Just something random :/
listening to: the pillows - i think i can
wishes for: no more burping!!!
mood:

YOUR...
1. whole name: NO FRIGGIN WAY YOU DEVIL!
2. nicknames: Rika, rika-(a multitude of variations for 'chan'), neko, Jo
3. birthday: April 25th
4. zodiac sign: Taurus
5. civil status: Single


SCHOOLS...
6. elem: St. Theresa's College, QC
7. high school: St. Theresa's College, QV
8. college: DLSU-M
9. course: Com Sci
10. org(s): Writer's Guild


YOUR FAVORITE:
11. movie: Monty Python and the Quest for the Holy Grail
12. band/singer: Simple Plan
13. sport: Kicking People's Shins
14. invention of man: INTERNET
15. chillout place: first table nearest the Taft entrance of Gokongwei
16. fruit: strawberries
17. sitcom characters: Um, to be honest, I haven't watched a decent sitcom since I last saw Friends on TV. Which was.. er.. years ago. o_o;
18. day of the week: Saturday
19. line from a movie: "Do, or do not. There is no try." - Yoda
20 talk show host: I don't watch talk shows o_o;


THINGS YOU WANT TO...
21. buy: CLOTHES
22. eat: chocolate. lots of it. and Pocky. ♥
23. receive this xmas: A six-year subscription to BexBoy, Maui's artbook, and a complete cosplay outfit of Allen Walker ♥
24. try: snowboarding
25. throw: my younger brother. and my mom. and my dad. and probably that rotting cherry i still keep on my desk o_0;


DO YOU HAVE A...
26. lucky charm: My dreamcatcher necklace ^^
27. psychic abilities: I can finish my bestfriend's sentences! And I have a bluetooth connection with Val's mind!
28. coming quiz/exam: Umm.. well, the nearest examS I know is on the 24th of August (Dasalgo, Introdb, Objectp - in that order, starting from 8 in the morning to 6 in the evening.)
29. allergies: smoke(all sorts of smoke. cigarrete smoke, car smoke, stuff that smoke... o_o; ) and dust
30. fears: falling down a flight of stairs


CAN YOU..
31. drive: wish i could
32: cook: yep
34. keep a secret: secret? what secret? you have a secret?
35 is missing.

CHOOSE ONE...
36. read a book/watch a movie: read a book
37. brad pitt/colin farell/tom cruise: johnny depp
38. black/blue/pink/white: black
39. math/english: english
40. maroon5/rhchilipeppers/D12: d12, meaning the 12-sided die, right?


1ST PERSON YOU REMEMBER WHEN YOU HEAR THE SONG...
41. i will survive: Val Erik
42. can't help falling in love: .....LKAJFLKDJDROSSKLJFDKLJF
43. friend of mine: Kang
44. because you loved me: um. me? er. hm. :/
45. i'll be: Kang, Creole


YOUR...
46. role model/inspiration: role model? no one.. inspiration? i get lots of that by reading books and manga :3
47. best asset: prolly my.. l33t sk1llz0rz
48. talent: writing and drawing
49. worst dream: oh god, there was a frickin SEA OF COCKROACHES!!
50. hobbies: writing, drawing, forgetting that i'm talking to someone on the phone and only realizing that an hour later together with the person on the other line, making fun of things, being random.. being bored.. and stuff. o_0;


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that was.. boring. off to bed now. still sick. my throat hurts and i've been burping for the past four hours o_____o; i can NOT have that much gas in me.

Mobile Gaming
listening to: Wench - Heart of Darkness
wishes for: istech3 to pass ;o;
mood:

I don't play mobile games. Really. Sure they'rre nice if you have them around when waiting for someone and they're taking long.. But since they're all the same, it's sort of boring already. Take this one game I have on my celphone currently. Alchemist, I think. It's like tetris, get two or potions of the same color to lessen the space on your screen, get them to be the same color as the 'bugs' shown on the side screen to gain more points.. How many games are there that have the same goal? A lot! Now, if there was a mobile game with an original setting, then maybe i'd play :)

Whoa
listening to: Iinchou, humming
wishes for: no more sick Rika ;o;
mood:

I keep sneezing.

Anyway, you should scold me. I'm blogging when I'm supposed to be working.

Fixed the layout, but I still feel that we lack something :/ I'm sorry, but Rika's creative juices don't exactly work software content-wise. I design. I don't do shit like put lessons in them. :/ I suck.

Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder. Yeah, you can call it that. It's awful, really. School-wise. It affects everything. I wonder why it doesn't go away when you grow up? Or maybe it's a curse? I dun' think so. I need my Kangbaby. ;o;

And dear god, have you seen Creole lately?! Egads, I have a crush on my bestfriend! She looks so.. so.. bishounen!! ♥

PS
Since RMM has a new layout, I decided bLOODRiOT should have one as well. ♥ White rules. Kehe~

BACK TO WORK!

I'm reaching 400 posts! Isn't that cool?
listening to: Bella Morte - Fall no More
wishes for: everything to be done so i can focus on getting rid of this sickness
mood:

I'm sick. My head hurts, my eyes hurt, my neck hurts, my waist hurts, my throat hurts, and I always feel as if I'm drowning. SOmething's stuck in my throat, it's dry and it's painful, something's clogged my nose as well.

To add to that, I need to finish at least five papers and one java project today.

If I don't live through this, Iinchou and Mr. Kamui Pillow will be buried with me. Or cremated. Whichever is decided upon.

Blah.

Cute = Strongest form of EVIL.
listening to: My little babies screaming cuteness
wishes for: more of them cute adorable Akamatsu Desktop Mascots!! >w<
mood:

ZOMG, cuteness has done it again! My adorable cute Akamatsu Desktop Mascots (Kitsune, Su, Mei and Naru fron LoveHina, Ayaka, Chisame, Chiu, Ku Fei, Yue, Eva, Chachamaru, Nodoka and Setsuna from NegiMa) have scared off a bunch of freshmen away from our table/hang-out! BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

I am SO not letting them off my desktop. Even if Su does annoy me sometimes, with her going "Sore, sore!!" every minute or so. I just wish the Negima mascots were as annoying <3 Nodoka is the cutest, but I think Ayaka has the most costume changes >w< I'm starting to like Akamatsu's works again. Tee hee~

Kyaaa~ I want more desktop mascots! ;o; Not just Akamatsu characters! I want... um.. um.. GakuAri desktop mascots!! >w< Kyaaaa~~~ <3

So, in the end, evil cuteness prevails!! *sentai pose*

Arghfble.
listening to: silence
wishes for: iunno :/
mood:

I actually, for the first time in my life, ran up to someone, teary eyed, and cried on their shoulder. :/ What's the reason, you may ask?

Seven words, bucko:

Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince.

God that book is depressing. Though, it DOES answer a lot of questions... Still, it depresses me so. Especially with what happened and stuff. :/

I need something better than a hug :'(

gusto ko ng baboy
listening to: radioactive sago project
wishes for: baboy
mood:

better get your babel fishies ready, folks!


gusto ko ng baboy. gusto ko ng baboy. gusto ko ng babababoy, pare, gusto ko, gusto ko ng baboy. gusto ko ng baboy. gusto ko ng babababoy man!

alam n'yo, bata palang ako mahilig na talaga ako sa baboy. lagi ako nagpapabili sa nanay ko ng baboy. sabi ko, "ma, bili mo ako ng baboy. yung cute. yung pink. yung maliit. yung may ribbon sa leeg." sabi ng nanay ko, "bakit mo gusting magpabili ng baboy, anak?" sabi ko, "dadalin ko sa eskwela. kasi nay, lahat ng tao mahilig sa baboy. malay mo, pag nakita ng teachers ko yung baboy, matuwa sila kasi gusto nila ng baboy eh. baka bigyan pa ako ng mataas na grado." sabi ng nanay ko, "hindi mo pwede dalhin ang baboy sa eskwela, anak! baka magkalat lang yan dun." sabi ko, "nay, hindi mo ako naiintindihan.buo ang loob ko, dadalin ko sa es-kwe-la."

kaya gusto ko ng baboy. gusto ko ng baboy. gusto ko ng babababoy, pare, gusto ko, gusto ko ng baboy. gusto ko ng baboy. gusto ko ng babababoy man!

kaya, nung lumaki na 'ko, hindi parin nawala ang hilig ko sa baboy. palagi ako nagtratrabaho para makabili ng baboy. minsan nga, nagagalit na sa akin yung asawa ko dahil puro baboy, baboy, baboy na lang daw ang nasa utak ko. sabi niya, "walanghiya ka, puro ka na lang baboy,baboy, baboy, ang payat-payat mo naman!" sabi ko, "walanghiya ka rin, hindi mo 'ko naintindihan. baboy ang kailangan ng katawan ko. baboy ang kailangan ng katawan mo. baboy ang kailangan ng katawan nating lahat. hindi mo ba alam, ang nagpapatakbo ng mundo ay baboy, baboy, baboy. hindi mo ba alam, diyos mo ay baboy. baboy. tama. diyos natin ang baboy."

kaya gusto ko ng baboy. gusto ko ng baboy. gusto ko ng babababoy, pare, gusto ko, gusto ko ng baboy. gustong gusto ko ng baboy. gusto ko ng babababoy man!

kaya gusto ko ng baboy. gusto ko ng baboy. gusto ko ng ba, ba, baboy, pare, gustong, gusto ko ng baboy. gusto ko ng baboy. gusto ko ng ba, ba, baboy, pare, gusto ko, gusto ko ng baboy. gusto ko ng baboy. gusto ko ng ba, ba, baboy, pare, gusto ko, gusto ko ng baboy. gustong gusto ko ng baboy. gusto ko ng ba, ba, baboy man!

'lam n'yo, maraming klaseng baboy sa mundo. may baboy na maliit, may baboy na medium-size, may baboy na extra large, pero kahit anong gawin nila, baboy pa rin sila. pare-pareho lang mga baboy na yan. kahit anong sukat.. may baboy na dilaw, may baboy na asul, may baboy na pula, may baboy na puti, may baboy na pink, may baboy na green,may baboy na violet, may baboy na orange, pero kahit anong kulay mga yan, baboy pa rin ang mga yan! may baboy na matalino, may baboy na bobo, may baboy na macho.may baboy na seksi, may baboy na bakla, may baboy na mahirap, may baboy na mayaman. mas baboy ka pag mayaman ka. may baboy na businessman, may baboy na musikero, may baboy na makata, may baboy na basketball player, may baboy na baranggay tanod, may baboy na konsehal, may baboy na mayor, may baboy na congressman, may baboy na pulis, may baboy na teacher na nagtuturo ng kung anu-anong klaseng kababuyan. kaya wala na tayong magagawa, wala na tayong magagawa. napapaligiran tayong lahat ng baboy!

teka, pag-isipan natin 'to! baka, ako baboy, siya, baboy. ikaw, baboy. 'yun, baboy. 'di kaya... baboy tayong lahat?

kaya ayoko na ng baboy, ayoko na ng baboy, ayoko na ng babababoy, biik, ayoko na ng baboy, ayoko na ng baboy, ayoko na ng babababoy man!

dribble drabble...
listening to: Little Viking - Future
wishes for: my writing muse to come back. she left me when i abandoned red moon murders ;o;
mood:

She was sitting in a puddle of blood, a grin on her face. Her pupils were tiny pinpricks as she stared at the blood puddle. There was blood on her lips as well as other parts of her body. Her short black dress was also bloodied. She started to snigger. "My little pet escaped," she giggled, stroking the blade of her dagger. "Tsk, tsk, tsk. He must be taught a lesson!" She licked her lips, tasting the blood. It was delicious. She squealed in delight. "My little White Rabbit ran away. He must be punished!" Standing up, she did not even mind the blood that dripped, running down her legs.

Holding her daggers by her side, she grinned a nasty grin. "Off with his head!" she snarled.

Ah, the frustrations in life
listening to: GoxNoises(tm)
wishes for: this desperation to end
mood:

I am terribly, terribly frustrated. At myself, at someone, at everyone, at EVERYTHING! It's so unbelievingly frustrating that it's actually a wonder that I'm still sane!! >.<

First off, it's this. You know that feeling that you absolutely have to do something just to make someone see things a different way and then it somehow works but backfires in some way? YES IT HAPPENED! My dear god. I mean, wtf! I didn't exactly mean it to happen like this! I admit, I knew I couldn't control everything, but I expected him to at least be civil! I mean! Heck! When our eyes meet, we immediately look away! It's like, we're a bunch of teenage highschoolers in love with each other and just cant say it!!

FUCKING HELL WHERE DID THAT COME FROM!?!?!? >.
Another thing! I've been so frustrated because I'VE BEEN WANTING TO KISS SOMEONE! ANYONE! For crying out loud, it feels strange and frustrating! Strange because I've been having the urge to kiss a few people, right on the lips mind, and frustrating because I KNOW I CAN'T EVER, AND THAT I'M NOT EVEN SUPPOSED TO BE DOING THAT!

I want to be in love, but I can't even find the time to! I'm blaming school! School is gaddemn frustrating! It's absolutely full of crapshite! I have to do FOUR FUCKING PROJECTS AT THE SAME BLOODY FUCKING TIME! And the first project, which is only at the beginning stage, IS DUE NEXT WEEK THURSDAY!

RIKA! Get your bloody fuckin' ass to work will ya? Ya lazy sodding crap for crap!

I really should stop thinking too much.

I'm off. Class in two minutes. No one to take care of my dear Iinchou though. Everyone's got a class and those who don't are off at KFC, three blocks away(roughly), and won't be back until later. :/ I'm thinking of cutting that class, but I need to go to that class so I can finally understand how the bloody professors actually WANT us to do our bliddy database project >:F

My life sucks.

I need to get a new one.

I have a DREAM!
listening to: Konami - Dracula Medley
wishes for: um, discipline, determination and no more lazy-ass excuses
mood:

ZOMGZ WHEN I GROW UP I WANNA WORK FOR SEVEN SEAS ENTERTAINMENT YO!

I dunno, I just want to work as a graphics artist.. I don't care if I get to start as just someone who puts in the tones, or typesetting, or inking.. It's comic practice! And I really want to become a comic book artist! Manga-style! And it seems that Seven Seas is a really good place to start...

Another thing I want to become, is a writer. I'd like to be able to write about anything, from news articles, to non-fiction, to poetry, to children's books.. Anything! The world is so full of words, I'd love to be able to use all of them at least once! ^_^

You know, now that you think about it, why *am* i taking up Computer Science, specializing in Information Systems Technology? I should be at a Fine Arts university, working my ass off plates on perspective, lines and shit like that! :0

Ah well, the world is strange, and I'm stranger. :0

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Now, for something completely off-topic! A quiz! Because we haven't had one in ages! xD

Here's the trick. You take your response for the question, type it in google and link the first image you see. Ain't that easy? ^_^ I got this from a friend over at deviantART ^^

1. your name
joanna corinne
2. your nickname
rika VANILLA ICE CREAM I TELL YOU!! ICE CREAM!!!
3. where you were born
manila, philippines tee hee.
4. where you live now
quezon city oops, safe search isn't turned on o__o;;;
5. where you go to school
st. theresa's college of quezon city zomg, our school has a website :0
6. your dream
comic book artist mangaka, actually.. :P and i turned on safe search xD
7. your career
definately not a teacher tee hee.
8. favorite hobby
molesting/harrassing people half-assedly doing schoolwork torture drawing reading writing >w<
9. your significant other/crush
secret ;P haha.
10. pet
mushu is not a dragon
11. favorite color
black is not a color but...
12. favorite music/band
simple plan is my sin
13. currently playing
succubus club - deception is a very good song, yo.
14. favorite song
half pain by bana <3
15. pet peeve
evil parents doesn't really count as a pet peeve..
16. your fear
no freedom, and i was talking about mine.

lol. that was fun xD

Whee!
listening to: Music from the Succubus Club
wishes for: Tsubasa Chronicle 13
mood:

You learn something new everyday :P

Pep rally later. Won't be able to go. Committee meeting for Writer's Guild :0 Left my money at home >.< Spent forty bucks already; all that's left of my money is fifteen pesos o___o whee. what am i supposed to eat at lunch?!? GAH! >.<

I heard someone got smushed by the MRT earlier today. Poor thing. May your soul be at rest.

Sitting in Silence
listening to: Castlevania - The Requiem of Gods
wishes for: an end to the masquerade, an end to all illusions
mood:

Premenstrual Syndrome? Nah, more like POSTmenstrual Syndrome. Yep. Yesterday, too. Sometimes, you just have to take extreme measures to teach people some things. Like, how to stop feeling so fucking damn low for yourself, or to stop saying that you're dumb, or to stop giving up too easily. Mmmyep.

So, I'm not going to talk to a certain someone until the above mentioned will be met by a certain someone. Yeah, so the origin of the little bickering might have been a joke, but it was a bad one. So you're telling me I'm taking things too seriously? I'm supposed to give a damn how?

People should really stop feeling bad for themselves and start picking themselves up. STOP BEING CYNICS! Nothing good will come out of it. I used to be like that until I realized that I was going nowhere with the cynicism. So now, I'm like this supercharged sugarbunny who can't stop smiling. I don't care. At least I'm not wallowing up in depression because of my incompetence. At least I'm doing something about it.

Anyway, today, it hasn't stopped raining. Since I woke up, it was raining. When I woke up, it was so bliddy cold, even the comforter wasn't working :0 My feet were cold and numb, I could barely walk properly. I like rain, though. It's true, that when it's cold and raining, it gives you the perfect excuse to cuddle up to your favorite pillow/person/pet/plaything(teehee) ;) Also, I like it when it rains because Iunno, it gives such a sad feeling to things, and, I might be contradicting myself here, I actually *like* the sad feeling of it; it makes me euphoric for some odd reason :P

I wish it rains again tomorrow. I only have fashionable rainy/cold weather outfits xD Hehe. More opportunity to show them off xD

Pep rally tomorrow! Should I attend?

Chronicles of the Song - Work In Progress
listening to: Castlevania - Castlevania Theme ~Gothic Techno Mix~
wishes for: more gothic castlevania music to get me writing!! >w<
mood:

The following piece of fiction is written as partial requirement for the midterm project for the subject Hucoint/Human-Computer Interaction at our college. I based it off of my RPG character in a World of Darkness campaign. I am, in all accounts, not affiliated with White Wolf Game Studio. The game is theirs, the characters are mine. Thank you.

Mood music:
Yami no Matsuei - Devil's Trill
Final Fantasy IX - Kuja's Theme
Castlevania - Castlevania Theme ~Gothic Techno Mix~
Castlevania - Bloody Tears Hard Remix
Castlevania - Vampire Killer ~Gothic Techno Mix~

God, those are orgasmic <3


Alphonse

The blood on his lips tasted sweet, it was divine. He wanted to take more, but if he did, he would no longer be able to play with his favorite doll. Cradling the lifeless body of Killian's daughter, he gave her some of his blood. "Welcome to the unlife, my dearest," he said after the deed was done. Alphonse carried his beloved doll, carried her away from the dying village.

Aria

Aria woke up with a throbbing headache. Sitting up, she noted that she was no longer at home. That was when she remembered her nightmare: Two sharp fangs sinking down, biting into her flesh, into her neck. She shuddered, hugging herself.
And then she gasped. She was wearing a nightdress made of the finest silks in England, sitting on a large and soft four-poster bed, surrounded by pillows. Where was she? What in the world was she doing in such a place?

Aria-Alphonse

"Have you had a good sleep, my dear?" came a voice. It was Alphonse, Aria's Teacher, the person who helped her out of her depression. Seeing the alarmed expression on her face, Alphonse smiled. "Please, do not be alarmed," he said, "You are safe. There is no need to worry, the Plague will no longer bother you."
"What do you mean?" Aria asked, her voice shaky. The events were too overwhelming for her to take. "Where am I? Where's Father? What happened to him?!" She was crying now, the tears were streaming down on her cheeks. Ah, but she was still beautiful, noted Alphonse. He smiled, whether it looked comforting of menacing was up to who saw it. "You do not need to worry about him anymore, my dear. His passing was peaceful, as was your mother's," he said.

Aria

The news was too sudden. Aria could no longer hold back the tears. She stared at her Teacher in bewilderment. She cried, and cried, and cried. She could not believe it. She was too late; She was alone. So alone. The sadness was too great for her to handle. Covering her face with her hands, she sobbed. THere was no longer any reason to live.

Alphonse

His pretty doll started crying. Her depression was back, it seemed. Ah, how sweet was the sound of her sobs. He delighted in it, as he did when she cried for her dear lost Imril. Things were going smoothly for him. The next step now would be to introduce his beloved little doll to the new world he brought her in, to the world of the UnLiving. Smiling, he stepped forward towards his doll's bed and sat next to her. He took her hands from her face and lifted her chin so that he would look into her tear-swollen eyes.

Aria-Alphonse

"These tears," Alphonse began, "have no use for the dead." And it was so, in more ways than one. "How can you say that?" Aria sobbed. "How can you say--" Alphone's finger pressed on her lips, silencing her. "Dearest, I did not mean it for them," he said. "I meant it for you. You, who died and was cursed to live again."
She could not believe what her Teacher just said. "Lies," was all Aria managed to say, her voice barely a whisper. The tears were there again, blurring her vision.
"Don't tell me you have forgotten, dearest?" Alphonse said. "Ah, but I suppose I cannot blame you. A lot has happened to you, my dear. Shall I refresh your memory?" He asked, cupping Aria's face with his hand, turning her head to face him, as if to kiss her. Aria's eyes were teary, and they hinted that she remembered the hysteria. Even her death.

Aria

Her mind went blank. Nothing. Dear god, there was nothing anymore. She felt faint all of a sudden, as if there was no blood in her. Not that it mattered. If her Teacher said that she had already died, then it no longer mattered, how she felt. She let herself fall back to the nest of pillows.
And then, she notice the salty sweet scent of blood. It was alluring, seducing. She closed her eyes, trying to follow the scent, needing it, wanting it, lusting for it. The feeling was so strange, lusting for blood, and yet, it felt absolutely normal.

Alphonse

He saw his childe pale, all the color was gone from her, the realization must have been too shocking for her. Ah, nevertheless, it was time for her to accept the fact that she was already a Vampire, no longer human. Aria dropped back to the pillows on her bed. He licked his lips; He knew his childe was hungry. He drew a blade from his cloak and slit his wrist, letting the blood spill out. The reaction from his childe was immediate. She knew blood had been let, and he knew she wanted it. He brought his bleeding wrist to her lips.

Aria-Alphonse

It was just a drop, a tiny litte drop of blood on her lips, and she felt excruciatingly euphoric. Aria lashed her tongue out, parting the slit on Alphonse's wrist, letting the blood flow into her. She licked, she sucked, she drank the blood of her Sire. Alphonse was proud.
A moment later, he drew back his wrist and licked his wound to heal. "That is enough, my dear," he told his childe. "There will be more the next time."

Stuff to tell
listening to: Gakuen Alice - ~gosenfu alice~ Futari no Inori
wishes for: strawberry shortcake please!
mood:

My blog post counter is stuck at 294. It's been like that for the past year now. I dunno why it's not updating. 'Tis strange. I've been blogging for the past two years now, and it's stuck at 294. I've probably gone over 500 rantsposts now.

Right now, I'm supposed to be studying, but I'm not. :/ I wonder why.. o_O;

Anyway, a friend asked me about sex. I replied, "Wait two years until I graduate, wait until I get a job, and then we can go and do it." Iunno, it sounds reasonable to me, anyway. I mean, I'd be more responsible by that time, I'd be able to support myself if anything happens, and there won't be anything called 'teen pregnancy' for me. Another friend asked me about marriage. I told him that I'd like to stay single. Why? 'Cause I wouldn't have to be responsible for anyone else besides myself. No extra baggage. No extra expenses. No one to bother my lifestyle. But then again, life would be lonely. :/ Ah well. I'm still too young to think about these things anyway ;P

Yesterday was fun. I had a blast, even if all we did was sit down at the foodcourt, draw and talk about things ever so random ^_^ I should hang out with the BADeviants more ^o^ I wish I could have watched Batman Begins with them yesterday, but I really had to go home at that time. :/ Too bad. I found two of them cute =w= Not saying who~~ XD

Then again, if I did mention them, I don't think them deviants would know since I don't think they even bother visiting here xD

But just in case, I'm not telling ;P You'll have ta wheedle it out from me, yo :D

Ah! Val! I'm sorry I couldn't take you to Glorietta yesterday ;3; Maybe I should have left when you did ^^; Ah well. Maybe next time ^^

PS: I want to eat strawberry shortcake!! ;o; I miss eating cakes! ;o; I don't mind getting fat because of them!! ;o;