This Sucks
This sucks to high fucking hell.
Why the hell do i have to get all angsty over a guy? Someone who doesn't even /like/ me. Someone who's trying to avoid me. Someone who's quite close to my friends[at school]. Someone who makes me get butterflies in my tummy when he's quite near... Why the fucking hell do i even fall in love?! Can't i just fall out of it? This stinks to high hell damnit!!!
I wanna get over him, but everytime i try, i trip and fall for him all over again??!?! This is shitty, damnit!!!
I DONT WANT TO FALL IN LOVE EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >.<
i want to forget about him, i want to make him disappear, i want to hate him, i want to destroy myself just because i like him.
i wanna cry.
i wanna cry 'cause i know i'll never get that person. i wanna cry 'cause it's impossibble for him to even like me. i wanna cry 'cause it's impossible. it's just damned impossible.
my god, i'm angsting over some high school love issue. i need to get my head banged on some extremely hard surface.
i need a hug ;____;
Thursday, October 23, 2003
Accident Prone
Why is it that every Thurday, past one in teh afternoon, i get accidents? in the Soccer Field?! >:(
First, last thurday i got my nose hit by a fastball. It wasn't thrown at my goshdarnedn ose deliberately... It was an accident. We were training for our trial game... and I was catcher.. kent pitched, but then the sun glared at me eyes so I couldn't see the ball, so I just raised teh gloved arm when i could finally make out the ball. But then the ball slipped through my glove and hit me squarely on teh nose. Which hurt. a lot. a whole damn lot. I dropped to the ground, glove covering my face, my other hand clutching my nose... I felt that a lot of people started to crowd around me... o'course Kent was there... They were all like, "Daijoubu? are you alright? Masakit ba?" DUH!!! do i look okay?! But that was a week ago. My nose is better and no, there werent anything broken. I have strong bones.
Anyway, today was different. Accidents incremented by two today.
First two were minor accidents in soccer... the ball hit me once on me ankle when i tried ta stop it.. the other was when the goalkeeper kicked it and i think he aimed at me arm deliberately... hit me left arm... *sniff* then in softball, the pitcher took a direct hit on me face... that's where i got me swollen upper lip... *snifflesob* costed an out, but then we still won... Skimphi made me sit out for five minutes, then i got back on the game. We won the softball match 26-11. ^_______________________^ Go us!
Why is it that every Thurday, past one in teh afternoon, i get accidents? in the Soccer Field?! >:(
First, last thurday i got my nose hit by a fastball. It wasn't thrown at my goshdarnedn ose deliberately... It was an accident. We were training for our trial game... and I was catcher.. kent pitched, but then the sun glared at me eyes so I couldn't see the ball, so I just raised teh gloved arm when i could finally make out the ball. But then the ball slipped through my glove and hit me squarely on teh nose. Which hurt. a lot. a whole damn lot. I dropped to the ground, glove covering my face, my other hand clutching my nose... I felt that a lot of people started to crowd around me... o'course Kent was there... They were all like, "Daijoubu? are you alright? Masakit ba?" DUH!!! do i look okay?! But that was a week ago. My nose is better and no, there werent anything broken. I have strong bones.
Anyway, today was different. Accidents incremented by two today.
First two were minor accidents in soccer... the ball hit me once on me ankle when i tried ta stop it.. the other was when the goalkeeper kicked it and i think he aimed at me arm deliberately... hit me left arm... *sniff* then in softball, the pitcher took a direct hit on me face... that's where i got me swollen upper lip... *snifflesob* costed an out, but then we still won... Skimphi made me sit out for five minutes, then i got back on the game. We won the softball match 26-11. ^_______________________^ Go us!
Tuesday, October 14, 2003
All the test results I've ever gotten
..at least, most of it...
Take the Super Mario Bros. Super Test! by the Shrine of Insanity
you are the cute but psycho happy bunny. You
adorable, but a little out there. It's alright,
you might not have it all, but there are worse
which happy bunny are you?
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You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
partner away like the first time.
What kind of kiss are you?
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MEDIUM
(results contain pictures) What kind of ANIME BOOBS do you have?
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cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed
What Sign of Affection Are You?
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You're the sad smile,the one that regrets nearly
everything and is constantly wondering about
what could have been.You're not happy with your
situation and usually blame yourself because of
the bad things that have happened.Cheer up.
What Kind of Smile are You?
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pure
What's YOUR sexual fetish?
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Neutral:
Harmony and balance is key. You don't look at the
world in a negative or positive way and you'll
never judge or assume a situation- you just
look at the facts. People like you are peaceful
and accepting.
What color do you see the world in?
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Psycho. You are overwhelmed by anger. You may even
hate the world and everything in it and you
believe revenge is the way of the world. An eye
for an eye.
How Emotional Are You?
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your fuck.
What swear word are you?
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Kai - Cold and nasty... at least until the end.
Which Beyblade character are you?
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You're Kyo!
Which King of Fighters Character From The Orochi Storyline Are You?
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You're Orochi!
Which King of Fighters Character From The Orochi Storyline Are You?
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You're Chris! Aww.
Which King of Fighters Character From The Orochi Storyline Are You?
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Iori Yagami
What King of Fighters character are you?
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You do that fanart stuff! Don't deny it!
You
are a particularly foul breed.
Why Will You Go To Hell?
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Your ideal mate is Bobby Drake. With his innocent
sweetness and his boyish good looks, how can
any girl go wrong? He's the type of guy to
supply you with all the TLC that you can
handle, and he'll always be there for you when
you need moral support, or just a shoulder to
cry on. Though he is still young, he lacks the
experiences of life, and can be naive.
Who Is Your Ideal X-Men 2 Mate? (ladies only)
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Fenix.
First priority: Loki.
Second priority: Making sure that he never finds
that out.
Take the male version of this quiz or you can go
visit Ellie @ quod.pitas.com
Which female character from Ragnarok are you?
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YOU EAT PEOPLE!!!
what's YOUR deepest secret?
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Which Saiyuki boy are you?
Take the Saiyuki Quiz at anime-doll.com
KILLUA
You're a bit of a rebel, and you like doing things
your way. A bit on the naughty side, it
wouldn't be a surprise to see people sneaking
suspicious glances over their backs...just in
case you're up to no good. But behind the
little brat in you is an extremely protective
friend. Your love is selfless, almost to the
point of self-sacrificing. You like teasing
people, but that doesn't mean you actually mean
to hurt them.
What Hunter X Hunter Character Are You?
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ChibiUsa&Hotaru
Which yuri couple are you?
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YOU ARE ... MYSTERIOUS HERO! (Squall Leonhart from
FFVIII [ff8])
What Kind of Anime Character Are You?
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![[Terry_Bogard]](http://images.quizilla.com/D/drowningphoenix/1035853899_errybogard.jpg)
You are Terry, "the Hungry Wolf" Bogard.
You are a legendary street fighter, but kind to
everyone you meet. Fighters long to challenge
you, and like The two hunters, you live by your
own codes of honor. You're always getting into
messes of saving the world and such...a typical
spin-off of a video game hero, but a hero
nonetheless.
What's your Inner Anime Protagonist?
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Your theme is definitely Cowboy Bebop's
"Rain." Sure, some people may find
you a little depressing, but that's alright...
who cares about them, anyway? Just imagine
yourself strolling through blue black alleys
all alone with nobody to bother you,
contemplating your pain and eventually you'll
feel better. Or maybe not. Depends on what
you're after.
What's Your Anime Theme Song?
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Li and Sakura
Which anime couple do you love the most
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cold.. or are you?
Find out what bishonen you are.
You're A Villian!
You evil person, you. You have a dark side to you.
Your destiny is world destruction/domination.
Just so long as those pesky heros stay out of
your way.
What Type Of Anime Character Are You?
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Huh?
Find out what anime character cliche you are.
Bishi Fan
What kind of anime fan are you!?!?!?
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Adorability!
Find out what anime girl you are.
Find out what anime series you belong in.
You are Nahga the White Serpent. You are confidant
and have a laugh to show it although it makes
everyone run in fear and old ladies pray to
shrines for it to stop. You may wear revealing
skimpy black leather, but you don't brag at all
about your assests. You practice white magic
and believe that beauty is in the eye of the
beholder.
Which Big Busted Anime Heroine are you?
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Evil or not?
What character from a creepy anime are you?
You're Kero! (Card Captor Sakura)
Which anime mascot are you?
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You're Hotaru! Fishnets, bats, and alleycats! Rawr!
Which Anime Girl Are You?
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Awww how cute...and explosive
What's Your Anime Weapon?
You are a CYNICAL VIRGIN.
What Kind of Virgin Are You?
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You are an IDEALISTIC VIRGIN.
What Kind of Virgin Are You?
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You are a SHELTERED VIRGIN.
What Kind of Virgin Are You?
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You are a WANNABE NON-VIRGIN.
What Kind of Virgin Are You?
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You are Meek! You're energetic and emotional above
all other things, which works out well
sometimes and badly at other times. If you were
on Panyo Panyo, you would be Dejiko's hyper
sidekick!
Which Panyo Panyo Di Gi Charat Character Are You?
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You are Rinna! You're extremely polite and like to
make new friends, but you have a problem with
falling asleep waaay too often.
Which Panyo Panyo Di Gi Charat Character Are You?
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Goddess of the Night. Beautiful yet a strange
darkness and sadness lurk about you.
What element would you rein over? (For Girls)
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Goddess of Wind, calm and cool and under control.
You don't like getting personal with too many
people.
What element would you rein over? (For Girls)
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Goddess of winter, with a cold exterior but deep
down a warm, caring heart.
What element would you rein over? (For Girls)
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Goddess of the Moon. Beauty, yet a sadness lurks
about you at times. But hey, pain is beauty,
right?
What element would you rein over? (For Girls)
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Goddess of the Sun and there's no doubt that you
have a bright and cheery exterior!
What element would you rein over? (For Girls)
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You're a Shonen-ai Fangirl!
What gender pairing steryotype are you?
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Kill someone by the sword
How would you kill someone
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You are a dark writer. A fierce and loyal follower
of Poe and the other gothic authors, you LOVE
to instill a sense of revulsion and somewhat
fear in your readers. You love to poke their
brains with logic dealing with the darker side
of the human mind and character. Truly
surprising and a true individual, you'll do
ANYTHING to create a scene. :)
What's YOUR Writing Style?
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You are every goth-kids dream!
Which Ultimate Beautiful Woman are You?
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-Sensitive- You're Sensitive, and you'd like to
stay that way. Sorry,listened to a bit too much
Jewel there. You're sweet and very emotionally
charged. You definitely love the person you're
with, and always want to know how they're
feeling so you can make sure they're happy.
What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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Frodo
Who is your Ideal Lord of the Rings (male) Mate?
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Take Free Enneagram Test
the Fifth Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Take the Dante's Divine Comedy Inferno Test
Random Fast-Food Mascot
What's Your Personality Type?
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What Gravitation Chracter are you like?
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What Gravitation Chracter are you like?
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Blue Eyes
What Color Eyes Should You Have?
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Well, u-- um, can we come up and have a look?
What Monty Python Character are you?
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Tomboy
What's your sexual appeal?
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You Have the Power to Turn Things to Stone!
What's Your Magic Power?
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Julious
Which Angelique character could you be having sex with?
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You are a prude. Yer never gunna get laid... open
up and have sex already!
How MUCH do you like sex?
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Vibrator!
buzzing, ratteling, just as long as you're moving.
you don't work without batteries though, so
don't forget to get yourself pumped before the
big moment.
What sexual toy are you?
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===
done? good. now go shoo.
..at least, most of it...
Take the Super Mario Bros. Super Test! by the Shrine of Insanity
you are the cute but psycho happy bunny. You
adorable, but a little out there. It's alright,
you might not have it all, but there are worse
which happy bunny are you?
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You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
partner away like the first time.
What kind of kiss are you?
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MEDIUM
(results contain pictures) What kind of ANIME BOOBS do you have?
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cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed
What Sign of Affection Are You?
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You're the sad smile,the one that regrets nearly
everything and is constantly wondering about
what could have been.You're not happy with your
situation and usually blame yourself because of
the bad things that have happened.Cheer up.
What Kind of Smile are You?
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pure
What's YOUR sexual fetish?
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Neutral:
Harmony and balance is key. You don't look at the
world in a negative or positive way and you'll
never judge or assume a situation- you just
look at the facts. People like you are peaceful
and accepting.
What color do you see the world in?
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Psycho. You are overwhelmed by anger. You may even
hate the world and everything in it and you
believe revenge is the way of the world. An eye
for an eye.
How Emotional Are You?
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your fuck.
What swear word are you?
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Kai - Cold and nasty... at least until the end.
Which Beyblade character are you?
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You're Kyo!
Which King of Fighters Character From The Orochi Storyline Are You?
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You're Orochi!
Which King of Fighters Character From The Orochi Storyline Are You?
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You're Chris! Aww.
Which King of Fighters Character From The Orochi Storyline Are You?
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Iori Yagami
What King of Fighters character are you?
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You do that fanart stuff! Don't deny it!
You
are a particularly foul breed.
Why Will You Go To Hell?
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Your ideal mate is Bobby Drake. With his innocent
sweetness and his boyish good looks, how can
any girl go wrong? He's the type of guy to
supply you with all the TLC that you can
handle, and he'll always be there for you when
you need moral support, or just a shoulder to
cry on. Though he is still young, he lacks the
experiences of life, and can be naive.
Who Is Your Ideal X-Men 2 Mate? (ladies only)
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Fenix.
First priority: Loki.
Second priority: Making sure that he never finds
that out.
Take the male version of this quiz or you can go
visit Ellie @ quod.pitas.com
Which female character from Ragnarok are you?
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YOU EAT PEOPLE!!!
what's YOUR deepest secret?
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You're the "baby" of schwarz. You lived a pretty fuxked up childhood just like your teammates. However, it didn't quite make you as psychotic and bitter as the rest of Schwarz. You are generally good-natured and mild-mannered. You're shy, reserved, innocent, and quiet... you also seem to be in love with a psycho girl who is 2yrs your senior. The downfall? You are way too much like Omi...minus the excess tears. You are not only a wuss but highly indecisive and Bradley basically plots your life chart for you. Stop angsting and grow a backbone my boy...
What member of Schwarz are you?
You are the FRAMES/IFRAMES Layout:
you just love to be mysterious. you like to only let people know so much about you and keep them at a distance. Whether it's because you like to shock them or because you just don't trust them, you like to keep everyone out. You are a person of complex layers and probably a lot of emotional trauma. You pretend to be so many types of people that you often forget who you really were. This is unhealthy in the long run because though you may be well liked and have friends... nobody seems to understand you and you will get lonely. But all this will be because you have never allowed people to understand you. Stop hiding yourself, your thoughts, and your talent.. if you open up people will embrace you sooner or later. You don't have to walk life alone.
Which Saiyuki boy are you?
Take the Saiyuki Quiz at anime-doll.com
KILLUA
You're a bit of a rebel, and you like doing things
your way. A bit on the naughty side, it
wouldn't be a surprise to see people sneaking
suspicious glances over their backs...just in
case you're up to no good. But behind the
little brat in you is an extremely protective
friend. Your love is selfless, almost to the
point of self-sacrificing. You like teasing
people, but that doesn't mean you actually mean
to hurt them.
What Hunter X Hunter Character Are You?
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ChibiUsa&Hotaru
Which yuri couple are you?
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YOU ARE ... MYSTERIOUS HERO! (Squall Leonhart from
FFVIII [ff8])
What Kind of Anime Character Are You?
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You are Terry, "the Hungry Wolf" Bogard.
You are a legendary street fighter, but kind to
everyone you meet. Fighters long to challenge
you, and like The two hunters, you live by your
own codes of honor. You're always getting into
messes of saving the world and such...a typical
spin-off of a video game hero, but a hero
nonetheless.
What's your Inner Anime Protagonist?
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Your theme is definitely Cowboy Bebop's
"Rain." Sure, some people may find
you a little depressing, but that's alright...
who cares about them, anyway? Just imagine
yourself strolling through blue black alleys
all alone with nobody to bother you,
contemplating your pain and eventually you'll
feel better. Or maybe not. Depends on what
you're after.
What's Your Anime Theme Song?
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Li and Sakura
Which anime couple do you love the most
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cold.. or are you?
Find out what bishonen you are.
You're A Villian!
You evil person, you. You have a dark side to you.
Your destiny is world destruction/domination.
Just so long as those pesky heros stay out of
your way.
What Type Of Anime Character Are You?
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Huh?
Find out what anime character cliche you are.
Bishi Fan
What kind of anime fan are you!?!?!?
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Adorability!
Find out what anime girl you are.
Find out what anime series you belong in.
You are Nahga the White Serpent. You are confidant
and have a laugh to show it although it makes
everyone run in fear and old ladies pray to
shrines for it to stop. You may wear revealing
skimpy black leather, but you don't brag at all
about your assests. You practice white magic
and believe that beauty is in the eye of the
beholder.
Which Big Busted Anime Heroine are you?
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Evil or not?
What character from a creepy anime are you?
You're Kero! (Card Captor Sakura)
Which anime mascot are you?
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You're Hotaru! Fishnets, bats, and alleycats! Rawr!
Which Anime Girl Are You?
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Awww how cute...and explosive
What's Your Anime Weapon?
You are a CYNICAL VIRGIN.
What Kind of Virgin Are You?
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You are an IDEALISTIC VIRGIN.
What Kind of Virgin Are You?
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You are a SHELTERED VIRGIN.
What Kind of Virgin Are You?
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You are a WANNABE NON-VIRGIN.
What Kind of Virgin Are You?
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You are Meek! You're energetic and emotional above
all other things, which works out well
sometimes and badly at other times. If you were
on Panyo Panyo, you would be Dejiko's hyper
sidekick!
Which Panyo Panyo Di Gi Charat Character Are You?
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You are Rinna! You're extremely polite and like to
make new friends, but you have a problem with
falling asleep waaay too often.
Which Panyo Panyo Di Gi Charat Character Are You?
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Goddess of the Night. Beautiful yet a strange
darkness and sadness lurk about you.
What element would you rein over? (For Girls)
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Goddess of Wind, calm and cool and under control.
You don't like getting personal with too many
people.
What element would you rein over? (For Girls)
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Goddess of winter, with a cold exterior but deep
down a warm, caring heart.
What element would you rein over? (For Girls)
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Goddess of the Moon. Beauty, yet a sadness lurks
about you at times. But hey, pain is beauty,
right?
What element would you rein over? (For Girls)
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Goddess of the Sun and there's no doubt that you
have a bright and cheery exterior!
What element would you rein over? (For Girls)
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You're a Shonen-ai Fangirl!
What gender pairing steryotype are you?
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Kill someone by the sword
How would you kill someone
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You are a dark writer. A fierce and loyal follower
of Poe and the other gothic authors, you LOVE
to instill a sense of revulsion and somewhat
fear in your readers. You love to poke their
brains with logic dealing with the darker side
of the human mind and character. Truly
surprising and a true individual, you'll do
ANYTHING to create a scene. :)
What's YOUR Writing Style?
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You are every goth-kids dream!
Which Ultimate Beautiful Woman are You?
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-Sensitive- You're Sensitive, and you'd like to
stay that way. Sorry,listened to a bit too much
Jewel there. You're sweet and very emotionally
charged. You definitely love the person you're
with, and always want to know how they're
feeling so you can make sure they're happy.
What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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Frodo
Who is your Ideal Lord of the Rings (male) Mate?
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Conscious self | Overall self |
 |  |
the Fifth Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
| Level | Score |
|---|---|
| Purgatory (Repenting Believers) | Very Low |
| Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers) | Very Low |
| Level 2 (Lustful) | High |
| Level 3 (Gluttonous) | High |
| Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious) | Very High |
| Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy) | Extreme |
| Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics) | Very High |
| Level 7 (Violent) | High |
| Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers) | Very High |
| Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous) | High |
Take the Dante's Divine Comedy Inferno Test
Random Fast-Food Mascot
What's Your Personality Type?
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What Gravitation Chracter are you like?
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What Gravitation Chracter are you like?
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Blue Eyes
What Color Eyes Should You Have?
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Well, u-- um, can we come up and have a look?
What Monty Python Character are you?
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Tomboy
What's your sexual appeal?
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You Have the Power to Turn Things to Stone!
What's Your Magic Power?
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Julious
Which Angelique character could you be having sex with?
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You are a prude. Yer never gunna get laid... open
up and have sex already!
How MUCH do you like sex?
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Vibrator!
buzzing, ratteling, just as long as you're moving.
you don't work without batteries though, so
don't forget to get yourself pumped before the
big moment.
What sexual toy are you?
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===
done? good. now go shoo.
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