Tuesday, October 18, 2005

Kitaa!!!
listening to: Densha Otoko OST
wishes for: Densha Otoko DVDs
mood: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHH!!


CLIFFHANGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The damn drama gets you totally hooked into the whole episode and then KILLS YOU DEAD DAMNIT!! The bloody cliffhangers PUSH YOU OFF THE BLODDY EDGE MAKING YOU FALL DOWN A BAJILLION STOREYS!!!

What the hell am I talking about, you ask? DENSHA OTOKO of course. The J-Drama has EVERYTHING. It's like, a live-action anime. THE anime of all animes. Except it's live-action. If you dont get me, then you're no otaku. >:3

Aaaaaaahh~~ Demo! Demo!!! The series is sooooooo good! It even has a book about it! And the publisher says that the story is true! Kyaa~

EVERYONE SHOULD WATCH DENSHA OTOKO!! >w<

*downloads the rest of Densha Otoko*

Sunday, October 09, 2005

LOL
listening to: Gravitation - Super Dollfie Super Drive
wishes for: Volks FCS F28
mood: eheh...


Look at what the obsessed bitch did today.

I went home, carrying big boxes and shopping bags, put them on the floor in the living room, got the keys to my room, went up and expected a fecking FCS f28 on my bed.




WELCOME TO REALITY RIKA. Get a job already.





Well, I'm off to watch The Exorcist 8D Wish me luck


[ edit 2.15am ]
i fucking do NOT want to go to bed yet o___o to scared to sleep
Obsessing AGAIN
listening to: melocure - Pop Step Jump!
wishes for: A FECKING VOLKS FCS
mood: gimme


He said he'd help me buy it. I wanna believe in him. ♥

I have 10k in my bank account. 50k more for the doll I want. fcs f-28. or f-16, since last i checked, f-28 didnt exist anymore. Anyway, I want my BJD to look like Tsukisou so that he can haunt the hot and sexy Uno Lucas or Chris, my dream BJD, but since they're both limited editions and aren't for sale anymore, i'm settling with the FCS that would look closest to them.

60 fecking thousand pesos for one doll with clothes.

I am officially obsessed and crazy.

PS. I am calling him-- yes him, it has to be a him-- Camus Thorne.

Because I can, bitches.

pps: thank god it's 2.30am here and no one reads my blog to notice that stupid mistake I made. xD

I love you, Jan. You make me happy.

Friday, October 07, 2005

Whee! Update!
listening to: Slaver's Kiss Drama CD
wishes for: more ero drama cds!
mood: aaahn~ <3


I am obsessed with BL Drama CDs, but sometimes, I get scared when they start having sex in my ears.

I'm leaving dA once I finish my WiP list. I'm not sure why, though. I'm going to miss all the people I've met there. I really will. ):

Maybe.. if they made a petition for me to stay, and it had 500 people, and had half of the people who watch me signs the petition.. i'd stay.. and maybe i'd stay if they made that petition and included 20 reasons why i should stay, too. Heh.

Chintsubu is an obsession 8D

I love you chinko! <3

Sunday, September 18, 2005

Let me show you my REUNION
listening to: Nobuo Uematsu - Advent: One Winged Angel
wishes for: CloudxKadaj piccus
mood: kyah~


Hello new layout.

'Tis Kadaj. See, I haven't gotten over my FFVII:AC phase yet xD

Made the layout in less than two hours, that includes the wallpaper graphics. I originally had it as a wallpaper idea, and then, when i finished the wallpaper, it struck me that i just had to do a layout. :P So here we go. Layout.

Maybe if i find more pretty CloudxKadaj pictures, I'll make a prettier layout for that... But for now, stick with the Blue and White and teh Kadaj sexyness ;P


Rika

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

ADVENT CHILDREN
listening to: Nobuo Uematsu - One Winged Angel
wishes for: Advent Pieces
mood: kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~



Advent Children is the BEST MOVIE EVAR ♥

I think I've watched it a bazillion times. ♥

I want the dvd D: It has EVERYTHING D:

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

Maui-sama <3
listening to: Samurai 7 - Unlimited
wishes for: a Mezza Morta print
mood: eeeee!!


You scored as Lora. You're Lora Trosky, the twisted Russian assassin. If you got this as your answer, you need some quick mental help. And a straight jacket.

Lora

100%

Kane

89%

Ciro

78%

Santiago

78%

Demos

67%

Mel

56%

Rafi

56%

Touya

56%

Sumire

44%

Vinnie

33%

Dominic

33%

What Mezza Morta character are you?
created with QuizFarm.com


Lol. Yeah. <3

The best thing happened to the Maui fanclub last night. xD Me an' Dana were crying an' laughing at the same time. We're the admins, see. And, see, we have this contest thing for the club.. To make an ID for the club.. But we didn't know what to give as a prize... And then Maui, the God of All Gods puts up this journal that says HE'LL PROVIDE THE PRIZE FOR THE WINNER OF THE CONTEST: A print from his dA prints *faints on the spot* Dear god, that was one of the best things that happened. I wanted to cry and laugh and cry and laugh at the same time.. I wish I wasn't admin though xD

But really. Maui-sama, if you're reading this, a very BIG thank you! ;__; You do not know how much joy you've given us!!

Saturday, September 03, 2005

I got through yesterday without proper shampoo!
listening to: Simple Plan - Shut Up
wishes for: mass murder
mood: fuck you, asshole



yesterday was a blast. i only wanted to watch a movie with my sugarbabylove/jpop_princess and ends up as a kada gimmik xD it was fun. 'twas me, kang/jpop_princess, creole/abcd_wasabi, khan/insane_orange, artoo, sean and jake. we watched ugetsu no monogatari, this really old japanese 'horror' film.. it was part of eiga sai 2005. haha. the movie wasn't.. as scary as we thought it would be xD too much implied sex scenes in it. after the movie, we went around shang in circles! xD we were talking about the most random things, we were laughing and probably were the loudest people at shang. it was fun. and then some of us had a sort of snack/dinner at the food court. that was when jake left. sean kept going about the sacredness of paper, artoo and khan talked about comic books, creole and kang discussed girl issues, i was caught between all three xD it's fun having the best of all worlds.

too bad jake left early though. if he didn't he'd probably ended up where we did... expensive fancy dinner at edsa shang. whoooooey. we were only supposed to drop kang at shang 'cause her dad was there.. but kang's dad ended up treating us to dinner.. it was only supposed to be just kang, me and creole, but since the guys were there with us and kang's dad only gave kang php4000(around 50 dollars, i think) and the buffet was php1000+ per head, we ended up having ala carte, which wasn't bad. during dinner, we had a fun things to talk about like, our uber geekiness xD yeah, we're all geeks. i think i mentioned that i wanted to marry a geek and raise a geek xD that's gonna be loads of fun. i have kang's leftover chicken though. xD in the end, me and creole went home past midnight xD it's quite amazing that mama didn't get angry at me xD i guess she trusts kang more than me haha

all in all, it was a night to remember. a movie, expensive dinner, laughs, kicked shins and geekery. what more can i possibly want? ah yeah. i forgot. my family dead. myep. *nods to self*

Sunday, August 14, 2005

Lo, and behold!
listening to: Morning Musume - Iroppoi Jiretai
wishes for: Herald Mage trilogy by Mercedes lackey
mood: bwahahaha!


Lo and behold, my 400th post!

Yes, after two and a half years of blogging, I have finally reached my 400th post marker. My counter lies. I sort of restarted it to 0 by accident on the anniversary, so it's supposed to be reaching 20-30 thousand already. Yeah. Cool, ne?

So what's up with this post? First up, a faggotry commited on Star Wars! Second, a review of Howl's Moving Castle(A copy of which will be put up at Yorokonde!). Third, just some rambles. ^^

Let's begin!

The Star Wars Faggotry
It's hilarious. Really. I couldn't stop laughing my ass off, and that was just the first three pictures! XD you have GOT to see this! Really. No offense though. I know there are a lot of fans that might be, but please bear in mind that not all Chinese know English that well. Now go look at that link! >w<

Howl's Moving Castle
This movie has got to be Hayao Miyazaki's best. At least, in my opinion it is. The story is about a Hat-maker, Sophie, who is rescued by a mysterious handsome wizard. At first glance, she falls in love with him, but her feelings for the mysterious wizard led to her being turned into an old woman by the Wicked Witch of the Waste. Afraid that her family and friends would see her in such form, she ran away and ends up as a cleaning lady in a walking castle owned by a famous wizard: Howl. As it turns out, Howl is the handsome wizard who had rescued her earlier. But Howl has secrets, including one that involves an evil spirit that powers the moving castle, Caluficer. Sophie's determination and love brings about a change in the atmosphere of Howl's moving castle, and ultimately leads to the end of the war. The movie was based off a Diana Wynne Jones book of the same title. This book was first published in 1986. I did a little search on Amazon.com and there are still copies available from a recent publisher(HarperTrophy, 2001). As I have not read the book, I will not compare the book to the film.

As can expected from any Miyazaki film, the animation is most wonderful. The colors and themes fit the magical and mysterious feel of the story. The scenes-- especially the valley with the lake and the small house where Howl used to stay in when he was young-- were spectacular. Joe Hisaishi's great talent was again displayed in the film. I loved the background music! It was absolutely amazing! It went oh-so well with the film ^^ I would love to have a copy of the OST~

All in all, this is a must see film! ^^ Now go look for a copy! ;)

Rants
I have a friend who likes someone, to the point of...err.. obsessing? Not sure... Let's call her A and call the person we like B. A really really likes B, but B doesn't feel the same way about her. So A gets all depressed and sulky, and B feels bad about it because she's feeling that way. What I don't understand is why A(and a lot of other girls) can't just accept the fact that "hey, the guy doesn't like me, oh well, there's a lot of other guys there anyway." I mean, move on! He's not the only person who would be able to care about you! And you're still young. There's a lot of world out there that you haven't seen yet, and a lot of people you haven't met. So stop frowning and put on a smile! Frowns make you look old and wrinkly and ugly, and you don't want that, do you?

And.... um... Artoo? Sorry about last night.. ^^;

OH! And I had a dream about that person who won't talk to me. In that dream, we were talking to each other, we were happy, and we were singing. I forgot which song it was, but it was a happy song, and we were smiling and he even had his arm over my shoulder. ;o; I miss him.

Thursday, August 11, 2005

Thoughts
listening to: My Chemical Romance - I'm Not Okay
wishes for: sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep
mood: hmm


There is something called consent. There is also something called "an age of maturity". There are a lot of porn and sex sites over the net that actually require you to be of age-- either 18 or 21, depending on which country you're living in. But let's face it. When it comes to porn, sex and other same topics, everyone has owned, heard of and seen them. Those who claim not to are in denial. Most people who do admit that they do are of legal age and beyond. Think about it. The only reason why younger teenagers acquire their porn is through older people who get them from the net and sell them to the youth. But that's another story.

When porn isn't enough, people turn to cybersex to "quench" their thirsts. People who engage in this activity might say that it's okay since there's no actual penetration happening, but a lot of other people see it as immoral. But what exactly is morality? Times change and the views of people on morality and the like change as well. What might be immoral before might not be moral today. People would say that there should be laws against cybersex, that people should be stopped, but how can you? The internet is so huge, and a lot of people can bypass even the strongest of firewalls. Even if you do put up laws against it, a lot of people would still be able to do it (An example of this is illegal distribution of licensed material over the web.) No, laws won't be able to stop this. Some people would also say that we need a clear mind on the topic. To see it in all views before giving judgement. Yes, this is true. A lot of misconceptions and stereotypes have already formed, and a lot of them come from the internet. Come in a chatroom and you see people dirty talking each other, but if you know them very well, the dirty talking is just a part of their everyday joking around. Come into a forum where they discuss the occult, tell them that what they're doing is bad, and you're instantly flamed. Yes, an open mind is always the best option.

Although, open minds won't exactly fix the problem. Sure we'll get a better view of the problem at hand, and it might also help us figure out a way to fix the problem, but solutions to problems don't always end up right. Trial and error is needed, but in this case? No, that method will only bring things to a worse situation. As I said before, there is something called 'consent' and an 'age of maturity'. It's different in a lot of people; it's not constant. People do things because they KNOW that they can handle the responsibility for it.

We can't take away all that porn and cyber sex off the net. We know that. And if people engage in those activities just so that they can sustain their family... Why not give them an alternative instead? Stop strangling the minimum pay of workers; increase it. Give the people something better to do. Next thing you know, cyber sex would be unheard of.

Monday, August 08, 2005

HAPPY 6TH BIRTHDAY, DESCHA!!
Blargh?
listening to: My Chemical Romance - Helena
wishes for: all my projects to be finished D:
mood: assfuckers! *shakefist*


One research paper, accompanied by a powerpoint presentation. Due Wednesday, Aug 10. Progress: 0%

One java program with SQL integration and GUI. Due Thursday, Aug 11. Progress: 40%

One java program with GUI: Chess. Due Monday, Aug 15. Progress: ???

One authored teachware for presenting. No date set D:!

One project defense (jBank). No date set.

Days going without sleep: two

Cups of coffee drank: too many to remember


Yeah. I am SO gonna sleep during Term Break.

Thursday, August 04, 2005

Mother Hen?!
listening to: Sunshine Blind - Cold from Fever
wishes for: us to be on good terms now D:
mood: ding..!


Oh god, Rika's Mother Hen instincts are kicking in again D:

You might think that, "Whoa! Rika has Mother Hen instincts! It's the end of the world!!!!!!111eleventyone11!!11!!11"

But I do! D: I've even been proclaimed Everyone's Mother in DesCha (to the Dkada: remember that one phonecall where we had to describe everyone in DesCha? That was when Gino was still here, and mass 3way calling was the fad D: That's where we proclaimed Creole as DesCha's bitch, me as teh Mum, Arred as teh chicken, Khan as.. um.. what was he again?) And Niichan even said that I'm ready to be a mum any time! D:!! WHY?!

Is it because I pamper my DesCha children so much? Is it because I worry about them? is it because I worry about people and want to send them baskets of homemade cookies? (I seriously want to send Grade a batch, just to keep his 15-year old brain off of Defense Ministry work. SERIOUSLY. I mean, how can the government do that to a 15 yo!! He's a kid! And he said he wants a girlfriend! I feel like his mother!! D:!!! ) Is it because I care for people much? So much that if they skip class I scold them and MAKE them go, even if they're already massively late? Is it because I tell people that they should stop feeling bad for themselves and try make things better?

Is that so wrong?!

Eh.. okay, but what really invoked this topic?

He ripped his pants at the bus D: And if we were in speaking terms, I'd have volunteered to sew it for him D: IT MAKES ME CRY THAT I CAN'T TELL HIM THAT!! *sob*

Seriously.

Oh, and just a note.. It's kinda rare for me to actually DO these things, like volunteer to sew people's pants, clean up rooms, do the laundry-- no, I'm not a 'clean' person (Hey, I have better hygiene than anyone at our table combined!! D: ). I just don't like doing chores. I mean, come on! Leave my room alone! I like it they way it is, even if all my books are scattered on my desk and my pillows are all piled up and my stuffed animals cover the floor D:




Crap it, Rika. Shut the bloody fuck up about your mother hen shit. You are no fucking chicken. Lol. Lol. I made a spelling mistake. xD good thing GG hasn't waken up yet to scold me!!




Shut it, you. You're not supposed to even Haha, too late. I'm here! And you fucking better cram it or I'll make the laptops lag and you SHUT UP ALREADY!

...I hate it when those voices control your body and disable the backspace key D:




My life for Aiur!

Monday, August 01, 2005

Take me to your leader
listening to: Angel's Feather - bgm02b
wishes for: Jark


I got to talk to Arred again, after three months D: Intellectualy stimulating discussions were afoot. Maybe I should have taken PolSci as well xD Y'know, it was only in that phone conversation I was able to let out all my opinions and thoughts on the current political situation of the Philippines. I've had a lot of stuff brewing in my head, but it was only with him that I got to let them out. Feels sorta good, though not for the fact that he's my ex-boyfriend ^_^ Don't forget to call again! D: We've got a lot more to talk about! D:

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dA related news, jark was sacked last Wednesday. Who is jark? He's the Co-Founder of deviantArt together with matteo. Who kicked him? Well, who else could have the power but the current CEO of dA, spyed, of course. Now, what's so important about this? Jark was the only obstacle left for spyed to make deviantArt, an Art Community, into a Money Factory. Jark and Matteo created dA as a COMMUNITY FOR ARTISTS, not a corporation for money-hungry bastards who want to "weed out bad artists" in his whim. T52 has all the resources you would like to read. If you're a fellow deviantArtist, support the cause! On dA's fifth birthday, submit something Yellow or Nothing at all! Support the Yellow Alien!

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I backtalked my mum again.. And it feels good ^______________^

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Okay, so I distinctly remember something about telling everyone that I'm on at MSN messenger, not at YM, and something about kitties. o____o; must be a dream.

Oooooh, speaking of dreams, I met the doll again! D: Although, I don't remember what she said. o______o;

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I'm rewriting Nine Tails. See, there were a lot of inconsistencies from chapter 1 to the current chapter three(which, btw, is still in the works). I fixed those now, along with grammar and typographical errors. Oh god, I didn't even realize I made Ietre kiss *name censored for the sake of the story* in chapter two!!! D: OMGWTFBBQ!

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I hope I pass ISTECH3. We're sorta teetering on the edge here. ;o; Two more java programs, a database and one research paper to go!!!! >o<

Saturday, July 30, 2005

Just something random :/
listening to: the pillows - i think i can
wishes for: no more burping!!!
mood: eh?


YOUR...
1. whole name: NO FRIGGIN WAY YOU DEVIL!
2. nicknames: Rika, rika-(a multitude of variations for 'chan'), neko, Jo
3. birthday: April 25th
4. zodiac sign: Taurus
5. civil status: Single


SCHOOLS...
6. elem: St. Theresa's College, QC
7. high school: St. Theresa's College, QV
8. college: DLSU-M
9. course: Com Sci
10. org(s): Writer's Guild


YOUR FAVORITE:
11. movie: Monty Python and the Quest for the Holy Grail
12. band/singer: Simple Plan
13. sport: Kicking People's Shins
14. invention of man: INTERNET
15. chillout place: first table nearest the Taft entrance of Gokongwei
16. fruit: strawberries
17. sitcom characters: Um, to be honest, I haven't watched a decent sitcom since I last saw Friends on TV. Which was.. er.. years ago. o_o;
18. day of the week: Saturday
19. line from a movie: "Do, or do not. There is no try." - Yoda
20 talk show host: I don't watch talk shows o_o;


THINGS YOU WANT TO...
21. buy: CLOTHES
22. eat: chocolate. lots of it. and Pocky. ♥
23. receive this xmas: A six-year subscription to BexBoy, Maui's artbook, and a complete cosplay outfit of Allen Walker ♥
24. try: snowboarding
25. throw: my younger brother. and my mom. and my dad. and probably that rotting cherry i still keep on my desk o_0;


DO YOU HAVE A...
26. lucky charm: My dreamcatcher necklace ^^
27. psychic abilities: I can finish my bestfriend's sentences! And I have a bluetooth connection with Val's mind!
28. coming quiz/exam: Umm.. well, the nearest examS I know is on the 24th of August (Dasalgo, Introdb, Objectp - in that order, starting from 8 in the morning to 6 in the evening.)
29. allergies: smoke(all sorts of smoke. cigarrete smoke, car smoke, stuff that smoke... o_o; ) and dust
30. fears: falling down a flight of stairs


CAN YOU..
31. drive: wish i could
32: cook: yep
34. keep a secret: secret? what secret? you have a secret?
35 is missing.

CHOOSE ONE...
36. read a book/watch a movie: read a book
37. brad pitt/colin farell/tom cruise: johnny depp
38. black/blue/pink/white: black
39. math/english: english
40. maroon5/rhchilipeppers/D12: d12, meaning the 12-sided die, right?


1ST PERSON YOU REMEMBER WHEN YOU HEAR THE SONG...
41. i will survive: Val Erik
42. can't help falling in love: .....LKAJFLKDJDROSSKLJFDKLJF
43. friend of mine: Kang
44. because you loved me: um. me? er. hm. :/
45. i'll be: Kang, Creole


YOUR...
46. role model/inspiration: role model? no one.. inspiration? i get lots of that by reading books and manga :3
47. best asset: prolly my.. l33t sk1llz0rz
48. talent: writing and drawing
49. worst dream: oh god, there was a frickin SEA OF COCKROACHES!!
50. hobbies: writing, drawing, forgetting that i'm talking to someone on the phone and only realizing that an hour later together with the person on the other line, making fun of things, being random.. being bored.. and stuff. o_0;


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that was.. boring. off to bed now. still sick. my throat hurts and i've been burping for the past four hours o_____o; i can NOT have that much gas in me.

Thursday, July 28, 2005

Mobile Gaming
listening to: Wench - Heart of Darkness
wishes for: istech3 to pass ;o;
mood: hmm


I don't play mobile games. Really. Sure they'rre nice if you have them around when waiting for someone and they're taking long.. But since they're all the same, it's sort of boring already. Take this one game I have on my celphone currently. Alchemist, I think. It's like tetris, get two or potions of the same color to lessen the space on your screen, get them to be the same color as the 'bugs' shown on the side screen to gain more points.. How many games are there that have the same goal? A lot! Now, if there was a mobile game with an original setting, then maybe i'd play :)

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

Whoa
listening to: Iinchou, humming
wishes for: no more sick Rika ;o;
mood: ...


I keep sneezing.

Anyway, you should scold me. I'm blogging when I'm supposed to be working.

Fixed the layout, but I still feel that we lack something :/ I'm sorry, but Rika's creative juices don't exactly work software content-wise. I design. I don't do shit like put lessons in them. :/ I suck.

Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder. Yeah, you can call it that. It's awful, really. School-wise. It affects everything. I wonder why it doesn't go away when you grow up? Or maybe it's a curse? I dun' think so. I need my Kangbaby. ;o;

And dear god, have you seen Creole lately?! Egads, I have a crush on my bestfriend! She looks so.. so.. bishounen!! ♥

PS
Since RMM has a new layout, I decided bLOODRiOT should have one as well. ♥ White rules. Kehe~

BACK TO WORK!

Monday, July 25, 2005

I'm reaching 400 posts! Isn't that cool?
listening to: Bella Morte - Fall no More
wishes for: everything to be done so i can focus on getting rid of this sickness
mood: blah


I'm sick. My head hurts, my eyes hurt, my neck hurts, my waist hurts, my throat hurts, and I always feel as if I'm drowning. SOmething's stuck in my throat, it's dry and it's painful, something's clogged my nose as well.

To add to that, I need to finish at least five papers and one java project today.

If I don't live through this, Iinchou and Mr. Kamui Pillow will be buried with me. Or cremated. Whichever is decided upon.

Blah.

Friday, July 22, 2005

Cute = Strongest form of EVIL.
listening to: My little babies screaming cuteness
wishes for: more of them cute adorable Akamatsu Desktop Mascots!! >w<
mood: arigato~


ZOMG, cuteness has done it again! My adorable cute Akamatsu Desktop Mascots (Kitsune, Su, Mei and Naru fron LoveHina, Ayaka, Chisame, Chiu, Ku Fei, Yue, Eva, Chachamaru, Nodoka and Setsuna from NegiMa) have scared off a bunch of freshmen away from our table/hang-out! BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

I am SO not letting them off my desktop. Even if Su does annoy me sometimes, with her going "Sore, sore!!" every minute or so. I just wish the Negima mascots were as annoying <3 Nodoka is the cutest, but I think Ayaka has the most costume changes >w< I'm starting to like Akamatsu's works again. Tee hee~

Kyaaa~ I want more desktop mascots! ;o; Not just Akamatsu characters! I want... um.. um.. GakuAri desktop mascots!! >w< Kyaaaa~~~ <3

So, in the end, evil cuteness prevails!! *sentai pose*