Tuesday, December 09, 2003

hitori means alone

gee, whiz. me's alone again. tis a big school with a lot of godforsaken people and i still find myself alone. T_T there are no friends here... T_T

damn them to hell.

okay, so maybe i just miss the gang.. i miss the times we'd stay up uber late just talking on the phone, almost all of us, 'cause me an' jessie gots 3way calling... and then oniichan got 3way calling eventually, so almost the whole gang was connected.. and we all talked at the same time, so we never understood anything we all said.. then we'd start screaming at each other for some strange and immature reason... then oniichan would shut us all up, then we'd have a happy ending... then we'd prolly have an epi, where only two people are playing and everyone else is keepin' quiet or being ignored... *sigh* okay, so maybe i sometimes feel 'alone' in the gang too. but damnit, not this much.. i've wasted too much saliva for not talking damnit. maybe i should leave....

nah.

i like my school.. for some reason i do not know. probably because it's near to a handful of restaurants and stuff...

who cares about the people here anyway? at least i know that i have jessie, oneechan, oniichan, kangsters, saku-chan and teh rest to keep me company for the rest of my goddamned life.

love ya guys. *muah!*

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