries
Wing ColorBlack
Heavenly WeaponBow and arrows
Created with quill18's MemeGen 2.0!


i rock.

What will you get in your stocking this Christmas? by spiritluv
Username
Sticking out the top:Instructions to go to the bedroom.
Somewhere in the middle:A DVD of your favorite movie!
Resting in the heel:A few condoms
Shoved into the toe:A Small Butt plug
Created with quill18's MemeGen 2.0!


for some strange reason, i think i know who put those in my christmas stockings... O_O

The World Is MINE! by Demonac
Name:
You will conquer:most of the World, but not the really good bits.
Your title will be:Sir (regardless of gender)
You will succeed by:Nuking them.
Your Enforcers will be:Jem Hadar (from Star Trek, Deep Space Nine).
Your first act as ruler:Invest in Microsoft.
Created with quill18's MemeGen 2.0!


there ARE no "really good bits" in the world.

Which LOTR character (male) would you end up with? by Cormak
Username:
You end up with:Sam
You meet on:June 1, 3022
This is where:in the forest
And this is what happens:You live happily ever.
Created with quill18's MemeGen 2.0!


i am happy. though, i'd be happier if i ended up with frodo...

moo. enough wit this.. me want play ragna.

Thursday, February 05, 2004

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listening to: Tanaka Rie - I hear you everywhere
wishes for: superduper lots of people to read and comment on my blog


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Wednesday, February 04, 2004

Happy Blog-niversary!!
listening to: Ragnarok Online - Theme of Payon
wishes for: more people to visit blog


Yay! *throws confetti around* Yay! Happy Blog-niversary! ^___^

Today marks my blog's Anniversary! I made my first (short) post exactly one year ago!! Wheeee! ^___^ *does happy dance*

*aherm*

Anyways, on to business! Blog post!! Whoo! Blogger has this new Atom thing, and you can visit is at http://bloodriot.blogspot.com/atom.xml! Hmm, what else.. Ah, yeah. I have a new feature thingy in mah blog! Yay! Cheer for me! Clap your hands~! *imitates sumomo dance* Lalalala~ Hehehehe... anyhoo, um, the new feature in my blog is.. .The Haloscan Comment box-thing~!!!! >___< Yay! ^___^ Happy~ *does happy jig*

On the other hand, news about me. I have a 1yr old bloggie, i own pRO_players, i'm soon-to-be a sophomore college student, stilll lazy tho, and i have a closet full of bishounen!! whooo!

Hehehehehh.. ^^;; Chobits ended last night, CLAMP Gakuen Tanteidan will replace it tonight. Wai~ Nokoru-sama and Suoh-sama and Akira-sama~!! As kids~! Whooo~ XD joyness! *does another happy jig* I'm wearing my new Skechers shoes today. Thanks to Lola Mommy~ Thankies~ I love these shoes~ ^____^ They're so comfy~ ^___^

What else.. Erm, i'm doing lots of things right now. One: writing this blog, two: attending to ComLab, three: researching for EnComp, four: reading my mail, five: doing my mp.... Yeah, multi-tasking.

^___^

happy Blog-niversary again~ Do visit always, minna~ ^___^

Go BloodRiot~ Whooooo~

~toodles~

Monday, February 02, 2004

AGH!!
listening to: Ningyo Hime
wishes for: my very own chobits series in dvd


Agh. I havent been posting oin my blog for an extreme long time.. O_o This Blog's Anniversary is on Wednesday, officially making it 1 year old~! Wheee! Hurrah for me! ^__^ No new layout tho.. Too lazy.

Neeways, um.. Hmm.. Ah, yes. updates on my boring life. Weelll... Last thursday, i was tortured in LEAP: Cheerdancing. Bleah. My body ached. And then we had to perform our dance the next day. Ugh. Our P300 worth costume sucked to high f*****g hell. and it was sickly yellow. And a former classmate of mine saw me. O_o EVIL!!! EVIL I TELL YAH!!! grr..

Animax has somehow deleted GetBackers in its line of anime. Damn them. I WANT BAN-CHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN!!! waaaaaaaah!! and chobits is ending tomorrow. CLAMP Gakuen Tanteidan is replacing it.. I think animax will make the weekday 9-10 anime hour CLAMP Hour.. *shrug* just hoping..

Erm, that's all i could think about right now.. Pfft. lame, ne? I''ll be updating wednesday again. hopefully.

Toodles!

Friday, January 23, 2004

Friday Five

1. What does it say in the signature line of your emails?
:: the world cant contain me ::
:: can you? ::

:: little girl bloodriots ::
:: http://bloodriot.blogspot.com ::

:: rika shiroi-miyamuri of the blue ajah ::


2. Did you have a senior quote in your high school yearbook? What was it? If you haven't graduated yet, what would you like your quote to be?
i dont remember putting one... *blink*

3. If you had vanity plates on your car, what would they read? If you already have them, what do they say?
Vanity plates? *blink* um.. if i did have them, they'd read: SHIROI :D

4. Have you received any gifts with messages engraved upon them? What did the inscription say?
if i did, i dont remember. O__o

5. What would you like your epitaph to be?
The world couldn't contain her, and no one could, too.


got them here
Tired.. Really tired..

Rika very tired. Rika wants to go home and sleep and watch reruns of ANIMAX. Rika wants to eat chocolate cake and strawberry shortcake but Rika wants to save money so she can buy laptop for her own. Rika envies Ross. Rika wants to rest. Rika doesnt want to dance anymore. Rika doesnt want to stay up to 8pm on wednesday jan 28 for the f*****g general rehearsal. Rika might cut the f*****g rehearsal short and go home at five. So Rika can watch GTO and Chobits. Rika doesnt want to watch rerun of GTO and Chobits on Thursday because thursday is LEAP day and Rika will be tired to watch rerun of GTO and Chobits cause Rika's LEAP is Cheerdancing, which f***s to high hell.

Rika pissed off.

Rika will sleep through the whole of FORMDEV cause she feels like it.




Rika is evil.

Just because.

Thursday, January 22, 2004

*points* Hideki!
listening to: Round Table feat Niho - Let Me Be With You
wishes for: Chobits soundtrack


*points* Hideki! *point* Hideki! *point* Hideki! *point* Hideki! *point* Hideki!

Errmm, oh-kay, i'll stop it. :D I cant help it. I wuv CLAMP soooooooooooooo much~ their characters are sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo adorable! ^__^;; Chii-chan kawaii.. Kamui-chan daisuki!

Hehehe.. ^^;; animax.. too much japanese for meh.. GTO r0x0rz.

Last monday Animax started.. I had the tv tuned in on animax before launch time, so we saw the countdown.. heheh.. anyhoo, at first i was gonna bash animax 'cause they were showing Cyborg Kurochan in chinese. Bah. Then they showed it in english, wich was OK.. Kinda.. 'Cept for Kurochan and Remy, Nobody's Girl, everything's in Japanese.. With AXN-style subtitles.. O_o

I gots lots of bishounen to add to my Bishounen Closet which i will soon patent or something.. Heheheh.. :D Me likes new anime. :D

toodles!

ps
where do i get Raison d'etre? *blink*

Friday, January 16, 2004

damn may elections

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.. Darn it all to bloody hell. I was forced to register for the bloody may elections 'cause they said i was old enough to vote by the time the elections came.. Damnation!!! >___< i dont wanna vote even!!

I mean, duh!!! Lookit the candidates! The presidential candidates are nothin' but escapees from the funny farm!! Look, one of them is an action movie star who i dont think would be able to lead the coutnry. THe other one is our current president who sucks up to other countries or something.. and then theres this other guy who wants to be president but he's got like a 0% popularity cause he was charged with criminal something or other years ago.. erm, yeah.

okay, sure, they mioght have something good in them, but the question is, would they use it? in this country, when a president is elected and raised, everyone else looks for some evil stuff they did in the past and try tpo pull them down and tear them apart then feed them to the sharks..

bah.

i just dont want to vote..

anyway, on to my formdev class~

toodles

//shit.. that was a nonsensical post O_o//

Thursday, January 15, 2004

From: Lyndon

Date: January 13, 2004 12:41 AM



Subject: Monty Python and the Lord of the Rings


Message: Scene III

ARAGORN:
Old woman!

CELEBORN:
Man!

ARAGORN:
Man. Sorry. Who lives in that castle over there?

CELEBORN:
I'm immortal.

ARAGORN:
I- what?

CELEBORN:
I'm immortal. I don't look old.

ARAGORN:
Well, I can't just call you 'Man'.

CELEBORN:
Well, you could say 'Celeborn'.

ARAGORN:
Well, I didn't know you were called 'Celeborn'!

CELEBORN:
Well, you didn't bother to find out, did you?

ARAGORN:
I did say 'sorry' about the 'old woman', but from
the behind you looked-

CELEBORN:
What I object to is that you automatically treat
me like an inferior!

ARAGORN:
Well, I am King!

CELEBORN:
Oh, King, eh, very nice. And how d'you get that,
eh? By exploiting the work force! By 'anging on
to outdated imperialist dogma which perpetuates
the economic and social differences in our
society. If there's ever going to be any progress
with the-

FIGWIT:
Celeborn, there's some lovely filth down here.
Oh! How d'you do?

ARAGORN:
How do you do, good la- man? I am Aragorn, King
of Gondor. Who's castle is that?

FIGWIT:
King of what?

ARAGORN:
The Middle-Earth.

FIGWIT:
Who's that then?

ARAGORN:
Well, we all are. We are all denziens of Middle
Earth, and I am your king.

FIGWIT:
I didn't know we had a king. I thought we were an
autonomous collective.

CELEBORN:
You're fooling yourself. We're living in a
dictatorship: a self-perpetuating autocracy in
which the working classes-

FIGWIT:
Oh, there you go bringing class into it again.

CELEBORN:
That's what it's all about. If only people would
hear of-

ARAGORN:
Please! Please, good elves. I am in haste. Who
lives in that castle?

FIGWIT:
No one lives there.

ARAGORN:
Then who is your lord?

FIGWIT:
We don't have a lord.

ARAGORN:
What?

CELEBORN:
We're communist collective. We split everything
up and-

ARAGORN:
Yes.

CELEBORN:
...but all the decisions made by the collective
have to be ratified at a special bi-weekly
meeting...

ARAGORN:
Yes, I see.

CELEBORN:
...by a simple majority in the case of purely
internal affairs,...

ARAGORN:
Be quiet!

CELEBORN:
...but by a two-thirds majority in the case of
more major--

ARAGORN:
Be quiet! I order you to be quiet!

FIGWIT:
Order, eh? Who does he think he is? Heh.

ARAGORN:
I am your king!

FIGWIT:
Well, I didn't vote for you.

ARAGORN:
You don't vote for kings.

FIGWIT:
Well, how did you become King, then?

ARAGORN:
[slow motion, Enya chanting]
The broken sword of Narsil, glimmering from its
altar in Rivendell was reforged for me by the
elves there, transformed into Anduril, flame of
the west and signifying by Divine Providence that
I, Aragorn, was to rule Middle Earth.
[end slow motion and chanting]
That is why I am your king!

CELEBORN:
Listen. Half elves in valleys distributing swords
is no basis for a system of government. Supreme
executive power derives from a mandate from the
masses, not from some farcical ancient ceremony.

ARAGORN:
Be quiet!

CELEBORN:
Well, but you can't expect to wield supreme
executive power just 'cause some long-haired,
tiara wearing cad threw a sword at you!

ARAGORN:
Shut up!

CELEBORN:
I mean, if I went 'round saying I was an emperor
of Rohan just because some crossdressing bint had
lobbed a spear at me, they'd put me away!

ARAGORN:
Shut up, will you? Shut up!

CELEBORN:
Ah, now we see the violence inherent in the
system.

ARAGORN:
Shut up!

CELEBORN:
Oh! Come and see the violence inherent in the
system! Help! Help! I'm being repressed!

ARAGORN:
Bloody elf!

CELEBORN:
Oh, what a give-away. Did you hear that? Did you
hear that, eh? That's what I'm on about. Did you
see him repressing me? You saw it, didn't you?

--From my Friendster Bulletin Board

Wednesday, January 14, 2004

// this is idiocy

#include<stdio.h>
#include<string.h>

typedef char string50[51];

// oh, wait..

// DAMN YOU YOU *censored* CASE STUDY!!!

*snip*

Now that that's done, on to business.

...

Life is dull without Jimmy...

*sigh*

Sunday, January 11, 2004

Return of the King: Implied Hobbit Yaoi?

Yessssssz.. I loved that movie.. It had a lot of yummy scenes between Frodo and Sam, Merry and Pippin.. Happy me~ Aah, but they weren't the only ones.. Legolas and Aragorn were practically all over each other near the ending, 'cept that Arwen had to spoil everything.. That darned elf princess.. who does she think she is, separating Legolas and Aragorn?! Grrrr...

I watched the movie with Khan and mom last friday. I watched it from beginning to end, with an exception of the parts with "the flying heads" 'cause my mom was mean and sent me to buy popcorn. :( Hehe.. I thought I'd be late 'cause mom said the show was going to start at 3.05pm and on that time, i was just boarding out of the MRT!!! O__o And then i went in the PowerBooks entrance in Megamall so i kinda got a little disoriented where to find the cinemas. I got there a minute later and breathed a sigh of relief when i found out that the movie hasnt started yet. Yeessz.. :D Muhahahahaha.. Super Thanks goes to Tetrzz. Without him, i think i'd still be waiting at the darned long line to buy a train ticket at the EDSA MRT station at the time thye're showing "the flying heads". And that was around 5.30 or 6pm. more than half the movie, dude. Thanks kulotz~! ^____^

heheh.. i like that movie.. especially at the last scene where *deleted due to spoiler* and where *deleted due to spoiler* and the part where *deleted due to spoiler* and that scene where *deleted due to spoiler*... Oooooh yeah. those were cool. :D Aaahh.. the implied yaoi/shounen-ai... *dreamy sigh* Ooohhh and Pippin's singing voice is sooooooooooooooo cute~!! *swoon* I like it when he sings.. ^____^v

I gots BeerKwatro after watching the movie. :D I wuv Jimmy.. he's so darned cuuuuuuuuute~! ^____^ I wuv Glen, too.. Hehe.. He's cute, and i have to agree with Genki.. He's got the bishounen looks~ ^_____^ Unlike genki, i go for bishounen, not mecha.. i wish i were racquel.. or fe, jimmy's girlfriend (yessz, he has a girlfriend!!!)... i'd be a happy girl.. *dreamy sigh* ^____^

Neeway, I have to continue drooling over FrodoxSam, MerryxPippin and Jimmy and Glen.. ^^

Toodles~ ^_____^

Thursday, January 08, 2004

First Day of School

Bah.

I had my first day of school today, though officially, school started yesterday... Tis because on Monday and Wednesday, i have NO CLASSES!!! HAH!!! XD

Anyways, Yeah, first day today. I had Biocom2 in the morning, then Compro2, then Anmath1, then Encomp1. All of those had 1 and 1/2 hours of class, and all i had for breaks is the ten-minute in between period.. O_o Whoooo... I survived that... Rather, almost. I have a headache right now, so bleah. yeah.. and that'll go on every tuesday and thursday, 'cept on tuesday i have biocol2 in teh morning.. Fridays i only have 2 classes with BREAKS!! hehe.. pe and formdev.. So happy...

Anyways, since my headache is worsening, I'll be off now~

Toodles~

PS
Me's gonna watch the Philippine premiere of Lord of the Rings: Return of thh King tomorrow with mah mum~ ^______^

Saturday, January 03, 2004

Reasons for screaming

Reason Number 1
ANIMAX!
Yep, animax is comin'! They're showing chobits, too!! ^______^ *glee* *skips around in sheer happiness* they'll start regular broadcasting january 19. Hee~ they're only showing a test broadcast now, and every 30 minutes or so, they're showing previews~ happiness~!! ^____________________^

Reason Number 2
PANIC!!!!! X_x
Yes, i'm panicking and screaming my head off. I need to get my course schedules straight and i need them NOW!! X_x I need to move 2 courses to morning schedules just so i get home early, before 6pm.. I dont like going home late... It makes me miss a lot of TV time... hehehehe... Gee, what kind of college student am i... *shakes head* Waaahh... I need to get to the Course Actual Count Page, but then it's NOT WORKIIIIIIIING~!!! X_x all i get is an error 500, something wrong with the site or some other shit... WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHH!!!!!!!! *scream*

Wednesday, December 31, 2003

Shinnen Akemashite Omedetou~

Happy New Year~

hehe.. I watched Star Wars 2 just now.. and they're watching a pirated copy of Return of th ekings outside. :( I'd rather wait for January 6 for it to show here :(

^___^ heee~ anyway, i have books 5 to 7 of The Wheel of Time series, something i am very determined to finish :D

Anyway, since it's the end of 2003, maybe i'll go on ahead and make a sort of recap of the year.

>Rika's 2003 Recap!<

It sucked.
Really it did. What happened? People dying of some strange sickness. People thwapping other people over the heads just because they're in Afghanistan or in Iraq. People losing homes, relatives, friends and practically everything they worked hard for in some darned quarrel started by that American president person.

Ah, but then, who am i to talk? I'm only an ignorant girl. Pffft. T_T

What happened to me, then? Well, i turned 17, i missed c3 con, i lost my memory card, and when i did find it, it was broken, or almost broken. it still works. :D hehe... and hey! i had my blog this year~ i made my first post on february 2 or 4 this year. heheheh... what else.. oh, oniichan went to australia last august, arred proved that he has no backbone, i got into college, i kicked some jerk's ass, the deschakada has erm, nearly lost all forms of communication, and um.. um.. i cant remember much anymore.. heheheh.. ^^;;

Heeee~ what a long new year's post.. hehehehe..

Anyway, i guess that's it for me..

See ya next year~!! ^___^

Toodles~

Wednesday, December 24, 2003

Greetings

Meri Kursisumasu minnasan~ Ogenki de ne~

I hope you guys have a great time on Christmas~ ^___^ *muah*

Friday, December 19, 2003

Poof!

This shall be the last post i shall make before i leave..

..for Laguna, that is. Don't worry though, i'll post when i come back. :D

Yep, I'm taking off to Laguna. :D hehe. okay, so maybe not "taking off". I'm taking a little time off with some friends and classmates at Laguna, just to relieve the stress. The stress which has been laid upon us since the start of the second term.

Ooh, speaking of the stresses of the second term, i got my course cards today. Not very happy about my grades, but happy nonetheless. I got my first 4.0 today. PETEAMS. Geez, for all teh subjects to get the highest friggin grade a lasallian would get, it's PETEAMS. i wish it were ENGLONE. or COMPRO... *sigh* ah well.. and damnit! I do NOT deserve a 1.5 on BIOCOL1!!! I demand a recount! That darned teacher owes me at least a 3 on his damned subject!!! grrr!!! So far, i gots one 4.0, two 3.0s, two 2.0s and two 1.5s.. And the average of that would be... um... somewhere around 2.something. Not sure. I dont compute grades. Bleah.

Enough about grades. let's talk about tomorrow.

Yep, tomorrow, i wake up at five, eat -- or at least try to, take a bath, get dressed, get to school by 7am. We leave at around 8am, so we arrive at Laguna at around lunch time. Then we rest a while, then we have a bunch of activities, like scavenger hunting, capture the flag--yes!!-- and some other stuff. Then we take an even longer break and eat and shit. Prolly swim, too. And then night comes. We have our "Awarding Ceremonies" here. :D I hope i get an award, even if it is Most Noisy. ;D I hope my group's music video gets an award too, even if it is Most Idiotic. *sigh*

hehe.. ah well, the wheel weaves as the wheel wills or something like that.

Hehe.. Yeah, i be reading again. The Wheel of Time series by Robert Jordan. I hear there's a CCG out there.. anyways, i like Perrin Goldeneyes. He's a wolfbrother and/or blacksmith, which means he's uber cool. i also like Moiraine of the Blue Ajah. And Rand. Especially Rand al'Thor. he's angsting in book 3, the one i'm currently reading :D hehe.. i know, i easily fall for those angsty leads.. hehehe..

I just started collecting the books, all i have now is from book 1 to book 4. I think there are 9 or 10 in all. I wish to gather them all. I want to know what the Dragon Reborn would do next. Hehe.. ^____^

I wonder how the rest of the DesChaKada is doing.. I know how Khan's been doing. He's the only person in teh kada i've been talking to lately. Oniichan seems too far away, besides the fact that he's is Australia right now. I havent been in contact with the rest.. Creole yesterday, tho.. and Oneechan a while ago, asking about the Annual party we have. I wish it would push through this monday. But then again, if it were monday, I would spend the morning doing extreme last minute shopping 'cause i don't have a gift for khan and arred and marco and benji yet. I find it more hard to get gifts for males than for females. *shrug*

Heehee. this might be the longest post i've made, aside from the quiz posts.. ehehehehe...

Anyway, back to what i was saying, it's hard buying gifts for men than for women. It's easy for me to shop for presents for girls cause i know what we want. *wink* more or less. But guys are rather... difficult. you never know what they would like until you pry their brains open, which they rarely do. either that or whatever they want is too expensive for my budget.. which is somewhere around 200 to 300 bucks. bleah. i just wish they'd be satisfied for what i'd give them... or at least appreciate them.

And i wish that i get a lot of presents this year. And i want that Death manga figure i saw at Comic Odessy this afternoon. She was soooo pretty!! I wanted that figurine even if it costs a million whatsis!!!! I wish someone would give me that.. Or a beerkada collection.. or all 4 beerkada books..

My anime life sucks. I havent watched anything nice... Okay, so i've wathced something really really nice... Angel Sanctuary movie.. but still!!!!! I wanna watch gravitation!!! and matantei loki ragnarok!!! and x the series!!! and i want new manga!!! XXXholic would be nice.. or the ragnarok manga by lee myoung-jin.. or manga by Sakura Kinoshita.. Her artwork's cute.

*sigh*

i wish i get what i want even once... but then, if i get what i want so easily, the fun of haggling would disappear, and it might seem worthless.. ah well.. be careful of what you wish for, as they say.

6 days left before christmas!

toodles~

//currently arguing with jessie//

Thursday, December 18, 2003

new layout!

because my old layout didn't work well with 800x600 screen settings. crap. i liked that layout. ah well. i like the new one too. ^______^ still matantei loki ragnarok ^___^ and it's roughly 7 days before christmas, and my christmas shopping isnt done! wah! X_x ah well. at least i'd be able to play pRO again ^^; after three months!!! hehe.. ^^;;

Sunday, December 14, 2003

Moo.

I have no bloody idea why i am awake at this hour. Prolly 'cause i waited for my goddamned asshole brother to get off my computer so i can clear my email of the now active pRO_players ml. go join. Anwyays, what to rant about?

Ahh.. exams. so i didn't study that much, yeah whatever. bleah. i dunno..

Mm, oh yeah... i don't think i'd like to do some of those music videos anymore... they are a pain in the head... especially when you dont have experience... @__@

neeway, me sleepy so i rant later.. or next time... whatever.

toodles.

Tuesday, December 09, 2003

hitori means alone

gee, whiz. me's alone again. tis a big school with a lot of godforsaken people and i still find myself alone. T_T there are no friends here... T_T

damn them to hell.

okay, so maybe i just miss the gang.. i miss the times we'd stay up uber late just talking on the phone, almost all of us, 'cause me an' jessie gots 3way calling... and then oniichan got 3way calling eventually, so almost the whole gang was connected.. and we all talked at the same time, so we never understood anything we all said.. then we'd start screaming at each other for some strange and immature reason... then oniichan would shut us all up, then we'd have a happy ending... then we'd prolly have an epi, where only two people are playing and everyone else is keepin' quiet or being ignored... *sigh* okay, so maybe i sometimes feel 'alone' in the gang too. but damnit, not this much.. i've wasted too much saliva for not talking damnit. maybe i should leave....

nah.

i like my school.. for some reason i do not know. probably because it's near to a handful of restaurants and stuff...

who cares about the people here anyway? at least i know that i have jessie, oneechan, oniichan, kangsters, saku-chan and teh rest to keep me company for the rest of my goddamned life.

love ya guys. *muah!*

Saturday, December 06, 2003

happy birtday to jason, btw! ^____^
bored, i guess...

Did nothing today, actually... Dunno, after all that slaving over my MP and my English Portfolio, i had nothing to do on a weekend, except for, well... um, lazing around... being a bum. hehe.

Anyway, um... yeah. i slept most of the time.. maybe because of that time... um, thursday, i slept at 4 am just completing my portfolio... Hehe... whuya..

Um, what else... oh yea... they put a limit to my internet time. only up to 11.30 pm. bah..

and i'm thinking of changing my layout once more... *shrug* the current layout is a total mess when viewed with something like 800x600 and less... *sigh*

and my exams are quite nearing... this thursday up to next week tuesday, then we come back on the 19th just to get our coursecards... *shudder* im kinda scared...

ooh, before i go... atch out for ishtah gay. *smile*

toodles

Thursday, December 04, 2003

goddamned...

i was writing a looooooong post when my pc went nuts on me. damn pc... *kicks pc* stupid damned pc...

now i forgot that post... it was a nice post too... :( damn pc *kicks pc again and again*

Tuesday, December 02, 2003

in the meantime....

What's a meantime girl?


She's the one you call when you're bored because
she makes you laugh. She's
the one you talk to when you're feeling down
because she's willing to lend
an ear and be a friend. She's not the one you
call when you need a date to
your company's Christmas party, or to go dancing
with on a Saturday night.
She's the one you spend time with between
girlfriends, before you find "The
One". You know, the one who you keep around in
the meantime.

She's not one of the guys, not a tomboy, but you
don't look at her as a
"real" woman, either. She's not bitchy enough,
moody enough, or sexy enough
to be seen in that light. She's too laid-back,
too easily amused by the
same things your male buddies are amused by.
She's too understanding, too
comfortable. She doesn't make you feel nervous
or excited the way a "real"
woman does. But she's cool, and nice, and funny,
and attractive enough that
when you're lonely or horny and need intimate
female companionship, she'll
do just fine. You don't have to wine and dine her
because she knows the
real you already, and you don't have any facades
to keep up, no pretenses
to preserve. You're not trying to get anything of
substance out of her.
She's not easy, but you know that she cares about
you and is attracted to
you, and that she'll give you the intimacy you
need. And you know you don't
have to explain yourself or the situation, that
she'll be able to cope with
the fact that this isn't the beginning of a
relationship or that there's
any possibility that you have any real romantic
feelings for her. It won't
bother her that you'll get up in the morning, put
on your pants, say
goodbye, and go on a date with the woman you've
been mooning over for weeks
who finally agreed to go out with you. She'll
settle for a goodbye hug and
a promise to call her and tell her how the date
went. She's just so cool .
. . why can't all women be like that?!

But deep down, if you really think about it
(which you probably don't
because to you, the situation between the two of
you isn't important enough
to merit any real thought), you know that it's
really not fair. You know
that although she would never say it, it hurts
her to know that despite all
her good points and all the fun you two have, you
don't think she's good
enough to spend any real time with. Sure, it's
mostly her fault, because
she doesn't have to give in to your needs. She
could play the hard-to-get
bitch like the rest of them do, if she really
wanted to. But you and she
both know that she probably couldn't pull it off.
Maybe she's too short, or
a little overweight, or has a big birthmark on
her forehead, or works at
Taco Bell, or just really not that type. Whatever
the reason, somehow life
has given her a lot of really great qualities but
has left out the ones
that men want (or think they want) in a woman.
So she remains forever the
funny friend, the steadfast companion, the secret
lover, and you go on
searching for your goddess who will somehow be
everything you ever wanted
in a woman.

You'll joke to her that she should be the best
man at your wedding, and
she'll laugh and make a joke about a smelly
rental tux.

She doesn't captivate you with her beauty, or
open doors with her smile.
Mainly she blends in with the crowd. She's safe.
She doesn't want to be the
center of attention and turn the heads of
everyone in the room. But she
wants to turn someone's head. She wants to be
special to someone, too. We
all do.

She has feelings. She has a heart. In fact, she
probably has a bigger and
better heart than any woman you've ever known
because she's had a front-row
seat to The Mess That Is Your Life, and she likes
you anyway. She obviously
sees something worthwhile and redeeming in you
because although you've
given her nothing, absolutely no reason to
still be around, she is.

Anyway, yeah. I'm a Meantime Girl. Been one more
times than I care to
admit. I don't know the reason, really, and at
this point I don't even
care. I just want to let every guy know who's
ever had the good fortune to
have a Meantime Girl that we may be a lot of fun,
but we cry, too. A lot.
And someday we won't be around.


And no, i didn't do that...

Whoever did write it, i know how you feel.

Saturday, November 29, 2003

vampires are cool

Click here for more details. And i do mean, click here.

And i do mean it. click the above link or click the link on the um... left side of this page.
oooh my head... @_@

my head hurts... i think i've been staring at the computer monitor for hours already... @_@ damn mp!!!
heehee~

depressedanime
Depressed Anime Eyes : You dont smile alot and tend
to hang on your own. You know you can deal with
life, but not everyone else is so sure...



What are your anime eyes?
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Carefree
You're just the happy go-lucky type. You might have
your pet peeves, but other than that, you're
mainly calm. Blending in with your
surroundings, you're the type of person who
everyone likes. Usually it's you who cracks
jokes at social gatherings - after all,
laughter is the best medicine. Sometimes you
pretend to be stupid, but in all actuality, you
could be the next Einstein.



What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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you are BLACK


What color Gel Maker are YOU!?!
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Selene
SELENE: You are selene!
Beautiful, vivacious,
fierce and seductive, Selene vowed she would
destroy Lycans after her family was murdered by
the werewolves. So ruthless is she that selene
is a member of the Death Dealers. This elite
Vampire warrior class's mission is to make the
Lycans extinct. This 127-year-old
"aggressive hunter of the underworld"
combines a mastery of ancient weaponry with
modern pleasures, such as driving Jaguars and
using computers. However, Selene's ambitions
are suppressed by Kraven. She longs for
Viktor's reawakening so that he becomes the
Vampire's regent once again.

Ever wish
you could be a vampire?
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Click Here to become a Vampire!


Which UNDERWORLD character are you?
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ps: hapi bday daph-chan~ ^__^ go ReiN-sama~ ^___^

Friday, November 28, 2003

oh joy!

Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

it's around eight in the morning, and a few minutes ago, i think my day started with a really nice beginning. :D

Okay, so here we are at the /crappy/ linux lab, where the screen resolutions are 400x800 or something like that, and the browser hates my blogsite, and where most of my class dominates the lab, and shit like that... Ta-kun* decided to grab something to eat before finishing with their MP's, cause thiers is supposed to be passed today, and mine is supposed to be passed next week friday. Vanyel and I tagged along.. So there, we were at Agno.. Ta-kun bought his food, i bought a cookie, vanyel didn't buy anything...

But here's the thing.. Ta-kun and I were eating... An' then Vanyel hugged me from behind and rested his head on me shoulder...

uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~ =___=

Ta-kuuuuun~

Arigatou gozaimasu~!!! XD

till next post!

~toodles

*not his real name
** but then again, who cares about my life? or his? or his? or yours? or anyone elses?
***why am i even bothering to writhe THAT in my blog??! why am i even ranting about him?!?! O_o

i am strange.

Thursday, November 27, 2003

oh the torture!!

Agh! @__@

College is torture. i mean, i-- WE have been running around four floors all day, staying at school until the closing hours just being in the lab finishing out machine projects, staying up until the sun starts to peek out from the goshdarned sky, get to school before eight in the morn and do more school work!!! X_x

It'd be a miracle if we live until christmas... X_x

dang... X_x i wish there was an easier way to do mp's... *sigh*

Sunday, November 23, 2003

nekoooooo~

cute kittie girl
You are a kawaii Neko! You're not very bright, and
naive, but thats what makes you so damn cute!
No one can stay mad at you. =n_n=


What Kind of Anime Neko Are You?
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Saturday, November 22, 2003

QUIZ TIME!

You represent... angst.
You represent... angst.
You have an extremely cynical outlook on just about
everything. It's okay to sulk and be
depressed, but life is short, and you only get
one. It's only what you make it, and only you
can make it improve.


What feeling do you represent?
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/* Awww... */

greenhair
Your anime hair color is green.


What is your anime hair color?
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/* Green...? Isn't that supposed to be the color of my MIND? not my hair? */

My inner child is ten years old today

My inner child is ten years old!


The adult world is pretty irrelevant to me. Whether
I'm off on my bicycle (or pony) exploring, lost
in a good book, or giggling with my best
friend, I live in a world apart, one full of
adventure and wonder and other stuff adults
don't understand.


How Old is Your Inner Child?
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/* Wow, and they said my inner child was 5... */

pho
You are Form 0, Phoenix: The Eternal.

"And The Phoenix's cycle had reached
zenith, so he consumed himself in fire. He
emerged from his own ashes, to be forever
immortal."


Some examples of the Phoenix Form are Quetzalcoatl
(Aztec), Shiva (Indian), and Ra-Atum
(Egyptian).
The Phoenix is associated with the concept of life,
the number 0, and the element of fire.
His sign is the eclipsed sun.

As a member of Form 0, you are a determined
individual. You tend to keep your sense of
optomism, even through tough times and have a
positive outlook on most situations. You have
a way of looking at going through life as a
journey that you can constantly learn from.
Phoenixes are the best friends to have because
they cheer people up easily.


Which Mythological Form Are You?
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/* Oohh... phoenix... */

Driretlan is your Vampire name.
You are a witty Vampire with a certain style that
others are drawn to.
To use your new Vampire name and become a Vampire,
go here:
www.life-blood.vze.com


What is your Vampire name?
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/* What? No pics? */

CMyDocumentsamg.jpg
goddess of the moon. You stand for love and
wisdom.You are light up the night sky


What beutiful goddess are you?(with anime pics!)
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/* gee, what grammar! */

jack on mast
Uh-oh - you are "Stop blowing holes in my
ship!" You're a little bit edgy,
honestly, and it's getting in the way of your
natural charm. We understand that life can be
hard, but take a deep breath and have a drink.
Relax.


Which one of Captain Jack Sparrow's bizarre sayings from Pirates of the Caribbean are you?
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/* Cap'n Jack Sparrow is COOL */

Seems like you are not in big trouble. Actually,
this result is actually BETTER than average.
You will have a perfect job. You will make a
lot of money. The job that you will have is
being a kind of doctor. You will not marry.
Many (wo)men will like you or did like you in
your college, but you don't think anybody is
good enough for you. You will live in a
two-story house when you are older. Two stories
all for you is good enough for you! You will
have many dinners in your house. The bad news
is that you will be very lonely and sad -
perhaps almost depressed when you are older.
Yes, you will think that money is not
everything in your life. Feel good young man.
You will not bald /*_*\ Your hair will be the
same as it is right now. You will feel that you
are one of the prettiest/handsome (wo)man there
is for your age /*_*\ You will be the over
average (wo)man. In your future, nothing will
hurt you. Only pain on the outside. When you
are 87 years old, you will die of painful
cancer.


The Quiz of Luck - What Will Happen In Your Future?
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/* So... is that good or bad, doc? */

dddd
Who are you? No one would even know your name or
who you are. No one may even know what you
really look like. You would be known by a
series of names since you would go under many
aliases and have a number of disguises. You are
very clever and creative, and would almost
always be one step ahead of the authorities.
You would make sure no evidence of your
horrible murders would be left behind, and if
it is, no one would know it was you. You
sneaky, elusive person...authorities would have
hard time trying to catch you. You would
definitely be the mystery criminal. People may
not even know the your killings are all from
you. You would really be a threat to the
public.


What Would Your Serial Killer Name Be? What Would the Public Know You As?
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/* reminds me of the movie, Catch Me If You Can */

Beautiful
<<>>???What Kind Of Angel R You???<<>>( Anime Pics )

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/* angel, eh...? */

solitary
Your soul is bound to the Solitary Rose: The
Alone.

"When I wake up alone, the shades are still
drawn on the cold window pane so they cast
their lines on my bed and lines on my
face."


The Solitary Rose is associated with loneliness,
melancholy, and patience. It is governed by
the goddess Merope and its sign is The Sword,
or Unrequited Love.

As a Solitary Rose, you may be summed up as a
hopeless romantic. You desire love and have so
much love to give, but thing just never seem to
work out the way you want them to. In life,
you can be very optomistic, even when things
are gray and nothing works out to your
expectations.


What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
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/* I am a hopeless romantic... T.T */

You are Neo
You are Neo, from "The Matrix." You
display a perfect fusion of heroism and
compassion.


What Matrix Persona Are You?
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/* Myk is NOT the one :D */

GAME BOY - Born to Play
A GAME-BOY. Youre like a tomboy without the love of
sports. Reality sucks, but as long as you have
your electronics you feel you can cope. Time
goes unnoticed when youre locked in your room
hooked up to your Nintendo, rocking to your
favourite collection of guitar-driven albums.
Your virtues: Intelligence, sense-of-humour,
individuality.
Your flaws: Inability to cope with real life,
action-freak spirit, reclusive nature.
EXTRA: Your personality type is the only one on
this quiz that would enjoy www.life-
blood.vze.com Check it out!


What kind of girl are you?
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/* does this mean i get to have a ps2 for christmas? */

Friday, November 21, 2003

Whuya

I'm considering this: leaving blog*spot for a new bloghost that supports pictures. You know, one that lets you upload piccies and stuff... *shrug* so that i dont have to link the piccies from my other site... which is kinda hard... If you guys know a nice place, tell me. =3

Anyways, kinda boring start for the day... found out that we didn't have practice the minute i stepped in teh classroom... so i get to go home early! ^___^ joy!

Maybe I should go play ragnarok once i get home... i mean, it's been an extremely long time since i played it... maybe that, or i'll just go do my MP.. yeah,t hat'd be better. I'd get to submit it on time, too...

OOh, yeah. i got my pc fixed!! It got infected by this darned worm my brother let in when he was checking mail. damn him. anyways, i got it fixed and i got all my files intact. :D Hee hee.

that's it for now, i guess...

~toodles!

ps: sorry val~ ^_____^;;;

Thursday, November 20, 2003

Yargh.

Why is it so hard to fall out of love? A friend of mine says that falling in love is like tripping and falling into a damned well, where the well either leads to wonderland, or a bottom filled with spikes, poison, rats and snakes. or something like that. He also says that the deeper you fall in, the harder it is to get out.

Damn. Pucha, ang hirap talaga.

Don't we get something like a parachute? or even better, a grappling hook? so that if ever we don't like what we find down there, we can always get back out easily... Free will. If we have free will in deciding which specialization we want to have, then so should we have free will in falling in or out of love. I think it's fair. Don't you?

but then you'd argue that i cant fight my emotions, blahdiblahdiblah. I dont give a fucking damn. I want out, and i want out NOW. who cares that that person might be the one. Clearly he ain't. And i don't think he would ever be.

Damn..

I hate it. I hate it already... Why is it that when you want to let go, you just can't and then you go back to step one of the love chain? it fuckin' stinks.

*sigh*

I wonder what oniichan would say...?

Oh bah.

It's one of those darned teen angst episodes. WHY oh WHY am i getting this late?? argh! it's getting on my nerves, and it this doesn't stop, i don't know what i'd do to that person. *sigh*

i guess that's it...

~toodles

p.s. i miss you oniichan!!!

Sunday, November 16, 2003

New Layout!

In case you guys haven't noticed, i've got a new layout and it's all thanks to Totally Chibi!!! ^___^ See? I've mentioned them lotsatimes now... ^__^ I love their site... ^^ although, right now, they're totally pink, which hurts my eyes, but it's okay!

I've had a hard time making my blog look like this.. at first, i wanted to host this at some site *coughgeocitiescough* but it hates me, so well, i'm back here. ^_____^

This layout features a screencap of Loki-sama. ^__^ Mantatei Loki Ragnarok rules. ^_____^

Anyway, enjoy my new layout!

~toodles

p.s.
THANKYOU TOTALLY CHIBI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
bah, humbug

i don't like geocities. it won't let me publish my blog, so i'm back here at http://bloodriot.blogspot.com/!
work, damnit work!

stupid geocities... why wont it let my blog work???? grrrr!!!
Testing, testing...

yeah, um, testiiing~

i'm testing this new site thing for my blog... i've never really imagined that i would leave bloodriot.blogspot.com for geocities... but ah well... *shrug*

teeeeeest~ i really do hope this thing works... email me if it does, please? thanks~

toodles~

*wishing that this would work*

Saturday, November 15, 2003

Damn Mood Swings

Yeah. Damn them.

This morning, i was all happy ans stuff. And now I'm downright pissed off.

*draws out heavy artillery and starts shooting random things, especially a certain narcissist*

I feel slightly better now.

Monday, November 10, 2003

DESCHA UPDATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Are you ready?


















































Are you SURE you're ready...?


















































Are you really really sure....?


















































Okay, here goes.....


















































DESCHA.NET IS UP AND RUNNING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD

So what are you waiting for?? click the link and enjoy DesCha.net! ^________________^
punyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan~

Waaaai~ There's this new anime i'm quite obsessed with 'cause the characters are CUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUTE~ ^_^ It's Mantatei Loki Ragnarok!!! ^_^ Actually, with the rumors of an RO anime, we pRO players started to look for them, but we ended up with Mythical Detective Loki Ragnarok!!! Some stuck up pRO players would say it's crap, i say to hell with those stuck up pRO olayers!!! Mantatei Loki Ragnarok is so fun and so filled with cute bishies, i just couldn't resist!!! XD Even Loki is too cute!!! I don't care if Loki there is just, what, a ten year old.. LOKI-KUN KAWAII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD and there's Loki-kun's summoned monster, Ecchan~ the cute pink creature is absolutely adoreable!!!! punyaan~ ^______^

Tee hee~

Anyway, um, what else.. ah, i'm doing this at COMPRO2 class. mwehehehe. Sir Levi has once again skipped class! Muhahahahaha! Aherm. Uh, what else... Vanyel is cute. ^^ And a friend of mine was soooo observant, she noticed my "evil glare mode" whenever Vanyel would start latching on to someone else... Hehehe.. If ya wanna know what my evil glare mode looks like, go look for that piccie at MegaTokyo 'cause that's where i found that piccie. Note that that piccie is *not* in the strips. it's one of those piccies they use as th e header for their rant. ^^;;

Punyaaan~

Ooh, one more thing. Smilers should be banned from polymorphing into underwear. It is evil.

toodles~

Tuesday, November 04, 2003

oh joy

i think we're back on good terms, so please just ignore the angsty post i did. ^______^ he's starting to tug on my hair again^^

anyway, in other news, i am now a member of the Galaxy Angels Fanlisting!!!! ^_________^ Joy!! ^___^ the link's in the links section. ^^

and oh yeah. i'd be doing a new layout.. the black and gray and the occasional blue is really nice, but then it needs sprucing up... Immagonnadoanewlayout! watch out for it! ^__________^

toodles~