�も� 悪�。
listening to: Yasunori Mitsuda ー leftovers from the dreams of the strong
wishes for: 悪夢。
mood:
��... 今日����。
the rantings of an nineteen year-old fangirl regarding games, anime, love, life, the universe and everything she lays her eyes on... and what she hears, too. may contain profanity. ...you have been warned.
Monday, March 28, 2005
Saturday, March 26, 2005
Quiz attack!
listening to: Suikoden III - Old Castle by the Lake
wishes for: TROGDOR!!!
mood:
from random people ^^
You are the Spirit of Hope. Whenever someone is
feeling down, they merely have to think of you
to make them happy again. You have the ability
to simply radiate happiness. You can make
friends quickly because your strong point is
your amazingly friendly nature which naturally
people want to be with. You think about the
best in everything, a total optimist, you won't
have any trouble getting a worthy person to
shae your life with!
Which stunning spirit of emotion are you? NEW AND IMPROVED! (amazingly beautiful anime pics!)
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Cocktail
?? Which Alcoholic Drink Are You ??
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listening to: Suikoden III - Old Castle by the Lake
wishes for: TROGDOR!!!
mood:
from random people ^^
You are the Spirit of Hope. Whenever someone is
feeling down, they merely have to think of you
to make them happy again. You have the ability
to simply radiate happiness. You can make
friends quickly because your strong point is
your amazingly friendly nature which naturally
people want to be with. You think about the
best in everything, a total optimist, you won't
have any trouble getting a worthy person to
shae your life with!
Which stunning spirit of emotion are you? NEW AND IMPROVED! (amazingly beautiful anime pics!)
brought to you by Quizilla
Disorder | Rating |
Paranoid: | Very High |
Schizoid: | Low |
Schizotypal: | High |
Antisocial: | High |
Borderline: | Very High |
Histrionic: | Very High |
Narcissistic: | Very High |
Avoidant: | Very High |
Dependent: | High |
Obsessive-Compulsive: | Moderate |
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! -- |
Cocktail
?? Which Alcoholic Drink Are You ??
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Friday, March 25, 2005
I'm back! I hope..
listening to: Hiroki Kikuta - Oh I'm a Flamelet
wishes for: Trogdor!!
mood:
...Oh yeah. Trogdor roxx0rz.
Jimmy's back. Hopefully he doesn't go skizzy on me again. And "skizzy" isn't really a word. I think. I invented it. I hope. It means crap. Or Full of Crap. Or Crapfuck. Haha. I'm funny.
...Move along now, kids. Nothing to see here.
listening to: Hiroki Kikuta - Oh I'm a Flamelet
wishes for: Trogdor!!
mood:
...Oh yeah. Trogdor roxx0rz.
Jimmy's back. Hopefully he doesn't go skizzy on me again. And "skizzy" isn't really a word. I think. I invented it. I hope. It means crap. Or Full of Crap. Or Crapfuck. Haha. I'm funny.
...Move along now, kids. Nothing to see here.
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
temporary hiatus?
listening to: Cardcaptor Sakura - Tobira wo Akete
wishes for: my laptop, DSL connection, my Jimmy to feel better ;_;
mood:
I'm going on a hiatus until Jimmy gets fixed. He needs a new OS and harware upgrades and that takes time. Until then, I'm going to wait for Jimmy to get fixed and until my Uke (aka laptop) arrives. Oh yeah, I havent really thought of a name for my laptop, so he'll be temporarily called Uke until I get a name for him.
Until then... Eat shit >:0 kidding ;)
Toodles~
listening to: Cardcaptor Sakura - Tobira wo Akete
wishes for: my laptop, DSL connection, my Jimmy to feel better ;_;
mood:
I'm going on a hiatus until Jimmy gets fixed. He needs a new OS and harware upgrades and that takes time. Until then, I'm going to wait for Jimmy to get fixed and until my Uke (aka laptop) arrives. Oh yeah, I havent really thought of a name for my laptop, so he'll be temporarily called Uke until I get a name for him.
Until then... Eat shit >:0 kidding ;)
Toodles~
Thursday, March 17, 2005
Online enrollment suxx0rz
listening to: Rie Fu - Life is Like a Boat
wishes for: passing grades for all my subjects
mood:
So far, I still have to enroll two subjects. HUCOINT (Human-Computer Interaction) and ISTECH3 (Information Systems Technology 3). Damn people at the IT department does not know how to count and that ONE class with a maximum number of 40 students CAN NEVER ACCOMODATE AN IST BATCH WITH OVER 60 STUDENTS >:0
Right now, i'm supposed to be studying for my DASALGO (Data Structures and Algorithms) exam tomorrow. I had counseling earlier and er.. well, my conscience tells me I should get off the net and study. Or else Iori Yagami will get me. In my sleep. (Which doesn't seem bad, really.)
Bah. I just hate it.
This term is a do or die term. I need to pass it so that i can prove not only to myself that I CAN do something on my own and that I AM capable of being a comsci student... I dunno. When I told some people that I planned to leave DLSU, somehow, they seemed so.. so.. attatched to me. o_O; I dunno how to put it...There was this one time even that Ross sorta convinced me not to leave anymore.
But I want to leave. It's not because I don't like you guys. I know I can prove myself that I am fit to be a comsci student, but there's no thrill anymore. I'm not as interested in comsci anymore as I was in my first year.
I don't know what the future will bring me. I guess we'll just have to find out whether or not I will still stay at DLSU as a CS-IST student or move out...
listening to: Rie Fu - Life is Like a Boat
wishes for: passing grades for all my subjects
mood:
So far, I still have to enroll two subjects. HUCOINT (Human-Computer Interaction) and ISTECH3 (Information Systems Technology 3). Damn people at the IT department does not know how to count and that ONE class with a maximum number of 40 students CAN NEVER ACCOMODATE AN IST BATCH WITH OVER 60 STUDENTS >:0
Right now, i'm supposed to be studying for my DASALGO (Data Structures and Algorithms) exam tomorrow. I had counseling earlier and er.. well, my conscience tells me I should get off the net and study. Or else Iori Yagami will get me. In my sleep. (Which doesn't seem bad, really.)
Bah. I just hate it.
This term is a do or die term. I need to pass it so that i can prove not only to myself that I CAN do something on my own and that I AM capable of being a comsci student... I dunno. When I told some people that I planned to leave DLSU, somehow, they seemed so.. so.. attatched to me. o_O; I dunno how to put it...There was this one time even that Ross sorta convinced me not to leave anymore.
But I want to leave. It's not because I don't like you guys. I know I can prove myself that I am fit to be a comsci student, but there's no thrill anymore. I'm not as interested in comsci anymore as I was in my first year.
I don't know what the future will bring me. I guess we'll just have to find out whether or not I will still stay at DLSU as a CS-IST student or move out...
Monday, March 14, 2005
Stressed out
listening to: Ishida Youko - Sugar Baby Love
wishes for: to finish the script, and START MY DASALGO PROJECT! :0
mood:
I've got too much to do, and so little time. I feel like I've run out of all the energy in my system and that i'm about to break. Poor me and poor Jimmy. We both need breaks.
Maybe I should start controlling myself. I mean, I KNOW i have to work, but all I do is put things off. I have to stop procrastinating. I know that. But sometimes, putting off procrastinating is.. er, well, procrastinating as well.
If that didn't make sense, it's okay. I'm not making sense anymore. It's 11.30 in the evening and I've gone totally skwushed. I dont make sense anymore and my head hurts. Last Saturday's headache hasn't gone away yet.
Last saturday, i watched artoo's Lord of the RIngs extended dvd's.. all day. as in one after the other. took me roughly 14 hours to finish the whole bit. and my head fuckin' hurt afterward. My eyes, too. But my eyes are sorta used to staring at screens for a long time. But my head hurt like hell.
And it hurts like hell right now.
And i just want to stop working but i know i cant.
I need someoen to help me with DASALGO. I fear I might not pass this subject and I wont see Ross, Val, Val and Erik anymore. Those four are actually the four people I can really cling on to in DLSU. the only four people who actually begged me to stay.
Maybe moving isn't at all bad. I just.. need somewhere to move to.
Maybe I can convince Ninang Cel to find me a college at San Francisco so I can stay there for the rest of my college days. Bad side is, i wont get to see not only the four people I love the most at DLSU, but Creole, kang, Jem, Khan, Benj, and everyone else back here.
Plus, there's this someone i won't probably see ever again. Pity I like him. I think I'm obsessing over him, too.
...Bad rika. Posting too much at LJ and forgetting bloodriot :( I should post more here.
I should be sleeping. -___-;
I dont want to work anymore.
Maybe I should.. kill myself? *shrug*
listening to: Ishida Youko - Sugar Baby Love
wishes for: to finish the script, and START MY DASALGO PROJECT! :0
mood:
I've got too much to do, and so little time. I feel like I've run out of all the energy in my system and that i'm about to break. Poor me and poor Jimmy. We both need breaks.
Maybe I should start controlling myself. I mean, I KNOW i have to work, but all I do is put things off. I have to stop procrastinating. I know that. But sometimes, putting off procrastinating is.. er, well, procrastinating as well.
If that didn't make sense, it's okay. I'm not making sense anymore. It's 11.30 in the evening and I've gone totally skwushed. I dont make sense anymore and my head hurts. Last Saturday's headache hasn't gone away yet.
Last saturday, i watched artoo's Lord of the RIngs extended dvd's.. all day. as in one after the other. took me roughly 14 hours to finish the whole bit. and my head fuckin' hurt afterward. My eyes, too. But my eyes are sorta used to staring at screens for a long time. But my head hurt like hell.
And it hurts like hell right now.
And i just want to stop working but i know i cant.
I need someoen to help me with DASALGO. I fear I might not pass this subject and I wont see Ross, Val, Val and Erik anymore. Those four are actually the four people I can really cling on to in DLSU. the only four people who actually begged me to stay.
Maybe moving isn't at all bad. I just.. need somewhere to move to.
Maybe I can convince Ninang Cel to find me a college at San Francisco so I can stay there for the rest of my college days. Bad side is, i wont get to see not only the four people I love the most at DLSU, but Creole, kang, Jem, Khan, Benj, and everyone else back here.
Plus, there's this someone i won't probably see ever again. Pity I like him. I think I'm obsessing over him, too.
...Bad rika. Posting too much at LJ and forgetting bloodriot :( I should post more here.
I should be sleeping. -___-;
I dont want to work anymore.
Maybe I should.. kill myself? *shrug*
Friday, March 04, 2005
sleeeeeeeeeeep
listening to: Maki Ichihara - Mother
wishes for: sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep
mood:
Oh god, I'm awake at this bloody hour! :O People are gonna start waking up in an hour or so because they're all going to work and shit and I AM STILL BLOODY AWAKE!
It's Mr Kamui Pillow's fault! I told him to wake me up before Shaman King goes on Toonami but he didn't! and I even missed dinner! I am sooo hungry! I only got to make soup, but that isnt enough! I need foooooooooooood!!! >:0
...
OMFGIMISSEDSHAMANKING!!!!!!!!!!!!
*sobs*
listening to: Maki Ichihara - Mother
wishes for: sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep
mood:
Oh god, I'm awake at this bloody hour! :O People are gonna start waking up in an hour or so because they're all going to work and shit and I AM STILL BLOODY AWAKE!
It's Mr Kamui Pillow's fault! I told him to wake me up before Shaman King goes on Toonami but he didn't! and I even missed dinner! I am sooo hungry! I only got to make soup, but that isnt enough! I need foooooooooooood!!! >:0
...
OMFGIMISSEDSHAMANKING!!!!!!!!!!!!
*sobs*
Tuesday, March 01, 2005
Gwahaha. Or not.
listening to: Shimokawa Mikuni - Alone
wishes for: L
mood:
OMFGNOIHATEPAGEFIFTYEIGHTOFNEATHNOTEDAMNYOUSOBSOBSOB!!
I just finished the panel discussion we had today for english class. It was.. okay. I think we did good. I didn't prepare for it haha. Yeah. Crap ne? I've only eaten a donut and i have eighty five bucks left in my wallet. I want lunch, but it's only nine fourty in the morning and yeh. I have class later at one.
And I think I might be running away from her.
ps: DAMN YOU!!!!!!!! *sobs because of page 58*
listening to: Shimokawa Mikuni - Alone
wishes for: L
mood:
OMFGNOIHATEPAGEFIFTYEIGHTOFNEATHNOTEDAMNYOUSOBSOBSOB!!
I just finished the panel discussion we had today for english class. It was.. okay. I think we did good. I didn't prepare for it haha. Yeah. Crap ne? I've only eaten a donut and i have eighty five bucks left in my wallet. I want lunch, but it's only nine fourty in the morning and yeh. I have class later at one.
And I think I might be running away from her.
ps: DAMN YOU!!!!!!!! *sobs because of page 58*
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